BMW 525 parked in the cemetery on the outskirts of Xicheng District, because it was not Qingming, this was already a little remote cemetery was particularly deserted, there were only a few cars in the parking lot, Li Banruo just stopped the car, and was surrounded by people who sold all kinds of foundation products, but Li Banruo obviously did not believe in such a set, and directly scared these over-promoted people with a cold face and did not dare to approach.

Zhou Xiaohu didn't buy anything, not because he was reluctant to spend this money, but because he didn't like these forms like Li Panruo, because no matter what he burned, what he put on something, no matter how precious it was, it couldn't alleviate the things in his heart, and those things were just simple in his heart, and he didn't want to use these things to wash away his guilt, let alone think that he would get any forgiveness with these things.

This layer after layer of cemetery, pine trees one after another, verdant, here is the end of life, but also the end of the story, although most of the stories have not yet ended, because of the former, so there will be so much sadness, so many tears.

From the first moment Abin stepped into this place, he felt a little chill behind him, perhaps because he had too much deep understanding of life and death, and he always felt that these tombstones were so dazzling.

Li Banruo also showed an extraordinary solemnity, and under the leadership of Zhou Xiaohu, they finally came to the place in the corner, and the small pine tree planted next to it looked good to grow.

Zhou Yier's three words appeared in front of Abin and Li Banruo in a particularly eye-catching way, this should have appeared in the exercise book, the name on the award certificate, but it appeared here, maybe even a child who doesn't know the height of the sky at all, when he sees this, he will suddenly find the cruelty and hideousness of this world.

Zhou Xiaohu slowly squatted down, stretched out his rough hand, wiped the dust off it, and muttered, "Yi'er, are you lonely?"

There is no answer, and there is no doom to answer.

However, Zhou Xiaohu smiled as if he had heard a very good answer, as if he knew that the child would definitely smile at him, and would not resent him as an incompetent father, or even resent this world that only tortured her, she had always been so optimistic and sensible.

Li Banruo and Abin stood behind Zhou Xiaohu together, Li Banruo turned his head, lit a cigarette, and exhaled deeply, as if he wanted to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, maybe it was the reason why he was powerless no matter what he said, he just patted Zhou Xiaohu's shoulder gently.

Ah Bin looked deeply at the photo embedded in the stone tablet, the only photo left about the child, a smiling face that seemed to be able to heal everything instantly, but that smiling face became black and white, making it difficult to let go for a while.

Once upon a time, he had seen such a smiling face, but he couldn't cherish it, and now, he encountered such a smiling face again, but the world finally took her away in this way.

He couldn't understand, he couldn't figure out why what he encountered was just sadness, whether it was a mistake for him to be abandoned to this world, or because he was born with sadness.

Zhou Xiaohu's tears fell from his cheeks, but he was deeply sad, and he didn't seem to notice that he had cried, and when he came back to his senses, he found that his face was already full of tears, and he wiped his face a little overwhelmed, he knew that the stupid child would definitely feel distressed again when he saw his tears.

After a long time, Zhou Xiaohu finally got up, and he said to Abin and Li Panruo behind him: "I'll go to the other side, you wait for me here for a while." ”

The two nodded at the same time, and Zhou Xiaohu left with his back to the two of them, perhaps because he didn't want Li Banruo and Abin to see his tears.

waited until Zhou Xiaohu left, Li Panruo squatted down, smoked a cigarette and looked at the smiling face and said: "Child, leaving this world early may also be a good thing for you, born in such a world, how many people can sleep with peace of mind." ”

Listening to Li Banruo's very extreme words, Abin didn't refute anything, maybe he deeply understood that kind of life is more torturous than death, it seems that because of such a story, he suddenly found that the life of a normal person is getting farther and farther away from him and Li Banruo.

On the other side of this cemetery, Zhou Xiaohu faced another stone tablet, with another name on it, which was the love of his life, maybe without the appearance of that woman, he might not have suffered so much, but every time he thought of the time he spent with her, even if he was in what kind of sadness he was in now, he couldn't feel remorse.

If there was another choice, he would definitely choose to meet her, there was no reason, if he really needed a reason, maybe it was just the so-called love, although this reason was really blunt.

"Yingzi, in the end, I still didn't leave her, it seems that God also wants her to accompany you. Zhou Xiaohu muttered to himself, although his figure was extraordinarily burly, but in this situation it was extraordinarily desolate.

