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He made a brief diagnosis for Lan Li, and learned more about the past period of time, and asked Nathan some detailed questions, but he was also helpless. Judging from the diagnosis alone, Lan Li's body has no major problems, at most it is just a slight wind chill, but Lan Li's reaction is so intense that it is really incomprehensible.

In the end, the doctor advised Andy to take Lan Li to the hospital for a comprehensive examination and then make a judgment.

Sending off the personal doctor, Andy was thoughtful, a bold idea flashed through his mind, but then he denied it, thinking it was really too incredible, shook his head, and then walked back to the bedroom.

The doctor said that it was best for Lan Li to eat some liquid food to replenish energy, but not to give too much stimulation to the stomach to avoid causing violent vomiting again. So, Nathan went to the kitchen to prepare the food, and Lan Li was the only one left in the room.

Andy walked to the door of the room, and saw Lan Li sitting on the bed at a glance, he looked out the window attentively, his eyes fell on the sparse light without focus, the lonely figure had an indescribable loneliness, and the exhaustion and fragility between the eyebrows were like a misty drizzle in March, sparsely fainted, making people can't help but have a sour nose.

Andy's movements involuntarily slowed down, and the thoughts just now popped into his mind again, and he tentatively shouted, "Adam?"

Then, Lan Li reflexively turned his head, his eyes showed an inquiring look, and the flash of sadness seemed to seep out from the depths of his soul, which made Andy's heart soar and slowly slide down.

His guess was true.

When Lan Li filmed "Buried Alive" before, Andy had not signed a contract with Lan Li and did not know much about the filming process of the movie. Later, Andy heard about Lan Li lying in a coffin to experience the story of the character almost going crazy, and he just listened to it, and didn't really feel the impact of that incident, he even used this detail as a bargaining chip for publicity.

After all, what you hear is just what you hear, and it's not real enough after all.

Just now, Andy was speculating whether these sudden changes could be due to too deep into the play, for example, a sudden change in personality, for example, health problems for no reason, or uncontrollable anger? If so, then it makes sense.

But then, Andy denied his idea. He's an agent, not an actor. The so-called too deep into the play, the so-called madness, that is just a noun seen in textbooks, there is no sense of reality at all, he believes in talent, dedication, and concentration, but he can't understand the feeling of being stuck in the mud and unable to extricate himself.

Now, Andy is convinced.

Looking at Lan Li in front of him, Andy opened his mouth, but for the first time, he found that his mind was blank, he didn't know how to react, he didn't know how to speak, and the countless words in his mind finally just said weakly, "Are you okay?"

The corners of Lan Li's mouth twitched, and a smile was outlined, "I'm sorry, I was acting like a bastard just now. You're all scared of me, aren't you?"

This is a blue gift, but it is not a blue gift.

Andy knows it's ridiculous, and if someone says this to him, he doesn't even bother to respond, he just treats the other person as an idiot. But at this moment, Andy is thinking like this. The person in front of him looks like a Lan Li, but he is not a Lan Li. Andy knew that he was supposed to be Adam.

"There's no need for me to talk like that, you're just trying to show that you care. Lan Li closed his eyes lightly and exhaled slowly, his words becoming gentle again.

Although his spine, palms, and soles of his feet were cold and piercing, and his whole body was still sinking, the chaotic brain finally calmed down, and it seemed that with the earth-shattering vomiting just now, all the irritability disappeared. Of course, it may also be because he vented all his anger heartily just now, and everything calmed down.

The following explanation should be more reliable.

"You don't have to worry about me. Andy smiled, "Trust me, I've been in even crazier situations, at least you're not Dwayne Johnson, otherwise, one fist would be enough for me to lie down for a week." ”

Lan Li chuckled, although the whole person was still very tired, the corners of his mouth still rose slightly.

Andy hesitated for a moment, walked into the room, then stood at the end of the bed, and said seriously, "Lan Li, I am your agent, and in the absence of a manager, I am your most trustworthy person." So, you don't need to worry about me going wrong with that, because I'm the one who doesn't want anything to happen, and for my sake, I don't want my previous investment to go down the drain. ”

A faint mockery was conveyed in Andy's style, and Lan Li gently retracted his chin and smiled lightly, without rebuttal.

"So, do you need help?" Andy wasn't very good at dealing with situations like this, but he was doing his best.

