It's not that Lu Xiaoman doesn't love this land, he also loves it the same, but while he loves it, he loves his home even more.

Maybe he doesn't have a home in his eyes, but he feels that he hasn't even taken care of himself, he hasn't even arranged himself, and I still want to put myself in a loving feeling, which is very irrational.

"If you can, I hope you can still join this organization, he can bring you a lot of gains, maybe these things you don't desire, maybe these things you don't expect, when you really harvest, you will feel that what I said today is useful, what I said today is right. ”

Yue Jinghong saw that Lu Xiaoman seemed to be a little sneering at his words, he was not angry, but she did have the same mentality as Lu Xiaoman, and did not feel anything, but in the end, he suddenly woke up, she felt that this was her life, this was the life she wanted, maybe not only dedication, but also her own subjective love.

"I'm not sure if I'll be like you, and I don't know if I'll join this organization in the future, but the only thing I can do is keep myself from changing.

I am myself, what I think is what I think now, no one can influence me, no one can change me, the only one who can change me is myself. ”

Lu Xiaoman doesn't want anything to affect his state of mind, whether it's utilitarian or not, whether it's other things, miscellaneous, sometimes a person's heart is more pure, without any impurities, then it is the biggest improvement for this person.

She feels that since the last time she studied in the mountains and forests, his mood has become very good, this mood is not only reflected in his doing, but also in being a person, if he can calm down like this, if he can not be controlled by the outside world, then maybe it is the real detachment.

This kind of detachment is not the kind of transcendence that transcends ordinary things and becomes immortals, but is more integrated into life, and more regards himself as a worldly person, this kind of worldly person does not follow the crowd, this kind of worldly person is the kind of person who can do things according to his own will.

"You don't want to be affected by this world, do you want to change this world? You can only be influenced by this world, because this world is a big dye vat, no matter who goes in, it will be dyed black, dyed white, dyed green, dyed red, do you want to go in and make this dye vat transparent and without a trace of impurities?

It's impossible, if you live in this world, then you have to learn to compromise, and if you don't compromise, then you can't stand in this world. ”

Yue Jinghong said very angrily, after all, she had already regarded Lu Xiaoman as her junior, and it was okay for her juniors to enter in advance, because she now felt that Lu Xiaoman's thoughts were very naïve, and his thoughts seemed to stay at the level of innocence of elementary and junior high school students.

But she didn't think about Lu Xiaoman's current mood, and her current state of mind was completely detached, and she didn't care, not that she didn't understand.

"Why do we want to go with the flow? Why do we have to become one of the many living beings, maybe we can't operate, but we can be an outsider, maybe the world is a chess piece, but we can't be a trader, we can also be a chess watcher, watching chess without saying a word. ”

Lu Xiaoman didn't agree with Yue Jinghong's words, and he looked at this vast number of living beings, including himself and not himself, so among these vast living beings, he himself is also the biggest portrayal.

He is in this clan, he lives in this, but he does not belong here, his heart does not belong here, his people are there, it is not that this society does not tolerate him, but that he is not tolerated by this society.

Sometimes if a person's thinking becomes extraordinarily advanced, then he will be eliminated by this world, not by him, and a person's power is indeed limited.

It's just that it is indeed possible for a person to maintain himself and not be assimilated by the world, although this possibility is very small, but it is not impossible and impossible.

"No matter what you're thinking about now, I hope you can join this organization, which will be of great help to you in the future.

If you can, I hope you can do this, after all, I now treat you as my own, and the relationship between you and Xin Yu is so close, I think I can say these things, you are not angry. ”

Yue Jinghong felt that Lu Xiaoman's heart was a bit like a child, and then asked tentatively.

If this is really his mood, then he must have said that he was angry when he said this, and he must have been like a child's temper.

"What's there to be angry about, you're also doing this for my good, and what you said is not wrong, I'm not disagreeing, I'm just for a short time, and I don't want to enter this organization, I think this organization may be able to enter in the future, but I don't have much need right now. ”

Lu Xiaoman shook his head, he didn't think that the soul group was bad, but the soul group was not suitable for him now, and when he wanted to enter the soul group, he would definitely not talk like this anymore, because he felt that the soul person was still very good, and if he could do things under his hands, he would be quite casual and freewheeling.

Besides, doing things in the soul group is a good thing for the country and the people, although his thinking is a little detached, but its foundation still lies in this Guo family, or in this land, no, his thinking is really detached, like an immortal, he does not eat the fireworks of the world, he also has seven emotions and six desires.

He lives in this guo family and lives under this land, he will love this land, although it is not like menstrual red, but he feels that he also has the ability to contribute to this guo family when he will not shirk.

"In that case, it's best if you want to go in, just tell the soul, and if he values you so much, then he will definitely see you come in.

I've been here for a few years, and I'm very familiar with the people in the organization, and everyone has a very good heart, and they don't have any bad intentions, otherwise they wouldn't have gotten the soul permission to come in. ”

Yue Jinghong is an old man in the soul group, so he said that there is no trace of falsehood in these words, and the soul group is a soul single-handedly created, like a steel-like organization, and this organization has the absolute right to speak, and this organization has absolute leadership.

Maybe among many small organizations, the soul group is one of the more outstanding, but there are also many more powerful than them, although for those organizations, Yue Jinghong is not very familiar, but he doesn't feel that the soul group is worse than them at all, because there are souls to lead them destined to glory, to a more powerful road.

In the place where they were stationed, there were several small organizations that were much stronger than them, and their overall strength and individual strength were much stronger than theirs, but she felt that they might be able to become stronger under the leadership of the soul.

It's just that this time the attitude of the soul recruiter made her feel that something was not right, after all, Lu Xiaoman didn't have much specialty, and he didn't have too much strong strength, why did the soul agree to let Lu Xiaoman in?

Is the price that the person is paying for making their organization stronger? How is that possible?

So in his opinion, Lu Xiaoman was recruited this time because the soul did not abide by the rules and did not abide by his own rules, so he did this, maybe because the temptation given by the other party was too great for the soul to stand it, so he agreed, but he felt that the soul did not do much this time.

No matter how big the temptation is, you can't just let some people in, it's a huge garbage for the soul group, after all, their current cohesion is very strong, if you let some very weak people in, you will be resisted by others, and if they resist, then it will be extremely detrimental to the development of the entire organization.

Of course, Lu Xiaoman didn't know that he had been disgusted by the woman in front of him when he was unknown, and he was very disgusted, and he even disagreed with it.

"The soul group is excellent, if you don't seize this opportunity, then no one can persuade you, I hope you make a decision yourself, whether it is to enter the bank in the future or enter the bank now, if you have this plan, you will say hello to the soul first."

After all, our organization is not just a casual entry, and although the people in the organization are easy to get along with, if you rush in, I am afraid it will be a great harm to you, and it will also be a very big impact on them, so you must have a psychological preparation. ”

Although what Yue Jinghong said was very tactful, Lu Xiaoman still accurately heard the meaning of his words, that is, if he is not good enough, he will be jealous of others, and others will think that this is the soul that let him in through the back door.

If he can't hear this anymore, then he really doesn't have enough brains.

"For this organization, I haven't thought about entering, and I don't know who let me in, but the people in your organization don't agree with me going, so what's the solution, do I just want to enter?

Actually, I just have a pretty good impression of the soul, but I don't know if everyone in your organization has this ability. ”

When Lu Xiaoman heard Yue Jinghong say this, he seemed to dislike himself for not being good enough?

However, with his current strength, could the Soul Group still be able to tolerate him? Could it be that he had climbed the Soul Group high, and he had never said that he wanted to enter.