165, return you a line of tears (Mu Changsheng)
Mu Changsheng spent some money, dredged up the relationship, and met Mu Xi.
I don't know how Mu Feng got it in the first place, Mu Xi was not released, but it was quite easy to see each other.
He originally thought that Mu Feng would not let him see him.
Mu Xi was led over and sat in front of Mu Changsheng, with a thick layer of glass between the two of them.
Mu Xi's hair was cut short, sticking to his scalp, and the whole person was also a lot thinner and darker, and he didn't have the pampered appearance he used to have.
Mu Changsheng sat outside, looking at her through the glass, and he really didn't recognize her for a while.
Mu Xi used to be in the Mu family, although he was not particularly pampered, but his life was quite exquisite.
Compared to the girls in the glass windows today, she is simply not alone.
Mu Changsheng didn't wear a mask or glasses, and the scars on his face were very obvious.
Mu Xi originally lowered his head, but when he looked up and saw Mu Changsheng, he was so frightened that he stood up again.
Mu Changsheng was a little helpless, took the microphone and came down, and gestured to Mu Xi.
Mu Xi sat down slowly, staring at Mu Changsheng, with disbelief and sadness in his eyes.
Mu Changsheng sighed and waited for Mu Xi to take the microphone down before speaking, "Inside, are you okay?"
Mu Xi pursed his lips, as if he didn't know how to answer.
In fact, it is conceivable that in this kind of place, it is strange to be able to live well.
Mu Changsheng stared at Mu Xi, his eyes gradually turned red, "Xiaoxi, Dad is looking for a relationship, you can bear with it inside." ”
Mu Xi smmed for a moment, then stared at Mu Changsheng, "My mother came to see me before, saying that she had found a relationship." ”
Mu Changsheng was stunned, he didn't know what to say about the old man of the Mu family, he didn't know how to say that Ban Qing's hands were gone, and he didn't know how to explain these scars on his face.
Mu Xi frowned slightly, "You guys are outside, is there something wrong?" ”
Mu Changsheng didn't speak.
Mu Xi looked at Mu Changsheng's face, "Are you from Pan Xue these scars?"
Mu Changsheng was a little surprised, and he didn't know how Mu Xi guessed it all at once.
Mu Xi then asked, "What about Ah Jing, how is he?" ”
Hu Jing has been sent to Ban's house, and Ban Qing can't take care of him at all.
Fortunately, the Ban family is still a little talkative, as long as they give money and raise a small child, they are still willing.
It's just that in this situation, you can't tell Mu Xi at all, if Mu Xi knows that Hu Jing almost had an accident outside, and then he is inside, he can't feel at ease.
Mu Changsheng made himself look serious, he nodded, "Ah Jing is very good, now he lives with me, and he doesn't want him to see you like this this time, so he didn't bring it here, if you want to see him, I'll bring him over next time." ”
Mu Xi hurriedly shook his head, "Don't, don't let him come, don't." ”
Mu Changsheng dimmed his eyebrows, "Okay, I know, we'll wait for you outside." ”
Mu Xi seemed to be relieved at this time, but she thought about it and asked again, "What about my mother, why didn't she come over." ”
Mu Changsheng didn't want to mention Ban Qing, so he could only answer vaguely, "There is still something at home, she is at home, and she will come over next time when she says she." ”
Mu Xi lowered his head and thought for a while, "My mother said that I would be able to go out soon, but I'm still here, and I actually know that something must be going on outside." ”
She continued, "I can't get out, it should be Mu Feng's doing, others can't think of anyone else, so did you do something to provoke him." ”
Mu Changsheng opened his mouth and did not answer.
Mu Xi smiled self-deprecatingly, "Did you provoke Shi Nuan, only if Shi Nuan was moved, he would not recognize his relatives like this." ”
Mu Changsheng slowly closed his mouth, just sighed, and changed the topic, "I have something that I didn't want to tell you, but thinking that you are a husband and wife after all, you still know well." ”
As soon as Mu Xi heard it, she knew that it was Hu Shuyan's matter, she took all the expressions on her face and looked at Mu Changsheng.
Mu Changsheng organized the language, "Hu Shuyan is dead." ”
Mu Xi was obviously shocked, and immediately asked, "What, who, who died?"
