"What do you know?" Jiang Hai looked at her suspiciously, not knowing what she suddenly wanted to ask.

"Do you know that I am actually very relaxed in my heart? I am really very relaxed in my heart, from the beginning of knowing that she is not my real mother, I feel that I can let go of many things in my heart, but then I don't feel very good, because my real mother is not very good to me. ”

"Don't think so, maybe she's in trouble. Looking at her lost expression, this was something that Jiang Hai had never seen on Cheng Xiaozhou's face.

In her memory, she has always been an energetic girl, and she is very confident and confident every day, but how can she be like this today?

This kind of strong sense of loss shouldn't appear on her face, her look made him feel a little distressed, and his heart was sullen.

But after listening to his words, Cheng Xiaozhou just smiled slightly, and his smile was pale: "You think too much, if she really has a hard time, it may not have anything to do with me, from the moment she abandoned me, she will no longer be my mother." ”

"Xiaozhou......" Jiang Hai didn't know what to say.

After they were silent for a long time, Jiang Hai suddenly looked at Cheng Xiaozhou and plucked up the courage to speak: "Xiaozhou, do you want to listen to my story?"

"What's your story?" Cheng Xiaozhou didn't know why he suddenly said that.

At least in his previous life, his life was simple, and there was no story at all.

If you want to say that there is a story, he has never married in his life, and he has become a legend.

But now he is still that ordinary teenager, what story can he have?

"Can't I have a story?" Jiang Hai smiled a little narrowly, and looked at her fiercely.

"Yes, of course you can have a story, but if it's to comfort me, I don't want to hear anything I make up. ”

Looking at Cheng Xiaozhou's smile, Jiang Hai nodded, and then looked into the distance, as if his eyes were out of focus.

He sighed softly.

Listening to his long sigh and looking at his side face, Cheng Xiaozhou seemed to feel his thoughts, and he became positive for a while.

She put away the smile on her face and waited quietly for him to speak.

"Xiaozhou, in fact, maybe everyone's life is not happy, I also have a good life in the eyes of others, but no one knows what my life is like. ”

His words made Cheng Xiaozhou stunned, and he couldn't believe that these were words that came out of his mouth.

In Cheng Xiaozhou's eyes, people who have a good life, those who live in the sunshine, should probably feel that the world is sunshine.

However, apparently this big boy who lived in the sun was not like this.

He also has his own heart.

Cheng Xiaozhou didn't interrupt him, just waited quietly.

"Do you know why I was discharged from the army?" Jiang Hai suddenly asked.

Listening to his question, Cheng Xiaozhou was really stunned, she really never thought about why he was discharged from the army, she only knew that this was different from her previous life.

In his previous life, he was imprisoned for more than two years and did not leave the army, but this life is not at all different from the previous life.

Cheng Xiaozhou didn't have an answer in his heart, so he shook his head.

Seeing her shake her head, Jiang Hai pretended to smile relaxedly: "Because I don't want to live someone else's life." ”

What does that mean?

Before Cheng Xiaozhou could think about it, he heard him speak again: "You know I have a big brother, right?"

This Cheng Xiaozhou had really heard of it, Feng Xiaoyue mentioned it to her last time, but she never took it to heart.

"I've heard of it. Cheng Xiaozhou said honestly.

"I don't have a deep impression of him anymore, I just know that he went to the army a long time ago, and finally rose to platoon commander all the way, but then died because of the mission. ”

Cheng Xiaozhou didn't dare to interrupt him at this time, just looked at him seriously.

"Because of his sacrifice, his leader specially issued a concession so that I could replace him in the army, which can be regarded as fulfilling his last wish, but all this will be exchanged for his life, and I don't want to just continue like this. ”

"I don't judge whether you're doing the right thing or not, anyway, I still want you to do what you like. Cheng Xiaozhou looked at him distressedly, and finally understood why he was so unhappy before.

The first time I saw him, he was staying home with a minor leg injury, and it felt like he was deliberately at home.

"Yes, I think so too, I think I should have my own preferences, so I will resolutely retire from the army. Looking back now, Jiang Hai still feels that his original choice was correct.

"If this is your story, it's too ......" Cheng Xiaozhou looked at him with a smile, always feeling that his story was really insignificant.

"What's too much? It's too different from a story? I just started it, so you don't have the confidence to listen to it?" Jiang Hai looked at Cheng Xiaozhou's smile and looked at her seriously.

Cheng Xiaozhou could only put away his smile and nodded solemnly: "Okay, okay, I'll continue to listen." ”

"Everyone said that I was born well, that I had a good grandfather, who worked hard for us all his life, and indeed, he was really a good grandfather, and that my sister and I really treated me and my sister as my own family. ”

Cheng Xiaozhou didn't hear anything in the first two sentences, but the last two sentences made her feel the taste.

Treat it as your own family?

How does that sound like that......

She was wondering in her heart, as if she saw her doubts, Jiang Hai directly broke it: "You are curious, right? Why do I say that I think it is my own family?"

“…… Be. Cheng Xiaozhou was a little embarrassed, but he could only nod.

She's really curious!

"My second sister and I are actually not members of the Jiang family. Jiang Hai's words were directly like a huge stone and smashed into Cheng Xiaozhou's heart lake.

This blow sent ripples through layers.

Aren't they the Jiang family?

But how come I've never heard anyone mention it before?

It stands to reason that there are so many gossipy people in the village, and if anyone knows about it, someone will definitely tell it as an after-dinner story.

No one says it now, and no one knows about it.

Could this be Jiang Hai's lie to her in order to comfort her?

Just when she was wondering in her heart, Jiang Hai spoke again: "You don't have to think about it, don't say that this secret is from our village, even my grandfather doesn't know, he always thought that he was hiding it from us, but we all know it in our hearts."

I remember when I was very young, just over two years old, and it stands to reason that some children shouldn't remember at this age, but I do remember early.

I remember that our family lived in a very big house, and my sister wore a beautiful new dress every day, but then one day my parents didn't know why, and suddenly ran away with us in a hurry.

However, the brakes of the car failed, and my sister and I were held tightly by our mother, and we were only slightly injured at the last moment. ”

Listening to his words, Cheng Xiaozhou seemed to be able to feel his helplessness at that time, how scared he should have been when he was still a toddler?

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