Chapter 116: Sad Man
Shi Xiaonian woke up and thought that Jian Hao called her last night, he said that he wanted to eat Yangchun noodles, and after she washed up briefly, she went to the kitchen to get busy. [Full text reading.]
Her hands and feet were very neat, and soon, the Yangchun noodles were ready. After making Yangchun noodles, Shi Xiaonian immediately put Yangchun noodles into a thermos bucket, and then hurried towards the hospital.
When she rushed to the hospital, she was about to walk into the ward and tell Jian Hao the news that his breakfast had been prepared. However, before she walked in, she saw outside the door that Jian Hao inside the door seemed to be hugging a woman.
When Shi Xiaonian saw this scene, her footsteps suddenly froze, she couldn't believe it, how could Jian Hao ......
The woman let go of Jian Hao, her face was smiling, Shi Xiaonian finally saw her face clearly, she never thought that Jian Hao would be with Hua Xiaoyun......
There was a voice in her heart that said vigorously: It's not like this, it won't be what she thinks, absolutely not, Jian Hao won't, he won't be with Hua Xiaoyun!
There were countless voices shouting in her head, Shi Xiaonian lost her mind, the thermos bucket in her hand fell to the ground, and with a "bang", the lid of the bucket opened, and it was a mess everywhere.
The people in the room obviously heard the voice, Jian Hao and Hua Xiaoyun turned around at the same time, and when they saw Shi Xiaonian outside the door, the expressions on their faces were diametrically opposed.
Hua Xiaoyun had a smile on her face, and her eyes were full of contempt. And Jian Hao was pale, he pursed his lips tightly, his body moved, and he wanted to come out to explain to Shi Xiaonian, but Hua Xiaoyun grabbed his arm with one hand.
Jian Hao's body didn't move for an instant, Shi Xiaonian saw this scene, her eyes were red, she wouldn't continue to stay, because it would be too humiliating for herself.
She left the hospital.
When Jian Hao saw Shi Xiaonian leaving, he frowned and looked at Hua Xiaoyun with an unkind expression.
Facing his cold expression, Hua Xiaoyun was not annoyed, nor was she uncomfortable, she had a smile on her face, and said softly: "This is what you promised me, Jian Hao, if you dare to break your promise, I guarantee that the first person who will be hurt is Shi Xiaonian." ”
With unhurried words, Jian Hao's back suddenly stiffened.
……
Shi Xiaonian didn't take the car, she was walking on the street, she lost one of her shoes, she looked up to the sky, looking at the white clouds floating in the sky, she held back her tears and didn't fall.
During this period of time, she told herself that although Jian Hao was a little strange in doing things, he had his reasons, whether he betrayed him or not, Jian Hao couldn't be that kind of person!
It's just that, according to the current situation, it turns out that everything is just wishful thinking on her part.
Jian Hao had already changed her mind, but the funny thing was that she didn't know, and thought he was the same as before.
Shi Xiaonian suddenly laughed, laughing and laughing, tears fell, she felt that she was a little at the end of her rope, when she fell in love with someone, at the moment of loss, she felt that the world was about to collapse. She can't see any way out now, even if it's just a short glimmer of light, any god who can get her out of her predicament, guide her in the direction!
It began to rain in the sky, and the drizzle hit Shi Xiaonian's body, hitting her pretty hair, like fluffy fine sand. Shi Xiaonian returned home, or returned to Jane's house, she was ready to leave here, as for where she was going to leave here, Shi Xiaonian didn't know, but it was certain that she would leave.
She was hesitating where to go, suddenly, her father called and told her the news of her mother's hospitalization, Shi Xiaonian heard it, she couldn't care much, and moved her luggage directly to Luo Shanshan's cake shop, Luo Shanshan was also curious about what Shi Xiaonian was going to make trouble again, Shi Xiaonian asked her not to ask more, and then left in a hurry.
Luo Shanshan was speechless, she better leave it alone and make her cake with peace of mind. Shi Xiaonian is not in the store, she has to do the work of two people by herself, it is really hard.
Shi Xiaonian rushed to the hospital and saw his father munching on an apple, telling jokes all the time to make his mother happy.
Shi Ma Ma originally had a gloomy cloud between her eyebrows, but when she saw Shi Xiaonian, she laughed happily and beckoned Shi Xiaonian to come over.
"Xiao Nian, how come you have time to come to me, is it that your father secretly called you, otherwise how could you know about my hospitalization?" Saying that, Shi Ma Ma stared at Shi Dad with eyes like a sword, and Shi Dad immediately raised his hands in surrender.
Shi Xiaonian looked at Shi Ma with some concern, and she asked, "Mom, what's wrong with you, why did you get hospitalized?"
Shi Mama's eyes flickered, and she said softly: "In life, how can there be no one who is not sick." Okay, don't be sad, look at how beautiful my little Nian is, it's about to collapse into a bitter melon. Shi Ma Ma was making Shi Xiaonian happy, and she tried to ease the atmosphere.
If there is anything else in this world that Shi Xiaonian can't accept, maybe the only thing is the departure of his parents.
