However, since we had children, both of us have been deeply tormented by real life, it is not suitable to find a nanny, my mother can't come anywhere, and her mother has no time to help us, it seems that the original romantic passion has been invisible, cumbersome, and never-ending firewood, rice, oil, salt, trivial, chicken, flying and dog jumping and grinding to gradually begin to fade until it disappears, and all that remains is the helplessness after the passion retreats, depression, and the anger that wants to be irritable at any time.

But, even so, I still feel that Miao Miao and I are true love, even if there is no passion, it must be that they love each other deeply and will not hurt each other's relatives, I know that I am busy, I have little time to accompany her and the child, and I will help her as soon as I help her, so when she throws a tantrum like thunder, I am patient not to quarrel with her, let me kneel on the keyboard I also knelt, and even slapped me, I also endured, who made him my beloved wife, my beloved daughter's mother? I asked myself, I love my family so much.

However, I never thought that Miao Miao would cheat on her!

What makes me even more unacceptable is that she is better with a civil servant who is not as good looking as me, who doesn't make as much money as me, and commutes from 9 to 5 in the morning, when I asked her why, she said that person has time to chat with her, she is so lonely with me, lonely and going crazy.

At that moment, my mentality collapsed, from the beginning of knowing her, she is the driving force of my efforts, I work so hard to make money, just so that she and her daughter can live a rich life, in fact, my career seems to be more and more successful, but my family, my happiness, but the opposite, even if I am busy, why can't she tolerate me more? I really don't understand this, and I didn't understand it for a long time, until ......

I talked to you on the phone that day and said I was going to introduce you to buying code snippets, and when you told me how your wife looked at you, I finally understood why my wife cheated.

Back then, when we were still in college, everyone was poor students, and my wife didn't have a good life with me, but at that time, we were still quite happy, and when I saw her looking up at those girls wearing famous brands with envious eyes, I was very anxious, and I especially wanted to make more money so that she could be happy......

When the boss of the company asked me to make a fake account, I agreed, and that time I earned 20,000 yuan, I bought her a lot of gifts, she was very happy, looking at her beautiful smile, I was also happy, but I knew that I had done something to rub the ball, so I was not sure.

Once during a chat, I inadvertently mentioned this matter to her, and I almost forgot her attitude at that time for a long time, but since I talked to you on the phone, after you talked about your wife's attitude, I began to recall, and what I recalled was a very happy and beautiful Miao Miao, she said in a sweet voice, "Husband, you are so good! She still smiled very happily and said, "What are you worried about, there is nothing wrong with this kind of thing, I know a lot of accountants and financial directors or something, and a few of them don't make fake accounts, don't make fake accounts, and don't starve to death just by that little salary." "At that time, I was still a little involved in the world, and I thought she was very reasonable, so my road to false accounts opened a bold green light, and I became more and more skilled.

Perhaps, this is what people often say, "don't do small evils", because if you have done small evils, you will be bold, and gradually, evil will grow.

From a small company to a large company, I can earn tens of millions a year just by making false accounts for them, although I have some chickens and dogs jumping at home, chicken feathers, but I still feel that my life is high-spirited, is standing on top of the same people, I have also seen more of everyone's envy of me, every day in the fluttering and inflated, until ......

Miao Miao divorced me, and after I passed that phone call with you, I realized that the reason why she gave up on me because of the pressure of those trivial things in life was actually nothing, just because she didn't love me deep enough, and she could only enjoy the happy part with me, even if we were not very rich during college, I could also bring more happiness to her spiritual world, after having a child, although I made more money, but she got less happiness from me, but she had money to spend, and she couldn't meet her needs, so she didn't want me。

Jiangdong, you don't know, at that moment, how much I envy you, how much I envy your life, a snail's house, you can be happy, your happiness is so easy, so easy to get, and my family, three houses of more than 100 square meters, three companies with tens of millions of dollars, I can't keep happiness, I am really too much failure.

