There are often girls who ridicule who will not meet a few scumbags in their lives.

In a sense, these words have a bit of a backache when standing and talking.

A woman, a woman who is desperate for love, may be just a non-person entrusted to her, and she will regret it for the rest of her life!

Qiu Lu thought that her boyfriend had finally woken up and fantasized that the future would always develop in a good direction, but the reality was like a sharp pair of scissors, tearing her heart to pieces!

Unbeknownst to her, her boyfriend had hidden a lot from her, such as the huge gambling money he owed, the serious deficit in his books, and the fact that he had borrowed money from the underground forces.

When Qiu Lu finally sorted out her mood and was about to start over, her boyfriend suddenly disappeared, along with his family, and disappeared into this native city!

Creditors came to the door to demand money, the storefront was auctioned off for debts, the door of the residence was splashed with paint and graffiti, and even in the middle of the night, underground forces smashed the door and knocked on the window......

In those days, Qiu Lu was like a soulless exorcist, just curled up in the corner of the bedroom, dialing the number that prompted the empty number again and again.

She couldn't believe that her boyfriend secretly took his family to smuggle abroad to avoid debts, leaving her unknowingly to bear everything!

When the store was first opened, Qiu Lu also signed her name, because her boyfriend said very sweetly that this was the crystallization of the two of them to fight for together.

As a result, Qiulu did not reap the beauty she imagined, but because of the joint relationship, she now has to bear the heavy debts that have nothing to do with her.

"Why? Why do you do this to me?" Qiu Lu sat for three days, not eating or drinking, her chapped lips squirming slightly, and her heart kept repeating the question that no one answered.

When this poor woman was standing on the edge of the abyss, the world did not give her tolerance and love, but cruelly pushed her down!

The creditors did not pity and sympathize with Qiulu's suffering, and they tried their best to persecute and threaten, and extinguished Qiulu's last struggle and resistance.

After looting everything that could be scavenged, the forces below were even more inhumanely coerced Qiu to sell his body, which was called "debt repayment is justified".

Lost love and betrayed by a loved one.

Lost his name, lost his dignity, and was subjected to daily humiliation and torture.

Lost his freedom and could no longer find his way home.

Lost the future, lost hope in life.

Perhaps from that moment on, Qiu Lu completely lost her heart and succumbed to her miserable fate.

"If you don't expect, you won't be disappointed. Without a heart, it won't hurt. In the past ten years, Qiu Lu has just numbly waited for the dawn to get dark, silently waiting for the day when her life will end.

In addition to being able to speak, need to eat and drink, and feel the temperature of people, Qiu Lu, who has forgotten hatred and resentment, is more like an empty shell than a living existence.

……

One day, which was no different from the past ten years, Qiu Lu walked out of the room and came out onto the street.

"When was the last time you went out? a few months ago? or a year ago?" Feeling the sun falling on his body, the autumn dew actually had the illusion of being in a different world.

About five or six years ago, the "company" lifted the personal restrictions on Qiu Lu.

Of course, not out of humanitarianism or sympathy, but simply because the value of autumn dew is about to be drained.

Under the harsh sunlight, the pedestrians on the street seemed to be wrapped in light, making Autumn Dew feel out of place.

The bright smile of the child, the sweet smile of the girl, and the confident smile of the man, all made Qiu Lu involuntarily resist, and even disgusted and disgusted.

"Ancestral steamed cakes, free entertainment, absolutely full!"

As she walked through the streets, a slightly rough voice came into Qiu Lu's ears.

"Steamed cake?" Qiu Lu's eyes flashed a hint of wavering, and the fragrant smell wafting not far away instantly evoked dusty memories.

Since her boyfriend disappeared, Qiu Lu hadn't tasted this food for more than a decade and didn't think about it.

However, at this moment, she involuntarily walked towards the crowd that was gathered in a circle.

Very humble vendors, but the owner's craftsmanship seems to be highly regarded by customers.

"Give me a steamed cake!" Qiu Lu lit a cigarette and took a hard puff before she said coldly to the boss.

The boss was a simple and upright man, his eyes were a little displeased, and his brows were slightly twisted, but he quickly reined in and answered in a deep voice.

The steamed cake was baked in a short time, and Qiu Lu held the porcelain white steamed cake, and the familiar taste became more and more intense, and she forgot to eat it for a while.

Faintly, Qiu Lu had a premonition that if she opened her mouth to bite the steamed cake in her hand, maybe her life like a pool of stagnant water would be broken!

Not far from the autumn dew, a group of strange people were tasting steamed cakes, looking quite enjoyable.

Especially one of the little Taoist priests, every time he opened his mouth wide and took a bite, he would squint his eyes with laughter, and then let out a muffled sound of pleasure from his mouth.

