153 My heart is in turmoil

I sat anxiously for a while...... I immediately made a decision that I couldn't just leave.

AFTER EXPLAINING TO ELLA, I WALKED IN THE DIRECTION LIN STILL LEFT.

Pudong Airport, this big departure hall, it is too difficult to find them...... So I was on the center side

Looking for it, while analyzing in my mind, they should be back to Taipei when they came to the airport, so I went to the boarding gate to fly to Taipei

I walked back and forth many times through this window that I was once familiar with, but I didn't see any sign of them!

I was anxious and walked to the gate for the UK, and sure enough...... I saw them,

Lin was still holding Xiaobei and sitting quietly on the chair to rest.

At this moment, Lin still stood up and looked at me with sharp eyes, and I stared at her without any concessions.

After looking at each other for a moment, she looked away...... Xiaobei suddenly snuggled up to my lap and shouted, "Dad!"

I squatted down, rubbed the bear into my arms by the way, and gently asked my daughter, "Xiaobei, how do you remember?"

Daddy?"

Xiaobei rubbed my neck and replied, "There are pictures of my father at home!"

Suddenly speechless, I kissed them separately......

There really seems to be a difference between boys and girls, and Little Bear just looks at me, taller than Little Becky, and has a kind of big brother's

appearance, and then he turned around and hugged Lin Yi's legs, his expression a little shy......

I said softly to Becky, "Dad is going back to the United States now...... I'll see you guys when I come back. ”

Stood up and said to Lin Zhen, "Let's go out and talk!"

She said with a gesture of rejection: "There is nothing to talk about!"

"I don't want to argue in front of my children......"

I glanced at her and turned to walk out......

Walking all the way outside, I stood in a quiet place before stopping, and then turned around to see Lin Yi

Slowly followed, until she stopped next to me.

I've always taken what he said to heart, and I need to confirm the child's background...

So he looked at her and asked, "Is the child mine?"

When she heard my words, her expression became even more ugly, as if she wanted to get angry....... Then he turned around and went inside,

Without thinking about it, I pulled her over and began to say ugly words in my mouth:

Lin is still ...... What the do you want me to do with all this...... Neither are you pregnant

Tell me, what will happen to people if you stand on the moral high ground with three children now and trample me under your feet

Look at me?"

She looked at me with calm eyes, but said in a firm tone, "Have you always been so self-righteous?

The son is yours, and I'm married...... Don't bother us in the future!"

When I heard this answer, I seemed to breathe a sigh of relief, if this child was really mine, I would live in guilt forever!

I quickly changed the subject: "Xiaoxiong and Xiaobei go to kindergarten in Shanghai, right?"

Lin still ignored me, got up and walked inside, and said as he passed me:

"Take care of your own children!"

I stared at her back, and I felt like I couldn't do it...... I know that our lives are gone

Choice, this woman I love and hate, I always live in her shadow, although I also love ella,

But watching Lin still have a child with someone else, my heart didn't feel good at all, so after she left, I again

After standing for a while, I couldn't tell my current emotions.

RETURNING TO ELLA AGAIN, SHE LOOKED AT ME AS IF SHE HAD NOTICED SOMETHING AND ASKED, "KEVI."

,What's

the matte

with you?”

I forced a smile and replied, "It's."

othi

g. I met a f

ie

d just

ow.

(Nothing, just met a friend)"

The child in her arms, Jace, was already asleep by this time...... I looked at the time, the time before boarding

It's close, and it means I'm leaving my homeland again......

ON THE PLANE, I SAT SILENTLY, ELLA WAS ASLEEP NEXT TO ME, AND THE CHILD WAS IN MY ARMS.

Looking at his angelic face, occasionally babbling sounds, this scene is the same as that of Xiaobei and Xiaoxiong

Looks. I'm already a father of three children, whether it's a bad fate or a blessing?

I don't know, on this long flight, I kept staring out of the cabin, from day to night...... The sky is crossing

I was changing, but I didn't feel sleepy.......