Mu Changsheng's voice was low, "Hu Shuyan, dead, killed by Shi Ci." ”
Mu Xi obviously couldn't think of Hu Shuyan and Shi Ci together, she frowned, "What, how come?"
Mu Changsheng didn't know how to explain it specifically, so he could only pick and say, "Later, Hu Shuyan and Shi Ci were together, Hu Shuhua may have been unwilling and went to beat Hu Shuyan, probably because of this, Hu Shuyan and Shi Ci had a quarrel, I didn't ask the specifics, Shi Ci should have missed, so he killed Hu Shuyan, and Shi Ci also knew that he couldn't hide, and he ended himself." ”
Mu Xi opened his mouth, and it took a long time to close it, "That's it, it's like this." ”
Mu Changsheng knew that she was uncomfortable, "Don't think too much, Hu Shuyan can have this end, he deserves it, think about how he treats you." ”
Shi Ci nodded, his voice low, "I know, I know." ”
Mu Xi was silent next, she lowered her gaze, and she could see that her eyes were gradually reddening.
Mu Changsheng looked at Mu Xi, and didn't know what to say for a while, she might really not be able to accept this matter, after all, she was the person she had loved, and she had lived together for so long and had a lovely child.
The two of them were silent for the rest of the time, so much so that when the manager said that the time was up, they didn't actually say a few words.
Mu Xi didn't linger, he stood up directly, didn't look at Mu Changsheng, turned around and walked in.
Mu Changsheng slowly covered his face with his hands, and only sighed after a while.
Mu Changsheng drove home, Ban Qingzheng was sitting on the sofa, probably too tired, she leaned on the back of the sofa and fell asleep in a daze.
Mu Changsheng stood at the door and looked at her for a while.
Banqing has not had a good time during this time, he is getting old quickly, and half of his gray hair has appeared.
Mu Changsheng walked over slowly, stood opposite her, thought about it, and suddenly raised his foot and kicked over.
This kick happened to kick Ban Qing's chest, and directly kicked Ban Qing on the sofa.
Ban Qing was kicked in his sleep, and before anyone could wake up, he clutched his chest sideways on the sofa and gasped heavily.
Mu Changsheng stared, remembering that Mu Xi looked a little lonely when he turned to leave, and the hatred in his heart doubled.
If it weren't for her, if it weren't for this woman, Mu Xi would have come out a long time ago.
If it weren't for her, if it weren't for this woman, the old man wouldn't have died.
Ban Qing didn't open her eyes after a while, she looked at Mu Changsheng with a flat face.
There is no resentment, it seems to have gotten used to it.
She didn't ask Mu Changsheng why.
Mu Changsheng gasped twice, "Why don't you die." ”
Ban Qing clutched his chest and sat up with difficulty.
Mu Changsheng looked at her scumbag, he felt that he couldn't get angry, thought about it, went up and grabbed her hair, and slapped her twice.
Ban Qing didn't struggle, she was pumped sideways, and she didn't turn around, just sat in that position.
Mu Changsheng glared at her, "You are so old, you will die when you die, but if you look at Xiaoxi, what has she become like by you." ”
Ban Qing seemed to shudder.
Mu Changsheng knew that this was talking about her sore spot, so he continued to speak, "I went to see Xiaoxi today, and she is still waiting for you to get her out, I am embarrassed to say, it is not certain when she will come out, her own mother is about to bury her in it for the rest of her life." ”
Ban Qing slowly turned her head, with two obvious slap marks on her face, she looked at Mu Changsheng, "She must hate me." ”
Mu Changsheng sneered, "What do you think, if she knew the truth, she would definitely want you to die." ”
Ban Qing blinked, "I don't know, I don't know if it's going to be like this, if I knew, how could I be, how could I ......"
Her tears fell suddenly, "I only have Xiaoxi's daughter, and everything I do is for her." ”
Mu Changsheng snorted, let go of Ban Qing's hair, and wiped his hands on his clothes, "For her, why don't you die for her, if you die, maybe Mu Feng will be soft-hearted, and you can let Xiaoxi go, and you can be regarded as making up for her." ”
After saying this, he thought about it and added, "It's good that you can apologize to the old man when you go underground, and besides, if you die, I'm relieved." ”
After speaking, Mu Changsheng didn't look at Ban Qing anymore, turned around and went to the refrigerator to get a beer, opened it with a snort, and went back to the bedroom while drinking.
