Chapter 129: Divergence
Zhuo Li, who was standing at the gate, instantly put down her hand and stopped opening the door, standing here you could hear Jing Xiaoyan's loud shout.
Suddenly, Jing Xiaoyan's shouting stopped, and she could feel that Zhuo Li should have been on the first floor without accident at this time, it can be said that the two of them have been together for a long time, and their hearts are like a heart.
Approaching step by step, sticking to the door, closing her eyes and feeling, Zhuo Li stood inside with the same movements as Jing Xiaoyan, leaning in front of the door, closing her eyes, and having her own thoughts in her heart.
Zhuo Li looked very uncomfortable, and her heart was constantly entangled, and then she heard Jing Xiaoyan's voice.
"Lily, I know you've come down, but what do you have to tell me, don't you tell me how I know what's going on in your heart, I said I can promise you whatever you want. β
Jing Xiaoyan's voice could be heard through a door, low and hoarse, shouting for an hour, and her sadness and sadness could also be heard.
Zhuo Li still didn't pay attention to Jing Xiaoyan, "But what are you now, do you want to hide at home for the rest of your life and not come out?"
Jing Xiaoyan's Zou frowned, her heart seemed to be on the verge of collapse, and the scars on her face that had been scalded by the hot water were becoming more and more obvious by the sun, and she was full of pain.
Enduring the pain, she sat down on the ground slowly, leaning against the door, Zhuo Li heard the sound of Jing Xiaoyan sitting on the ground, looked up at the weather, and felt the sun.
Finally willing to speak, with a hint of concern to Jing Xiaoyan said, "Enough, don't say it again, you go back, don't be here in the wind and sun." β
Zhuo Li said to Jing Xiaoyan in a heavy tone, and Jing Xiaoyan, who was standing outside, smiled, thinking, she finally responded to me, which means that she is still the same.
I could hear that although Zhuo Li's tone was heavy, she still carried a hint of concern as before, "You know me, I won't leave here if you don't come out, unless you come out to see me." β
"You're still like that, so stubborn. β
Suddenly, Zhuo Li also got up, stood up, and opened the door while responding to Jing Xiaoyan, the door opened, and I saw Jing Xiaoyan sitting on the ground getting up with a smile on her face and standing in front of Zhuo Li.
But Zhuo Li was haggard, gloomy, as lifeless as the creative department, seeing her like this, Jing Xiaoyan's smile disappeared in front of her eyes, and she took a few steps forward, wanting to comfort her and give her a hug.
At this moment, Zhuo Li saw Jing Xiaoyan coming over, and subconsciously took a few steps back, avoiding Jing Xiaoyan, such an action couldn't help but feel a little cold in Jing Xiaoyan's heart.
never thought that Zhuo Li would come to such a stiff situation today, the two are like strangers, without the enthusiasm of the past, and without the tacit understanding of the past.
I only heard Zhuo Li's cold words, "Come in, it's hot outside." β
Zhuo Li didn't look at Jing Xiaoyan head-on, but just made way for Jing Xiaoyan, the two passed by, and in an instant Zhuo Li saw the scar on Jing Xiaoyan's face, and subconsciously wanted to step forward to care, but the inner voice stopped.
Jing Xiaoyan came to the living room, and her aunt was still as enthusiastic as ever, poured Jing Xiaoyan a glass of ice water, prepared a fruit bowl, and ate food, and brought it to her.
Here, I haven't been here for a long time, but I suddenly felt a sense of strangeness when I came today, and I didn't have the cordial feeling I had before, Zhuo Li followed behind Jing Xiaoyan, and the two of them sat opposite each other and watched without moving.
"Lily, I'm sorry. Seeing Zhuo Li's haggard appearance, Jing Xiaoyan was inexplicably distressed, and she also knew why she had fallen into today's situation, so she apologized first.
This apology came from the bottom of her heart, and after hearing this apology, Zhuo Li turned her head and looked at Jing Xiaoyan opposite, "I'm sorry?"
After Zhuo Li responded, she got up and walked a few steps out, looked up at the sky, sighed, and turned her mind to recall the picture of her college days at that time.
Recalling the time when two people were in college, they were together whenever and wherever they were, no matter what happened to each other, they would tell each other one by one, go to the cafeteria, go to the bathhouse, go to the playground, go out, there was never a lack of one, it was two people holding hands.