A week after Miao Miao divorced me, the police also found me, and a big client I served was planted and involved me, although the police have not completely investigated, but I know that I am finished, and I will be sentenced to at least five years.

But even if there is nothing, I myself am not a person who will easily choose to commit suicide, and after five years in prison, I believe that with my IQ, it is not too difficult to make a comeback, but do you know Jiangdong? The failure of my family seems to have crushed all my pride and self-confidence, and facing prison has become the last straw that crushes the camel's back.

I think people like me, even if they come out of prison, what can I do? I will still fail, not to mention, I don't want to admit that I failed, I Cheng Ke has grown up under the admiration of others since I was a child, I would rather die than let others look at me with the eyes of a loser, so, death, is the only way I can go, this anxious thought, has made me not care about the feelings of my parents and family, I just want to leave happily, away from the world with my shame pillar.

After reading his letter, my tears flowed, my squad leader, who is really a man who has been excellent since he was a child, why did he come to this point?

I know that he will be like this, I can't blame her lover completely, he is also responsible, why should he use the method of playing side balls to satisfy his lover's vanity, but thinking of this, I can't help but think of my wife Jiang Xi.

I haven't seen her envy anyone's life, she always says that she wants to live the life of the two of us into the envy of others, others eat cakes, coffee, she eats big steamed buns, others wear brand-name clothes, she is Taobao, others live in big houses, she follows me from renting a house to a small snail house, she has never disliked, dissatisfied, no complaints, all happy, happy and satisfied.

She used to tell me, "There is nothing wrong with a little vanity, which can motivate people to work harder, but you must weigh your own ability, and gradually expand your vanity according to your own ability, if a person's vanity is several times greater than his own ability, it is very easy to go astray, and then go to a destination that will never be recovered." ”

I'm thinking, with my character, if I meet a woman like the squad leader's lover, I don't think I'll end up better than him.

What else can I say, I'm not as good as the squad leader, not as handsome as the squad leader, and even my family conditions are not as good as him, I'm not as good as the squad leader, I feel that I don't seem to have any advantages except for a good temper and no pride.

But I became the envy of the class leader, just because I was lucky. This reminds me of a quote from the Bible: Blessed are the meek, and blessed are the humble. Perhaps, it is these two qualities that have allowed me to obtain this irreplaceable blessing that will accompany me for a lifetime, beyond words, only gratitude!

The doctor finally came out at nine o'clock in the morning, and he said to me, "All the methods that should be treated have been cured, and whether he can wake up within forty-eight hours depends on his own will and life." ”

I nodded! After thinking about it, I still didn't call his family, thinking that it would be better to call after being saved, and if I didn't save him, I would inevitably be sad anyway, so let's wait until we are sure and then be sad together.

At ten o'clock, after Jiang Xi sent Jiang things to the kindergarten, she bought an early morning and came to me, she said to me, "I know that you won't eat breakfast, the class leader's business, you may have to worry a lot, don't exhaust yourself, I'll be staring at it later, you find a place to sleep for a while, have you asked for leave from the company?"

Look, this is my wife, she is always so attentive to me, so thoughtful, she is not only enthusiastic about my affairs, but also so enthusiastic about other people's affairs, she is her, Jiang Xi who no one else can compare.

She also loses her temper, she also has shortcomings, she has even more shortcomings, she sometimes is coquettish and unreasonable, but she still can't hide it, she is a piece of jade.

After eating the breakfast she bought, she asked me to go to a nearby hotel that charges by the hour to sleep for a while, but I didn't feel at ease, insisted on not leaving, and I didn't care if it was ugly or ugly, so I just lay down on the hospital bench and squinted for a while.

My head rested on her lap, and she held my cold hand tightly, and gradually, I felt the warmth of my hand, and the warmth spread to my heart......

When I was falling asleep, the squad leader's mobile phone in my hand rang, and when I looked at it, the name stored on it was: My most cherished Miao Miao.

