Chapter Forty-Eight: Return to the Sea of People Finale
Jiang Li waited for Gu Cun's answer, she wanted to know why, why she had been with him for so long without saying a word.
"What's the matter? Aren't you married to Qin Lang the same? Even if you are divorced, you have to take care of him, and you don't care about my feelings at all. Gu Cun's tone had a strong vinegar flavor in it.
"So you're hiding it from me until now?"
Gu Cun pursed his lips and didn't speak, Jiang Li saw that he was silent, pulled the corner of his clothes, and his tone was a little softer, "At the beginning, I asked why you married me, why didn't you tell me? You have known me a long time ago, why didn't you tell me at that time? If you told me, I wouldn't have left without hesitation." ”
"Will you?You love Qin Lang so much, how can you ignore him?" Gu Cun knew Jiang Li's temper very well, "What's more, I didn't dare to talk to you at that time, I didn't have anything, I can't give you a future ......"
He thinks long-term, and also wants to give Jiangli a better future through his own efforts.
Jiang Li suddenly didn't know what to say, after reading the diary, she understood how much it hurt him to leave Gu Cun, and she was also very entangled in her heart, on the one hand, she couldn't leave Qin Lang alone, they had surpassed love, and it was better than family relationship, on the other hand, she also had feelings for Gu Cun and had his child......
"Gu Cun, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have ignored your feelings, but...... I want to stay with Qin Lang for a while, is it okay? This is my last request, I'll be back after this time, okay?"
What else could Gu Cun say except to agree? Between Jiang Li and Qin Lang, he couldn't participate, and he didn't have any right to speak.
"Okay, can you give me back the diary now?" Gu Cun was still thinking about this.
Jiang Li returned it to him and asked, "How many are torn in the back, what is it?"
"It's nothing, at that time you married him, and I thought I didn't have a chance, so I tore it up. Gu Cun pretended to say casually.
Jiang Li looked at him, and he turned his head to put away his emotions.
"So we're not together now?"
Gu Cun didn't speak, the feeling of being together now is completely different from not having a chance before, he can't say, he can't tell Jiang Li, it's better not to say some things.
Seeing that the time was not early, Gu Cun reminded her: "Aren't you with Qin Lang?
"It's okay, I'll ask Zhang Lingling to take care of it for me. Speaking of this, Jiang Li remembered that there was still one thing that had not been dealt with, "Your ex-girlfriend came to me, and she said that she wanted to get back together with you." ”
Jiang Li said it again very reluctantly, secretly unhappy in her heart.
"Do you remember, I can't divorce you in my life, and no one else has a chance, do you hear?" Gu Cun said in a warning tone.
Jiang Li pursed her lips and smiled, feeling a lot happier, "I heard you, but you can't always be away from the company, go home and rest for a while, and clean up well." ”
"I'm not at home and I don't want to go back. ”
Jiang Li really couldn't help him, he promised him to go back with him, and he would stay tonight, so Gu Cun had a smile and hugged Jiang Li back.
Li Yuan was also very happy to see them get back together, after all, he didn't want to deal with so much work every day.
After going back, Gu Cun took a shower and went to the company after cleaning up himself.
Zheng Suqian was already waiting for him in the company, and when she saw his neat and neat appearance, she knew that he had recovered, and walked forward with a smile, "Ah Cun, I've been waiting for you." ”
"In the company, you still call me Mr. Gu. Gu Cun said expressionlessly.
Zheng Suqian was slightly stunned, this was completely different from the feeling she imagined, if she guessed correctly, Jiang Li should have confessed to him, then she also knew her intention, it was impossible to still have such a cold attitude.
"Mr. Gu, I want to talk to you alone. ”
Gu Cun asked Li Yuan to go out first, just the two of them in the office, Zheng Suqian was no longer reserved, hugged Gu Cun tightly from behind, and said aggrievedly: "Ah Cun, do you know how much I miss you? I have been thinking about you all the time since we broke up, I don't want to break up, I just want to be with you." ”
Gu Cun grabbed her hand and broke free vigorously, and said calmly in front of her: "I think I told you that I am married and have no plans to divorce." ”
"But she's with her ex-husband! she doesn't take you in her eyes at all, she doesn't love you at all, I'm the one who loves you!" Zheng Suqian said this, her eyes filled with tears.