....................

I started living in the United States again, and I took Cary's part of the demolition money to my own

The property was all given to ELLA, which seemed a little incomprehensible to Americans who were accustomed to the AA system, and I put it

Kasa put it in her hand and said, "We Chi."

ese me

a

e like this. Take it!”

ELLA ALSO SAID VERY UNDERSTANDINGLY: "I HAVE A JOB, YOU A."

e still

eadi

g!

(I have a job and you're still studying!)"

I humorously said, "It does."

't matte

. I have you!

(It's okay, I've got you!)"

I can't explain this result between us with Lin Yi, I have to treat her well with ELLA,

Otherwise, my conscience will not go, she is still so young, and she chose me, a divorced man,

Stayed in a rented apartment again. want to use my own ability to buy a house in Los Angeles, which I certainly can't afford,

Besides, I'm not going to stay.

Thinking of this....... Looks like it's time to talk to her about my graduation, a few more

MONTH, I WAS ABOUT TO FINISH MY STUDIES IN THE UNITED STATES, I SAT NEXT TO ELLA, JACE LOOKED UP AT ME, ME

Rubbing it on his nose, the seven-month-old child is already a little subconscious, whenever I use this movement

As I teased him, he began to know how to avoid me, until he let out a giggle......

I gathered my thoughts for a moment and finally said, "ELLA, I will g."

aduate i

a few

mo

ths, a

d we will go back to Chi

a togethe

.

(I'll be graduating in a few months, and we'll be going back to China together!)"

I didn't expect her to react so much, she looked at me with incredible eyes:

“Why do you wa

t to go back to Chi

a? (Why go back to China?)"

I WAS ALSO STUNNED, WHAT I HAD ALWAYS THOUGHT WAS REASONABLE, BUT SUDDENLY ELLA'S REACTION WAS CONFUSED

I was at a loss, so I stammered a little and said, "Because I am Chi."

ese! I just came to the

U

ited States to study ab

oad. (Because I'm Chinese!) I just came to the U.S. to study.) )”

She shook her head categorically: "No, I al."

eady have a job he

e, I ca

't go to Chi

a!

(I already have a job here, it's impossible to go to China!)"

“If you do

't go to wo

k i

Chi

a, stay at home a

d b

i

g you

child

e

alo

(You don't have to work when you go to China, just stay at home and take care of the kids!)"

“sevi

,I love wo

ki

(I love to work)"

Seeing that she was a little excited, I didn't want to stimulate her anymore, so I said tactfully, "It does."

't

matte

. I'll decide afte

g

aduatio

. (It's okay, I'll decide after I graduate.) )”

She looked at me very seriously and emphasized again, "Sevi."

,I will

ot leave the U

ited

States.You ca

also fi

d a job he

e. We stay i

Losa

geles togethe

.

(I'm not leaving the U.S., you can also get a job here, and we'll stay in Los Angeles together!)"

Her firm tone, I don't know how to answer, I absolutely can't stay here!

Now my heart is a little pounding, and for the remaining months, it's like I'm counting down to one

I have been in the United States for four years, and the mentality here is as if I am on a complete mission.

When I was about to graduate, I felt like I was having a hard time.......

HEARING ELLA'S ATTITUDE NOW, MY HEART BEGAN TO HANG IN THE AIR, WHAT WOULD I DO IF SHE WAS DETERMINED NOT TO RETURN TO CHINA

This is a very real problem, and it must be faced, and even if I am willing to stay in the United States, he probably won't

Will agree, Jace is still so young, if I go to work, what will happen to the children?

Parents here are not obliged and accustomed to helping their children take care of their children, not to mention that her parents are in Seattle,

ELLA DOESN'T HAVE ANY MATERNITY LEAVE, SHE HAS ALWAYS HIRED SOMEONE TO TAKE IT, AND I WALKED TO THE BALCONY A LITTLE BORED......