Chu Di didn't know how to answer, yes, what was the purpose of such a longing and refusing to let go.

Everyone says that love for one year and hurt for three years, and between him and her, not to mention three or five years, the saddest thing is that the entanglement between him and her may not even be love.

From the initial hatred of each other, to the end of treating each other as an indispensable part of life, all kinds of calculations and entanglements, but life and death are connected, who can tell him what kind of emotion this is.

It was as if a hole had been broken in the sky, and the rain fell between them in bits and pieces, forming an impassable moat.

"Maybe it's nothing to you. You're just trying to get away from me. But for me, I ...... I ...... "There was a mess in his mind, and he was in a state of extreme confusion since he learned of her whereabouts. I couldn't sleep all night long, and I wanted to rely on alcohol to anesthetize myself, but in the end I still kept my eyes open until dawn, knowing that this woman was his calamity, and if he still had a trace of clarity in his mind, he should stay away from her.

But he just couldn't.

She was the only one he was thinking about.

In the past two years, as long as he has time, he will go to the places where she may appear, and he doesn't know how many private detectives he has hired to find out her clues, and even the closest people around him can't agree with his demonic behavior, but he still refuses to let go.

In the end, the hard work paid off, and he finally found her.

When he saw her for the first time, he knew that she was living in this world with dignity, and he actually had a feeling of returning to the world, as if it was not her who came back to life, but himself.

The raindrops hit the umbrella with full strength, Lin Xiangwan felt a little cold, she rubbed her forearm with her hand, "Mr. Chu, obsession is like holding a torch in your hand, going against the wind, and in the end it will only lead to fire." What I have done to you, what you have done to me, can no longer be measured by right or wrong, and if you continue to entangle, there is no other possibility than to make each other unhappy. Except for Ye Nan, I have nothing, and you are better, you at least have a mother, I don't want to pursue the past anymore, I hope you can let it go, if it is superfluous, I won't say more, you have worked hard in the mall for so many years, and there must be more warmth and coldness than I have seen, I wish you ...... After that, there were no more troubles, and we never saw each other again. ”

She let go? she really let go? the woman who once vowed to repay her eyes can now be more tolerant and let go.

It was her victory, but it was also something he could not tolerate.

How could she let go? She let go, what should he do.

"You can't just say it, I don't agree, I ......" Chu Di wanted to step forward, but stopped abruptly when he saw Lin Xiangwan's gesture to stop.

"Then what do you want to do? force me to death again, or murder me with human hands? I have a few lives that can be consumed with you, and you know that the reason why I was able to avoid this time is because Ah Dao and I have known each other for too long, no matter how frightened he is, he still trembles when he kills his former friend, and it is because of this difference of a few millimeters that I can survive. But what about next time? If the next time it's not Ah Dao, but someone else, then can I still be so lucky? How many times do you want Ye Nan to attend my funeral?"

Lin Xiangwan said, putting the umbrella aside, the pouring rain instantly drenched her, she raised her hand, starting from her neck, and then unbuttoned her shirt one by one, Chu Di's heart tightened with her movements.

She pointed to an ugly, huge scar on her chest and said to him, "Look here, it's not my heart beating here, all my past has disappeared with that dead heart." Whether it is at the legal level or the social level, Lin Xiangwan is dead. I'm a brand new person, if you don't talk about it, then from now on, I will live a good life, live the things I want, and have new things that I feel cherished, I rarely begged you before, even if I asked, it was because I had to do it. But this time...... Mr. Chu, I beg you, let me go, don't come to me again, don't disturb my life again, just treat it as the last time I ask you in my life, okay? I died once, I really don't want to do it again, it hurts too much, please. ”

As she spoke, she buttoned up the button again and picked up the umbrella again.

Because of the rain, there are very few cars entering the mountain, but this does not mean that there are no cars passing here, the rain is too heavy, and the view from the outside of the car is very bad. And Chu Di was standing in the middle of the road, and the car sped past him, speeding away with the driver's angry scolding, but he didn't feel anything, motionless. It was like being driven by a huge nail in the middle of the road, he couldn't move, he couldn't speak, he couldn't think, and all he could do was one sentence.

"Mr. Chu, I beg you, let me go. ”

Leave me alone.

He didn't speak, Lin Xiangwan didn't say more, turned around and walked towards the tea house, there was no trace of turmoil in her heart, just a little regret, regretting that she couldn't make it to the bus stop to find a plan.