If it was in the past, Gu Cun would have been distressed when he saw her like this, but now he only has Jiang Li in his heart, and Zheng Suqian's actions are like a show to him.
Gu Cun and Zheng Suqian met in the year Jiang Li got married, originally Gu Cun was going to find Jiang Li and express his heart to her, but he was disheartened when he learned that she was married to Qin Lang, and he was disheartened, at this time he met Zheng Suqian, Zheng Suqian liked him at the first sight of Gu Cun, and it could be seen that Gu Cun was a potential stock, and Gu Cun felt that it didn't matter who he was with, so the two were together.
During the relationship, their relationship was not bad, but most of Gu Cun's mind was working, and he didn't care much about Zheng Suqian, and after a long time, problems naturally appeared, Gu Cun hated trouble, but whenever there was a quarrel, he didn't say a word, so the two parted unhappily.
"Do you love me, or do you think that now that I have a successful career and come to me, you know better than anyone else. ”
Gu Cun's words broke Zheng Suqian's mind and pulled her memories back to a year ago......
It was Zheng Suqian's birthday, she took a fancy to a bag she liked very much, and the price was also very beautiful, her salary was not high at that time, Gu Cun's career was still in its infancy, and her usual life was quite passable, but it was a bit ...... to buy luxury goods
Despite this, Zheng Suqian quietly hinted at Gu Cun, but Gu Cun didn't take it to heart, which made Zheng Suqian very unhappy.
thought that this matter would pass like this, but Zheng Suqian carried the bag on her back within two days, and after Gu Cun asked, she learned that it was given to her by the leader of her company.
That leader Gu Cun has also seen it, and I heard that he was pursuing Zheng Suqian, and it was also because of this incident that there was a rift in the relationship between the two.
"Ah Cun, I didn't ...... I'm serious!"
"Really, what about your rich boyfriend?Why didn't he come with you?" Gu Cun smiled sarcastically, mentioning the leader who had bought her a bag, "I think his business failed, and you will leave him if you run out of money, right?"
Zheng Suqian's face became ugly, the truth was indeed what Gu Cun said, Zheng Suqian was with him later, and after being together, he found that he was not a good person, and then the business failed, so he collapsed and the two broke up.
Later, it was Ling Xiaotian who called her and told her about Gu Cun's recent situation, she felt that her good days had come, and she wanted to use the old relationship to reconcile with Gu Cun, but she didn't expect to be rejected.
"Ah Cun, am I such a person in your heart? Think about how much I helped you when you first started your business? You must be so ruthless?"
Gu Cun admitted that Zheng Suqian did help him in his most difficult time, but one yard to one yard.
"How much do you want?"
"It's not about money, what I want is you. ”
Gu Cun sneered and shook his head and refused, "Impossible, except for me, you can put forward other conditions." ”
Zheng Suqian saw him so resolute, knowing that he couldn't say anything here, so he reported a number, Gu Cun readily agreed, and asked the finance to come over and write a check to her.
He took another piece of paper from the table, "Sign it here, saying that I won't come back after taking the money, and I won't disturb my normal life again." ”
The so-called short-handed is this reason, since he chose money, he had to do what he said, Zheng Suqian was very reluctant to write and sign on the paper.
The financial check was also delivered, and Gu Cun took the check and put it in front of her, "Remember what you did today." ”
Zheng Suqian gritted her teeth and didn't speak, but she felt uncomfortable, and it didn't feel good to be humiliated by her former lover.
When she left the company, Gu Cun called Li Yuan, "Follow her and see her leave Jiangcheng completely." ”
Gu Cun still understood Zheng Suqian's temper, and within a few minutes of Li Yuan following her, he saw that she did not go to the airport, but went to Gu Cun's house and was stopped.
"Miss Zheng, the airport is not going in this direction. ”
"I ...... I stopped by to visit a friend. Zheng Suqian was surprised that Gu Cun actually sent someone to follow her.