I clicked the connect button and heard the voice of the squad leader's lover on the phone, "Hey, Cheng Ke, you haven't called me for the child's living expenses this month, you are so rich, it's not bad, my current husband is not as rich as you, my life is tighter, can you give more for the child's monthly living expenses...... One thousand, otherwise your daughter's quality of life will also decline!"

When I heard this, I was really angry, but I held back, and I said to her, "You come to the hospital to see Cheng Ke, he committed suicide by swallowing sleeping pills, and he may die, if he dies, you won't be able to get a penny of child support in the future." ”

"What?"

I heard the other person shout in horror, followed by a trembling voice, "Tell me which hospital you are in?"

I reported the hospital to her and hung up.

I looked at Jiang Xi, "Wife, am I doing the right thing?"

Jiang Xi said, "Do it with your heart, and sometimes, as long as you feel that you have a clear heart, you will do it with your heart." ”

"Hmm!" I had red circles in my eyes, I was really angry, and I was very unworthy of the squad leader.

I believe that they should have loved each other before, since they have loved each other, why can't they love each other a little more, and the two of them bear the pressure of life together and run towards happiness?

Why? How many couples give up in the middle of the run? After giving up? Do you really think you can live better than before? I'm afraid that there are a few who are doing well.

Therefore, I advise young couples, whose life is stressful, whether rich or not, married life is a bowl of five-flavor tea, sour, sweet, bitter, spicy, salty will be there, when you have the ability to persevere, don't give up each other easily, you can find a way to adjust, so as not to get the time when you want to stick to but don't have the opportunity, and regret it for life.

After all, in this life, it is not always time to meet the person who makes you feel excited, and can also be moved for you, once you meet, please cherish it.

If you love, love deeply!

About half an hour later, the squad leader's ex-wife came, she was sweating profusely, and when she saw me, she immediately asked, "How is Cheng Ke?"

I looked at her with complicated eyes and said, "It's still being rescued inside, and the doctor said that the chances of being able to save him are very small." ”

This last sentence was something I said on purpose, but from the tone I heard from the doctor, it was almost the same thing.

Cheng Ke's lover sat on the ground as soon as he got his buttocks, as if he had been hit hard, and then tears flowed down his eyes, "How can it be so serious? He is a cheerful and sunny person, how could he get into the tip of the horns......

When she cried, my heart was also sour, because I felt sorry for the squad leader, but I was even more angry, I didn't like to scare people very much, and said viciously, "His sunshine is covered by the darkness you brought to him, he loves you and the child so much, how can you abandon him so ruthlessly?"

"Uh......h I'll admit, I was impulsive, and I didn't have any feelings for him anymore, I never thought that things would get so serious, woo......".

"Impulsive?" I was even more angry when I heard this, and I really wanted to go up and smoke her, but Jiang Xi saw that I was a little emotional, and kept pulling me tightly, so I could only scold her.

"Do you know that your impulse has shattered the excellence of the class leader for more than 30 years, he is such a good man, he loves you so much, he is just busy with work, he wants to give you and your children a richer life, satisfy your vanity since college, from clothing to housing, he is fighting for you and your children, and you are cheating?

"I can't be blamed entirely for this, I just want someone to accompany me, I don't want to live like a lonely nanny every day, just to take care of the children and housework ......."

"Don't say it so nicely, don't add glory to your mistakes, it's just a pathetic self-deception, if the squad leader has more time to spend with you, but he can't make money, he is a poor dick, you still have to worry about your livelihood, can you live a good life with him? You are a woman who is naturally selfish, self-interested and restless, everything has to revolve around your selfish desires, once a certain aspect does not meet your needs, you want to abandon the other party's ......."

The more I talked, the more excited I became, and when I said that I was almost viciously slandered, I thought, I can't say such things a few times in my life, and today I will indulge my evil once for my class leader, my good brother who has worn a pair of pants since I was a child.

"No...... I'm not, I'm also a ...... who loves Cheng Ke deeply."

"No, you don't love, if you love him, you won't only care about your own feelings in your heart, you will be tired because of his tiredness, love because of his love, feel sorry for him because of his suffering, worry about him because he walks on the edge of the cliff, hold him, just like my lover Jiang Xi, but you don't have any of these, you just like the enjoyment and happiness he brings you......"