Ban Qing was still sitting on the sofa, looking down at his toes, tears streaming down his face.
Mu Changsheng drank a bottle of wine in the room, and then fell asleep.
He's been drinking so much lately that he's not actually drinking much before he's starting to get drunk.
Mu Changsheng slept a little long this night, and when he opened his eyes, it was already dark outside.
He was a little thirsty, so he got out of bed and went out of the room, only to find that there was no one in the living room.
Usually at this time, Ban Qing has to start cooking.
Mu Changsheng looked in the living room, but didn't see Ban Qing's shadow.
He went over and kicked open Ban Qing's bedroom door again, but it was empty, and there was no one.
Mu Changsheng sighed, obviously a little surprised.
He went to the kitchen again to look, everything was cold, the stove was clean, and there was no intention of cooking.
Mu Changsheng was a little angry, Ban Qing didn't dare to do this before, she always cooked the meal on time and waited for him to get up to eat.
Mu Chang angrily went back to the bedroom and took out his mobile phone.
It turned out that there were several missed calls on the phone.
His phone has been silent recently, and no one will contact him anyway, so it doesn't make a difference whether he is silent or not.
To his surprise, among the missed calls, there were Mu Feng, Mu Jinsheng and Mu Yunsheng.
Good fellow, these people haven't contacted him for a long time.
Ever since the old lady left, those people really seemed to treat him as a stranger.
I never had any more contact with him.
Now that they are all coming to contact him, they are all coming to contact him, which really makes him a little baffled.
Mu Changsheng looked at the missed calls, and finally dialed Mu Yunsheng's phone.
There was a sound over there and it was picked up.
Mu Changsheng's voice was slow, "What are you calling me for, why do you think of me." ”
Mu Yunsheng spoke up for a while, "We're in the hospital, you can come over." ”
Mu Changsheng was stunned for a moment, he didn't know what Mu Yunsheng was doing in the hospital, what could he do, and he still needed to be called?
Could it be that something happened to the old lady?
Mu Yunsheng stood in place and thought about it, and suddenly sobered up, he hurriedly went to get his coat and walked straight outside.
Because he was still a little dizzy, he didn't dare to drive, and took a taxi to the hospital.
ran to the position given by Mu Yunsheng and looked for it.
When I arrived at the place, I saw that the people in the corridor of the hospital were quite complete, Mu Yunsheng, Cheng Manzhi, Mu Jinsheng, Su Fen, and Mu Feng were all there.
Mu Changsheng passed, still a little gasping, "What's the matter, is there something wrong with my mother." ”
Mu Jinsheng came over and wanted to kick him, "What nonsense are you talking about, believe it or not, I'll beat you to death." ”
Mu Changsheng was stunned, "Who is that, why are you all here." ”
Mu Feng's expression was very bad, he leaned against the wall of the corridor, "It's your wife, you can go in and have a look." ”
Mu Changsheng reacted for a while before he understood who the word wife was talking about.
He frowned, "Banqing?"
He turned his head to look at Mu Yunsheng, "What's wrong with her?
This time no one spoke.
Mu Changsheng was a little angry, "This woman, you see how I will clean her up in a while." ”
He looked left and right, and saw that the door of a nearby ward was open, so he walked in without thinking.
But he immediately quit again.
Mu Changsheng looked at Mu Yunsheng, "That, where is Ban Qing?"
Mu Yunsheng didn't seem to want to look at him, and turned his head to look elsewhere, "Didn't you see it all?"
Mu Changsheng paused for a moment, looked back at the only bed in the ward, and pointed slowly, "That?"
Mu Yunsheng didn't answer.
Mu Changsheng looked at the people next to him again.
Cheng Manzhi and Su Fen were silent, but their expressions were a little bit sad?
He didn't see it very clearly.
Mu Changsheng looked back at the hospital bed in the room, there should be a person lying on it, but the person was covered with a layer of white cloth.
So strictly speaking, that's not a person anymore.
Mu Changsheng watched at the door for a long time before slowly passing over.
He actually didn't quite believe that it was Ban Qing lying on it.
How could it be Banqing.
A few hours ago, she was still sitting at home, and he kicked and slapped her twice.
Mu Changsheng walked over, first pinched the corner of the white cloth, thought about it, and then let go.
