289, let go of that girl!
People turned on their backs, the wine was exhausted, Zhong Hou didn't know how many times he went to the toilet, and finally completed the feat of ten people, he looked at independence, but no one dared to step forward to fight, everywhere he looked, he lowered his head one by one, for fear of being accidentally targeted by Zhong Hou. Although the Yi people pay attention to a heroic spirit when drinking, the heroic spirit also depends on the object. In the battle between children, it's not appropriate for you to be an adult involved, right?
Originally, Zhong Hou was going to try two more dishes, but the pot of red dishes that came up immediately frightened him, and he grabbed Atai, who was already a little drunk, to inquire, and Zhong Hou fled even more in despair. Ran out, and still have palpitations, this dish is too terrifying, it is made of 'meat' and pig's blood with spices, thinking about pig blood Zhong Hou is a little chilling, and when I see someone who doesn't care about eating and raises his head, the red lips 'lips', that depressed feeling comes to my heart, and I seem to be out of breath.
Come out to breathe, feel a lot better, today is the middle of the month, a bright moon hangs high in the sky, the road under the feet is very clear, although it is not a slight, but it is almost less. Seriously, Zhong Hou really drank a lot today, his head was even a little dizzy, and he came to a river all the way. I don't know how wide the river is, anyway, it looks white, and it is conservatively estimated that it is four or five meters. Zhong Hou suddenly became interested, so he walked slowly down the river.
On a quiet moonlit night, a person walking by the river, occasionally a fish jumps on the white water, a bright moon above his head is full of brilliance on the earth, there is a faint fragrance in the air, and the feet are deep and shallow twists and turns. This scene has already given many people a beautiful imagination, what if suddenly there is a beautiful and moving 'girl' in this picture.
Zhong Hou's footsteps suddenly paused, and not far away, a 'woman' sat under a tree, her hands on her knees, her face 'pale' looked at the water on the side in a daze, and she didn't know what she was thinking. This face, clearly seen in the daytime, is the one called the broom star. After a slight hesitation, Zhong Hou still walked up lightly.
Sensing someone approaching, the 'girl' immediately became alert and got up to leave. Zhong Hou hurriedly stopped her: "Don't be afraid, I'm the one who met you during the day, and I came down from above, can we talk?" Don't worry, I have no malicious intentions." ”
Perhaps finding that Zhong Hou was just a foreigner, and he really didn't seem to have any malicious intentions, the 'girl' obviously relaxed a lot, and immediately returned to her previous posture, looking at the water, with a little sense of wandering outside the world.
Zhong Hou walked to the 'girl' and looked at it from her point of view, it was still just the surface of the water, empty, and there was really nothing attractive about it. After looking at it for a while, Zhong Hou still didn't find anything, and then Zhong Hou spoke: "You can understand me, so how about we talk?"
The 'woman' didn't speak, but Zhong Hou could see her head tapped slightly.
Breathing a sigh of relief, Zhong Hou continued: "Let me introduce myself first, my name is Zhong Hou, I am a traditional Chinese medicine practitioner, I came this time mainly to solve the condition of this infectious disease, there are some questions I want to ask you, if you can, I hope you can answer me sincerely." ”
The 'female' had a little reaction at this time, turned her body slightly, and looked at Zhong Hou, the soft moonlight sprinkled on her body, and a kind of "misty" and "mist" aura permeated, and there was a dreamy feeling.
Zhong Hou couldn't help but lose his mind, and immediately came to his senses again, and smiled: "By the way, what do you call it?"
The young 'girl' hesitated for a moment before saying a name: "Embroidered beads, Bu embroidered beads." ”
"Okay, embroidered beads. Zhong Hou was familiar with herself, and he also sat opposite her in her posture, and asked: "What was the situation in your family at that time, think about it, what was abnormal in the family during that time, such as what was eaten, what was in contact with, why did a disease suddenly occur." ”
Bu Xiuzhu shook her head and said a little depressedly: "Don't ask, I accept my fate, this is all caused by me, it's me, I'm a disaster, it's me who hurt my father, grandfather, 'milk' and brother, it's my fault, I'm not good, I hurt them." "The young 'girl' looked extremely depressed in her heart, and the more she spoke, the lower her voice became, and gradually her head and night lowered. In the moonlight, Zhong Hou saw her thin shoulders shrugging slightly, as if she was 'sobbing' silently.
