It was really the first time that Bo Yang could be told by Yao Gou's words, and his heart was not angry and wanted to go back.

Instead, his heart was sore and swollen, revealing some dull pain.

"You have to be nice to her. Yao Jiayun said solemnly, "It's not that she thinks it's good, you have to think it's good, and you're the best, you will always feel that you are not good enough for her for the rest of your life, you have to be better, and you have to be better." Otherwise......"

Yao Jiayun twisted his eyebrows as he spoke, but he didn't say any threats or warnings, just loosened his wrinkled brows, slightly raised the corners of his lips, and continued, "Otherwise, in fact, I can't do anything, you can't get over it yourself." ”

In Yao Jiayun's words, if she feels that she is not good enough, Bo Yang is the most uncomfortable in her heart.

I just want to be nice to Lin Xi, a little better.

The anesthesia of this minor operation was not deep, and when Lin Xi woke up from her slumber, she was still confused for a moment, as if she didn't know where she was, and she didn't know what it was, which was different from the previous two surgeries, the postoperative pain of the previous two surgeries was obvious, and those pains could make her quickly realize what was happening, and her mind could quickly become clear.

But this operation, in fact, did not have any postoperative pain, so that she stared at the ceiling of the recovery room with her eyes open.

It doesn't hurt, but it's empty. It's like losing something very important, and even the body seems to be empty and leaking a hole, and the cold air is poured into it, and the whole person is cold.

Although Lin Xi, as a doctor, knew very well that this was actually the instability of body temperature caused by anesthesia.

She blinked, tears rolling down the corners of her eyes.

It's gone. The little life that was originally in her womb and relied on her blessings and misfortunes is gone.

"Lin Xi, are you awake?" a low and hoarse voice sounded beside him, "Baby, are you okay?

Lin Xi rolled his eyes, and saw the man coming up, leaning next to her, looking at her seriously, his eyes were full of eager worry, and his eyes were full of distress as if they had become the background.

Lin Xi opened his mouth, as if he had lost his voice, as if he couldn't speak for a while.

"It's okay, it's okay. Bo Yang reached out and gently stroked her hair, his voice low and gentle.

"Yes......" Lin Xi uttered a syllable that was almost breathless, "I'm sorry." ”

The simple three words were like a steel knife poked directly into Bo Yang's heart, and he picked it open mercilessly, and the pain made his eyes black for a while.

He pursed his lips silently, as if he was enduring some very violent emotion.

Then he said to himself, "Dr. Qiu said that you can go back to the ward when you wake up, and I don't feel at ease, so I asked her to agree to me to come in the recovery room to accompany you." ”

In fact, it is very inappropriate, because this recovery room is a post-abortion recovery room, and there are four beds in it, and patients who have undergone abortion surgery will lie down here until they are awake from anesthesia and then leave.

Of course, men are exempted from entering here, and in fact, many examination rooms in obstetrics and gynecology are exempted from men.

Therefore, Dr. Qiu was very reluctant, and only after seeing the postoperative patients who did not have any abortion operations did he agree to let Bo Yang in.

Bo Yang thanked him very gratefully, sincerely, but made Dr. Qiu a little surprised, Dr. Qiu already felt a little guilty, it was the father of the child, and the abortion operation did not wait for her father to arrive, she did it first in response to Lin Xi's words, although there was no disagreement in law, but there was always some reluctance in reason.

Seeing that Bo Yang was not a gentle-tempered person, but he did not blame her and resented her, but thanked her gratefully, Dr. Qiu was inevitably surprised, and he couldn't even say anything he wanted to refuse, and asked the nurse, and learned that there was no one else in the recovery room, and there was no other abortion operation today, so originally Bo Yang just wanted to come in to see how Lin Xi was doing, and Dr. Qiu nodded and agreed that he would come in and guard, and wait for Lin Xi to sober up.

It is said that people's personalities will not change until death, Bo Yang is still short-tempered, but after a long time, he finally regained it. This luck also allowed him to restrain his temperament a lot.

It's no longer like before, before Lin Xi returns to his side, like a *, he doesn't know when it will erupt.

It is true that people's personalities will not change until death, but they can always learn to control, and the difference is only the person who makes you know how to control.

Now the person who let Bo Yang know how to control is lying on the hospital bed in front of him, his face is slightly pale, his lips are not bloody, he seems to be cold, and his body trembles a little from time to time.

But it made Bo Yang a little uncontrollable.

Obviously, she can control her emotions very well in front of the doctor, and after she really met Lin Xi's eyes, the first thing she said when she woke up was when she apologized weakly.

Bo Yang's emotions roared like a tsunami in his heart.

It's so hard to endure that even my heart seems to be about to explode.

But facing this face, which has haunted him for so many years, and made him feel distressed for so long, he looks pale and weak at the moment.

I can't say a word of weight, and even the tone of reproach is reluctant to dye half of it in my voice.

"When we wake up, we'll go back. Bo Yang lightly touched Lin Xi's face, "Is it cold?"

He took his coat, wrapped her up, picked her up carefully, put her aside on the gurney, and wrapped her in the quilt. Only then did the gurney be pushed out of the recovery room.

It's just that the hand holding the handle of the gurney pushes the knob, and the joints are white.

You can only endure anything, and you can endure anything. That's what Bo Yang told himself, and told himself again and again.

But when he picked her up just now, the weightless body in his hand still made him endure it hard.

She was so thin.

Although these days, Aunt Ding takes care of her and wipes her body, Bo Yang is not professional enough and is afraid of touching her operation or injury, so he doesn't dare to *, but they are all watching from the side, and naturally they will see her body that is getting thinner and thinner.

But only when I picked her up with my own hands did I intuitively perceive what she was suffering in this accident.

At the optimistic level, Bo Yang felt that it was not too much to use the description of half a life......

As soon as the gurney was pushed out, Jiang Yizhen and Yao Jiayun greeted them.

Both of them had red circles under their eyes.

"You are really ......" Yao Jiayun looked at his best friend's weak appearance, and couldn't blame it anymore, his mouth was pursed, and the second half of the sentence was held in his mouth.

Jiang Yizhen wiped a handful of tears, but did not hide the reproach in his words, "You kid is really going to make people feel distressed to death! How can this be? You are so waiting!"