He looked back at Mu Yunsheng, this time his expression finally relaxed, and his tone softened, "This is not Ban Qing's, isn't it?
Mu Yunsheng sighed, "You better take a look." ”
Mu Changsheng turned his head and looked down at the white cloth sheet under his hand.
It took a long time for him to slowly open it.
When the not-so-long hair caught his eye, he chuckled in his heart.
has lived with Ban Qing for decades, and he really knows her too well.
Mu Changsheng's movements stopped, and he stared at the black and white hair for a long time, and then suddenly with a force, he lifted all the remaining white cloth with a brush.
Ban Qing, who was lying on the bed, seemed to be asleep, except for his pale face, there was not much difference from usual.
Mu Changsheng frowned and looked at it for a while, then reached under her nose.
There was literal breathing.
Mu Changsheng opened his mouth, wanting to say something, but he felt that a ball of cotton was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't even pronounce a single syllable.
Mu Changsheng withdrew his hand and looked at Ban Qing.
Ban Qing should have been cleaned up, his face was clean, but his clothes were covered in blood.
The position of her neck was bandaged, and as you can imagine, the wound should be here.
Mu Changsheng didn't move, and Mu Jinsheng outside walked in.
He didn't get too close, he only stood in the back position, "Ban Qing went to the old mansion, he should have thought that Ah Feng and Nuan Nuan were still there, she said her mistake, she suffered it alone." ”
Mu Changsheng was stunned and clenched his hands into fists.
Mu Jinsheng paused for a moment, and then said, "She went with the determination to die, and the surveillance outside the old mansion can prove that she is carrying a knife, and the side of her neck is already fragile, and no one can save her at that moment." ”
Mu Changsheng inhaled fiercely, but he still felt stuffy.
Mu Jinsheng didn't want to say anything superfluous, "No one wants her to die, but she is too heavy to be saved." ”
Mu Changsheng remembered what he had said to Ban Qing before, and he could clearly remember every sentence.
Mu Yunsheng came over, "The death certificate, the hospital has been opened, you see what to do next, on the other side of the creek, you still have to notify it." ”
Mu Changsheng didn't have any reaction, just frowned and looked at Ban Qing's face.
She didn't seem to be so thin before, she looked rich with some plumpness that she should have at this age.
But now, how thin has changed, and it looks poor.
Mu Yunsheng and Mu Jinsheng took Cheng Manzhi and Su Fen away, and Mu Feng was still standing at the door, looking at Mu Changsheng with his shoulders crossed.
The mobile phone he put in his pocket rang twice, and Mu Feng hurriedly took it out to answer it.
Mu Changsheng heard the ringtone of his mobile phone, and also heard Mu Feng's voice, and when he heard it, he was talking to Shi Nuan.
His voice was gentle, he said, "It's nothing, the company is here, okay, I'll go back immediately, do you want to eat anything, I'll bring you ...... on the way"
Mu Changsheng closed his eyes.
Mu Feng hung up the phone before he spoke to Mu Changsheng, "Over there Mu Xi, I can let her come out, but you two, get out of here." ”
Mu Changsheng slowly opened his eyes and looked down at the person lying on the bed, "Okay." ”
……
Ban Qing did not hold a funeral, he was cremated directly, and then the ashes were stored.
Mu Xi was brought over on the day of Banqing's cremation.
She didn't have any expression during the whole process, she was a little blank, but when she waited for Ban Qing's ashes to be sent out, when she went over to pick it up, she suddenly cried.
Mu Changsheng turned his head to look at her beside him, and his eyes were also warm.
Mu Changsheng chose the most expensive urn for Ban Qing, and then stored the ashes in the funeral home.
Mu Xi waited for the ashes to be stored and then was taken away, and Mu Changsheng drove back to his residence alone.
He slowly went upstairs, and when he stood at the door, he didn't know what was wrong, and suddenly he was a little scared and didn't dare to open the door.
He took the key, stood at the door for a long time, and finally turned around and sat down slowly against the door panel.
People are very strange creatures, when a person is always around you, you never think of her goodness, but this person suddenly disappears, and those former disgusts are also gone all at once.
The old man's death, if it is really investigated, is not her fault.
It's him, and it's always been him.