"How can I blame you for this?" Zhong Hou was slightly stunned, but he still persuaded and said, "No one in this world will bring disasters to others, everything has a reason. 'Yin' is sunny and short, joys and sorrows, there is some truth behind every thing to support, how can it be explained casually with the word disaster. ”
Bu Xiuzhu has been immersed in blaming herself, she has already confessed to herself in her heart, she has been repenting of herself all the time, and some words have been interpreted many times in her heart. But she has never been able to find anyone to say that she is a disaster that everyone has seen and feared, and no one is close to her. At this moment, finally on such a night, by chance, there was a foreigner, who listened quietly to himself here, and even persuaded himself, Bu Xiuzhu's seemingly strong inner world had already collapsed, and many words gathered together, like a galloping dragon, breaking through the shackles of his heart and 'stirring' out of his mouth.
"I'm a disaster! When I was born, my mother died in childbirth. Someone told me a fortune and said that I was a disaster star, but my father didn't believe it at that time, and my grandfather didn't believe it either, and they still loved me so much. But...... As I grew up, my family changed one after another, and a very wealthy family slowly weakened. My father even had an accident and lost a 'leg'...... Can you still say that I'm not a scourge? I don't want to believe all this, but that's the truth! It's an ironclad fact! I want to refute it, but what can I refute?"
Zhong Hou stopped talking. In fate, there is indeed a saying that this type of person will hinder all those around him and bring disaster and bad luck to others. Could such a beautiful 'girl' be that kind of lonely person? Zhong Hou shook his head slightly, a little hard to believe, but helpless.
"Everyone thinks I'm a disaster, everyone hides away when they see me, I have a few friends who have a good time, but since my dad's accident, they have stayed away from me. When I went to their house, my parents scolded me for staying away. At that time, I was only six years old, a six-year-old disaster, a six-year-old disaster star, just beginning her childhood! Wherever I went, people scattered in a hurry. Later, I learned to be obedient, and in order to watch them play, I secretly hid and watched from a distance. You won't understand how it feels, you'll never ......."
"It's good that I have an older brother who is three years older than me and treats me very well. Although my dad has always been reluctant to let him play with me anymore, he is still willing to play with me, he said, he is an older brother, everyone can dislike me, but he does not dislike it. ”
"Now, I finally killed them all, Dad, brother, grandfather, 'milk' and 'milk', all died, one after another, and I was still alive. I wanted to die, too, but I was afraid of pain, and many times, I couldn't make up my mind. ”
Listening to Bu Xiuzhu's indignant words, Zhong Hou also became indignant, thief God, why are you so unfair, for the sake of a 'girl' child's beauty, but also put a lot of misfortune on her? If there is a spear, he can't wait to pierce the sky at once, and the poor Bu Xiuzhu is too easy to 'excite' a man's protective psychology.
"Now you know, right? Actually, there is no reason at all, all this is caused by me, I am a disaster!" Bu Xiuzhu said with some pain, suddenly, she seemed to remember something, and grabbed Zhong Hou's hand, "You said that you were sent from above, can you help me do something?"
was caught by the young 'girl', this feeling made Zhong Hou twist, he quickly struggled, but he didn't dare to work too hard, Bu Xiuzhu grabbed it tightly, and he couldn't break free for a while. couldn't help but say eagerly: "If you have anything to say, let me say it, it's not good." ”
Bu Xiuzhu didn't seem to hear Zhong Hou's words, she was already immersed in her imagination, applauded her idea, and couldn't wait to put it into action.
"You promise me, you must promise me, please, kill me!" Bu Xiuzhu made such a request, and suddenly, Zhong Hou felt that the world around him was quiet, he looked at Bu Xiuzhu in disbelief, and he really couldn't imagine why she would put forward such an idea.
Bu Xiuzhu grabbed Zhong Hou's hand and tried to persuade him: "Really, kill me, I'm a disaster! Only when I die, all disasters can end! Please, kill me, you are from above, you must have a way, right, just kill someone." One sword, just one knife can kill me, and the disaster will end, come, kill me. ”
Zhong Hou rolled his eyes, he really couldn't understand the inner world of this young 'girl', but then he sympathized with Bu Xiuzhu. No one wants to die, but Bu Xiuzhu begged to kill her, her psychological pressure is really great, the name of the disaster star has followed her for more than ten years, he must be overwhelmed, right? Zhong Hou really hopes to help her solve her problems, but definitely not in such an extreme way.
Gently, Zhong Hou shook his head: "You can't die, you have to live well." I'll help you figure it out. ”
Bu Xiuzhu didn't know if she heard what Zhong Hou said, as soon as she heard Zhong Hou's refusal, the strength in her body immediately seemed to be 'sucked' away, and her body was soft and she was about to fall to the ground. Zhong Houyan hurriedly helped her, and before he could feel the softness of Bu Xiuzhu's body, a delicate voice came from afar, and a figure ran over: "Put down that girl!"