Han Sumin was silent, and after a long while, he whispered, "When I went in behind, there was actually a ...... I smelled that my bag was a little bit like alcohol, but I thought it was someone who had drunk and gone back to the lounge to ......"

"Maybe I should have told you then," Jiang Shuyan sighed, "In that case, even if you didn't believe it, maybe you would have been able to suspect her earlier?"

Han Sumin's tears began to fall again, and she looked at Jiang Shuyan at a loss, and asked, "But, but we have always been good friends, why did she treat me like this?

"Your family conditions should be better than hers, right?" Jiang Shuyan asked.

Han Sumin nodded, "Okay...... A little better. ”

"Why did she want to enter the circle and become an actress?"

She ...... She was studying, and her grades were not very good, and then her father said, "It's useless to study," just let her come......"

"What about you?"

"I don't read well, and I don't ...... very well"

"But it's slightly better than her, isn't it? Besides, you took the initiative to get into this circle, didn't you?"

Han Sumin nodded.

Jiang Shuyan smiled, "That's too simple, because of jealousy." ”

Han Sumin was stunned for a moment, a little incredulous, "......Jealousy? Is it?"

"Or else?"

"But, but what ...... she is jealous of me?"

"I am jealous that your family conditions are better than hers, that your grades are better than hers, and that you can actively choose this industry while she can only be passive, and may be more than that. ”

"But these are ......"

"Never underestimate a person's jealousy," Jiang Shu said, "especially if it's a woman." ”

Han Sumin looked at Jiang Shuyan blankly, with tears on his face, his eyes were completely confused, obviously he hadn't turned around too much.

"And even if you don't have these, it's not impossible to bully you just because you're too easy to bully," Jiang Shuyan continued, "Su Min, you know, it's too naïve, too stupid, and too easy to be deceived." ”

Han Sumin lowered her head in shame.

"I don't want to say the victim guilt theory, but in this regard, it's true that there is a certain causal relationship, because you are weak, I want to bully you, and because you are weak, you are always bullied and hurt. ”

Han Sumin looked at Jiang Shuyan with teary eyes, "So, I deserve it, I deserve it to deceive me, I deserve to deceive and hurt me, isn't it ......?"

Jiang Shuyan shook his head, "You don't deserve it, Su Min, you don't deserve it!" It's not you who are at fault, it's those who hurt you." ”

"But that's it, that's it, because I'm ...... It's so stupid, that's why they can all deceive me and hurt me......" Han Sumin said with tears in her eyes.

Jiang Shuyan raised his hand to hold her shoulder, "So Su Min, what I want you to know is that if you don't want to be bullied anymore, you have to be strong, you have to be strong yourself, you yourself are strong enough, no one can hurt you anymore, understand?!"

Han Sumin closed his eyes and shook his head almost in despair, "I can't be strong, I don't have Sister Shu Yan, you have such a good-looking appearance, nor do you have such a smart brain, I'm so stupid, I can't save it, I ...... In my life, I can only be so weak......"

"First, your sister Shu Yan is not very strong, at least it is far from enough to match this adjective, and second, when I say strong, I don't mean how much ability or ability I have, but ...... First of all, it depends on people's abilities, what kind of people can trust and what people can't be trusted, and then there is psychological endurance, when what others say and do cannot affect your own independent judgment, this is also a kind of strength. ”

Han Sumin nodded as if she didn't understand.

Jiang Shuyan sighed, "I can't say anything about this kind of theory, and even if you say it clearly, in the end, you can only look at yourself, so Su Min, this hurdle, you have to let yourself cross it quickly, and learn from it, so as to improve yourself, the process of injury itself is also a process of growth, and it is the fastest kind, but this way is too painful, if you can, no one will want to use this way to grow, whether it is yourself or others." ”

Han Sumin hummed, was silent for a while, and said, "I...... Didn't live with her. ”

Jiang Shuyan nodded, "Well, let's move out." ”

"That'...... Can I, please Sister Shu Yan, help me, find a house...... Of course, I don't want you to do this house, I ...... Can't afford ......"

Jiang Shuyan smiled, "I'll talk to Lin Kun tomorrow and let her help you take a look." ”

"Thank you, Sister Shu Yan, sorry for the trouble. ”

"No hassle. Jiang Shuyan smiled and shook his head, "If you don't want to go back, you won't go back, until the new accommodation is arranged, you can live here with me for the next few days......! You...... In the future, what are you going to do?"

Han Sumin thought about it, and looked at Jiang Shuyan with confused eyes, "I don't know ...... either."

"Two choices, get out of the circle, or keep going. ”

Han Sumin stiffened for two seconds and shook his head, "No, I'm ...... Don't want to, don't want to ......"

"Don't want to do anything, don't want to quit or don't want to continue?"

Han Sumin covered her face, "I don't want to ...... it"

I don't want to.

It's not difficult to understand that I don't want to retreat because I can't help it, and I don't want to continue, at least I don't want to continue right away, because ...... It hasn't slowed down yet.

"Well, there is actually a third option. ”

Han Sumin was stunned and raised his head, "Also, what...... Choose?

"The world is so big, go out and see?" Jiang Shuyan smiled and said, "For example, go out and travel around the world, or simply stay to study, learn what skills or something, and then come back when the mood is settled, anyway, you are still young, whether to continue to follow the path of an actor or do something else, you can think about it again, and it is not too late." ”

Han Sumin seemed to be a little moved, but her lips opened and closed, and finally said, "I'...... Think again. ”

Jiang Shuyan smiled and nodded, "I didn't let you make a decision right away." ”

Han Sumin laughed while crying, leaned over and hugged Jiang Shuyan, "Thank you, Sister Shuyan, thank you very much." ”

"Didn't anyone just say they weren't clean and still hug me?"

Han Sumin's body stiffened violently, panicked, "I ......"

"Teasing you!" Jiang Shuyan smiled and hugged back, "Silly girl, promise me, in the future, you will not be allowed to say such things in the future, okay, let alone allow such thoughts, as long as our hearts are clean, what 'dirty' words have nothing to do with us." ”

"Hmmm......"

Jiang Shuyan gently stroked Han Sumin's back, his eyes were empty, and he whispered in her ear, "If you insist on saying dirty, it's just because those people who hurt you are too dirty, and when they live, they defile this world!"

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