Chapter 53: The So-Called Love (2)
She frowned, as if she was chanting and singing, but she was so eager to stick to it, and circled him tightly: "Okay, if you don't go, don't go, don't go, I really miss you...... You just stand here and don't go, let me hold you for a while, the night is so cold, I haven't felt the temperature and heat from your body, you said, in the future, as long as I am cold, you will warm me, have you forgotten? Don't go, just when I beg you, I really ...... cold"
Bei Lingfeng finally stopped, and the memories were mutilated and mottled, but they were extremely lethal!
- Isn't it that our love is only left with a gentle offensive?
Sometimes, Bei Lingfeng will feel that love is a game, a game between you and your loved one!
For example, when you quarrel with the Cold War, the comparison is endurance, to see who is the first to can't help but open your mouth to sue for peace.
This is a wordless torment, although it seems like a gamble between children, so naïve, but there is not much truth in love!
We are always waiting, we think that if we can't be the winner, we must be a deserter and make the other party regret it!
But, in the end, who was the first person to reluctantly raise the white flag?!
Desire is not the original sin, greed is the real culprit, who should bear this pot in the end?
Bei Lingfeng lowered his head and looked at the pair of hands she circled herself, so tightly and stubbornly encircled him, as if they were tightly entangled, which was far more lethal than her words!
"Are you really just coming back because you miss me?, not so that I can go to the opening ceremony of "Queen of the Prosperous World" tomorrow?!"
Shu Jiaojiao shook her head obediently behind his back, although he couldn't see it, she pressed her face against his back, as if extremely attached, and replied in a low voice: "No!
Her tone was so eager, it tugged at his heart!
Perhaps, when she is soft, she should mention the matter of marriage, even if it is a temptation!
However, after loving and being tired, we will understand that love needs to come naturally.
He gave up!
Some persistences always collapse so easily.
He finally turned around, reached out again to wrap his arms around Shu Jiaojiao's thin waist, looked at her with heavy eyes, and looked deeply into the bottom of her eyes, as if he saw the bottom of her heart!
- I'm still willing to compromise, that's because I still love you!
- However, you must understand that time is an extremely abrasive thing, it is really unpredictable, it can make a person's feelings grow day by day, or it can make everything that is ingrained fade and finally come to naught!
- So, I'm scared, we're the latter!
He still frowned slightly, with a shallow and faint melancholy, and his eyes had a deep brilliance, just like the lonely and lonely lamp placed next to the sofa: "Jiaojiao, do you really like acting?" You have acted in so many costume dramas, wearing thick costumes in three layers and three layers in the scorching heat at every turn, and sometimes, you have to suffer from freezing in winter, I know the torture of filming best, not to mention, the dramas you are acting in now are basically single-handedly every time, and the people you work with are not necessarily big names every time, you are suffering under huge pressure, don't you really feel tired?"
They, as if...... It's been a long, long time since I've calmed down and talked about my heart!
This kind of exchange is always pleasant, Shu Jiaojiao smiled, so flying, she shook her head, looked up at Bei Lingfeng, and said: "Actually, acting is not as tiring as imagined! Just like you, doing what you like to do, it is not so difficult! We are all people who are easily used to being confined to the garden, so once we get used to this kind of life, no matter how much suffering there is, it will not be bitter!"
Her red lips opened slightly, as if she was panting, and her voice suddenly lowered gradually, "You know what, actually...... As long as I can become what you want to see, my efforts will be worth it, and I will still be willing to crawl around in this circle! My glory is not mine, it is all shared by the two of us, and I will never separate you from me, do you understand......"
The light was so dim, and her voice was controlled so clearly, but Bei Lingfeng still saw the tears hidden in her eyes, and his heart could no longer be hard!
However, he just stared deeply at the beauty in his arms, although he didn't speak, but her every move was tugging at his heart all the time!
Shu Jiaojiao continued, "I know...... Maybe in your opinion, I am very selfish, in order to consolidate my status and fame, in order to maintain the inherent fans, in order to let those backbones and managers in the fan group unswervingly support me, in order to better attract fans, I deliberately maintain the image of being cold and single in front of the public, I admit, I am very sorry for you for doing this, I have a cruel side, these years, the person I am most sorry for is you, although I didn't say it, but I just didn't say it, it was buried deep in my heart and didn't dare to face it but suffered day and night, Ling Feng…… I don't dare to blame you for all my little emotions, I know it's despicable, and I also know that a woman my age should have gotten married and had children a long time ago, otherwise, when she gets older, she will be dangerous, and she won't even have a chance...... If that's the case, I won't be able to have a child for the rest of my life, I won't even be a woman, not only will no one want me, but the evening will be bleak...... Actually, I was scared in my heart, extremely scared...... But I don't dare to say it!"
That tear finally slipped across her beautiful face!
She has always been very strong and never cries easily, especially in front of Bei Lingfeng, perhaps, the tears that slipped at this moment were because she felt that her face was hiding in the shadows, and the person opposite might not be able to see clearly in the backlight, so there would be!
But they were so familiar, and when he gazed affectionately, everything she had could not be hidden!
He admits that his silence, in this moment, is no longer resisting and sullen, more ...... It's distressing and yielding!
He slowly raised his hand, as if to wipe away that pearl tear!
However, at the moment when he was about to touch it, he was suddenly held by her hand!
She was so stubborn and held his wide palm tightly in her delicate palm, as if to prevent him from discovering the pearl tears, "This place, in fact, can really eat people, I know that I am very willful, but, I can't leave here, I have taken root in the network, although the network is virtual, but it is a net, like the universe without boundaries, as an artist, all my things are almost transparent, the world is so big, but for me, it is not that I can completely disappear if I quit!" ”