Watching the little Taoist priest eat a steamed cake with relish, Qiu Lu smiled indifferently and raised her hand to bring the steamed cake to her mouth.

In the soft rice cake of the tooth trap, the sweet taste immediately spread in the mouth, and Qiu Lu was stunned in place.

At the beginning, the steamed cake that her boyfriend prepared for her every breakfast was exactly the same taste!

The same deliciousness, the same tears that make you want to cry!

In the blink of an eye, a steamed cake was eaten clean, and Qiu Lu did not hesitate to ask for one again.

Smoking a cigarette and waiting, then eating a steamed cake, Qiu Lu completely ignored the gazes of the people around her, she just felt the taste of the steamed cake.

Even though his stomach was already full, Qiu Lu was still dissatisfied with tasting it.

Until a girl who looked innocent and innocent appeared in front of her in a hurry.

Abhor!

This is Qiu Lu's first impression of a girl, because she sees her past self in the girl1

For no reason, Qiu Lu broke her mouth to the girl, and when she saw the girl's weak reaction, the disgust in her heart was even worse.

When Qiu Lu learned the address where the girl was going to the interview, her face changed suddenly.

"Do you want to dissuade this girl? Forget it, it's just a stranger, it's her own choice anyway. ”

"But did you just watch her be deceived, and then ruined for the rest of her life?"

Qiu Lu gritted her teeth and struggled for a few seconds, but in the end she chose to be more talkative.

After dropping a few words of warning, Qiu Lu left without looking back.

As for whether the girl can listen, she has no way of knowing, and she can't do anything about it.

……

About half a month later, Qiu Lu walked down the street with a complicated expression.

Since the last time she ate steamed cakes, Qiu Lu suddenly had an impulse, she desperately wanted to end her current life!

To be exact, she was a little tired and didn't want to continue to be tired.

"If you can eat a steamed cake at the end, it can be regarded as an end for yourself, right?" Qiu Lu muttered to herself.

The night was a little dark, there were few pedestrians on the road, and under the orange-yellow street lamp, only a figure sat in front of the fire.

Qiu Lu couldn't help but raise the corners of her mouth, walked forward slowly, and said to the vicissitudes of life with some impressions: "Boss, let's have a steamed cake." ”

"Oh, okay!" the boss replied with a smile.

I saw him skillfully set up the steaming bucket and put in the rice noodles, and the flowing movements were actually with a sense of beauty.

Qiu Lu habitually took out her cigarette case and lighter, but as soon as she took out a cigarette, she smiled and stuffed it in.

"Your steamed cakes, please use them slowly!" the boss said warmly with the steamed cakes.

Reaching out to pick up the steaming steamed cake, Qiu Lu pursed her lips bitterly, and then shivered and took a bite gently.

Slowly, Qiu Lu chewed the steamed cake little by little, as if reminiscing about her own life.

After a long time, all the steamed cakes were eaten, and Qiu Lu muttered to herself: "I'm done eating!"

"No more come?" asked the boss, a little puzzled.

Qiu Lu shook her head and said in a low voice, "Enough, I can't eat it!"

The boss frowned, as if he couldn't understand Qiu Lu's shrinking appetite.

Qiu Lu didn't say much, just silently took out her wallet and prepared to check out.

"This lady, your steamed cake has already been settled!" the boss stretched out his hand to stop.

Qiu Lu obviously couldn't understand and looked at the boss in confusion.

"It's a little girl's thank you! She doesn't know your contact information, so she has to treat you to steamed cakes!" explained the boss.

An innocent and innocent pretty face instantly appeared in Qiu Lu's mind, and the expression on her face softened a little.

Seeing that Qiu Lu was silent, the boss said to himself: "Fortunately, this lady is here again, otherwise I really don't know what to do with that little girl's money!"

"Boss, the next time she comes over, please tell her a ......" Qiu Lu took a deep breath and stared at the flames dancing in the stove.

"Tell me what? If it's too long, I'm afraid I won't be able to remember it. Well, why don't you leave a contact information?" suggested the boss.

Qiu Lu shook her head, turned around and left, "Just tell her that the steamed baby cake is delicious, and it is the most unforgettable delicacy I have ever tasted!"

……

Riverside.

Qiu Lu looked at the river intently, and whispered dreamily: "It's really, delicious, and indeed unforgettable, but I have to forget it!"

A hint of determination flashed in her eyes, and Qiu Lu smiled and said, "Goodbye!"

Under the starlight, a thin figure turned and left.

"It's been a long time since I've been home, and it's time to go back, and although I'm more than ten years late, I still have at least a few more years to pay back. The crying voice revealed the relief of a new life.

Long live a new life!

(PS: I hope it will be conveyed, what the leaf wants to say.) ）