Probably because my words were too harsh, she retorted unconvinced and unwillingly, "You don't understand my suffering, why do you accuse me like this, is it all my fault, Cheng Ke is not wrong?"

At this time, Jiang Xi, who had not spoken, spoke, "That's right, Cheng Ke has his own fault, his own life should be his own responsibility, even if he commits suicide today, he can only blame him for not being strong enough in his heart, but, I want to tell you, if you really don't like Cheng Ke anymore, you can file for divorce with him openly, I think if you are really determined to divorce, Cheng Ke is not the kind of man with a dead face, a man like him, wants to find a young man, It's so easy for a beautiful girl to get married, but you just chose the most despicable way for good women in this world, the most unacceptable for good men, and the most vicious and disgusting way for men, that is...... I think even if Cheng Ke survives, he will still not be able to forget his wife, whom he loves with all his heart, and brought him this shameful injury, so you gave him a fatal blow, you know?"

Cheng Ke's ex-wife looked at Jiang Xi with teary eyes, first stunned for a while, and then, "Wow......" sat on the ground and covered her face and cried, I think, probably she had to admit in her heart, Jiang Xi was right.

"You go, if the squad leader survives, if he wants to see you, he will look for you, if he doesn't want to see you, you don't look for him again. I said in a deep voice.

"However, child support ......," she teary-eyed.

As soon as I heard this, I became even more angry.

She hurriedly said, "When I divorced, Cheng Ke transferred all his property to the company because he hated me, and the company originally had half of me, but I heard that his company had problems recently, and my current husband is not financially good, and he feels that raising my and Cheng Ke's children is a little ......wronged."

As she spoke, her tears flowed even more fiercely, and looking at this emotion, it seemed that the newly formed family was not much happy.

"Uh......h She cried out loud, I admit that I was wrong, I was very wrong, I thought that if I found someone who had time to accompany me and was financially passable, I would be happy, and I would not be so lonely to take care of the children alone, but the family with a bad economy also has bad economic difficulties, as if there are troubles that can never be solved, and their family is not good to me and Cheng Ke's daughter, I really know that I am wrong, if Cheng Ke can forgive me, I am willing to divorce immediately and return to his side......".

"No, the squad leader won't forgive you, I can answer for him, because you are like taking a knife and stabbing it in his heart with your own hands, not only stabbing his love for you, but also piercing his hope of life, you say, will he come back to eat this 'Death Pill' in his life?"

"Woo......" she cried even more sadly, "I really didn't expect things to turn out to be so serious, and I didn't expect Cheng Ke to commit suicide, even if I have an outside heart, I don't want him to die, no matter what he says, he is my daughter's father...... Woo......".

When she cried heartbroken, Jiang Xi spoke again, "If you have too much pressure to raise a daughter, give the child to Cheng Ke's family, if Cheng Ke is still alive, I think he must want to have a daughter, he loves his daughter so much, if Cheng Ke is gone, this child is the only hope for Cheng Ke's parents, I think they will want it too." ”

Cheng Ke's ex-wife finally stopped crying after listening to Jiang Xi's words, "I'll consider your suggestion." ”

She touched her tears, stood up and said, "I'm leaving, I don't have any point here, if Cheng Ke wakes up and sees me, maybe he will be even more unhappy, but, with any definite news, you ...... Will you let me know?"

She said with tears streaming down again, I believe that her worry about Cheng Ke at the moment is also true, but she is no longer Cheng Ke's lover, so the degree of her worry is no longer the heartbreaking and irreplaceable that she is about to lose her lover.

This is life, she has now re-established a family, her heart has been taken away by another family, no matter how much she cares about the people and feelings in the past, it will be greatly discounted, which is also a reality.

…………

At about two or three o'clock in the afternoon, Cheng Ke woke up.

Thank goodness my squad leader.

