085. Acting deliberately
Yu Feifei's wrist was wrapped in a thick bandage.
Su Xiaoman knew what it would mean once this kind of photo was leaked.
Su Xiaoman chased after him desperately.
Finally caught up with the camera in the hallway.
Su Xiaoman grabbed the man's sleeve: "Don't go, delete the photo." ”
How could that person be willing.
Pull your clothes.
But Su Xiaoman refused to let go.
That person simply pushed Su Xiaoman hard.
Su Xiaoman was pushed against the wall.
But she still didn't let go, like a little leopard who had been angry, she stepped forward and grabbed the man's camera.
When that person saw that Su Xiaoman grabbed the camera and was about to delete the photo, he was also anxious and pushed Su Xiaoman hard.
Su Xiaoman rolled down the stairs directly.
Thankfully it's a small staircase, only a few steps.
Plus winter clothes to wear thickly.
Su Xiaoman rolled around twice with the camera, and his head was dizzy.
But I still took the time to find the photo and deleted it.
When the reporter came down, Su Xiaoman had already taken the initiative to hand over the camera: "I have deleted the photo, using this despicable way to steal the privacy of celebrities, we can sue your newspaper." ”
The man also jumped when he saw Su Xiaoman fall down the stairs.
He just wanted to take some pictures and make headlines, and he didn't want to make any trouble.
The reporter took off his white coat and went over to grab the camera, scolding "neurosis." ”
And then it was gone.
In just a few minutes, Su Xiaoman had exhausted all his strength.
At this time, I felt pain in my body and my hair was messy.
Su Xiaoman got up and patted the dust on his body.
When I looked up, I saw Yu Feifei standing at the top of the corridor, looking at Su Xiaoman with a complicated expression.
Su Xiaoman said: "Why did you come out, come in quickly, it's so cold outside, and you are wearing so little." ”
Su Xiaoman went up and pulled Yu Feifei back to the ward.
The moment the door was closed, Su Xiaoman breathed a sigh of relief.
There must be countless long shots and short shots lurking in the vicinity of this hospital right now.
The suicide of an artist is a major event, and those journalists will definitely not let go of this opportunity.
Otherwise, Susan wouldn't have let her deal with it so urgently.
Yu Feifei saw Su Xiaoman's loose hair, and just now she also saw Su Xiaoman rolling down the stairs in order to delete the photo.
She didn't expect that a person who had never known anything could work so hard for herself.
Yu Feifei said: "Sister Shan is really right, you are the best agent in the company." ”
Su Xiaoman said: "It's Sister Shan who looks up to me. ”
Yu Feifei sat down and looked lonely: "You must think I'm ridiculous, many people envy the star industry, why should I commit suicide, you must think that we actors are hypocritical, or like others, I think that I, an outdated star, is making hype." “
Su Xiaoman calmly straightened his hair: "I didn't think so, I was just thinking about what problem you encountered, which made you want to commit suicide." ”
Yu Feifei smiled at the corner of her mouth: "I don't think it's meaningful to live, there is nothing in this world that makes me feel meaningful, in fact, you don't have to be so desperate to stop that reporter just now, say this, even if the photos are circulated, even if people all over the world know that I committed suicide, I don't care, this circle is dirty and obscene, I have long been tired of it." I was originally alone, and I was never afraid of losing anything, let alone caring about other people's saliva, living is a long and painful thing for me, maybe death is a relief for me. ”
Su Xiaomanan listened quietly.
Yu Feifei's voice was flat, and her emotions did not fluctuate.
It's like recounting an ordinary thing.
It's just that kind of despair after calm, Su Xiaoman still feels a chill when he hears it.
Su Xiaoman said: "I'm not Sister Shan, I don't know how to comfort you, I'm not a psychiatrist, I don't know how to enlighten you, but I think it's not easy for everyone, everyone will encounter difficulties and setbacks, suicide is not a solution, let alone a relief, it will only make the people who care about you sad and painful, things have a solution, you have to believe that death will never be the only solution, you are not even afraid of death, why are you afraid of living?"
Yu Feifei looked at Su Xiaoman and smiled: "I really envy you, I can still drink this kind of chicken soup for the soul, I'm not afraid of living, I feel that life is boring, there is no happiness in the slightest, every day is a painful cycle, I'm tired of it, I'm really tired of such days." ”
Su Xiaoman didn't know what to say.
In fact, looking at Yu Feifei's numb expression, Su Xiaoman knew that whatever he said was in vain.
What she needs should be psychotherapy.
Now the only thing Su Xiaoman can do is to accompany her and wait for Susan to come back.
In the afternoon, Yu Feifei almost slept all the time.
In fact, the news of Yu Feifei's suicide and hospitalization has already been written by the media.
That's pretty much all the entertainment headlines.
