Speaking of which, Ye Feifei had forgotten that this was the first time she had sat alone at the head of the bed with her knees hugged, crying in a daze.

The lamp at the head of the bed, the light is still dim and dim, just like Ye Feifei's disgraced heart at the moment.

She suddenly hated herself for being sluggish on top of her feelings, she didn't understand, obviously there were many things, she understood it as soon as she learned it, and she understood it at all, but emotionally, the reflex arc was so long!

At this moment, Ye Feifei, who has always had confidence in herself and always comforted herself with the spirit of Ah Q, felt deep doubts about her IQ for the first time and fell into a bottomless pit of frustration.

She felt that she was really stupid, so many small details, they were all missed by herself!

Close your eyes, lean your head against the wall, and sort through the mess of thoughts.

In fact, since returning to S City, Ye Feifei's life has been spinning like a spinning top, and it seems that she has not stopped for a moment, she is really too busy, too tired, and even went to the hospital twice, once when she was knocked unconscious, and once when she was so tired that she collapsed, in this way, it is human nature that her thoughts can't keep up.

But now she doesn't think so, when she is surrounded by a group of workaholics and people with rational thinking, she will follow the changes in the environment and ask herself to become better and better, and then, with higher requirements to restrain herself, make herself stronger!

In this way, the night became even more difficult.

She began to reminisce from the beginning.

Although she couldn't accurately guess when Bei Lingfeng liked her, with her understanding of Bei Lingfeng, it must have been after he broke up with Shu Jiaojiao.

So, she started to work on it when she left S City and returned to T City.

Time also turned back with her memories.

Ye Feifei knew that it was definitely not a coincidence that she met Mu Weichen in T City, it was Hua Yunliang who deliberately arranged for Mu Weichen to come to T City to tell him the truth, but the person who lured her to go was Bei Lingfeng, could it be ...... He was also involved in this game of chess......? This constant and unclear entanglement started at that time?!

Then, she returned to S City, in Bei Lingfeng's office, she saw Bei Lingfeng again, at that time, he was much older than before, thinking about it, he must have been in an extremely bad mood at that time, after all, he was ruthlessly betrayed and abandoned by his girlfriend who had loved him for seven years, and he couldn't stand it as a man, let alone an arrogant tyrant like him, but, that night, when they went to S City to play together, he was very happy, happy from the heart, if he was careful at that time, he would find that something was wrong!

Now I think of his sentence at that time, "In the future...... You have to take good care of yourself, the entertainment industry, but it is a place a hundred times more complicated than the design circle, you have to be more careful" What does it mean, if it is not for the deep love hidden in the heart, just a simple friend, why do you need to say that?!Directly say "In the future, I will work with Yun Liang to help you break into the entertainment industry, you take it easy, be obedient" Wouldn't it be better?!

Then, when "New Internet Era" was about to announce the fixed angle, Bei Lingfeng suddenly fell ill, I have known Bei Lingfeng for so long, this is the first time Ye Feifei has heard that a person so strong as Bei Lingfeng will be so sick that he can't get out of bed, at that time, Ye Feifei also went to see Bei Lingfeng, but unfortunately, he didn't see anything.

At that time, Ye Feifei and Hua Yunliang both thought that Beilingfeng's illness was because of Shu Jiaojiao, but now that they think about it, they suddenly understand that this is not the case, he must have seen that he and Hua Yunliang were going to get back together, and he was sad and sad, so he fell ill!

It turned out that so long ago, I inadvertently hurt this man who had been silently paying for himself behind his back!

Thinking of this, Ye Feifei's tears rolled down like heavy rain again!

She hated herself, hated herself for being so stupid, so ignorant, and ran to Bei Lingfeng to show her affection, how uncomfortable it should sound to Bei Lingfeng!

Later, "The New Internet Era" started filming, Ye Feifei remembered that when she was recording songs on the set, one day, Bei Lingfeng came to visit him in the recording studio alone, and then talked about filming in a bar the next day, so he chose a bar, at that time, because he wanted to eat seafood, he immediately chose the scarecrow bar, but Bei Lingfeng, who heard the answer, was very surprised and nervous and asked himself why, as if this answer was particularly special and important to him, but unfortunately, at that time, he was only thinking about eating and ignored this key little detail.

Looking back now, Ye Feifei realized that this scarecrow bar was actually a hidden pain in Bei Lingfeng's heart, and it could even be said that he had not untied the knot so far, and that Oolong blind date and misunderstanding must have made him regret it very much!

And then ......

There are too many, there are too many details, Ye Feifei can't bear to continue thinking about it!

She buried her head between her knees, stifling the sound of her sobs, trying not to cry out herself.

Because she knew that these things were all things that Bei Lingfeng didn't want to know, he had always been as chic as the wind, always thinking about others, how could he bear to see himself collapse sadly because of this?

He is such a person with an excellent face, but he was abandoned by Shu Jiaojiao, which has made him lose face, and he almost collapsed, and since then he has closed himself, how can he tolerate being seen as a joke by the world now? !

This S city, so indifferent, so cruel, how can she survive and gain a foothold when she is alone? !

The longer she has been in the world, the more Ye Feifei understands the importance of self-restraint and self-forbearance!

However, this is not the most important thing, the most important thing is that along the way, through ups and downs, they have supported each other, advanced and retreated together, and have never let go of each other's hands, in fact, their fate has long been tightly tied together!

In this way, this pain will be so painful!

- Big boss, you have to be strong, because, this is what you taught me, I will be strong, and so will you, let's cheer together!

- I hope that it is not too late for me to understand now, I hope that Ye Feifei has become the hope in your heart now, I hope that everything is really as you said, hard work will be rewarded after all, I will always work hard in the direction you guide, and I will definitely not disgrace you! I hope that one day, I can also be a swift that breaks through the night, and then, for you to overcome all obstacles, just like you paved the way for you, do not abandon, do not give up!

- Because, we are not relatives, but we are better than relatives!