"The rule of the orphanage is that once you are 16 years old, you must leave the hospital. So I left there when I was 16 years old, and at first I didn't know where to go, because I didn't like to read, and my brain was not very good, so I didn't have much ability, so I could only make money by washing dishes and delivering newspapers to other people's houses. I saved some money and wanted to go somewhere else. At that time, I was young, and my mind was direct, I thought that if I could find the person who donated money to the orphanage, maybe he would keep me, I would work hard, I was not afraid of hardship, I just didn't like to wander around. ”

The life of odd jobs is not easy, because I am young, so I am often bullied. He is not afraid of hardship, but because he is poor, he will be suspected? When something is lost in the store, the proprietress is the first to cast a suspicious eye on him, even if he is the hardest working in the store, the one who comes the earliest and leaves the latest every day.

"Later, I went back to the orphanage and asked the director, who told me that the donation was anonymous, so no one knew who the money was, so I could only check the place where the money was sent through the remittance slip of that year. It's a very small town near Thailand, you can't find it on the map, so I bought a one-way ticket with all my money and ran over. ”

"You just looked for him, didn't you think you wouldn't find him?" Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but interject, even if she was young, she definitely didn't have the courage to leave her hometown alone, looking for a target who didn't know what it was, and after so many years, even if the donor did live in that small town at the beginning, but after so many years......

"So, I don't have a good brain, a tendon, I didn't even think about this when I got on the plane, and I didn't think about it until I sat in my seat, what if I really couldn't find it. Xu Yunqi smiled and rubbed his forehead, "If you can't find it, you can't find it, it's not a big deal, anyway, you can't live anywhere." ”

The more embarrassed people are, the less afraid they are of wandering, because they have nothing to rely on, so the ends of the earth are the same ending for them.

The mountain road is rugged and difficult, and Xu Yunqi's driving skills are skilled, Lin Xiangwan used to like men who can drive manual cars well, and he thinks that the action between shifting gears and speeding up is very handsome. Xu Yunqi is already in his prime, and unlike Shen Shijun and Chu Di, because his life has never been rich, there is no such domineering feeling between his eyebrows and eyes, and with him, Lin Xiangwan will never feel that there is any sense of distance between the two.

So the words that came out of his mouth inexplicably carried a convincing feeling.

"It turned out that I really thought too little at that time, and when I really got to that place, I knew that I wanted to find that person, the simple value is like looking for a needle in a haystack, it is simply impossible, although it is a small town, but at least there are tens of thousands of people, and it is very old, the staff working in the bank have changed I don't know how many batches, and no one remembers that someone has remitted such a sum of money. I had no choice but to wander around the town, because I couldn't understand the local dialect and couldn't speak, so I never found a suitable odd job, I had no money on me, I couldn't make any money, I wouldn't let even the worst hotels in, and I ended up on the street for a few nights, starving and cold, and dying of illness. ”

"But I'm a big person, and I'm sick like that, and there are people who are willing to pick me up and give me herbal soup to drink every day, and then I was slowly cured. When I recovered, I realized that I had arrived at a small mountain village on the Thai-Burmese border. The person who picked me up was a pharmacist in the village, and when he went to the town to sell herbs, he met me, and thought that I was pitiful and wanted to teach people to make a seventh-level floating slaughter, so he rescued me. ”

Xu Yunqi couldn't help but pause when he said this, Lin Xiangwan looked at him and saw that his expression was calm, but the cigarette in his finger was about to burn to the end, and it was about to burn to his finger, but he still didn't feel it.

"That was the first time I went to such a place, there was no electricity and running water in the village, and the draft had to go to the stream, and at seven o'clock in the evening, the whole village was pitch black, and every household was sleeping, and even the oil lamp was not willing to be ordered, except for being able to pick some herbs from the mountains for some money and buy some necessities for life, the rest of the income could only be asked from the field, and the amount of grain produced in the field could be eaten. Obviously poor and backward, but the people there are the most lively and simple people I have ever seen. They don't look at you differently because you're a stranger, and if you walk around the village at meal time, an old woman will pull you into your house and serve you a bowl of sweet potato porridge. That's the real night never closes, and the road is not left behind. Everyone lives their own life with peace of mind, and if any family in the family hunts prey in the mountains, or digs up good herbs, the people in the village will be happy for him, and they will not blush. ”

