It was a half-hour drive to the hospital, which specializes in the treatment of cancer.

After the long corridors of the hospital, it is much quieter than our hospitals in the country. Under his leadership, finally standing

At the door of the ward, I took a deep breath and gently pushed it in, and the scene in my eyes was exactly what I imagined

It's not the same.

My mom was lying quietly in bed when she heard the door open... She opened her eyes. The body is already full of tubes,

My tears came out of my eyes, but I couldn't hold back and didn't want the tears to fall, and my hair fell out quite badly, which means that at the same time

I'm also doing chemotherapy.

The moment my mom saw me, I could clearly see her eyes light up, because it was full of tubes, so

It's hard to speak. I sat down on the chair next to the bed, picked up her hand and gently pressed it against my face.

A good person in a short period of time, no longer looks like it, my throat was suddenly choked,

I was speechless at this moment.

took a deep breath before asking her, "Mom... How do you feel? Are you okay?"

I looked at her with a smile on her face, and only responded softly, and I observed the environment in the ward.

It's very clean, and it looks like someone is really looking after it.

Suddenly, my mother asked me in a small voice, "Why are you here?

I hurriedly reassured her: "Mom... Don't worry about it first, the child will be brought by her grandmother, and you can recuperate with peace of mind now. ”

I reached out and stroked the few remaining hairs, when the doctor came in with the instrument and spoke

It's English. Don't talk about my mom, even I was hard to understand, and I stood up and stepped aside.

After a series of tests, the doctor began to talk to him, as if to explain something, and he listened carefully

Echoing, watching his face grow heavier and heavier, my heart tugged at me until the doctor gently closed the door

Leave.

I turned to him and asked, "What did the doctor say?"

He looked at me and didn't say anything directly, just told me, "Your mom needs to be quiet, we can't stay here for long." ”

"What about the people who take care of it?"

"There are doctors and nurses who don't need to be accompanied during the day, and people who take care of them at night will come. ”

He looked at my mom and said, "Can I stay and take care of my mom at night?"

He replied in a firm tone: "No... You don't have to worry about taking care of those who need professional knowledge. ”

I went back to my mom and I wanted to ask her what she liked to eat, but I didn't have to ask anything.

My mom looked at me as if she wanted to say something, so I put my ear next to her, and she made a faint voice: "Qiao Yu,

Mom doesn't have to take care of me here, you go back to stay with the children, they need you to take care of them. ”

When I heard this, I felt like I had knocked over a cruet.

So I had to promise her: "Don't worry... I've arranged everything at home, you don't have to worry. ”

An hour later, he began to urge me: "Qiao Yu, we have to go... Wait a minute, the doctor will come again,

Now your mother's resistance is still very weak, and she can't contact outsiders casually, so you can take care of it after this time. ”

I took my mother's hand a little distressed, and whispered, "Mom, then let's go back first... You take good care of your body,

When you're well, I'll take you home. ”

When my mom heard that she was coming home, her eyes suddenly widened, and I knew that she was homesick, thinking about the home we used to share.

Afraid that my tears would fall, I quickly stood up and did not dare to look at her again.

He walked up to my mom and said gently, "Joman, then let's go back... I'll go back to Shanghai tomorrow,

I'll come back and see you. ”

My mom nodded slightly, and I hurried out of the room, which was too hurtful for me to face.

Walking out of the ward, he began to instruct me: "I will go back to Shanghai tomorrow, you can come and visit at this time every day.

But you can't stay too long, if there's anything you don't understand, you call me. ”

I remember him saying that the surgery was successful, but my mom doesn't look like a successful patient now.

So I asked him, "Why are you hiding it from me?"

He asked me a little puzzled, "What is it hiding from you?"

"Didn't you say the operation was successful? Why is my mom still like that... The body is full of tubes?"

"I've had surgery on my brain... First, the location of the tumor is not growing well, and second, it has spread, so

Now I am also doing chemotherapy, and I am using the best medicines. ”

"Can my mom be cured?"

"Don't think about this yet, the doctor will do his best, and there is a little hope that we will not give up. ”

At this moment, I suddenly wanted to pick up Becky and Bear and let my mother see them, since birth to now how many times my mother has seen them

It won't be more than five times, and it's a little heart-wrenching to think about it.

So I said to him, "I want to pick up the child and let my mother see it..."

"We'll talk about it in a few days... Can't let her get too emotional right now!"

SITTING IN THE CAR, JUST AS WE FELL SILENT, JOAN CALLED.

When he opened his mouth, he said in an accusatory tone: "You don't make a phone call when you arrive in the United States?"

I couldn't answer the question, and although we had a good relationship, it wasn't that close.

I started to hurt her: "What time are you over there? Go clubbing again? Or do you work until dawn... But it's not like that

Your work ethic!"

She was furious by what I said, and she said it in a mixture of Chinese and English.

I immediately retorted, "Don't talk to me in English... If I can understand it, I don't have to run around to learn. ”

"It's your own stupidity... How can Bai Annan speak English so well!"

"Because she's Bai Annan, not me... Then your Chinese is not very good!"

I can think of her angry look at the moment...

Seeing that she couldn't answer, I said again, "You're Dad next to you... Would you like to talk to him?"

As soon as I mentioned Dad, she hung up the phone, listening to the beep in her ear... I put my phone in my pocket.

Looking up, I saw him look at me with a look of disbelief, maybe he didn't expect me to follow

JOAN'S RELATIONSHIP WILL BE SO CLOSE.

Not only was he surprised, but I also thought it strange when I thought about it, maybe it was JOAN's character

I can talk to each other, I can always find the similarities between her and Liu Sha from her, and I don't have to worry too much...

can release her nature casually, like Han Yixuan's personality, she won't joke with her casually, because she always has it on her body

A steady temperament will also make me show a calm side......