"I want to go in this direction, there is nothing else except Mr. Gu's home, if Miss Zheng doesn't know the way, I can take you to the airport. ”
Zheng Suqian looked at his posture, if he really wanted to come hard, he had no chance of winning, smiled and took a taxi and left.
When Li Yuan reported these things to Gu Cun, he was already on his way home, and today Jiang Li promised to stay and deliberately go back early.
When the dishes entered the living room and smelled the smell of rice, Jiang Li came out of the kitchen with the dishes, and Gu Cun hurried over to help.
"It's not someone who cooks, why do you cook it yourself?"
"It suddenly remembered that I had never cooked for you before, and I wanted you to try my craft. Jiang Li took chopsticks to him.
The two of them sat down, the dishes on the table were all home-cooked dishes, but they smelled very fragrant, Jiang Li sandwiched the dishes for him, and said, "Gu Cun, thank you for agreeing to me to take care of Qin Lang." ”
"As long as you remember, you will always be my wife. "It is necessary to be generous at the right time, if he doesn't let Jiang Li go, it will really break the relationship between them.
"I'll remember. ”
After eating, Jiang Li went to wash and rest, Gu Cun accompanied her, since she was pregnant, Jiang Li's sleep has been much better, and she will not have nightmares in the middle of the night, which is a good thing.
For the next period of time, Jiang Li frequently went in and out of Qin Lang and Gu Cun, and when Qin Lang was in a better state, she would go home, and if she was not comfortable, she would stay, during this period, Gu Cun and Qin Lang had never met.
As time passed, Qin Lang's physical condition became worse and worse, and he could usually walk downstairs for a walk, but then he could only walk two steps in the living room, and the whole person was so thin that only bones remained, and he couldn't eat too much three meals a day, looking at the situation was not optimistic.
Early Saturday morning, Jiang Li took care of Qin Lang and had some breakfast, when someone knocked on the door.
Fang Wanqing came, Jiang Li and her hadn't seen each other for a while, Fang Wanqing looked at Jiang Li's lower abdomen bulging slightly, and asked distressedly: "It's hard for you to take care of the patient with a big belly." ”
"I'm fine, it's Qin Lang...... It doesn't seem to be optimistic. ”
"What's going on?"
The two sat down on the balcony, Jiang Li told her about Qin Lang's situation, and after finishing speaking, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, she was also very uncomfortable to see Qin Lang in such pain, and she couldn't show sadness in front of him.
Fang Wanqing understood her feelings very well, held her hand, and comforted: "I'm not saying ugly words, Jiang Li, you have to get ready." ”
The two looked at each other, and Jiang Li instantly understood what she meant by what she said to get ready, Qin Lang's life was running out......
"Look at me, I forgot to look for you today. Fang Wanqing took out a red wedding card from her bag, "Yuyang and I are going to get married." ”
"Really? Congratulations, you guys are not easy. Jiang Li was happy for her.
Fang Wanqing's eyes looked inside, and she whispered, "Are you going to participate with Qin Lang, or are you ...... Of course, I hope it's Gu Cun, if Qin Lang can go, it's best, if it's really not good, let him rest. ”
"Let's see when the time comes, you have finally stabilized your life's events, and you will really become my sister-in-law in the future. ”
"What sister-in-law, we're still best friends!"
After chatting a few more words, Fang Wanqing went downstairs and went to Qin Lang's room with the wedding card.
"You haven't rested yet?"
"Well, the late Qing Dynasty came just now?" Qin Lang sat up from the bed.
"yes, she's getting married, so she's inviting us there. Jiang Li poured him water and sat on the edge of the bed.
Qin Lang smiled weakly, "I think I'm still not going, I can't bring my sickness to others when I'm sick, you help me take out the things in the drawer." ”
Jiang Li opened the drawer curiously, and inside was a package, carrying a little weight, and asked curiously, "What is this?"
"You open it and take a look. ”
Jiang Li opened it carefully, the top was a rose made into a specimen, and there were many small gifts inside, seeing these, Jiang Li remembered that it was a gift given to her by Qin Lang at that time.
"You...... Do you keep them all?"
"Yes, I can't afford to lose it. ”
Flipping to the back again, I found that there was still an envelope, and I was about to open it but was stopped by Qin Lang, "This ...... It's my will, don't read it yet, wait for me...... You'll see when I'm gone. ”
"Qin Lang ......"