He was lying on the hospital bed, dazed, and said to me weakly, "I thought that I would die comfortably after taking sleeping pills, but who would have thought, I didn't die because of the stomach pain like a fire, so I regretted it and sent you a text message, I didn't expect you to really have time to save me, I think now, I'm still not dead, since death is so sinful, it's better to live." ”

"Heh......" I laughed, laughed out of tears, I said, "squad leader, you have been the most capable one since you were a child, you are now in your thirties, can you stop doing it again?"

He looked at me, his eyes were wet, his voice was low, and he whispered, "I can't do it in five years, and no one in prison will be as accustomed to me as you are, and they can still come to save me." ”

I grabbed his hand and said, "Then don't do it, in the past five years, I will reform and strive for a reduction in my sentence, come out early, and I will wait for you to get some light after your career is successful." ”

"Okay!" the squad leader's tears flowed, "I promise you, when I come out, I will go to you, and let your wife introduce me to a partner." ”

"Okay! no problem, I introduced it to you, it must be good!" Jiang Xi, who was standing on the side, suddenly smiled and spoke.

It was while he was talking that the police came outside.

The policeman asked the doctor, "Can he record a statement?"

The doctor said, "Better wait, he can't talk too much now." ”

Cheng Ke also saw the police, but he was calm and said to me, "You call my parents and ask them to come, and you don't have to worry about other things." ”

I said, "Okay!"

I went out to call his parents, and I told them that Cheng Ke had committed suicide before, but now that he had been rescued, he needed them to come here, and after they were shocked for a moment, they immediately calmed down and said that they would come on the same day.

The next morning, Cheng Ke's parents arrived, and I left.

Soon after, I received a call from Cheng Ke, saying that he was going to jail and asked me to wait for him to come out.

I said, "Squad leader, I will wait for you, and I will wait for you to create a better future together." ”

Cheng Ke smiled and said, "Sure enough, you are my true love!"

My eyes are red!

We grew up wearing a pair of pants, and I really didn't want to see him go to jail, but it had come to this point, and no one could change the fact that it was happening immediately.

This is life, there is no regret medicine, and there is no turning back, so we must take every step and don't let ourselves get up, because not all of them can get up after they fall down.

Later, I heard that Cheng Ke's ex-wife still gave the child to Cheng Ke's parents, so it's okay, Cheng Ke likes his daughter so much, and when he comes out in five years, he also has a goal to work for.

…………

The matter of the squad leader's family was really dark clouds in our family for a long time, and it was only after more than a month that Jiang Xi and I gradually ignored this matter.

In this month, under Jiang Xi's advice, I began to ride a donkey to find a horse to change jobs, because of the economic crisis, small companies are not insured, so Jiang Xi and I are also afraid of being fired from the company every day.

Fortunately, I found a job at X, which is a large IT state-owned enterprise, located in Madian, which is very close to my home in Deshengmen, and I am very happy to go to work.

Three months later, Yang Xiaojun called me to report the good news, saying that he and his wife had also found jobs and had returned, and asked us to have dinner on the weekend.

As a result, Jiang Xi said that she didn't have time to eat this kind of non-serious meal now, and she wanted to leave more of her time for her readers.

One day, I saw Jiang Xi typing in front of the computer, laughing silly, I walked over curiously, I saw her in the water qun, qun name is: Kun Hua reader backyard, Kun Hua, is Jiang Xi's pen name, I saw a group member called "only cooing pwp madman" sent her a message: only the group leader, come and talk! Jiang Xi immediately replied to him: Bang!

Me, "......"

"What is this?"

Jiang Xi smiled and said, "I, a reader, have this habit, because when we chatted before, I was always chattering, and he was used to listening to it, and now it will be uncomfortable if I don't hear it one day." ”

Me, "......".

"Isn't this habit a little too strange, and are you too used to your few sporadic readers?"

