Chapter 4: You Say You're Not Sick

"Dr. Su, attacked again?"

Nurse Ning Li seemed to have a sense, and after Su Ling sent away the patient who suddenly went crazy and scratched her arm during the diagnosis process, she came over with a tray of medicine and gauze for treating wounds.

Su Ling grinned in pain, and on his fair right forearm were three wounds that had been scratched by his nails and were oozing blood. If you look closely, there are many similar scars on the arms.

"No way, a job like me, which has been fighting on the front line all year round, has been prepared to be injured by patients since the first day of work. ”

Su Ling felt that she was much better than the doctors in the mental hospital, and the patients she came into contact with were at least manageable, and strictly speaking, they were not mentally ill.

However, some patients are not far from psychosis.

Take the patient she saw today, who had a sudden onset of mania, pushed the family members away, and came up to scratch her, as if she was the culprit who caused her illness.

Fortunately, it was a woman, otherwise it would not have been just scratched.

"Dr. Su's psychological quality is really not ordinarily strong, if I were to be scratched or scolded three times or twice, I would have been unbearable for a long time, and if it was serious, I would have depression. ”

Ning Li is an old man in the hospital, from the first day Su Ling came to work here, she witnessed her growth, and also witnessed her transformation when she was frightened by the sudden onset of the patient, and then she was able to joke without changing her face in the face of attacks.

"They are also poor people and don't want to suffer from mental illness. After five years of work, Su Ling has already cultivated a hard-hearted heart, and it is a casual sigh to say this.

"Doctor Su, the handsome guy who came to see the doctor last time...... How's it going?" Ning Li disinfected her with ease, and then took medicine, as if she realized that the question she was about to ask was a little too difficult to speak, and it was not easy to raise her head and look at her, so she asked hesitantly.

Su Ling didn't react at first, but when he saw Ning Li's red ears, he was blessed to his heart, and instantly thought of that person.

But......

"Which handsome guy? I have recently seen several handsome guys, lawyers, presidents, traders...... All are elite types. But, Lili, don't you think? Can I tell you, falling in love with this type of person is about life, and are you sure you can put up with a moody boyfriend?"

Jokes are jokes, and it is still necessary to advise from a professional point of view. She is a doctor, and she comes into contact with many people with mental problems every day, although some are not aggressive, but most of them are irrational, and they can't be treated like normal people.

So living with this type of person is really a test of humanity.

"Doctor Su, what are you talking about, I just love beauty, and when I see someone handsome and has a good temperament, I just ask. Ning Li explained with a red face.

Sometimes, a good-looking face can completely cover up all the shortcomings.

Thinking that every time she was attacked by a patient, she helped clean up and bandage the injuries she suffered, and even the neck that was injured by Gao Chengyun last time was also medicated by her, Su Ling couldn't bear to talk about her, but in order not to fall into it, she still gritted her teeth and said:

"Lili, just look at it, there are some people who can't be imagined by ordinary people like us. ”

Isn't it, people claim to be reborn, and they are going to start the mode of killing all directions, and these little shrimps are the lives of cannon fodder!

"Okay, don't touch the water for twenty-four hours, come to the hospital tomorrow, and I'll change your dressing." Ning Li didn't answer her words, but put the remaining gauze back on the tray and asked. I don't know if I listened to it or not.

"Thank you. ”

Su Ling was very satisfied with her bandaging technique.

After Ning Li left, Su Ling thought of the conversation between himself and Gao Chengyun that day, and felt that he was a little vexatious at that time.

Not only did they not believe him, but they also stood on the moral high ground to criticize his actions.

At that time, regardless of whether he really had the idea of not saving people, he could stand up at a critical moment, which was gambling with his own life.

What if he hadn't succeeded at the time?

Isn't that going to die?

Luckily, it worked.

He is just an ordinary person, it is his freedom not to go, he has no obligation to sacrifice himself to save people. However, he not only appeared there later, but also saved hundreds of lives by himself.

So she is not qualified to say that he is cold-blooded and does not take human life seriously.

Thinking of this, Su Ling felt that he had been on the tip of the bull's horns before. The habit of imposing the responsibility of curing the sick and saving people on innocent people should be a sick person.

It's even more disgusting that she, as a psychiatrist, treats a patient with a mental disorder like that, and that person is still her patient.

The more he thought about it, the more embarrassed Su Ling became, and he kept going crazy, eager to find a hole to drill into.

What a shame to see people!

Forget it, she decided to wait for the next time Gao Chengyun came for a follow-up visit, and sincerely apologized.

As the saying goes, plans can't catch up with changes, she thought so at this time, but at that time, she was so angry with the other party that she wanted to kill again!

"Mr. Gao, what did you mean just now?"

On the third day of self-reflection, Su Ling received another notice from Gao Chengyun to see a doctor. But when she waited for someone with apprehension, she was stunned by the other party's words.