"Jiang Li, I know that my time is running out, and I am very content to have you with me at the end of my life. ”
"Don't say it, no, you will definitely be alive......" Jiang Li couldn't help crying, she couldn't imagine Qin Lang leaving.
Qin Lang gently wiped away her tears, "Fool, pregnant people can't always shed tears, don't worry, I will definitely insist on living one more day, I don't want to leave you so early......"
Maybe he was a little tired, Qin Lang fell asleep by the side of the bed, and when he noticed that he was still breathing, Jiang Li covered him with a quilt and put away his things before going out.
Tang Yuyang and Fang Wanqing's wedding was just a week later, Zhang Lingling took the initiative to take care of Qin Lang and asked Jiang Li and Gu Cun to attend the wedding.
Although she was not at ease, Jiang Li still went to the wedding, and on the way to change into a tailor-made dress, tightly wrapped the bulging lower abdomen, she was already five months pregnant.
At the wedding scene, a lot of relatives and friends were invited, Tang Yuantian and Jiang Ningxiu were also invited, and the mother and daughter hadn't seen each other for a long time and greeted each other.
"Are you tired, do you want to sit down and rest for a while?" Gu Cun was worried about her body, and helped him to sit down next to him.
Jiang Li saw Yuan Yuan Wanqing holding Tang Yuyang's arm and slowly walked over, and the audience immediately quieted down, looking at the couple, and the priest stood at the front, ready to start the wedding.
Everyone got up from their seats, and the audience was silent until the priest spoke, Jiang Li listened a little distracted, and looked at the two people on the stage as if they saw themselves and Qin Lang, at that time they also swore like this, saying to each other I am willing......
Jiang Li was immersed in the memories, and didn't notice that the phone kept vibrating in her pocket, until Gu Cun touched her whispered reminder, "The phone is ringing." ”
The caller ID is Zhang Lingling, and the bad premonition in my heart is even stronger.
"Hello?"
"Jiang Li, come quickly, Qin Lang...... He's dying!" Zhang Lingling shouted helplessly on the other end of the phone.
Jiang Li's heart chuckled, and she looked at Gu Cun in a panic, Gu Cun realized something, the two quietly left the wedding scene, and the car drove fast all the way, Jiang Li told Zhang Lingling on the phone to call an ambulance quickly, and she would arrive soon.
Arrived home in ten minutes, Zhang Lingling sat on the edge of the bed with tears on her face, saw Jiang Li coming, and immediately said: "I want to call for a taxi, but he won't let me, I have to wait for you to come back, you can persuade him quickly......"
Jiang Li walked over and saw that Qin Lang only had one breath left, his eyes narrowed slightly, and he felt extremely uncomfortable, "Why don't you call an ambulance?"
"You're here? I've been waiting for you. Qin Lang raised his hand, Jiang Li quickly held it, Qin Lang's voice was very small, and he needed to get very close to hear what he said, "You must be happy and have a good relationship with Gu Cun...... to live up to my original ...... Originally...... I'll give you to him......"
"What?" Jiang Li was shocked, thinking that she had misheard, and asked again, "Why did you hand me over to him?"
Qin Lang pointed to the letter on the table and said, "When I leave, you will know after reading this...... Jiang Li, I can have a relationship with you, we have been husband and wife...... I'm already happy...... It's a pity...... I can't grow old with you...... You remember, live well...... Alive......"
After saying this, Qin Lang slowly closed his eyes, and the hand holding Jiang Li gradually lost his strength.
"Qin Lang!" Jiang Li shouted, Gu Cun, who was standing downstairs, heard it, he knew that Qin Lang had left and would never come back.
There were only two people crying softly in the room, Jiang Li wiped her tears, took a deep breath to stabilize her emotions, "Lingling, you go out first, I want to be alone with him for a while." ”
After Zhang Lingling went out, Jiang Li let go of her hand and opened the envelope.
"Ah Li, when you read this letter, I was already dead, and it was really wonderful to talk to you in this way, but I still wanted to tell you something.
