Chapter Seventy-Five: Faith
Sunlight shines into the room through a small window.
Ah Bin opened his eyes, it was the familiar ceiling, rubbed his eyes, looked out the small window, it was just dawn, as long as he woke up, he didn't have the habit of sleeping again, he put on his clothes, washed his face and went downstairs.
The first floor of the bar is exceptionally calm, except for a few drunk people who are drunk and sleeping in the corner, it is empty, this originally lively and crowded place, suddenly no one, but will give people a feeling of emptiness, as if this place is suddenly missing something extraordinarily important.
Abin didn't see the figure of the fourth and fifth children, and estimated that the two people who slept in the second half of the night should not have woken up at this time, and even Li Banruo, who had been getting up earlier than a chicken and sleeping more than a dog, was nowhere to be seen.
Ah Bin said hello to a young waiter guy he knew, and he began to run in the morning, from six to half past seven, all the way through so many streets surrounded by office workers, Ah Bin felt that all this was always so peaceful, even if what happened last night, what kind of turmoil, the sun will eventually rise again, in such a city is incomparably small himself, and in front of the sun incomparably small city, this makes Abin in a trance for a while, what is a small grain of sand that he thinks he is carrying a heavy storyγ
People are always confused in the process of growth, that is, to solve this confusion, talent is to cross from this world to another world, from another world to another world, this may be growth, from a confused person, into a person who will one day have an extremely firm faith, that insignificant thing in the eyes of others, such as one day become their own life, it must not be easy.
After running a full lap, Abin returned to the wanderer, Li Banruo, who had a bandage on his head and a band-aid on his face, was already eating breakfast vigorously, and the fourth and fifth were also on the side, seeing Abin coming back, Li Banruo said very unhappily: "When is it now, still go and run blindly, eat quickly, Chen Can has a letter over there, and he may have found something." β
Ah Bin was very surprised, thinking that the unsightly guy he saw yesterday was so efficient in doing things, but he was even more surprised that Li Banruo, who almost lost his life last night, was now like no one.
This is destined to be a question that Abin can't figure out, perhaps, this is the thing he often thinks, a faith that is heavier than life.
That may be a faith that gives oneself a shackle, a faith that will become a burden in the eyes of most people, but it is such a thing that will give an ordinary person, an ordinary person's greatest strength, one day you will find that this faith is no longer heavy, and you have become a difference among these tens of millions of people.
The reason why I am in a trance is that I am standing at that height, and I am asking what kind of world is the world in front of me that has changed from familiar to unfamiliar.
After eating, although Li Banruo looked like his eyelids were fighting, he still stood up and said, "Fourth and fifth, you stay and watch the house, and I will go to see Chen Can with Abin to see if that kid is playing any tricks." β
The fourth and fifth looked at Li Banruo with two dark circles on their faces worriedly, this Li Banruo with a very weak face gave them a feeling that they might fall down at any time.
Li Panruo seemed to see the thoughts of the fourth and fifth children, he smiled and said: "When I first came out to mingle, I lived this kind of day every day, and it was three or four months, and I didn't get through it, the old blind man under the overpass said that my life is hard." β
The fourth and fifth nodded helplessly, after all, everyone can see that this is Li Panruo's stubbornness.
In order to take care of Li Banruo's illness, the responsibility of driving finally fell on Abin, and the two went all the way to the same street.
Li Panruo, who was still in good spirits just now, is now lying on the co-pilot and falling asleep, after all, the past two days have been really turbulent for this guy.
Ah Bin could only smile bitterly when he looked at it, he could almost know why Li Banruo was so desperate, but if he really said something, he really couldn't explain it for a while.
With his memory, Abin saw the small square on the same street again, he pulled Li Banruo, Li Banruo opened his eyes, although he could see that the goods were holding on, he took out his mobile phone, his eyes were a little erratic, and he dialed Chen Can's phone number.
After a while, just when Li Panruo, who couldn't stand it, was about to fall asleep again, Chen Can led the tall man who stood out from the crowd to appear in the field of vision, and Chen Can, who was dressed exceptionally sloppy, got into the back seat unceremoniously, but left Erlong outside the car.
Li Panruo cheered up and said to Chen Can: "Are you playing with me, and you only found out in one day?"
