"It's really boring to play, I'm going to play again and I'm going to vomit, it's okay all day, I'm playing here, and now the tiger's mouth is grinding calluses. ”

Kuroko said.

"Okay, isn't that the freedom you want? ”

Do you know why Kuroko left school at the time? It's because he doesn't like that kind of hard education, and he doesn't like to be supervised.

"It's been a long time since I've been gone, but there are still many things I remember in my heart, and I don't regret leaving, just reminiscing about it occasionally. ”

Kuroko untied a canned bottle of beer and took a sip of it.

"If you don't regret it now, you won't deliberately reminisce, maybe you have been in society for a long time now, and you have forgotten what happened back then. ”

Lu Xiaoman also untied a bottle of beer, sat next to him and said.

"Actually, if you want to say that you regret it, it's not like it's an experience in my life after all, and it's not far away.

So when I remember that kind of life and experience this kind of life, I haven't felt it for a long time, and I really miss it. ”

Kuroko said with a hard sip.

He once thought about how free he would be when he left school, but he didn't last long to feel bored with such a free time.

Although there were many people in his billiard hall, there was no one who could really talk to him.

"What, do you want to go back?"

Lu Xiaoman said.

"At that time, I decided to leave, and I didn't think about not going back, which is also a choice in life. ”

When a person is lonely, he will remember that he was not lonely before, and when he has too much free time, he will think about it.

"It's really an experience, but it's just more memorable. ”

Lu Xiaoman nodded.

For those who have experienced it, you will know that when you finish your studies or leave halfway, you will look back, and you will find that the campus that once disgusted you is actually full of flowers.

The place that once filled you with the idea of wanting to escape is actually full of joy.

Kuroko may be tired of that kind of life for a while, but when he really leaves, he will still miss it, but as he experiences more and more things, he will gradually forget this feeling.

"I used to say that as long as I stepped out of that gate, when I went back I would be honored to go home, I would not go back myself, I would ask them to invite me back. ”

It seems that Kuroko also had some unpleasant things at school at that time, and he has never kept silent about these.

Lu Xiaoman didn't plan to delve into it either, after all, everyone had a glorious past, and he didn't need to get to the bottom of it.

Both of them couldn't have imagined that after many years, when Kuroko went back again, he would indeed be admired by tens of thousands of people.

It wasn't until he became famous that he remembered that he had said such a thing to Lu Xiaoman at that time.

By the time he stepped into that campus gate again, there had indeed been a huge change, and his mentality had become more mature.

Of course, these are all later words, so I won't mention them for the time being.

"I hope you can do it!"

Lu Xiaoman patted Kuroko's shoulder.

"What a man has said must be done hard, now if you are willing to stay on your own one-third of an acre, you want to achieve it, it is simply impossible, no one will ask a billiard hall owner who has no achievements to give them a speech. ”

Lu Xiaoman lit a cigarette, exhaled a breath, and said.

In fact, he doesn't like to smoke very much, I don't know why, at this moment, after listening to Kuroko's words, he wants to light one.

Kuroko didn't say exactly what he wanted to do.

If you say or want to do something, you must do it, otherwise after this time, you may never have the opportunity again.

If you want everyone to look up to you, you have to show your qualifications, and such qualifications are not fabricated out of thin air, nor do you rely on others to obtain, but rely on your own hands to work hard.

"yes, I'll go back one day and impress them.

Now I can't continue to be so self-willing, I'm already bored with such a comfortable life, I have always felt that you are like a stimulant in this pool hall, which will ignite all the atmosphere, and our development will not end there. ”

Kuroko looked at Lu Xiaoman's figure in the smoke.

"I'm a doping, don't be kidding, I think I'm like a scourge. ”

Lu Xiaoman laughed self-deprecatingly, and then said helplessly.

"No, it was you who pulled me out of a pool of bitter water, and it was you who made me understand that ideas are not only to think, but also to do when there are ideas. ”

After Kurozi said this, Lu Xiaoman's skull seemed to explode.

yes, even Kuroko understands it, and he can't figure out anything.

Parents left themselves, Sister Wan also left them, maybe they just have a hard time, and now they want to live for themselves, and they don't care what other people think, and they may one day come back for their own wonderful.