In fact, after I met you in college, I knew that there was a person who always liked you, silently guarded you, do you remember the gift I gave you at that time? That is what he wanted to give you, but he was afraid that you would not accept it, so I did it for me, after more contact with you, I found that I fell in love with you, I dare not imagine what it feels like to give you away, I admit that I am a little selfish, but the feelings are like this, will you blame me?
Later, that person went to work far away, we broke off contact, and we graduated, so I proposed to you, the moment you promised me I really felt that I had the whole world, you know that I have no parents since I was a child, I live alone, your appearance makes my life a lot more colorful, I feel that you are the best gift that the world has given me.
So we got married smoothly, and I was very happy to think that we could live for a long time in the future, and we could have our own children and our own home, but before the happy days came, the bad news came, probably because God thought that I had too much good, and I couldn't stand it, and I was joking, I actually had a terminal illness.
You don't know how you feel after you have a terminal illness, how much courage it takes for me to give you a smile in the face of you, and how many reasons I need to find various reasons to refuse your invitation...... Jiang Li, I love you so much and want to spend my life with you growing old together, but I can't...... I dragged you for three years because I didn't want to let myself have regrets.
At this time I met him again and made a deal with him, you know how much I didn't want to lie to you, but this time I had to do it, only then can you forget me completely......
He is a very good person, he is better than me in every aspect, you will not suffer with him, let alone worry about someone bullying you, I am relieved, and most importantly, he loves you more than me.
The most unexpected thing is that he is so generous that he agrees with you to take care of me, I admire this man very much, I can be with you at the end of my life, I am very happy, I have heard me say so much, you should know who this person is, right?
That's right, it's Gu Cun by your side, your current husband, the man who likes you for many years, and the father of your children, cherish him and wish you happiness.
If there is an afterlife, I hope to meet you again......"
After reading this letter, Jiang Li was already crying, she was surprised that Qin Lang and Gu Cun actually knew each other! Those gifts turned out to be given to her by Gu Cun, and she didn't expect them to join forces to deceive herself, but she was not angry at all, these two men were her favorites!
"Wipe away your tears. Gu Cun handed her a tissue.
Jiang Li turned around and found Gu Cun standing in front of him, and threw himself into his arms, "Why don't you tell me anything! Why do you wait until now!"
Gu Cun gently patted her back and looked at Qin Lang who was lying on the bed, as if he was saying to him and Jiang Li: "This is a promise between men, and we have done it." ”
Qin Lang's funeral was very simple, he didn't like to be lively, and only a few friends came, so he took him to the funeral after the funeral.
The location is the place where he had mentioned it to Gu Cunti before, where he can see the beautiful scenery, and more importantly, he can directly see Jiang Li's home here, even if he leaves, he still wants to look at her.
When she was buried, Jiang Li's eyes were red, the man she once loved the most, the man who woke up crying in the middle of the night made her leave, but she also had a man who gave him joy and happiness.
Turning her head to look at Gu Cun, the two looked at each other, Gu Cun's gaze slowly moved from her face to her lower abdomen, "Now you can take care of the fetus, right?"
"yes, don't you think it's too lonely to have one?"
"Well, why don't you give birth to two, a boy and a girl?"
The two went down from the mountain holding hands, discussing the matter of having a child, Gu Cun suddenly realized a problem, and asked her very seriously: "You never said that you loved me, in your heart, do you love me more or Qin Lang more?"
"Well...... Guess?" Jiang Li curled the corners of her lips and smiled evilly, knowing very well in her heart that she might love both, if ...... If she had to choose one, it would be better to be the one next to her, so she stopped and stood on tiptoe to Gu Cun's ear and whispered a word.
"Gu Cun, I love you, in fact, I saw you a long time ago, otherwise how could I agree to marry you?"
After speaking, Gu Cun hugged her in his arms and ran home, Jiang Li was so frightened that he hugged his neck, "You let me down!"
"I'm not going to let it go, let's go home and have a baby!"
There was their laughter all the way, and Jiang Li took one last look at Qin Lang's cemetery through his neck.
Qin Lang, I have returned you to the sea of people, give me back happiness and sleep.
Vaguely, she seemed to see Qin Lang's smile and nodded at her.
(ENDS)