Chapter 95: The Last Game Before Leaving (4)
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I also want to continue playing chess? Zuo Wei suddenly realized this problem, and suddenly. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
"It's my fault, it's all my fault, I shouldn't be greedy for Go, it's me, it's me who killed Torajiro, it's me who killed Torajiro, Wang Jun, it's me who killed him, it's me!!I'm supposed to leave Torajiro, I'm supposed to leave Koko, Wangjun, I understand what you mean, it's all my fault, I've hurt Torajiro, I can't hurt Koko anymore......"
Pain, moaning, unwillingness, remorse, all kinds of thoughts, Zuo Wei's chess soul body became illusory, shaky, and even almost to the point of disillusionment.
Wang Xiu's heart suddenly sudden, although it is a strategy to attack the heart and abduct people, but this matter can't be made bigger, if Zuo Wei disappears in advance to eliminate his obsession with himself, then my sin will be great.
"I know, I understand...... I guess I can guess the reason, because of reluctance, because of the bonds, and because of the honor of Go, the sustenance of Ben Yinfang, etc., too much, too much......
What kind of person is Torajiro, and why don't you let Sawei go, knowing the dangers of Sayo's possession?
You don't have to dig deeper, you don't need to know, you don't have to know, but Wang Xiu understands from the soul of chess into Fuji Hikaru because of the loss of Zuo Wei's soul after the disappearance, what kind of existence Zuo Wei is for them, for Torajiro, and for Shinto Hikaru ...... Ahem...... Anyway, it's a very deeply entangled existence.,In the original plot of the chess soul,Zuo Wei was only possessed by Shinto Hikaru for two years.,As soon as Zuo Wei disappeared,Hikaru Shinto will be tired of life.,Even want to give up the road of professional chess player.,If it weren't for the fact that the head of Yijiao University came to play a game with Shinto Hikaru and woke up Shinto Hikatsu,Although Zuo Wei disappeared,But Zuo Wei exists in his Go...... That's when I got better and moved on.
"Sawei, Torajiro is not Koko, Koko is not Torajiro, and now the times are different, to tell the truth, the environment of this world was not the same more than a hundred years ago, and the mysterious ...... at that time"
"Ahem, I mean to say, the yin qi in your body was still relatively heavy at that time, which is also the reason why Torajiro was weak and weak in his thirties, but now in this era, Zuo Wei, I believe you should also find that the yin qi in your body has weakened to a very low level. ”
"At this level, even if you are attached to Xiaoguang, I think, in a short period of time, Xiaoguang will not have the tragedy of Torajiro, you see, Xiaoguang is not growing up well? ”
"So, at least for the time being, your possession is not very harmful to Xiao Guang, at least for Xiao Guang who is still in the growth period, the little bit of yang energy left in his growth period is enough to be used as the basis for the existence of your possession, well, at least until the age of twenty-five, there is no problem, and his body will not erode and hurt too much. ”
Wang Xiu was kind advice, right? Yes, but there was a lot of things hidden in his words.
Isn't Ryo Taya not like a young man?
What 'not a lot of harm', what 'his body doesn't erode and hurt too much'......
In and out of the words, I told Zuo Wei that even if your yin qi is very weak now, the harm that should exist still exists, it is just a matter of severity.
"Wangjun, you don't need to say more, what do you mean, I already understand, I will leave Xiaoguang, you are right, Torajiro is not Koko, Koko is not Torajiro, Koko is different from Torajiro, Koko has grown up, he will grow faster in the future, even without me, Koko...... Koko doesn't need my presence anymore, he's already a professional chess player. ”
Zuo Wei's crying appearance made Wang Xiu a little unbearable, or rather, he couldn't bear to continue to talk in a deceptive way.
"Actually...... Zuo Wei, I said so much, it is true that I want you to leave Xiaoguang, but it is not just because your possession will indirectly damage Xiaoguang's body, but also because, Xiaoguang's growth needs your departure more, he is like your child, he has grown up and is sensible, and it is time for him to face everything in the future independently......"
"He, like you, is on the road of pursuing one of the gods, but after all, you are an illusory chess soul that does not exist and the present world, you all love Go, Xiaoguang's identity is different after becoming a professional chess player, he plays chess with his opponent, he must play it himself, and will not let you play, even if you are thousands of times better than him, but that is Xiaoguang's Go ......"
"Is Hikaru willing to let you play chess for him? Obviously not, but outsiders will think that he is playing chess, which will make Hikaru feel that he is cheating and stealing your light, just like Taya Ryo knows that it is another personality of Shinto Hikaru who is playing chess with him, Shinto Sawei, Taya Ryo only cares about Shinto Sawei who defeated him, not Shinto Hikaru ......"
"So, in this case, Xiaoguang's own Go and Zuo Weiyou's Go have already clashed with each other, and they will inevitably affect you in the future. ”
In the original plot, Zuo Wei's disappearance was after playing chess with Taya Xingyang, Xiaoguang inadvertently pointed out a trick that Zuo Wei couldn't see, 'wonderful chess' or what Zuo Wei thought was 'one of the gods', Zuo Wei realized that Xiao Guang's growth had reached his height, or that Xiao Guang in the future had the potential to reach such a height as Zuo Wei, so Zuo Wei finally dispersed the obsession of the thousand years and disappeared away.
But the obsession is self-dissipating, obviously it can't come all at once, it is Zuo Wei who has been mentally prepared for a long time, or tends to be prepared.
Even if there is no battle between Sawei and Taya Yukiyo, will Sawei disappear?
Zuo Wei's self-disappearance was foreshadowed as early as Torajiro's untimely death, and Zuo Wei's kindness was already doomed.
Zuo Wei didn't want to hinder Xiaoguang's Go because of his Go, let alone his own possession, and once let another Torajiro die young, so the result of Zuo Wei's disappearance was inevitable.
"I know, I know everything, I have known for a long time, the moment Kohikaru began to love Go, I knew the difference between Koko and Torajiro. ”
"I also know that sooner or later, one day, I will leave him, but I have always been reluctant to understand, I don't want to understand this matter, it has always been my own deception, and now I finally understand all this. ”
"The supreme god, let me exist for a thousand more years, just let me exist for the continuation of my Go, in Xiaoguang's body, my Go has been extended, my existence is for Xiaoguang, and now, it's time for me to leave. ”