Usually, this is handled by a manager or psychotherapist. In Hollywood, nine out of ten actors have their own psychotherapists, and the rest of them don't, and that's a madman.

The pressure of living under the spotlight is unimaginable, as if everyone in every corner of the world has the right and right to judge the life of actors, even condescending criticism. This ubiquitous pressure, a bundle of Vanity Fair, cannot be shaken off, but not everyone can handle it.

But Lan Li's career has just started, and she can't afford the expensive psychological counseling fees. What's more, this is the first time that Lan Li has a problem, and Andy can only go into battle.

Lan Li laughed twice, and the dull smile rolled in his chest, making the whole person relax a little. Looking at Andy in front of him, jerky and embarrassed, it can almost be said that he is at a loss, as if he is a novice rookie who is helpless in the face of a crying baby, which is really unbearable.

"You can't help. Lan Li's answer was simple but accurate, which made Andy helpless for a while, and then seeing the smile on Lan Li's face, Andy couldn't help but shake his head and smiled dumbly, "Don't worry, I'll be fine." ”

Lan Li knew her condition. This is what he expected before he took over the filming of "Me Against Cancer" - although the out-of-control situation is a bit beyond the bottom line, it is also the goal he pursues.

Through Chu Jiashu's experience, through Will's conversation, he truly felt Adam's pain. It's not just about empathy, it's about experiencing it yourself, being in it, and everything feels like it's coming to life. When the boundary between reality and fantasy disappears completely, the character and himself become completely one.

He is a blue gift, but he is also Adam.

It's a really special state of mind, he knows he's making a movie, he's having to memorize lines, he's going to have to play with his opponents, he's going to have to shoot from different angles, and he's even going to make a mistake and start over, but at the same time, it's not just acting, it's all coming naturally, as if everything was his real experience.

This is something that has not been felt before when "buried alive".

Driven by the method of performance, but maintain enough control, the whole person is in the chaotic zone between reality and illusion, the loss of control of reality is exchanged for illusory control, in the process of performance, hearty, truly make the performance a kind of enjoyment; in real life, suffering, the body is out of the performance space, but the spirit and soul are still wearing shackles.

In fact, Lan Li is enjoying this process, and hopes that this state of performance can last for a while longer, so that he can slowly explore and experience it. Gather more information for the next methodological performance.

Sure enough, there is no shortcut to performance, only through actual combat again and again, groping again and again, and challenging again and again, can we accumulate enough experience, and then wait for the day when quantitative change leads to qualitative change. Lan Li was very glad that Andy took over the work "I Fight Cancer" at the beginning.

It's a show thing, and even if Andy wants to help, there's nothing he can do. What's more, Lan Li really doesn't need Andy's help.

"Are you sure? Your situation now looks really bad. Andy could feel that Lan Li was a little more relaxed, and his words were more direct.

Lan Li shrugged his shoulders, but smiled silently.

"Were you serious about the Oscars?" Andy knew it wasn't the best time, but he missed today, and he didn't know when it would be more appropriate, not to mention that there were no days left before the awards ceremony. So, he simply pushed the boat down the river and lifted it up again.

Lan Li shrugged his shoulders once more and smiled, "If you ask me to attend, then I can try to take a look." ”

Lan Li is telling the truth, he is now completely immersed in the groping of acting skills, and he does not have too many expectations for the Oscar ceremony. I missed this year's awards ceremony, as well as next year, the year after tomorrow, and the year after tomorrow, but I missed the opportunity to perform in "Fighting Cancer", and I don't know when the next time will be.

Andy took a serious look at Lan Li's expression, and had already made a decision in his heart. But when I think about it, I still think it's unbelievable that he actually made such a decision, but reason tells Andy that it was the right choice. Even if it is unbelievable, even if it is difficult, even if it is sudden, it still does not affect the correctness of this decision.

Taking a deep breath, Andy calmed himself down, then re-sorted his thoughts, considered all aspects, and made sure that he did not make a decision on impulse, his eyes fell on Lan Li again, and he let out a long breath, as if he had mustered up enough courage, before he nodded and said, "Then so be it." This year, we won't be attending the Oscars. ”

Even if he thought about it again, he still felt ridiculous, Andy couldn't help but laugh himself, the smile on the corner of his mouth rose, and he nodded again, expressing his affirmation, "Yes, not attending." ”

With a week left before the Oscars, Lan Li made a temporary decision to be absent.