Chapter 134: Unqualified
"So, what about now?" Lin Xi asked.
After asking, I can't wait to slap myself, what's the matter with her.
It's probably because I'm emotionally happy, and I'm finally able to keep the clouds.
It seems that there will be more kindness to the world, and it seems that there is not so much hostility towards Jian Chai, not to mention, but also some concern?
Jane looked at her, "Now?"
Lin Xidu had already started talking, so he could only stubbornly continue, "What about now, do you want to give Jiayun a different result than before?"
"What's the use?" asked Jane.
Whether it is the tone of the eyes or the gesture, there is nothing but despair.
"What's the use? She didn't want it. Jian Chai shook his head lightly and buried his face in his palm.
She didn't want anything. Including him.
It took Jane this time to come to terms with these facts.
She didn't want anything, including him. No, it should be said that especially him.
She won't be coming back.
Yao Jiayun will not come back, and he does not want to appear in his life anymore.
Each of these facts is a knife, Ling Chi him.
He still enjoyed it, as if self-torture had become a liberating thing.
Lin Xi thought for a moment and said, "Your brother originally asked me to persuade you. But I don't know how to persuade you, and I don't know what he wants me to persuade you to be. β
"Don't persuade me, you don't have to pay attention to me. Jian Chai said in a low voice, "I'm just, I just want to stay by myself, I won't look for death, I won't do anything, I just feel that nothing makes sense." β
His voice was muffled, "There is no point in doing business, there is no point in work, there is no point in arranging at home, it seems that there is no point in talking, it is very meaningless to live, just living." β
Lin Xi looked at him and finally couldn't help but sigh.
"Are you...... Only now do I realize that with Jiayun by your side, what you do is meaningful?" Lin Xi asked.
Jian Chai's body stiffened suddenly.
He snorted, "She's always there." β
"yes, she's always there. Lin Xi nodded.
"She's always there, no matter what time of the day. I know that she is at home, no matter how busy the work is, how annoying the meetings, how bad things are. She's always there, and I'm steady. β
Jian Chai paused here, and after a while, he said in a muffled voice, "It seems that she will be empty as soon as she leaves." Everywhere is empty. There is her shadow everywhere, only the shadow, and the person is not there. I'm probably ...... Take her accommodation for granted. I thought I was going to be fine. I thought that after a long time, this habit faded, and I would get better. β
Jane looked at Lin Xi, "Lin Xi, I'm not getting better." β
What kind of person Jian Chai was before, Lin Xi knew very well.
Handsome, rich, restrained, elegant.
No one would think that such a person would have this side now.
This very clear gap will make people ...... I can't even say a word that I deserve.
Lin Xi opened his mouth, but in the end he didn't say a word.
After a while, Lin Xi said, "Jian Zhu seems to know where Jiayun is. β
There was a thin light in Jian Chai's eyes.
He pondered for a moment, "You don't want to listen to Jian Zhu. β
This made Lin Xi a little surprised, she originally thought that Jian Chai would want her to persuade Jiayun, otherwise she wouldn't say so much to her.
"I don't want anyone to affect Jiayun. Jian Chai said.
Lin Xi: "You...... Don't want to chase her back?"
Jian Chai was silent for a few seconds, and just when Lin Xi felt that he would not answer this, he heard his muffled voice, "I dreamed of it." β
But he shook his head, "It's just that I'm not qualified now." β
These words shocked Lin Xi's heart.
At this moment, she felt that she could finally face the person who had hurt her best friend with peace of mind.
Unlike Jian Chai, Jian Cha really knows what the problem is. It is different from Jane's forced compromise and remedy.
Jane Chai really wants to remedy it, not the kind that can be achieved overnight. It's sincere. Sincerity is always a trickle.
"When I have that qualification, I'll chase it. Chase is my name, but I've lived my life until now...... I didn't chase anyone. I used to be, so peaceful......"
Jian Chai's eyes still had no brilliance, revealing a desperate defeat, but compared to Jian Chai's eyes before, Lin Xi felt that even such a desperate defeat was much better than before.
Jian Chai is a person like him, and he is thoughtful, and since he said so, he has already thought it through. Lin Xi was inexplicably able to have some peace of mind.
It's like, if these two people can really have a future, Jian Chai won't make a mistake again.
Lin Xi has finished what he should have said, and he didn't plan to stay for a long time, "Then I'll leave, what do you want ......?"
Lin Xi thought about the relationship between himself and Jian Chai who were not so familiar, and said, "If you want help, you can contact Bo Yang." β
Jian Chai nodded slightly, "You call my brother over, I have something to say to him, so that he won't harass you in the future." β
Lin Xi walked to the living room and saw Jian Chai impatiently greeted him, "Doctor Lin, how is it?!"
Lin Xi looked at him, "I did what you asked, and I persuaded you, Jian Chai wants to talk to you, you can go." I'll go back first. β
"I'll let the driver drop you off. β
"No, I'll just go back by myself. Lin Xi waved his hand, not wanting to say anything more to Jian Zhu, so he went out of the door.
Jane let out a long breath before walking towards the glass door of the terrace.
"Xiao Chase. Jane sat down in the chaise longue next to him.
Jane didn't look at him, staring blankly at the sky.
Jian Qi pursed her lips and frowned slightly, "Doctor Lin said that you want to talk to me, but you are talking, you are going to die in a hurry?"
"From childhood to adulthood......," Jian Chai whispered, "I listen to you, Dad, and yours for everything, and tell myself that what you say is right." You have chosen the right path, and I will only follow the path you have pointed out, because you are right. β
Jian Chai was stunned, and always felt that Jian Chai's words sounded a little uneasy in his heart, "Xiao Chai, what are you talking about...... What do you mean?"
"I don't want to think about whether those paths are right or wrong right now. I don't want to go. I don't want to go as you want. β
Jian Chai finally turned his eyes to look at Jian Chai and said, "I want to live my own life." Not according to your will, but my own will. β
Jian Chai frowned, "Your own wishes, don't be naΓ―ve, brother, what you eat, wear, and live in, what is not the best? What is not brought to you by our family? If there is no Jian family, if you don't have this surname, you will be nothing!"
Jian Chai knew that his words were a bit heavy, but it was also during this time that he was really stuffy by Jian Chasing.
But Jian Chai didn't expect that as soon as he finished saying this, Jian Chai turned around and entered the house, and turned around after a while.
Holding a few document bags in his hand, it can be seen that he has already prepared them.