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The old mother passed away, and when she left, she was very peaceful, with an indelible smile on her face.
It can be seen that the old man has no regrets.
In this life, there will always be some secrets, and the secret of the old mother is Lu Feng's life experience.
could have taken this secret away, so that Lu Feng always thought that he was Chen Yunzhao's son and her biological son, but she couldn't be so selfish, she had been selfish all her life, and she couldn't bring this secret into the coffin.
Lu Feng knelt on the ground and kowtowed to his old mother three times, without leaving a single tear.
Lu Feng is a filial son, which is known to everyone in ten miles and eight towns.
Lu Feng was filial to his old mother because he knew that over the years, it was not easy for the old mother, and it was not easy for a woman to be criticized, but now, he knew that he had been living in lies.
"I'm very similar to Chen Wei, aren't I?" Lu Feng said with a wry smile.
Wu Ling shook her head and nodded again, shaking her head because Lu Feng was not like Chen Wei, the only thing that was similar was that she was tall and handsome, and nodded because she would rather believe that they were brothers.
"People are like this, they like to believe in what they want to believe, I feel like Chen Wei, I am like Chen Wei, I feel like his big brother, I am his big brother. But the reality is often so ironic, my beloved mother, the person I trust the most, told me a big lie. ”
"You can't blame her old man, if she hadn't been there, maybe you wouldn't be alive anymore. ”
"Yes, I should be grateful to her and her for her nurturing grace, then, who am I? Chen Feng? No, I'm not, Lu Feng? No, I'm not, it's sad! I've lived for so many years, I don't even know who I am!" Lu Feng smiled bitterly, as if he was stupid.
"Lu Feng, listen to me, don't count who you are? Wu Ling looked at Lu Feng distressedly.
Lu Feng nodded, took Wu Ling's hand, and went to the hospital to go through the formalities. The countryman believes that he is safe in the earth, and he can't just leave his mother here, he wants to take her back.
After completing some formalities, taking his mother's body, going to the funeral home, and getting his mother's ashes, Lu Feng drove the car and returned to his hometown.
Lu Feng was very tired, he had hardly slept in the past few days, Wu Ling asked Lu Feng to change seats with her, and she came to drive.
Lu Feng leaned on the seat and looked at the scenery outside the window, the scenery still looked so beautiful, the poorer and more backward the place, the better the ecological environment.
"Back then, I came out of here, from the village to the town, from the town to the county, from the county to the city, from the city to the province, and then to study abroad, and then back, life is a circle, I went around this circle, walked a circle, and now, back to the original point, I thought I always knew who I was? I feel like I have a powerful father, I feel like I have a blood feud on my shoulders, I live, struggle, fight, I do all this for revenge, for the so-called biological father revenge that I haven't met many times at all, and then simply didn't come to see me. In the end, I realized that it was a lie, what am I? Who am I? I'm just an outcast. Lu Feng closed his tears in pain, and tears fell down his cheeks.
Wu Ling pulled Lu Feng's hand distressedly: "It's over, everything is over." ”
"You at least have your parents, and you know who your parents are? But I, I still don't even know where I came from. I'm able-bodied, why should my parents abandon me?"
Everything that Lu Feng has been fighting for is now gone, and that feeling of confusion makes Lu Feng at a loss.
He doesn't even know what's true, what's fake, his favorite mother can lie to him, what else is true in this world?
Who else can he trust?
Lu Feng looked at Wu Ling, at this time, only Wu Ling was by his side, in his life, he had many women, married, and children, and those women he thought he loved, including Lin Ran, were not by his side when he needed him the most.
Lu Feng smiled bitterly and said, "Fortunately, with you by my side, I won't be so lonely." ”
"Don't think about anything, get a good night's sleep!" Wu Ling knows that there are many rules in the countryside, and there are funerals to be held, and Lu Feng definitely has no time to sleep these days.
Lu Feng is really tired, since the death of his old mother, until now, he has been living in an indescribable confusion, that feeling is like falling from the clouds, I don't know where I will drift, that feeling of helplessness and loss haunts him, so that he doesn't know how to go in the future.
Now, he was finally tired and slept.
Wu Ling drove the car and looked at Lu Feng from time to time, and until this moment, she knew that Lu Feng was also a poor person.
An orphan with no father and mother, who was raised by his adoptive mother, lied to him and used him to threaten the man.
No matter who it is, I am afraid that such a fact will not be acceptable.
When the car arrived in the countryside, the clansmen of the village were already waiting at the entrance of the village.
Over the years, Lu Feng has done a lot of things for the people in the village, building roads, building schools, funding families in need, and building a small cultural and sports activity center for the village to benefit the township, Lu Feng has always been a very utilitarian person, he has done so much, not to be kind, there is no place to spend money, but for the old mother, he wants the old mother to live proudly in the village, and when he goes there, it is the road that her son pays to build and build the house, and he wants the people in the village to look up at his old mother.
He did it, even if the old mother died, the glory is still there, and this glory comes from his son.
Wu Ling gently pulled Lu Feng's hand: "No matter what, she raised you, and the biological mother is not as big as the adopted mother, you!"
"I'm measured!" Lu Feng opened the car door and got out of the car.
The village party secretary and the village director came over to greet Lu Feng, and Lu Feng said some polite words.
"Xiaofeng, after you called, we began to make a list, the cemetery has been chosen, this is the location that your mother chose before her death, we will take you to see. ”
"No, you just call the shots. ”
"Okay, I'll let them start work, work overtime, and they should be in time for the day of the burial. ”
The countryside is remote, and burials are still popular, is this also Lu Feng's mother's last wish?
According to the rules of the countryside, Lu Feng is a guardian, ten miles and eight townships, I don't know anyone, there are a lot of people who come, Lu Feng is their town, even the county, the most promising, the most accomplished college students, some small bosses, also came to visit, hoping to have the opportunity to cooperate in the future.
When the people in the village saw this pomp, they all said that Lu Feng was out of breath and glorified the lintel.
Lu Feng knelt there, burning paper while looking at everything around him, and the familiar or unfamiliar faces, in his opinion, were like a farce in the world.
He still vividly remembers how these smiling people bullied their orphans and widows when he was a child.