Chapter 139: Leaning
Ten years ago, when Lin Xi and Bo Yang were in love, the campus relationship was their first love, although Lin Xi's personality was more calm and calm than his peers since he was a child because of his family environment.
But at the end of the day, she's just a high school girl.
There are always so many girlish feelings, and there are a lot of beautiful expectations for romance. To put it bluntly, there will be some particularly childish behavior.
In the school, this stone is called the Wishing Stone, and there are always people who come here to engrave words on it, or write with an oil pen, confess, curse, everything.
Lin Xi also learned from others at that time, quietly carved the names of the two of them on the stone, and did not dare to engrave the full names of the two people openly, for fear of being discovered by his classmates.
It's the initials that are engraved.
At that time, Bo Yang was an acute and short-tempered and awkward tsundere teenager, who always laughed at her for being naïve, but never stopped her once.
And at this moment, Lin Xi walked up the stairs, walked gently to the small platform, and walked to the wishing stone that seemed childish at his current age.
The Wishing Stone is a large stone that stands on a small platform.
At the moment, there is a person leaning against the stone.
It's Bo Yang.
He sat on the floor, his long legs stretched forward, and sat in a position that looked quite comfortable.
He tilted his head slightly, and his handsome face looked a little pale, which looked like a face that would only be seen when he was injured by drinking.
It must have been uncomfortable, for his brow furrowed slightly.
His lips were not bloody, and he sat on the ground with his hands hanging on the ground, and in his hands he held a stone that must have been turned out of the nearby soil, and was still stained with mud.
Lin Xi held his breath, didn't dare to call him, lightened his steps, and walked in front of the big stone.
When his eyes saw the name carved on the big stone, which was already very deep, Lin Xi's tears fell.
That's her name.
I don't know how many times over the years this man has slipped into the campus of their alma mater on a drunken night, the place that holds all their fond memories.
And how in the summer evening breeze, in the winter wind, sitting or squatting alone in front of the stone, with the intention of wine, with a small stone carved on the wishing stone the name that has long been afraid to declare it, but has always been hidden in the heart.
Every time, every time.
Doing what he used to pretend to be sarcastic and disgusting and childish.
When she was young, she was always awkward, and she really disliked her naivety at that time. I'm just embarrassed.
And then, she left.
Bo Yang didn't have much sustenance, and as he got older, he gradually hid his emotions well, whether it was longing or resentment.
Never mention anything related to her. Everything seems to be well hidden.
It is only when it is completely crushed by alcohol that the defense line in my heart will suddenly collapse, and then I will return here in a quiet night.
Doing things that I once disliked and childish, at an age that has matured, has become the only sustenance.
The two words Lin Xi have been engraved very clearly.
Bo Yang opened his eyes slightly, his gaze was misty, he didn't see Lin Xi. It seemed that he had not yet sobered up from the wine, but he sat up straighter, as if he remembered what he should have done.
He turned around, took the small stone, and continued to carve Lin Xi's name over and over again, over and over again.
The sound of stone carving and grinding was rough, and it seemed to be carved in Lin Xi's heart, and it hurt so much.
Bo Yang carved it, his mouth was still reading very softly, a very light voice, but it was her name that came out over and over again.
Lin Xi sniffed lightly and raised his hand to wipe the tears on his face.
"Bo Yang. She called him softly, nasally.
I saw that the man's movements suddenly stopped, and he seemed to be stiff all over, and he didn't move.
Lin Xi walked up, "Bo Yang?"
He slowly lowered the stone in his hand, and then slowly, slowly, slowly raised his hand to cover his face.
Lin Xi squatted in front of him, he covered his face with his hands, she couldn't see his expression, "Are you okay?"
He seemed to speak a few syllables softly, but his voice was too soft for Lin Xi to hear clearly.
"What did you say?" she leaned her ear closer, "will you say it again?"
"I forgot ......," Bo Yang said four words, his voice very soft and low.
Lin Xi didn't make a sound, and reached out to hug him.
Bo Yang's body still had a heavy smell of wine, and he was soft and let her hold him, and his voice fell on her ears glutinously, "I forgot...... Lin Xi has returned, and Lin Xi is already mine. I forgot ......"
Lin Xi's heart ached.
Even if he was used to having her again.
After being crushed by alcohol, he is still the one who is indulging in the pain of loss. That's why I'm doing what I used to do.
"I forgot ......," Bo Yang repeated in a low voice.
Lin Xi could hear that he hadn't woken up yet, but he was no longer drunk.
"It's okay, it's okay. Lin Xi gently patted him on the shoulder, "I'm here." Lin Xi is here. ”
"Lin Xi is not allowed to laugh at my childishness......" His voice was still glutinous, sounding a little grunting.
Lin Xi didn't smile. Lin Xi coaxed and persuaded that Bo Yang's drunken madness was not annoying at all, it only made her feel full of distress.
"Didn't I learn from her when I was naïve...... I learned it from Lin Xi. Bo Yang sniffed, and his head rested on Lin Xi's shoulder.
Lin Xi simply sat down next to him and let him lean on his body, this tall man, she wanted to push him out, and she had to climb over the wall to get out, it was indeed a difficult task to complete.
Just wait here for him to wake up.
"You think so much about Lin Xi?" Lin Xi asked, reaching out and touching her name on the big stone behind her, which was already deeply engraved.
Bo Yang's eyes were closed, and his voice was not very clear, "I want to...... I dreamed of it. I don't dare to talk to anyone...... Others say I'm too cheap, Lin Xi doesn't want me anymore, I'm still ...... Well, it's hard to keep the cold kiln. ”
When Lin Xi heard this, his brows furrowed slightly, and he asked softly, "And then?"
"Phew, what's the matter with them...... Can they control them? I just think secretly, I just think secretly, and I don't let people know. Bo Yang buried his head in her shoulder socket.
Lin Xi knows. Lin Xi said in a low voice.
Bo Yang was sleepy, and his voice became more and more unclear, "Hmm, Lin Xi just knew...... She just knew. ”
Then he leaned on Lin Xi's body in a very uncomfortable position and fell asleep.
Lin Xi remained motionless in this position, listening to his long breathing, in this place that once had all their good memories, their alma mater, in front of the big stone engraved with her name.
Let him lean on.
That's great. Lin Xi thought to himself, now, in the future, she can finally be his dependence.
I just rely on it until I get old.