Jiang Xi immediately turned his face and said seriously, "No, no, no, it's because they are good to me that I'm used to them, you see, at the beginning, when there were only thirty readers in my group, there were a few people who applied for management because they liked the characters I wrote very much, and of course there was also a person who said that he wanted to do salted fish management, so he applied for me, a group with few readers, to do management." ”

I, "......" still want to manage for fewer people? Sure enough, the author is wonderful, and the readers are also wonderful!

As soon as Jiang Xi said that her readers were excited, they danced, "Let me tell you, there is a reader called Hao Hao Lover, who went to Longkong to spend money to help me promote my book; there is a reader named Border Vampire Ji, she reads my articles every day, helps me catch insects, and helps me find out the typos; there is a reader called Shameless Break, he goes to other people's groups to promote my articles everywhere, and is dissed because of my bad literary name, and there are many other readers, such as Yun Mohai, A Ghost Next Door, Erwu, Life and death, etc., they came out to welcome me warmly as soon as they saw that there were new readers joining the group, happy for me, of course, sometimes they were too enthusiastic and scared readers away, but I knew that they were for my good, and I was always moved!"

I'm speechless, but it's true that these readers are quite touching.

She continued, "There is a reader called Doodle Charming Eye, he helped me in the group to crowdfund the Silver League, and gathered enough 200 people, and each of them gave me 50 yuan, so that he could give me a Silver League, because they think my writing is good, but there are too few people who know it at present, and they are afraid of the deep alleys when they say that the smell of wine is also afraid of deep alleys, so you say, are they not cute?

"Mm-hmm, it's worth it!" she said, her eyes were red and wet, and I dare to say that it wasn't worth it?

However, I want to ask, "How many people are willing to give you fifty yuan for crowdfunding now?"

Jiang Xi said happily, "There are already ten people!"

Me, "......". That's a lot!

"There are not many people, it lies in the heart, no matter whether the Silver League is successful or not, my heart has been warmed by these ten readers, and it will slowly increase in the future, when is enough to fight the Silver Alliance!"

I nodded: "Makes sense!"

She said excitedly, "The point is to mention, a reader named Jiang Nannan and a reader named Mu Liunianhua, these two people each rewarded me with 1,000 yuan, I was really moved!"

Jiang Xi said, as if he had fallen silent and couldn't extricate himself from that emotion.

I casually asked, "Then how do you repay your readers when you are so moved?" I heard that most authors will repay their readers with more. ”

"I am different from them, my reward to the readers is ......" Jiang Xi's eyes rolled, and he suddenly laughed, "Hahaha! Talk to them about the water group, talk to them until the sky is over, introduce them to the object, help them guide them to write essays, teach me my experience in fighting the street, since I have them, my main business is water groups, and part-time is to write essays!"

"Are you sure your readers want you like this?" I squinted at this Northeast fool who turned into a second cargo when it comes to writing.

"Hmm......" she hesitated, "but a reader suggested banning me!"

"Hahahaha!" It seems that there are still one or two sober people in her readership.

"Oh, anyway, I like to talk to them so much, the water group is much happier than writing, so happy! You go first, don't delay me...... I'll talk to them for a while!"

Me, "......".

So now in addition to writing essays, I'm obsessed with water groups again, is there no place for my husband anymore, so it seems that maybe her writing is not popular, okay? Otherwise, there will be more and more readers, so I, cough ......

I deliberately wanted to say something that ruined her and the reader, "I don't think you should be so used to your weird readers!"

Jiang Xi was immediately unhappy, "My readers are not wonderful, my readers are the best readers, you think, my text is an article that promotes positive energy, and readers who like my text must be people with righteousness in their hearts, so they will have a good impression and resonance after reading my text, otherwise they will abandon it after reading two chapters." ”

In this way, it still makes sense, the plane tree can attract a golden phoenix, not an owl.

Since that day, Jiang Xishuiqun's happy life has begun, and he spends a lot of time on the water group passionately every day, and even his signature has become: professional water group, part-time writing.

Me, "......"

After about two months of such a peaceful life in the water group, one day Jin Dan called Jiang Xi from Wenzhou, and a heavy news about Yang Lin came again.

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