In the winter of the capital, the snow color is always common, not to mention the day when the New Year is approaching, there are a few days before the New Year's Day, after the New Year's Day is the New Year, and after the New Year, it should be a new year, and what should I pray for this year?

My heart is always unsteady, this uneasy emotion is brought to me by Bo Yin, I always think I like him, and I always think that he also likes me.

But the truth is that after being honest with each other, I don't know this man who is about to become my husband.

Xu Nian, Tan Wen Liang, Xue Qing, and the relationship between me and Wen Liang that he said were all mysterious to me, and even aroused my curiosity in my heart.

I was drunk last night, and I also had a hint of escape.

I find it more and more difficult to get along with Bo Yin now, and I even miss the days when I didn't love him.

If you don't love him, it's more enjoyable to live by his side.

I've always wanted to train Bo Yin, and is that man tamed? He's too mysterious.

He didn't confess, whether it was Xu Nian or his past, he locked me up.

No, it's too high for me to say that, and Bo Yin doesn't even bother to lock it, just doesn't want to open up to me.

It was too bright outside the window, and the person next to the pillow had already left, so I covered my eyes with my hands, and at that moment, I saw the intention flower on my wrist...... It's always on my wrist.

But I always ignore it.

I sat up and reached out to touch my shoulder, and since some things are knots, there is no reason to let them go.

Ten years, I have to give myself an answer.

I sat on the bed and called my dad and asked him about the past and the person who saved me.

Even though I've asked many times.

"After I rescued you at that time, I was worried about you, so I didn't care who the person who saved you was, but according to your grandfather, it should be someone from the army. ”

I know this, my grandfather once said that the man was specially trained and extremely high-quality.

Grandpa once sent someone to check, but there was no news, it was like a stone sinking into the sea, and there was no news.

However, my grandfather also guessed that the man should be on vacation, wearing civilian clothes, and he happened to save me.

But who?

I lowered my head and thought for a while, and begged: "Dad, I have always been grateful to him in my heart, and I am uneasy, can you help me check it? If you follow it carefully, there should be some clues, I feel that this matter is very important." ”

At that time, I had a strong premonition that I had forgotten someone or something important.

Or maybe you missed something.

When I hung up the phone, I suddenly felt depressed in my heart, and I was lying on the bed with some sadness, thinking about it all the time, until when Bo Yin came back in the evening, I still closed my eyes and pondered, and I didn't get up for a day.

When he saw me lying on the bed, there was a look of surprise on his face, and he immediately reached out and tore off the tie around his neck, threw it on the sofa, and went to the bathroom without saying a word.

It was fifteen minutes later when he came out again, and he had a white bath towel around his waist, revealing his sturdy body, and I looked at it with my eyes open, and through him, as if I were looking at him, and as if I were looking at a strange man.

I suddenly smiled, Bo Yin threw away the towel in his hand, came over and hugged me in his arms, took off the nightdress on my body, and lit the fire everywhere in the palm of my hand, pulling out everywhere.

My greatest value to him seems to be sleeping together.

Thinking about it carefully, although he has changed a little in so many days, he always feels that his heart is closed to me.

I reached out and touched his chest, looking carefully into his eyes, calm and clear.

Sure enough, there was no love.

I will always remember Bo Yin's back under the trees, with the snow peak as the background, bringing the coldness of the whole body to the extreme.

I didn't think much about it before that, until I met Xu Nian yesterday, and I saw her love for him.

And yesterday I met Bo Yin's parents, his attitude towards me.

This had nothing to do with me, but Bo Yin was casual to me after all, the third sister-in-law...... Bo Shu once told me, saying: "My brother once brought his girlfriend home, but it was many years ago, when I was still in middle school, and he was still in the army, and he introduced me to me, "Oh, Shu'er, this is my girlfriend, your future sister-in-law." I also said to my parents, "Oh, Mom and Dad, this is my future daughter-in-law." ”

When Bo Shu told me about this, she was still my third sister-in-law, but at that time I was also Yan Ke's wife, and I didn't know him yet, and I only smiled when I heard this.

At that time, Bo Shu was most likely to be her brother in front of me, and before I knew it, I also understood a little.

I didn't know that that girlfriend was referring to Xu Nian, but it didn't matter if I knew.

Because Bo Yin and her are only in the past tense, who doesn't have a little past? All I care about is Bo Yin's attitude.

I just care about his attitude towards me.

Bo Yin was so casual with me yesterday that I didn't want to deal with him, so casual that I got a little drunk at night, so casual that I felt that I hadn't gotten to know this man well, and I was suddenly not in a hurry to get married.

Grandpa actually did the right thing, it's good not to be in a hurry to get married.

What happened after the frank love with Bo Yin, if you think about it carefully, in the final analysis, I was too confident.

I didn't know what it meant to love and what I liked.

Men and women love, the body is extremely happy, I can't breathe steadily, and then I get out of bed and go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Came out in a bathrobe, sat on the sofa and wiped her long wet hair with a towel, while Bo Yin had already gotten up and put on a nightgown, carrying me on his back to look out the window at the neon scenery.

The light suddenly appeared, and I don't know whose eyes were confused.

He looked out for a long time, and I didn't know what he was thinking at the moment, so I thought about it and got out of the bedroom.

I took a glass of warm water and nestled myself on the balcony bed and chair, buried my whole body inside, curled up and looked out, looking at the same view as Bo Yin's eyes.