Mom and Dad raised her to such a big age, and she rarely stayed by their side for so many years. Shi Xiaonian blamed herself, she felt that she owed them too much.
Although Shi Ma Ma didn't tell Shi Xiaonian what illness she had, Shi Xiaonian still tried her best to learn about it from Shi Xiaonian's father. When she knew that her mother had R adenocarcinoma, one of her hearts sank to the bottom.
For a moment, she felt like the sky was about to fall.
Shi Xiaonian took out his savings, but this money, in the face of treatment and dialysis again and again, was like sand falling into a river, and he couldn't even make a sound. Her father's face also became worse and worse day by day due to her mother's illness, and every time Xiao Nian saw her father's painful face but forced to smile in front of her mother, she felt very uncomfortable.
Luo Shanshan knew about this, and without saying a word, she took out all her savings. Shi Xiaonian rejected her kindness, it was not easy for Luo Shanshan to save money by herself, and she knew that Luo Shanshan's family was not having a good time, her father needed treatment all year round, and she was very frugal, so no matter what, Shi Xiaonian would not accept this money.
Shi Xiaonian found a new job and three part-time jobs, and she has been so busy these days that she has lost a lot of weight. As she walked down the road, thinking about her part-time job for a while, she suddenly laughed at herself, she used to think that she was strong enough that nothing could stump her.
It wasn't until now that she realized that she was really wrong to think that way. In the face of her mother's illness, she seemed so powerless, not only did it find it difficult to raise money, but she also treated the disease...... Doctors all said that it could only delay the disease.
Shi Xiaonian was a little distracted, so much so that she bumped into someone on the road.
…… Jian Hao?
Shi Xiaonian raised her head and looked at Jian Hao's face, she was a little incredulous, she still thought she was dreaming?
Jian Hao looked at her, and he asked, "Xiao Nian, why don't you tell me the news of your mother's hospitalization?"
He seemed to be angry.
Shi Xiaonian listened to his words, she was stunned at first, then smiled, she said: "I told you, why should I tell you? By the way, Jian Hao, I heard that you are going to marry Miss Hua, congratulations!"
She bit her lip and said, although she had already left Jian Hao, how could she not pay attention to Jian Hao's news, when she learned the news that Jian Hao was going to marry Hua Xiaoyun, Shi Xiaonian almost fainted.
But just for a moment, when she sobered up, she smiled, even if her heart was very bitter and hurt to the bone marrow, so what? Who would care about her, and what was even more ridiculous was that her mother was in danger, and she still had the heart to think about her children's affection?
Shi Xiaonian directly slapped himself at that time.
Jian Hao heard the cynicism in Shi Xiaonian's mouth, and he wanted to tell Shi Xiaonian that everything was not as she thought. He had the impulse for a moment, and the words came to his mouth, but he couldn't say them anyway.
If Hua Xiaoyun knew the news of his repentance, the first person she would deal with would definitely be Shi Xiaonian, for Shi Xiaonian's sake, Jian Hao couldn't say it for Shi Xiaonian's sake.
He took a breath and said to Shi Xiaonian: "Xiaonian, forgive me, but please know that I am all for you." ”
"For me?" Shi Xiaonian felt funny, Jian Hao said that all this is for her? Who believes it, anyway, she doesn't believe it.
"I'm sorry, I don't have time to continue chatting with you, I still have to go to work, goodbye. As he spoke, Shi Xiaonian was about to pass by Jian Hao, and Jian Hao reached out to hold her.
He said, "Xiao Nian, you have a deep misunderstanding of me. ”
"Misunderstanding, there is no misunderstanding, Jian Hao, let's stop here!" When Shi Xiaonian left, it was really neat.
But around the corner, she couldn't help but lean against the wall, crouched down, and cried quietly.
Saying so desperately, she looks unruly, who knows the pain in her heart. She still can't forget Jian Hao, at least not yet, she likes him and loves him to the core.
She thought about getting these memories out of her mind, but she couldn't, she really couldn't.
Shi Xiaonian cried for a while, her eyes were swollen from crying, and she went to a bar where she worked part-time. In the bar, she worked as a waitress.
Shi Xiaonian sent the wine to a pot-bellied man, the man hugged left and right, and listened to the two women beside him crying sweetly "Mr. Qin", Shi Xiaonian raised her eyebrows without a trace, she didn't like men who asked for joy and asked Liu, she really hated it.
She turned around and was about to go back to the counter, but was pulled by the so-called Mr. Qin, who grabbed her, looked at her with a smile, and looked at her horizontally and vertically. Shi Xiaonian was very uncomfortable, her hands were propped up on the armrests of the sofa, and she wanted to leave.
Mr. Qin handed the red wine glass to her, his big puffy eyes looked at her like the eyes of a goldfish, and said, "New here, come, I'll invite you to have a drink, you accompany me tonight, I'll give you as much as you want." ”
Shi Xiaonian bit her lip, being bullied like this, if she hadn't considered that she still had to work, she would have slapped her.
Who does this Mr. Qin think of her?
Did you come out to do it? It's really blind to the eyes of his whole family!