Nothing is immortal, and that includes life.

The day before the monthly exam, it was another uneventful morning.

"Did you hear that? A student from No. 3 Middle School committed suicide by jumping off a building......

"Really? It's really scary......

"It should be true, yes, everyone is spreading this story. ”

At this time, all kinds of gossip were flying all over the sky, which also reached the ears of Jian Zhen, who was studying seriously, and when he heard the news for the first time, Jian Zhen subconsciously felt that the student couldn't stand the pressure of studying and finally jumped off the building. No. 3 Middle School is an ordinary high school in the city, but the competitive pressure in it is not something that Jian Zhen can imagine in the rural high school where Jian Zhen is located, otherwise why would so many teachers want to transfer to the city in every possible way?

This news spread more and more in the first year of high school, and there was a posture of three people becoming tigers, and the stories contained were even more varied, and soon a teacher came out to confirm this matter.

"As soon as I walked into the classroom, I heard you buzzing about it. With the bell of class, the soft voice and the aftermath of the bell rang again.

Pan Pan is the Chinese teacher in Jian Zhen's class. At this time, she put one hand on the textbook and mentioned this matter with an unusually solemn expression. And Jian Zhen, who happened to be sitting in front of him, was also engrossed in listening to Pan Shu about the ins and outs of this matter.

Pan is the kind of woman who has full intellectual beauty and classical beauty, aged twenty-seven or eighteen, in her prime, with slightly wavy bangs on her forehead, and her black hair is simply tied into a ponytail. Just looking at the appearance with the first sense of intuition is not difficult to find the kind of poetry and calligraphy, is a well-known talented woman, if it were not for Teacher Yuan to admit it personally, Jian Zhen would not believe that the person in front of him used to be a college entrance examination Tanhua, but such a low-key teaching in a country high school silently, which is admirable.

At this time, "Everyone must have heard of the affairs of the third middle school!" Pan was unhappy in tone, his words were clear, sonorous and powerful, and his expression was solemn.

"It may be like some people say, but it's actually a very simple thing, but—who knows? Who wants to talk about it?" After saying word for word, Pan looked around the quiet classroom.

There are whispers below, but no one wants to be a bird.

Pan was not surprised, but he didn't plan to leave this topic behind and start teaching knowledge points, after all, tomorrow is the monthly exam, but continued: "Since everyone wants the truth, I might as well talk to you about this matter, listen to it, whether you go to work or study in the future, it will be beneficial." ”

"The student in the third middle school stole his classmates' money, and was found out, and when he was educated by the teacher, he suddenly felt a loss of face, and it was unbearable for others to poke his back, so he ran out of the classroom and jumped down from the fourth floor......"

The classroom was silent.

Jian Zhen gasped, although he had heard about it, he was inexplicably a little sad when he said it from Pan Yan's concise mouth. But there is an illusion of empathy, as if it is himself who steals other people's money. What Jian Zhen never imagined was that a few months later, in the second semester of the general examination, he would stand at the place where the student jumped off the building and look into the distance, to taste the pain and helplessness in the student's heart at that time.......

"Looking at the expressions on everyone's faces, they should have their own plans in their hearts, which are simple but not simple, what does it reflect........ A person even has the courage to die, so why doesn't he have the courage to live?" Pan threw out a question.

Most of the people in the class agreed with Pan's point of view that it is easier to live than to die, and to use the courage of death to live, nothing can be done.

And Jian Zhen is one of the most of them, staggered nodes, in that distant parallel time and space, the other beyond Jian Zhen's time and space at this time, the two nodes clicked apart, one node crossed the other node, the node that has experienced a lot of things, the node whose mind is more mature, returning, searching, and returning to the broken node, Jian Zhen said: " That's because dying is an easy thing to do, it only takes a moment of muscle movement, a small amount of calories burned, and a brain that can't control the body's excitement, and you can't expect the air to have the buoyancy to carry your weight in the air...... And living seems redundant, but it is a thing that requires more courage, which also requires you to bear all kinds of setbacks with your own thoughts, and suffer one after another with your flesh and blood, every inch of muscle and every inch of skin will be tortured like purgatory, if you want to live a wonderful life, live like a human, live a respectable life, you have to bear all this, a thousand knives cut out the Buddha statue, otherwise it is a stone. And death is only painful for a while, and soon the feeling of pain will be lost, warm blood slowly flows out of the body, pupils begin to dilate, Venus flashes in front of me, and the body is warm as if returning to the mother's arms........"

The next day ushered in the long-awaited monthly exam, everyone seemed to have come out of the matter of the student in the third middle school, leaving everyone just leisure, a little talk after tea, will soon be forgotten in people's memory, occasionally remembered, will laugh and laugh with others, laugh at the stupidity of the high school student, and it's not a big deal, how good it is to live. Then it is filled with all kinds of troubles in life, like a doll stuffed with cotton.

Jian Zhen was still sitting at the first table, and the position of the monthly exam was the ranking of the grade, and so on from the beginning, and Jian Zhen happened to sit back in his classroom, the most left-side position near the window. The invigilator is the Chinese teacher, that is, Pan, which is very coincidental. Today, Pan is wearing a slightly low-cut loose dress with a round neckline, and he is holding the test paper for the monthly exam in both hands.

The process is arranged with a program code, and the first row of exam papers and answer sheets are issued, and then the students in the first row are asked to pass the exam papers back, but .....

When Pan stepped off the podium and handed the test paper to Jian Zhen, he accidentally fell to the ground. Pan had to bend down to pick up the test papers, and at this time, Jian Zhen also inadvertently caught a glimpse of the spring light on Pan's chest when he bent over. Jian Zhen immediately lowered his head, flustered in his heart, but when he raised it again, his gaze and Pan's black and white eyes were about to match. Jian Zhen pretended to be calm and seemed to ....... It seemed that Pan didn't notice that he was gone, and returned to the podium after handing the test paper to Jian Zhen with a normal expression.

The whole exam was completed in the heart of the ape, and the scene of Pan's chest when he bent over kept coming to mind..... Compared with the beautiful and moving teacher Xian, who teaches mathematics in front of the blackboard, and lectures seriously, because he is too involved in the fullness and shaking of his chest, Jian Zhen instead looks at it twice, I believe that as long as the boys in the class will do this, but it is only a double glance, purely with a sense of appreciation, and will not produce the instinctive sexual impulse of men.

After the exam, Jian Zhen walked out of the classroom with his forehead covered, and there were only two words in his heart - it's over.