The breeze is blowing, and it is already autumn The wind on the mountains and fields is inevitably a little cold, especially in this cemetery, which is particularly cold.

Zhou Xiaohu's shoulders were trembling in the wind, as if he could no longer control his emotions.

"Is it her?" asked Li Banruo at this time, he and Abin didn't know when they appeared behind Zhou Xiaohu.

Li Panruo's voice seemed to pull Zhou Xiaohu out of this thick sadness, of course he knew who the "she" Li Banruo was talking about, he just nodded slightly.

Behind him, there was a sigh from Li Banruo, and then the sound of a lighter, but the wind was too strong, so that Li Banruo, who was holding a cheap lighter with five cents, couldn't light this cigarette, and finally Li Banruo had to give up, because he had a sense that God didn't let him smoke this cigarette.

"Zhou Xiaohu, live well, because you have experienced the pain that ordinary people may not be able to bear, so you will have to work harder than anyone else in the future, you know better than anyone else that life is rare and precious, even if you have lost the belief in living, but those two people who are watching underground will definitely not think of you to reunite with them, they will see that you can live well, and they will close their eyes with peace of mind. Li Banruo said with an unlit cigarette in his mouth.

Zhou Xiaohu nodded slightly, wiped his face and said: "Lord, Abin, thank you for being able to accompany me, in fact, I have never had the courage to come alone, I am afraid that looking at their names and looking at this desolate place, I don't know how I should live for a while." ”

"We'll be with you later. Li Banruo said without thinking, the world did not give this pathetic person any beauty, what thoughts, if he was not even willing to give this thing, he felt sorry for his conscience in his heart.

Zhou Xiaohu nodded vigorously this time, and the three people who came out of the air left empty, if they had to say that they had left anything, then only Zhou Xiaohu's few tears blown by the wind, and Li Banruo's words full of resentment towards the world.

However, he said this, but most people have to work harder to live, this is the consciousness of an outlaw, the consciousness of a ruffian, and it will definitely not be the consciousness that a hero should have.

Sitting in the car, Zhou Xiaohu took out the bank card again and handed it to Li Banruo with his own hands.

Li Panruo glanced at Zhou Xiaohu, who was in the passenger seat with a sincere face, looked at the bank card in his trembling hand, frowned slightly, he glanced at the expression of Abin in the back seat through the rearview mirror, but from that face that was as calm as ever, he couldn't find anything to use.

Eventually, he took the card and started the car.

Zhou Xiaohu saw that Li Banruo had accepted this bank card, and his heart finally breathed a sigh of relief, and his expression eased slightly, but he didn't feel that returning the money to Li Banruo would be cleared, and now even if Li Banruo wants him to go up the knife mountain and go down to the sea of fire, he will not say a word, just ask him who had nothing and was full of debts at that time, Li Banruo was able to take out such a sum of money in an instant, just a relationship between Pingshui and Pingshui, which is equivalent to giving Zhou Xiaohu a second life in a sense.

Although this life did not continue, but that person still gave it as it was, if he forgot this love story because of this, Zhou Xiaohu couldn't do it, and he couldn't do it in his heart.

Li Banruo took this bank card back into his pocket, he knew how difficult it was for Zhou Xiaohu to earn such a sum of money, although this sum of money originally belonged to him, but I don't know why, put away this money, Li Banruo always felt very uncomfortable in his heart, maybe it was because Zhou Xiaohu gave him this money, maybe he really had nothing.

Abin looked at Li Banruo who was driving absentmindedly, he could feel the inexplicable stiff atmosphere, he knew that Li Banruo must not feel good in his heart, but if he didn't accept this money, what could it be for Zhou Xiaohu, for Li Banruo, and for this Jianghu?

Until the car stopped in front of the homeless, the three of them did not speak again, Zhou Xiaohu was about to get out of the car and leave, Li Banruo suddenly stopped Zhou Xiaohu, and then took out the card and said: "You take this money." ”

Zhou Xiaohu was stunned, but after a while, he immediately shook his head and said, "Master Pan, this money is originally yours." ”

Li Panruo said with a cold face: "I haven't finished talking yet, this is just what I lent you, you can use this money to do some small business, don't do those improper things, and when you earn money, return it to me a lot, this is the rule." ”

Ah Bin felt for a while, it had been a long, long time since he had heard such a word as rules in Li Banruo's mouth.