In fact, she wanted to say these words to him a long time ago, but she never had a chance, and now when she finally said them, it was like a stone falling to the ground.

She had her new life, a pure white and flawless life, and she didn't want anything else to pollute her.

Between him and her, it should have been clear a long time ago.

Those things in the past are like a cancer growing in your body, and the longer you let it exist, the more it will hurt you. The only solution is to dig out the tumor with your own hands and dig it up clean, so that you can survive.

It may hurt, it may bleed, but after the pain, the person is healthy.

Sometimes to be a human being is to be cruel to yourself.

Just like now, she knew that Chu Di was dangerous, and the behavior of standing in the middle of the road on a rainy day like him was no different from looking for death, but she still turned around and left without hesitation.

What does his life and death have to do with her? Do you bother with the life and death of a stranger? Do you feel sad or worried about a stranger's joy or anger? You won't, because that person is not the person in your heart, so all his actions and circumstances have nothing to do with you.

Lin Xiangwan walked very firmly, and from the moment she turned around, she didn't look back anymore, until there was a sharp and piercing brake sound behind her, and her body only trembled slightly, and she didn't stop her pace and continued to walk forward.

By noon, the rain had stopped, and when Long Jiwei came out to bask in the sun with Bai Jing in his arms, he saw Lin Xiangwan sitting on the steps in a daze.

He kicked Lin Xiangwan with his toes, Lin Xiangwan looked up at him in confusion, and then moved his body to the side.

"Are you evil, what are you doing sitting here, aren't you going to find Ye Nan?" After placing Bai Jing, Long Jiwei took rare care of Lin Xiangwan. Lin Xiangwan was too lazy to pay attention to him, walked to Bai Jing and sat down, looking like he hadn't woken up.

"Why do you want to ask me, you know that. ”

Long Jiwei raised his eyebrows, that's right, Chu Di came to find her, he knew about it early in the morning, and specially instructed someone to guard the door, in case there was something to do, he could get the news as soon as possible.

Long Jiwei has actually always looked down on Lin Xiangwan in his heart, but not because of anything else, but because her self-determined behavior really touched his bottom line, because even if Bai Jing became like this, she never gave up her life, Lin Xiangwan compared to her, I don't know if it is thousands of times better, but because of such a little love and hatred, he can't live, which is really too contemptuous for him.

But Lin Xiangwan's performance today was very good, so good that he didn't expect.

When she saw Chu Di, she didn't roar, didn't roar, didn't cry, didn't be fragile like many women, she just made a calm statement, her voice and gaze, there was not the slightest flaw, just like telling about strangers, such a woman was the one who made Long Jiwei feel qualified and able to bear the fate of others, so he took care of her for the first time.

"You're doing well today, so I'll send you back to H City in the afternoon, by the way, what do you think about work?"

"Shen Shijun told me that Su Cen has someone to ask for, right, when will the interview? I hope I can get into the work state as soon as possible. "The sooner you get a job, the sooner you get paid, it's too hard to be penniless.

"Oh, tired of living here?"

"It's not always a long-term thing to send people under the fence, and I can't always be a light bulb. Ye Nan is also about to spend the summer vacation, and his son is always bothering others, so he is really embarrassed. Lin Xiangwan said lightly, "If it's convenient for you, can you borrow my car first? and then lend me some money?" I want to rent a house and move out, and it will be convenient for me to go to work in the future." ”

"Do you have a driver's license?" Long Jiwei said with a smile, "It's good to want to be self-reliant, but you can't be fat." I can lend you money, but you have to charge interest on the bank mortgage, are you sure you can afford it?"

This profiteer!!He just doesn't have any hair on his body, and when he grows hair, he's better than a monkey!!Collect interest on the bank mortgage! Why doesn't he go out and grab money!!

Lin Xiangwan gritted her teeth with hatred in her heart, but when she thought that it was really inconvenient for her to borrow money from others except for Long Jiwei now, she had to endure it, and she had to make a grateful look on her face, but where Long Jiwei couldn't see it, she raised her fist the size of a sandbag and repeatedly beat it.

Just when Lin Xiangwan was bargaining with Long Jiwei, Chu Di also returned to H City.

He actually couldn't figure out how he came back, the sound of the big truck braking, the angry scolding of the driver jumping out of the car, and the pain of his fist falling on his body, seemed to be a distant memory.

All he remembered was that he followed the guidance of the mechanical female voice in the navigator and drove the car back to H City, and then he sat in the car until someone dragged him out of the car.