As for the reasons, it is also written in a variety of ways, some say that she has been half red and not purple for so many years, depressed and sick, some say that she was hidden by Star City and protested with suicide, and even said that she was abandoned by her rich businessman boyfriend and couldn't think about it for a while......
But Su Xiaoman knew that none of this was true.
In Fifi's own words, she was just too lonely......
Loneliness is a disease, Su Xiaoman knows it.
Since she was a child, she has also been very lonely.
It's just that the hardships of life made her originally sensitive and fragile heart finally become insensitive.
At least she never thought about suicide.
Yu Feifei has been sleeping in the afternoon.
There were several people who wanted to come in and visit.
There are some colleagues in the company and some friends in her circle.
Su Xiaoman helped refuse.
It wasn't until late in the evening that Susan arrived, and Su Xiaoman breathed a sigh of relief.
Susan thanked Su Xiaoman: "Thank you for your hard work, Xiaoman, if it weren't for you, I really don't know who I can find." ”
Su Xiaoman shook his head: "Sister Shan, this is what I should do, you usually help me so much, but Yu Feifei's mood is not very stable now." ”
Susan said: "You don't have to worry about the rest, leave it to me, you can go back and rest, worry about it all day today, I'm really sorry to take up your vacation time." ”
Su Xiaoman smiled: "Anyway, my vacation is almost over, and I stay at home, I don't know what to do except work." ”
Su Xiaoman walked out of the room.
It's already sunset.
This is the inpatient department of the hospital.
Su Xiaoman didn't expect to see Lin Duyan here.
In fact, it's not surprising.
Lin Duyan and Yu Feifei are both entertainers under Susan.
Lin Duyan is now on vacation after the movie is finished, and it makes sense to come and take a look at his colleagues.
Su Xiaoman didn't want to care about this matter.
When he passed by Lin Duyan's side, he didn't even say hello, and passed by.
walked less than two steps, but was stopped by Lin Duyan.
Su Xiaoman's footsteps stagnated, but Lin Duyan had already walked towards Su Xiaoman.
Lin Duyan walked up to Su Xiaoman: "Xiaoman, are you blaming me?"
Lin Duyan's voice was a little hoarse, wearing a long white windbreaker jacket, facing the sky, and his face looked a little haggard.
Su Xiaoman knew that she might still be sick now.
looks even more pitiful than usual, no wonder her fans have given her a nickname, called Sister Lin.
Su Xiaoman said: "Why do you say this, what do I blame you?"
Lin Duyan said: "You must be blaming me, yesterday I called you and asked you to come and take care of me, I know you have been here, I saw the key to the villa on the coffee table, did you see Brother Fu in my room, in fact, Brother Fu came over after I called you, it was about Sister Shan who told her that I was sick, and he came to see me." ”
Yesterday, Lin Duyan said that he was sick and about to die, and he couldn't find anyone.
Su Xiaoman went over but saw Fu Jingchun accompanying her bedside.
Lin Duyan obviously wanted her to see this scene.
Su Xiaoman still can't forget Lin Duyan's show-off smile.
At that time, she was obviously demonstrating, but why, now she is deliberately showing weakness in front of her.
No matter how she thinks about it, she has no reason to explain this to her.
Su Xiaoman said: "None of this has anything to do with me, I am not interested in knowing about the affairs between you and the president." ”
Lin Duyan stepped forward and grabbed Su Xiaoman's arm: "Xiaoman, I know that Brother Fu likes you, and I don't want to get involved between you, but last night's incident, you really don't misunderstand, I don't want to ruin the relationship between you and Brother Fu because of my relationship, I am just a brother-like dependence on Brother Fu now, nothing else, Brother Fu came to see me, also because something happened in my family recently, he was afraid that I wouldn't be able to think ......about it."
I don't know why, Su Xiaoman became inexplicably irritable.
Why did Lin Duyan say this?
Why do you say that the person Fu Jingchun likes is himself?
This is not Lin Duyan's character at all.
She seemed to be trying to explain something, but Su Xiaoman felt as if she was acting.
Su Xiaoman couldn't tell the difference.
In particular, Lin Duyan grabbed Su Xiaoman's hand tightly.
It made her feel very uncomfortable.
Su Xiaoman pulled his hand out hard, and he didn't have time to say anything.
Lin Duyan had already taken a step back and fell to the ground.
But Su Xiaoman didn't push her at all,
Su Xiaoman seemed to understand something in his heart.
When I looked up, I saw a black figure not far away.
It's Fu Jingchun.
Su Xiaoman didn't even notice it just now, it turned out that Fu Jingchun had been not far away.
Su Xiaoman finally understood.
Why did Lin Duyan say this?
Lin Duyan fell to the ground, a little choked, and his voice was full of grievances: "Xiaoman, why do you treat me like this, I have always regarded you as a friend, because of yesterday's incident, I am afraid that you will misunderstand, and I have always wanted to explain to you, even if you don't believe me, don't you believe Brother Fu?"