Chapter 87: Brothers Against Brothers
Shen Que: (On the black letterhead, at the colon, there is a trace of dry tears, you can imagine that scene: Dai Ya must have written this letter poignantly when she was sad and weeping.) And the black letter paper, perhaps just like Daiya's mood at that time, was dim and gloomy. )
See the words like meeting. (Another tear stain.) )
Please forgive me for my selfishness, please forgive me for my betrayal.
From the first time I saw Yu Che at Huadu Railway Station, I seemed to have a different feeling for him.
In the days when the three of us spent time together at West Asia College, I fell in love with him even more.
He and I share the same hobbies, we have a common language, we love each other, but we don't care about you.
Finally, you're gone. (Another poignant tear.) )
Time and distance finally became the last straw that crushed me.
I couldn't control my true emotions in my heart, I broke my original promise, resolutely betrayed you, and was with Yu Che.
I think, you are so kind, you will definitely forgive me and Yu Che, right?
Yu Che is still your brother, and I am still the Xiaoya in your heart, isn't it?
I regret it so much!
I regret that night at the hotel, why didn't I bravely muster up the courage to give myself to you!
After being with Yu Che, I understood the gap between you and him.
Although you are young, you are a real gentleman, and you always care about my feelings and never force me to do anything.
And what about Yu Che?
I don't understand him anymore.
On my third day with him, we stayed in a hotel because we were too late to stay off-campus.
However, under the guise of being drunk, Yu Che disregarded my wishes and defiled me. (Another large tear stain.) )
My first time, in the midst of that boundless humiliation and pain, without a little preparation, was forced by him and lost.
Shen Que, I'm so dazed, I'm so hesitant, what should I do?
How should I face you, and how should I face Che?
Please, teach me, teach me, okay?
Xiaoya, word. (Another large tear stain.) It can be imagined how hesitant and sad Dai Ya was in her heart when she finished writing this letter, and how heartbroken she was. )
"Bang~"
After reading the last word, Shen Que slammed his fist on the table, and a cold glint flashed in his eyes.
Not caring about the pain in his fist at all, Shen Que dragged the phone on the table.
Dialing Yu Che's mobile phone number, thinking of the explanation that Uncle Dai gave him when he was leaving, a touch of coldness that Shen Que had never felt before, and a deep look of remorse appeared on his face.
"Brother, why did you remember to call me today? Is there something wrong?" On the phone, Yu Che's kind and warm voice came.
"Don't call me brother, I don't have a brother like you!" Shen Que said coldly.
There was silence on the phone, and even Shen Que could hear Yu Che's rapid breathing.
Long.
"Shen Que, didn't you say it, no matter what happens, we are brothers for life!" Yu Che on the other end of the phone said in a slightly bitter voice.
"Why do you want to defile Xiao Ya? Why do you want to ignore Xiao Ya's wishes? Why do you force Xiao Ya? Are you so impatient? Are you so well-dressed and beastly? In vain, I still treat you as a brother, and this is how you behave?" Shen Que squinted his eyes slightly, and roared angrily.
There was silence again on the phone.
"Shen Que, listen to my explanation!"
"I called you to ask you for an explanation!" Shen Que's chest rose and fell sharply, and a touch of sadness appeared in his eyes.
"That day, Xiaoya and I played outside all day, plus drank a little wine, so I did this kind of thing that I regret for life. You know, lonely men and widows, living in the same room, Xiaoya is so beautiful and moving, as long as it is a normal man, it will be ready to move. For me, that's even more than that. I have been suppressed for so long, and I finally have this opportunity, under the stimulation of alcohol, in a daze, so, that's why I did this shameful thing. Shen Que, I don't ask for your forgiveness, but please understand me, okay?" Yu Che explained in a deep voice.
"Understand you? You do such a thing that is inferior to a beast, and you still make me understand you? Yu Che, I have always regarded you as the best brother, and I have regarded you as the object of study, I respect you, respect you, trust you, worship you, follow you, and cherish friendship with you. But what did you do to me? Okay, I'm gone, you and Xiaoya are in love, I admit it, and I still treat you as a brother; you asked me to forgive you and Xiaoya's betrayal, I forgave you, I still put you in my heart, and kept reminding myself that it was my fault, that I was too selfish, and I was the shameful third party; okay, you and Xiaoya are already boyfriend and girlfriend, even if they have a relationship, it is natural and reasonable; but why do you want to go against Xiaoya's will and forcibly defile her? Do you know how painful and hesitant Xiao Ya is? Looking at the big tear stains on Xiao Ya's letter, how do you let me understand you? You say, you say, how do you let me understand you, how do you forgive you, and how do you treat you as a brother for life?"
Shen Que roared with a hideous expression, as if he was venting the grievances in his heart, the humiliation of being betrayed, and the anger of his beloved being hurt.
"Okay! Shen Que, don't make a kind and ignorant appearance, and don't use that tone of standing on the moral high ground to teach me. From the moment we first met, I protected you, helped you, understood you, respected you, and treated you as my best brother. In the days when I was in love with Xiaoya, I forcibly suppressed the true emotions in my heart, and I helped you chase Xiaoya with blood in my heart. When you were in a car accident and unconscious, I felt like I had lost my blood and bones, and I couldn't help but die. In order to fulfill your wish, I forcibly cut my love, and at the most appropriate time, I handed over the love letter to Xiaoya and made her your girlfriend. Seeing you and Xiaoya in pairs, under the moon in front of the flowers, I can only watch you from a distance, not daring to take a step closer, and savoring the bitterness in my heart alone. What do you still think of me? What do you think of me? After you left, it was Xiaoya who took the initiative to find me. I hesitated, I was at a loss, and I was more determined. However, I can't go against the true emotions in my heart, and I can't bear to refuse Xiaoya, and I don't want the three of them to suffer and be hurt at the same time. So, I agreed to Xiaoya and walked with her. However, the guilt and self-blame in my heart have never disappeared in my heart. Xiaoya and I are in love, she handed over her body to me, it was a matter of time, why do you care so much, so entangled?" Yu Che suddenly raised his voice, and the coldness in his words was full of coldness.
"No matter what reason you have, you went against Xiaoya's will and forcibly took away her innocent body, you are wrong, you just shouldn't!