In the past, I was too obsessed with some things, but I blinded my eyes, but I was just blind, but I made myself mistakenly believe that it was true.

Heizi didn't know that he was just an unintentional sentence, but he woke up Lu Xiaoman and made the sleeping male lion raise his head again.

The sharp gaze looked into the distance, and the desire to devour everything seemed to churn in his chest.

Countless times in his heart, he thought about wanting to become stronger, afraid of being looked down upon and ridiculed and insulted, how could he not have experienced these things.

And those thoughts, he wants to make them a reality, not just to think about it, he wants to make what he wants to be real.

Let the people who bully me insult me and look down on me have opened their eyes wide, look at the thirty years of Hedong, thirty years of Hexi, don't bully the poor youth, with the flying sun, when I am splendid.

Whether you are in the official business, or in the business of the official I take it, or you have a monstrous background, rich and rival the country's money, then I will take it together, people must always have a pursuit, and for this pursuit, even if it can't be done, if necessary, he doesn't do it, why can't you do it.

Chaowen said, Xi Ke can die, isn't this exactly this sentence?

"Maybe the maturity of the past is just a disguise, and it is only now that I understand what a person should do and what to think!"

Lu Xiaoman ruthlessly took the last puff of the burning cigarette butt.

The bitter feeling of excitement and madness came to his heart, as if the strong smell of smoke had brought him a lot of encouragement.

"Yes, mature people have to know what to do, what to think, and now I know that I need to make the right choice. ”

Heizi looked at Lu Xiaoman with blazing eyes.

Then he changed his tone and suddenly moved on to something else.

"I injured the leopard that day, I think it won't be long before his boss will come to the door again, isn't this an opportunity, I don't want to continue to live in my billiard hall in the muddy, I want a more exciting life." ”

Heizi looked at Lu Xiaoman's face and said seriously.

He knew that if he wanted to change himself, with his current strength, it would be too difficult, but if he had Lu Xiaoman's support, maybe the result would be very different.

"If they come, then you should inform me in time, I want to see what kind of force they are, and what kind of background they have. ”

Although he heard about the origin of the leopard's power, Lu Xiaoman still didn't have a trace of fear, this was just a small challenge for him, it seemed more like a temper.

It's not that he looks down on his opponent too much, but he feels that no matter how big or small he encounters now, it is a kind of enrichment of his life experience, as long as he looks at this problem from the perspective of a bystander, the result may be very different.

"Then you don't agree...... I'm talking about what leopards do?"

Kuroko walked slowly to the window, and the cool breeze came from the window.

"I thought a long time ago, maybe there will be such a day, but I didn't expect it to come so early, I think Wang Wen probably has the same idea as you, you two probably discussed a lot of things behind my back. ”

Lu Xiaoman pointed at him and smiled, and then said.

"I didn't say much, I just said what I thought about the future. ”

Kuroko touched his head and smiled.

"It's not something I can say, whether I'm against it or I agree with it, after all, what he's doing isn't a glorious thing.

It's not that it's disgraceful to be mixed with society, but it will make people fear you, even your relatives may not understand you, can you bear such suffering?"

Lu Xiaoman asked him rhetorically, after all, it is so bitter that ordinary people can't eat it, and doing this thing is completely licking blood from the knife, one day if you are not careful, you may be slashed from behind, and you don't know how you died.

"We've all been sure that maybe it wasn't the right decision, but I'm sure none of us will regret it this time. ”

Heizi said firmly, he had actually discussed it with Wang Wen.

What's more, because of what Lu Xiaoman experienced in the ring today, after Wang Wen came, he got even drunk, and he didn't say what it was for, just drank vigorously.

"What if you are really sure? I will do my best to support you, maybe I may not be involved, but I will definitely help you. ”

Lu Xiaoman had already made up his mind, after all, this road was not what he wanted to take, what he wanted to walk was more like a broad road.

Business is also a good way, as for mixed society, he doesn't plan to do it, but he has no objection to the people around him.

After all, to survive in this society now, who doesn't have the ability to be cunning.

Besides, this is the path chosen by the two of them, if it goes wrong at that time, then can I still help them?

But if you fall into it, you will really be wiped out.