Chen Can had a smile on his face as if he had triumphantly, he patted his chest and said, "You don't look at my status in such a piece, it's easy to check a person, I don't know if Boss Li has brought this thing?" Chen Can made a gesture of counting money.
Li Panruo's face was tasteless, he took out an envelope, threw it directly to Chen Can, and then said, "Now you can say it." β
Chen Can took the thick envelope, and put it in his pocket as many as he could count, he was still very relieved about Li Banruo, and he said with a comfortable face: "That night, the man was picked up by a woman, a BMW MINI, with a license plate tail number 6852. β
Hearing this, Li Panruo, who was still hazy-eyed, instantly widened his eyes, and even Ah Bin's face changed drastically.
Chen Can looked at the two people whose expressions had changed so much, he felt strange in his heart, and he said: "This is accurate, I fell off the surveillance of a hotel at that intersection, it's like this." After he finished speaking, he directly handed a somewhat blurry photo to Li Banruo.
Li Banruo took these photos with some trembling, although they were a little blurry, but he could still vaguely identify the car, that person, the things that had been brewing in his heart, as if the final word was made when these things were handed over to him.
"My task has been completed, and I hope that Boss Li will take more care of my brother in the future. Although Chen Can couldn't figure out what kind of medicine these two people were selling in the gourd, no matter what kind of black and white medicine it was, he didn't care at all, he made a gesture of farewell to the rivers and lakes, and just looked down, leaving the stunned Li Panruo and Ah Bin with a deep face.
Chen Can, who got out of the car, pulled the smirking Erlong and disappeared into the small square that was gradually becoming lively.
"Brother, is this done?" Erlong said with a smile, his big long face laughing, as if his majesty was lost because of his little height.
"What else can't I do?" Chen Can touched the envelope with a happy face, this time he didn't get angry at Erlong because of the smirking Erlong, and even felt that Erlong's expression became cute, maybe this is the magic of money.
In the car, Li Banruo looked at the photos back and forth, the expression on his face became gloomy little by little, and the initial sleepiness was gone.
Ah Bin didn't say anything, he felt that it was up to Li Banruo to slowly digest these now, but he felt that all this might be a little cruel for Li Banruo, after all, Li Banruo gave up his life for the holy goddess in his heart last night, but it was just a night later, and the topic of heroes and bears suddenly passed and became a joke.
Li Banruo slowly put away the few printouts, he began to light a cigarette and smoked, one after another, as if this was the only way to calm him down, and then he could think correctly about what he should do now.
"Ah Bin, do you think I owe anything to the society raised by this son of a bitch?" This is the first sentence that Li Banruo spit out, but what Abin paid more attention to was Li Banruo's reddish eyes, which came from the deepest helplessness of such a small person, even in the face of Zhang Sheng, in the face of that big gentleman Liu Xianxiang, and in the face of Zhou Bingcheng, who was like a monster, this little person was not stunned, but this time, this guy who seemed to be stronger than anyone else didn't want to face reality for the first time.
Abin didn't know how to answer Li Banruo, he knew Li Banruo's thoughts very well, the status of Qiuyue in Li Banruo's heart, he couldn't be clearer, maybe that woman was the only pure land in Li Banruo's heart, and the only piece of purity, it seemed to be a snow lotus flower that would always stand no matter what wind and rain it went through, eternal holiness, so that such a person who was covered in black believed that there would still be such a thrilling beauty in this world.
But in this world, it seems that even the little extravagant hopes of such a small person are unwilling to give, but in such a dramatic way, the only piece of pure land in the heart of this little person has been completely dyed black.
"Li Banruo, just because of these few photos, I don't believe her?" Ah Bin cheered up and said to Li Banruo, maybe Li Banruo is close to despair now, but he doesn't want Li Banruo to be the first to despair before he really touches despair, at least until the last moment.
Li Panruo rubbed his eyes and said with a dead face: "I want to believe her more than anyone else, but I'm afraid that because I believe too much, I will end up being the guy who is the only one who is amorous and then hurt the most by myself." β
Ah Bin sighed, and he couldn't think of how to comfort the current Li Banruo.
"Where are we going now?" asked.
"Take a look, that snowdrop. Li Panruo closed his eyes and said.