I don't know how long later, Bo Yin came out of the bedroom, lit a cigarette on the balcony and sat on the sofa opposite me, with her legs crossed and her eyes looking at me clearly.

I smiled and looked at the snowy neon outside.

After a while, Bo Yin suddenly asked, "Aren't you sleepy?"

I looked back, and one of his cigarettes had burned out, leaving only the end between his slender fingers.

There was also a little soot that landed between the two vintage rings.

I said lightly, "I'm not sleepy." ”

"Little thing, you're silent today. ”

"Really?" I asked.

"Something?"

"Speaking of which, there is something I would like to discuss with you. I looked at him with a smile, calm and composed.

"What's the matter?"

"Bo Yin, I don't want to get married a few years ago. ”

"Reason. The voice froze in vain.

What is the reason? Do you think he doesn't love him?

Do you feel a little tired of living with him?

No, not tired, it's just that I'm too greedy, I want more, I want his love, I want his attitude.

Even though he was by his side, he always felt out of reach.

I'm afraid I've made the wrong bet.

"Mr. Bo, there is still a month and a half to go before the New Year, and I have nothing to prepare, and my grandfather also told me today that many things need to be prepared, and there is too late time. ”

"If you want to, you can solve these things in a day. He paused in his voice, ravaged the cigarette butt in his hand, and said transparently: "Zhong Shi, you have remorse and waver. ”

According to the strength of the Bo Zhong family, no matter what can be solved within a day, the smart Bo Yin naturally understood my vacillation, I smiled and said: "I think after the year, I don't want to be in such a hurry, I want to listen to grandpa." ”

I have no remorse in my heart, I just feel wavered by his attitude, and these thin voices do not understand.

Maybe it's my greed.

Ask too much of him.

I clenched the glass in my hand, raised my head and drank the cold water, then got up and put the glass on the round wooden table beside me, went to Bo Yin's side and touched his cheek and went back to the room.

These things are my own conjectures, not enough to make me lose my temper, and I can't lose my temper.

Bo Yin didn't go back to the room tonight, I heard the door open in the early morning, and subconsciously opened my eyes, his fingers were still holding the doorknob, and his eyes fell on me indifferently.

I leaned sideways, pulled the quilt on my body, and asked, "Why didn't you go back to your room to rest last night?"

"Study, take care of things. ”

I let out a sigh, and Bo Yin calmly dressed in front of me, an orthodox suit, black.

His suit is always black.

Maybe he wore something else, which would have fitted better.

As if I remembered something, I took out a gift box from the bag next to me, stretched out my hand and handed it to him, "Oh, your gift." ”

Bo Yin is not bad for me, and I also love this man, and yesterday's low mood was only yesterday.

After yesterday, don't think about these bad things.

Although I know that some knots are buried in my heart and will eventually accumulate thick and thin, this is also something I shouldn't consider now.

Bo Yin was slightly surprised by my enthusiasm, stepped out of his long legs, stepped in front of me, and took it from my hand.

Different from the last time he ignored it, this time he directly opened a black leather watch, and the watch on the mechanical silver plate in his hand, forming an extreme, two styles.

"Why did you send me?"

"I bought it when I went to Germany. I said.

"Send it now?"

After returning from Germany for so many days, and staying in the village with Bo Yin for several days, why did he mean that he was only sending it now?

"The day before yesterday, I invited my friends to dinner mainly to give gifts, and I wanted to wait for them to be sent together, but I forgot to give them to you. ”

Bo Yin hooked his lips undeniably, took out the black leather watch in his hand and handed it to me, I didn't understand his movements, and looked at him suspiciously.

He reached out and took the mechanical watch from his wrist and put it on the dresser beside him, and then he came and stretched it out in front of me, revealing a white shirt with gold buttons embellished with the man's delicacy.

I suddenly understood what he meant, and sat on the edge of the bed and put on this black leather watch, white shirt, and black watch for him, and it would be more perfect if I wore a velvet dark blue suit, but Bo Yin liked to wear orthodox black.

In fact, the orthodox black makes him look deep and steady.

Putting on his watch, a thin voice asked, "Each of them has a copy, is it the same as mine?"

I thought Bo Yin didn't want to wear the same clothes as people, so I shook my head and said, "No." ”

He suddenly pressed my head with his right hand, lowered his head and gave me a shallow kiss on the forehead, and said, "Good." ”

He used to use the word "obedient" to confuse people.

After Bo Yin left, I sat on the bed for a while and then got up, I almost vomited the night before, and I hadn't eaten all day yesterday, and I was a little panicked with hunger in my heart.

I took out a delicate little dress from the closet, took out a set of thick coats, put on a light makeup, and drove out of here.

Before breakfast, I called my dad and said, "Dad, Bo's parents want to see you, and I will discuss with Bo Yin in the evening to arrange for you to meet in the next few days." ”

"Okay, I've got the dowry ready. ”

My father's tone was very pleasant, I was silent, and said with a smile: "Grandpa doesn't want me to marry a year ago, you discuss with their parents, and put it off until the next year, just say it's your idea." ”

My dad grabbed the key and asked, "How long after the year?"

My agreement with Pei Shangxi is half a year, that is, around March after the year, I said: "Before March." ”

"Okay, Dad listens to you. ”

Regardless of whether this bet is won or lost, Pei Shangxi is destined to be only a brother, not a spare tire.

After hanging up, I had breakfast at a small restaurant nearby, and then I received a phone call from the owner of the phone to my heart.

"Zhong time, long time no see. ”

I haven't seen you for a long time? It's only been a few months.