Chapter 61: Do You Think I'm Cute
"Oh, for rural children, there are a lot of new things, and what fascinates me the most is games, but the reason why I am addicted to games is because I can't learn anything, and I'm not convinced, so I spent all my time studying games when I should have been in school. ”
"Then you should be very good at playing games, right?" I played it a few times when I was in school, but I wasn't interested in games.
"Eh, game ......," she said with a sudden frown, "It's the worst pain in my life, and it's also a shortcoming that I can't change, I was pulled by a few girls in the class who love to play games to skip class and play games, I'm just not convinced, why can't I learn?" Then, after playing for half a month, I was still the worst of the seven people, and I couldn't even master the basic function keys, plus everyone was rich, and I didn't have money to buy equipment. ”
I couldn't help but laugh, "Are you not going to play games?"
Jiang Xi squinted at me, with a little weakness and embarrassment on his face, "Hehe, I'm not going either." ”
Me, "......".
"At that time, I was bent on learning to do business, such as selling clothes and shoes, but it didn't take long for my dad to beat my mom, I was angry, I wrote to my cousin who hadn't been in touch for more than ten years, and when my cousin replied, I took my mom away, and then two years later, my mom divorced my dad, my dad said I was so cruel and threw him away, and he also said that he often beat my mom, but he never beat me ......."
Originally, Jiang Xi told her past with a calm mood and a smile, but when she talked about this, her tears came down at once, and her emotions were untouchable.
She looked at me with tears in her eyes and said, "I don't want to, I don't want to leave him alone, but he's so bad, you know? He lost all the hard-earned money in the family, and beat my mother, my childhood was spent in fear, although he didn't beat me, but I didn't experience the love of my father at all, I didn't experience the warmth of the family, I hated him! I don't want to pay attention to him, at least now he can live on his own, I don't want to care about him, I think he should be taught a lesson, when does he really know that he is wrong, I will forgive him, woo... …”。
Probably because this matter has been suppressed in her heart for too long, and at this moment she inadvertently said it, touching the pain that has been hidden in her heart, Jiang Xi's emotions collapsed a little, I held her in my arms, and she lay on my shoulder and cried "woo", as if she wanted to release the depression for many years at one time.
I'm a man, I can't cry like her to vent my emotions, but when I think of my parents, in my memory, although they haven't moved, they have been arguing, arguing, as if there will always be endless quarrels, although they always say that they love me very much, but I haven't experienced a little family warmth, probably because they have made the temperature of the home noisy.
When Jiang Xi had cried enough, I changed the topic and asked her in order to let her forget this unhappy past quickly, "Then you didn't go to college, do you have any regrets?"
She wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and said, "There must be regrets, but ......."
She suddenly grinned mischievously at me, "Actually, I don't regret it much!"
"Oh, why?" I really didn't understand.
"You think, you have been in junior high school for three years, high school for three years, college for four years, graduate school for three years, you have read books for thirteen years more than me, how hard it is to read, and I have lived more freely in the past thirteen years, I can learn what I want, I don't want to learn anything, even if I work part-time, it is a kind of learning and experience, and my sister I feel happy to do it, and then I took the adult college entrance examination, which is also what I want to do with passion, and the feeling of being forced to study is different, of course, my experience is not necessarily suitable for everyone. ”
After saying that, she smiled a little smugly.
I laughed too, and I couldn't help but feel pity for her in my heart, and I wanted to pamper her.
I subconsciously brushed the broken hair on her forehead, "You said it so well, only your character can control your experience, your life, is tailored for you, your strength, your optimism, and your persistence have created such a lovely you today." ”
She put her arms around my neck and said in a suddenly sweet voice, "Do you really think I'm cute?"
"Of course!"
"Don't you think I'm fierce sometimes? I slapped you last time. ”
"It's not fierce, it's my mistake, I should fight!"
Probably any woman likes to listen to good things, the smile on her face widened, she gently pecked at the corner of my lips, and whispered in my ear, "Are you shaking m? I'm shaking s, haha!"
I squinted at her naughty appearance, and I felt that I loved to listen to everything she said, and I was happy with her, "What you say is what you say, if you want me to be a shaker, I'll be a shaker." ”
Then she looked at me with a wicked smile, and said in a quieter and deeper voice, "Then tomorrow night in the cave, I'll buy a little leather whip!"
"Poof!"
I whispered in her ear, "My dear, let's be a small family, don't play so big, it's just a night in the cave room, and it's not very new, and I don't know how many times I've entered the cave room." ”
"Get out!" she pushed me away, feigning anger and saying, "What are you talking about?
I laughed, "After tomorrow will be a real woman." ”
"Humph!"
She got up and ran, I quickly grabbed the snack bag, grabbed the mineral water, caught up with her, and took charge of the function of the follower, hoping that this function will not retire in my life.
After dinner, Jiang Xi and I went back to the hotel to rest, I found a three-star hotel, one hundred and fifty yuan for a night, I feel that the bad environment is okay.
The unfamiliar environment, the unfamiliar feeling, the closed room, the lonely man and the widow, the dry wood and the fire, there is a special effect of stimulating people's adrenal glands, so I coaxed and deceived, coerced and enticed, and ate a big meal.
I don't know what's going on, when I first met Jiang Xi, in this kind of thing, she was not hypocritical at all, she was very refreshing, she would give or receive signals directly if she wanted to or not, and now it seems to have changed a little, from time to time she is still hesitant, and she has to ask me to coax, but it seems that coaxing is also quite emotional.
I was very tired in the second half of the night, so I fell asleep, and I slept until the early hours of the morning, when I woke up, I saw Jiang Xi sitting in front of the dressing table.
I said in a daze, "Jiang Xi, it's only six o'clock, what are you doing so early, let's sleep for another hour!"
I heard Jiang Xi take a deep breath, and then said, "I'm getting married today, I'm nervous!"
I hooked my lips, still unconscious, "Nervous about what?"
I didn't hear what she said after that, because I fell asleep again, I couldn't help it, I was so tired last night.
When I woke up again, she was already washed and didn't wear makeup, but her hair was neatly combed and looked comfortable.
I quickly washed my face, combed my hair, and took her downstairs for dinner.
After eating, I took her hand and got into a taxi, and I couldn't wait to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau.
When I took her hand, I felt her hand a little cold.
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