"I think I've never met such a good and kind person anywhere in my life except there, they left me behind, taught me to identify herbs, taught me to speak the local dialect, and taught me to practice martial arts, because it is close to the mountains, so the men in the village will occasionally go into the mountains to hunt, their kung fu is not the kind of very serious, very systematic and sectarian kung fu, just for self-defense, but the lethality is very strong, and the kung fu on my body also began to accumulate from there. ”

"After I recovered from my illness, I lived in the village and went into the mountains to dig medicine with the herbalist who rescued me, and lived there for two years, and then the villagers let me enter the family tree, and they built me a house together, and let me marry a wife. ”

"Are you married?" Lin Xiangwan interrupted, because Xu Yunqi had always been an idle person like a wild crane, and he had never heard of him marrying a wife, and he himself had not revealed half of a sentence, so it was really surprising to hear it suddenly now.

"yes. Xu Yunqi smiled and nodded, "I was only eighteen at the time, but she was only sixteen, her name is Lan Duo, she is from the village, her parents passed away at an early age, and she only lives with a stupid younger brother, she also lives by digging medicine, the two of us always go to the mountains together, and we get acquainted with each other, and then the village chief becomes a matchmaker, so I marry her to me." ”

When Xu Yunqi mentioned Lan Duo, there was indescribable tenderness in his eyes, Lin Xiangwan had seen such a gentle expression, when Long Jiwei was holding Bai Jing, when the man handed her the ring like a sugar cube......

"I can't really see it...... Got married at the age of eighteen, Xu Yunqi, you can. Lin Xiangwan said and patted him on the back. After chatting for so long, she had almost forgotten why she had talked to Xu Yunqi about this topic in the first place, and what the dragon brick had told her to stay away from this man. She intuitively felt that Xu Yunqi was not a bad person, at least not the kind of bad guy with a vicious heart and bad intentions. Lin Xiangwan narrowed his eyes and gossiped, "If you get married so early, your children will already run all over the ground, right? What about your wife, why haven't you seen her? I didn't come out with you in the small village? Do you have any photos? Let me see it." ”

Xu Yunqi paused, then hesitated for a moment before putting his hand into the pocket of his chest, taking out his wallet and handing it to Lin Xiangwan, "It's a photo from a long time ago, I may not be able to see it clearly." ”

Lin Xiangwan opened her wallet and found a small group photo in the photo frame of the wallet, the photo was very old, and the edges had become a little scorched for some reason, she put the photo in front of the window, and with the bright sunlight outside, she could see the blurred outline of the three villains on the photo.

A young man with short hair and eyes like a torch is Xu Yunqi when he was young, and another woman with a beautiful face should be Lan Duo. In the middle of these two people, there was also a young man, the young man opened his mouth wide, and smiled so much that he couldn't see his teeth, presumably it was Landuo's stupid brother.

"Xu Yunqi, this is your mistake, how can you leave her alone in that place with your wife, you should take her out with you, you see, you don't even have a decent photo, your husband is too incompetent. Lin Xiangwan complained and returned the wallet to Xu Yunqi, Xu Yunqi took the wallet and said with a wry smile, "You're right, I'm really not a qualified husband." ”

"That's right, but it's a good boy to know that you can change your mistakes, hurry up and bring your wife, I don't speak Mandarin, I'll ask Long Jiwei to see if I can find a suitable job for her......"

Faced with Lin Xiangwan's very enthusiastic recommendation, Xu Yunqi just shook his head and said in a low voice, "No need." ”

Lin Xiangwan thought that he was seeing him, so he continued to take care of himself, "Hey, don't be polite to me, although Long Jiwei's face is a little stinky, but he is still not bad, it's a big deal that I pulled down and begged him to ......"

"I really don't need to...... Randot won't come...... She's been dead for a long time......"

Silence in the car suddenly returned, as if someone had dropped a silencer, so that some sounds were swallowed up. Although Xu Yunqi's tone was calm and unwavering, Lin Xiangwan could hear the bitter sadness from his words.

Part never to meet again.

Two of the most painful things in life. If you are separated or have a chance to meet again, no matter how deep the injury is, as long as you dig up the carrion, you can start over.

And farewell to death is to go thousands of miles, and the poor Yellow Spring will never be seen again.

"How did she die?" Lin Xiangwan asked when he heard himself speak. She knows that she shouldn't ask, how cruel and cruel it is to lift other people's scars, this pain is something she can feel personally, if it is in normal times, she will definitely take care of her mouth and say sorry, or say it's a pity, but now she can't control herself.

Xu Yunqi paused for a long time, and then said calmly, "I killed it." I killed it with my own hands. ”