Gao Chengyun is wearing a black tight T-shirt today, this ordinary cotton T-shirt can no longer be ordinary, which very successfully sets off the just right muscles in his upper body and is full of strength.

Frankly speaking, Gao Chengyun doesn't look like a doctor at all in appearance, but when he thinks that he is a doctor without borders, he runs outside all the year round, and his physical fitness is definitely better than those surgeons who stay in the hospital, otherwise how can he withstand the long-distance travel at home and abroad?

However, Su Ling didn't have time to appreciate the handsome guy's excellent figure at this time, she was waiting for him to repeat what he had just said.

"I never say what I've said a second time. Gao Chengyun sat down boldly and said casually with Erlang's legs crossed.

Su Ling: "......" to apologize to the ghost, she doesn't want to apologize now, she just wants to break this undersized man into pieces!

"Ahem, Dr. Su, it's time for you to start, I'll have something to do later. ”

Chen Song coughed dryly, he was very sympathetic to Su Ling's experience, because they had also been half angry in the past few days. However, sympathy is sympathy, the job still has to work, and as for whether they will be angry or not, this is not something they can decide.

Su Ling didn't feel that Chen Song was solving the siege for herself at all, she felt that the other party was throwing off the burden!

But in the end, she relented. Who made himself a doctor, and he was a sick patient.

She took a deep breath and squeezed out a professional smile, "Mr. Gao, since you don't want to say it, don't say it, you are a patient after all." ”

She bit the word "patient" very hard, just to get out of her mouth.

"Let's start, I can't wait as a patient, and if I don't start, I'm afraid that I will do something against my personal will. Gao Chengyun curled his fingers and tapped on the armrests of the sofa, continuing to maintain the good mood when he entered the door.

Su Ling gathered his white coat and sat back in his place, propping his elbows on the table. The upper body leaned forward slightly, and the ten fingers crossed against the chin, looking calm and calm.

"Mr. Gao, the last time you said the fiveth, but the incident happened on the sixth. This matter is different from what you said, except for the difference in time, the rest has been fulfilled, which can be regarded as verifying the correctness of your words. ”

Su Ling had been observing his micro-expressions, and found that this person had never made any other expressions except smiling during the whole process, and even his eyes had not changed, like an inanimate sculpture.

She remembered his dossier, Médecins Sans Frontières.

The intensity of their psychological training as a doctor is no worse than that of their psychiatric system, and even many times stronger.

So to see something from his face or some small movements, it is simply whimsical.

After many years in the industry, she felt tricky for the first time.

"So, can you provide some more things that are bound to happen in the next year?" she said, putting her hand down and straightening her figure.

"That's how you psychiatrists treat patients? You have to prove everything to yourself? Won't you use your professional knowledge to determine whether I'm lying or really mentally ill?"

As a surgeon, he is curious, but at the same time, he has enough caution and self-control, as well as good professionalism and rich eight years of medical experience.

Although he is not a psychiatrist, he has seen and come into contact with many patients with mental problems, so after inexplicably having such strange dreams and getting a strange memory, he first did not pay attention to it, then doubted, and finally tested, after checking that there was no abnormality in the body through medical equipment.

He also did a psychiatric rating scale, a set of cognitive function tests for schizophrenia symptoms, and some self-rated questionnaires to confirm that he was not delusional or schizophrenic.

What Su Ling did was still what he played!

Gao Chengyun smashed down three questions in a row, if it weren't for the fact that he had received special emergency training and had a lot of work experience and knew how to deal with it, Su Ling was almost speechless when asked.

"I'll answer your question. Mr. Gao is also a doctor, although his profession is different from mine, but he should know that each doctor has his own set of treatment plans, and generally does not jump out of the box, but will make corresponding adjustments according to the patient's situation. ”

"First of all, after confirming that the patient has no physical problems, I will give the patient a chance to explain himself, that is, self-certification, according to the patient's psychological condition.

If it is reasonable, and the logic of thinking is in line with the code of conduct of normal people, then I will include it in my treatment plan as a reference, and then analyze it uniformly to obtain professional results. ”

"Finally, although you are also a doctor, you are not a psychiatrist after all, and I think I am more professional than you. Of course, I am also sure that my professional knowledge and experience are excellent, and there is no suspicion of quacks.

Your situation, my current verdict is – there is a problem. But since you don't believe in it, and you doubt my professionalism in turn, that's why I use this treatment.

I'm just making this complicated so that you can see clearly, I'm not looking at you through the eyes of a psycho - since you don't think you're sick, okay, I'll give you a chance to prove yourself.

Whether you can successfully clear your suspicion in the future depends on yourself. ”

"If you can't prove yourself at this time, then it's my turn to make a move. As a professional psychiatric doctor, I will combine my observations about your mental and psychological performance and give the final result through scientific means. ”

"You say you're not sick, then convince me. Of course, if you say you're sick, you still need to convince me. ”

In the end, Su Ling confidently hooked the corners of his mouth and said.