At that time, at school, everyone was talking about whether these two girls should be sisters, so close, rare, rare!
One night, Jing Xiaoyan and Zhuo Li were lying on the school's basketball court, looking at the beautiful night, the starry sky was full of stars, shining and shining.
Zhuo Li said to Jing Xiaoyan, "Xiaoyan, no matter where we are in the future or when, we must open our hearts, be honest and honest with each other, if you have anything on your mind, you must tell me, of course, I will definitely tell you what I have." β
"Well, I promise you, no matter when and where in the future, we will treat each other with sincerity, be honest, and work together to see our future. Jing Xiaoyan turned her head and smiled at Zhuo Li in response.
Both hands were up, both hands were clasped, and the moonlight shone on the hands of the two people, shining brightly.
At this time, the two people were innocent, not bothered by the world, and not worried by family reasons, just two simple female college students.
Recalling these years, Zhuo Li looked back, opened her eyes, looked at Jing Xiaoyan sitting on the sofa from a distance, and walked slowly.
"Xiaoyan, do you know, once when we were in college, we were so innocent, and we swore to each other at that time how beautiful it was to be honest and honest with each other. Zhuo Li finally showed a smile on her face, stood beside Jing Xiaoyan and said.
"Yes, it was so good, but if you want to, we can still be as good as we used to be. Jing Xiaoyan heard the meaning of Zhuo Li's words and said tactfully.
As soon as this sentence came out, Zhuo Li's face immediately became helpless, and her smile gradually disappeared, "Hehe, do you think that as long as I am willing, you are too naΓ―ve." β
After speaking, he left Jing Xiaoyan's side, returned to his position and continued, "Last night, I followed you all the way to Su Cheng's studio, to the western restaurant by the river, and the way you stood by the river, I saw it all. β
Speaking of this, Zhuo Li's eyes became indifferent, and Jing Xiaoyan immediately responded quickly, "Things are not what you think, I and Mr. Su are just superiors and subordinates, of course, in private, they are just good friends." β
When Jing Xiaoyan said that it was out of Su Yaotian's relationship, she kept asking herself in her heart, is she really just a friend?
But in Zhuo Li's eyes, she really can't hide it, everything is in her eyes, although Jing Xiaoyan herself is not clear, but she is clear, as the saying goes, the authorities are obsessed with bystanders.
"Friends, are you just friends? Do you dare to guarantee that Su Yaotian feels like you as just ordinary friends, if you are really just friends, will he be so desperate to help you and protect you?" Zhuo Li was calm and a little excited at the same time.
Zhuo Li's words made Jing Xiaoyan on the spot suddenly not know how to answer, she wanted to explain but didn't know where to start, maybe as she said, she could guarantee herself, but she couldn't guarantee Su Yaotian.
Seeing that Jing Xiaoyan didn't speak, Zhuo Li walked to the other end of the living room, picked up the wine glass and filled it with wine, looking at the color inside the wine glass.
"I know very well what his feelings are for you, and I also know very well that I am only interested in the relationship with him, and there can be no result, sometimes you don't know how much I regret my attachment at the beginning, if there was no attachment at the beginning, maybe there would not be what it is today. β
After finishing speaking, Zhuo Li drank all the glass of wine in her hand, and her tears suddenly flowed down uncontrollably, and Jing Xiaoyan behind her gave a very comforting hug.
Ten minutes later, Zhuo Li completely released the grievances in her heart, broke free of Jing Xiaoyan, got up to wipe away her tears, and smiled slightly.
"Don't look at me like that, I'm not that vulnerable, and besides, I'm not such a stalker, and it's time to reconsider my relationship with him. Zhuo Li suddenly smiled at Jing Xiaoyan and said.
"I just hope you can be happy, or that sentence, no matter when and where, what you want me to do, I won't refuse, because we are good friends and sisters. Jing Xiaoyan walked up to Zhuo Li and patted her on the shoulder and said.
After finishing speaking, he turned around and left, and Zhuo Li, who was standing in place, suddenly felt her warmth, and the last sentence: Because we are good friends and sisters, I was deeply touched.
Looking at the back of Jing Xiaoyan's departure, in the depths of Zhuo Li's heart, although she had confessed her thoughts, there was still a trace of estrangement.
It's too late to say goodbye to you
It's too late to say goodbye to you 2018