Mu Changsheng sat on the ground, his eyes closed, and somehow, he remembered the scene when he saw Ban Qing for the first time.
How many years ago was that, he didn't remember anymore, Ban Qing was also a big girl, looking at him with a pair of big eyes, "You are Mr. Mu?"
There was a shallow pear vortex at the corner of her mouth, and there was shyness in her eyes that could not be concealed.
The shallow pear vortex contained wine that made him slightly drunk, and he was drunk and inexplicably gave birth to long-lasting thoughts.
It's just a human being, it really can't stand the test, time flies, and the throbbing of the year has long been worn out by various temptations.
He later met a lot of girls, and in them, he seemed to find the feeling of his youth again.
And the girl who made him excited at the beginning has always been by his side, he has never lost, he has been gaining.
Mu Changsheng covered his face and buried it in his knees.
In the days that accompanied him after the accident, he had never treated her well, never.
Until she died, he said all the heartfelt words.
Later, she went to the old mansion and what was on her mind.
Finally, is there anything you want to say to him?
Mu Changsheng felt that his eyes were a little hot and he couldn't stand it, so he took a deep breath.
She's really gone, this time she's really gone.
……
Mu Feng didn't lie to Mu Changsheng, Mu Xi really came out soon.
On the day Mu Xi came out, Mu Changsheng went over to pick her up, and she stood at the door of the prison, wearing a coarse cloth dress, looking at Mu Changsheng from a distance.
Mu Changsheng went to pick up Hu Jing, Hu Jing jumped out of the car, called his mother, and ran towards Mu Xi.
Mu Xi hurriedly hugged him and kissed him on the cheek.
Mu Changsheng went over, "Let's go, let's go home." ”
Mu Xi pursed his lips, "Let's go, go home." ”
She hugged Hu Jing into the car, and after walking a long distance, Mu Xi spoke, "I can come out, it's Mu Feng's relationship." ”
Mu Changsheng hummed for a moment, and didn't hide it, after all, if he wanted to leave here with Mu Xi, he always had to explain Mu Feng's relationship.
But Mu Xi is not a stupid person, she immediately thought of something, "Mu Feng made some requests." ”
Mu Changsheng looked at her from the rearview mirror, a little helpless, "Why are you so smart?" ”
Mu Xi smiled self-deprecatingly.
Until he got home, Mu Xi stood in the living room, obviously still not used to it.
The house was tidy and looked like it hadn't just been cleaned up, but it had always been so clean.
Mu Changsheng went to the kitchen to take out the ingredients from the refrigerator, "Dad will cook a good meal for you at noon, you go and sit on the sofa and watch TV with Ah Jing for a while." ”
Mu Xi turned his head to look at Mu Changsheng, "You can cook." ”
Mu Changsheng stopped suddenly, and only looked at Mu Xi after a few seconds, "Yes, I can do everything now." ”
Mu Xi tugged at the corners of his mouth, as if he was smiling, "It's also good." ”
Mu Changsheng lowered his gaze, "If I had been like this a long time ago, how good." ”
There are not so many ifs in life, and he also knows that the sentence he just said is too useless, but sometimes he still can't help but think about how beautiful life would be if many things could be done again.
When the time comes, he will become honest and no longer yearn for the flowery world outside, just guard that one woman, live his life well, marry Mu Xi to a better family, and then coax his grandson, the company side, it's okay not to go, money is a thing, life does not bring death and does not bring it, enough flowers are actually enough.
If life follows this trajectory, it can actually be considered complete.
It's just a pity that a lot of truths are understood after losing everything, and it's too late.
Mu Xi turned around and went to the sofa and watched the cartoon with Hu Jing.
Mu Changsheng stood in the kitchen, slightly distracted in the childish voice of the cartoon outside.
The cabinet next to it was open, and there were sticky notes that he couldn't bear to tear off, and there were a lot of things to pay attention to on the sticky notes.
It was left to him by Ban Qing, telling him where the water and electricity at home were stuck, what medicine to take for the stomach problems he left in the past, and said that he had a scar on his face, she went to the doctor and bought a scar removal ointment, which was said to have a good effect, where to put it......
In the end, she is still thinking about his future life for him.
Mu Changsheng turned on the faucet, put the greens underneath to wash, and then looked out the window.
I don't know how long it took, but he finally covered his face, and his palms were wet with tears......