Chapter 224: Ideals and Reality
When Bo Yang returned to the hospital, it was not early, he originally thought that Lin Xi had already slept, but he didn't expect that as soon as he entered the ward lightly, in the dim light of the nightlight on the wall, he saw the eyes of the woman on the bed suddenly open.
Bright and shining.
Bo raised his eyebrows and frowned, "Haven't slept yet?!"
Lin Xi laughed, "Isn't this waiting for you......" she muttered quietly.
Bo Yang still frowned, took off his coat and hung it on the coat hanger, and walked to the bedside, "Where are you waiting for me?
Lin Xi glanced at him, "What's the matter, I'm also worried." She thought for a moment and asked, "Qin Tian is drunk?"
When he and Qin Tian went to the lounge to drink before, he was afraid that Lin Xi would wait, so he sent a message to her.
Bo Yang poured a glass of water to drink, fed her two more sips, and then sat down on the edge of the bed, raised his hand and pressed the bridge of his nose, "Qin Tian drank too much, I only came over after I sent him back, so it's so late." ”
As he spoke, he picked up the bed on tiptoe, and was ready to lie down, this narrow bed, Bo Yang, a big and tall man, shrank on top every day, making people feel pitiful when they saw it.
But he got used to it, and he didn't feel uncomfortable.
Before he could lie down on the bed, Lin Xi silently moved to the side and patted the empty seat beside him, "Come and lie down with me for a while." ”
Of course, Bo Yang was very willing, but he was afraid of touching her somewhere, so there was some hesitation in his eyes.
Lin Xi knew that he was hesitating, these days, Bo Yang treated her as if she was a fragile product, holding her for fear of falling and afraid of melting, he didn't dare to touch her, even if it was an intimate action, at most it was limited to her uninjured hand, and he kissed her over and over again, almost kissing her finger by finger.
And then there's her face, from her ears to her forehead to the tip of her nose to her lips......
In addition, she was very careful, and even when she massaged her calves, her expression and movements were extremely serious, as if she was doing something big to save the country and save the people.
"It's okay, I can't touch anything, my hand is not injured, and the operation on my stomach is not a big problem. Lin Xi said.
Bo Yang hesitated for a moment, but still carefully lay down next to her, the whole person was tense, as if he couldn't relax, tense and nervous, his hands and feet didn't know how to put it, as if he had been pointed.
Lin Xi's face was pressed against him, getting closer, and after a while, Bo Yang gradually relaxed.
Lin Xi asked casually on the side, "Is Qin Tian okay?"
"Not good. What's the matter, I'm so busy with work, people are so tired that they have to go out for a drink. Bo Yang frowned, and there was a sigh between his words, Qin Tian was his best friend, and he had been very iron since he was a student.
When Bo Yang was the most difficult, Qin Tian was by his side to take care of him, and when he was the most depressed, Qin Tian was also by his side to persuade him. Obviously, because of what happened at the beginning, because he witnessed Bo Yang's dark years, he actually had a lot of opinions about Lin Xi, but after seeing Lin Xi return to China, Bo Yang willingly plunged into it.
As long as the old friends were happy, Qin Tian immediately let go of the mustard in his heart for Lin Xi, and sincerely wished them a long and happy life.
Obviously he has always been a happy guy who has no heart all day long, and now he has become like this. It's impossible not to feel sorry for your best friend's current state.
"You don't know how lazy he is. Bo Yang said.
Lin Xi remembered Qin Tian when he was a student, a cheerful young man, Bo Yang had a quick temper, and although he had a lot of friends around him, there were also many who couldn't stand his temper.
Qin Tian has never had a problem getting along with him, because Qin Tian has a cheerful personality, is very aggressive, has a very wide heart, is easy-going, and does not like to care.
It's just lazy, a class lasts forty-five minutes, and I always listen for twenty-five minutes and sleep for twenty minutes, but fortunately, my brain is smart, and my grades are not bad.
Spring and autumn days are the most comfortable afternoon sunshine, and Qin Tian can always find a quiet corner of the school to take a nap in the sun during the lunch break. Sometimes it's a pavilion in the back hill, sometimes it's under a tree by the playground.
He's a lazy person......
And such a lazy person, tired from work like this, still asked Bo Yang to go out for a drink. It can be seen that the things in his heart have pressed him into something.
And Bo Yang also said, "I sent him home, helped him to the bed, and he fell asleep immediately, in fact, when we met, I found that his face was ugly." There was a sparse movement in his handbag, and when I opened it, there was a bottle of sleeping pills in it, and I had already taken a small half, which showed that he had difficulty falling asleep during this time. ”
Lin Xi originally really wanted to gossip, but when he heard this, his gossip couldn't rise, and he frowned and asked, "He and Lan Qingming, what's going on? Is it really because of Officer Xuan?"
Bo Yang thought of what Qin Tian had said to him earlier in the lounge.
More than preaching. If there is only one Xuanchong, how can I be so hypocritical? Lan Qing will be bent tomorrow, where will there be only one Xuanchong......
"Lan Qingming, ......" Bo Yang opened his mouth, pursed his lips, and twisted his eyebrows slightly, "I'm not a dedicated person." ”
As he spoke, Bo Yang glanced sideways at Lin Xi, "You rotten girls, ......" Bo Yang only learned this word when he listened to Lin Xi and Yao Jiayun's gossip about rainbow melons today.
He continued, "You rotten girls see this group too idealisticly. In fact, this group is quite chaotic, because this group is insecure, and the traditional concept and the environmental society have not tolerated it to the extent that they feel safe, because they are insecure, so it is difficult to go to the end. Because unlike the relationship between men and women, it can eventually be maintained by marriage, family bonds, and children's bonds. ”
Lin Xi blinked, and listened to him seriously.
"They belong to the existence hidden in the crowd, and those who come out are easy to be criticized, and they don't come out...... Their relationship even has a low sense of existence, and no one even knows if others can tolerate it or not. ”
Bo Yang rubbed Lin Xi's fingers as he spoke, "Like me and you, many people have known about it since we fell in love when we were students. Now too, everyone around me knows, but they are different, maybe no one knows, when they are together, no one knows, and when they are separated, no one knows. And a lot of times, they won't be willing to let people know either. Because this group is marginalized and not easily tolerated by society. Therefore, it is not surprising that it is stable when it is not known, but it is turbulent when it is known, and it is discussed and said to be perverted. If you are separated, it will make people feel very happy, and the crooked and evil way will not go to the end after all. ”
Lin Xi was stunned, she asked in a daze, "Why are you ...... Will you understand so much?"
Bo Yang shook his head helplessly, "I don't understand." These are all things that Qin Tian said to me before. ”