"Baby, Mommy was wrong...... Mom won't let people bully you anymore...... Mommy will be strong...... Please be strong, too. ”

Like a seed, it survived the cold winter, and then burst out of the earth under the first rays of spring sunshine. No matter what kind of burden you are carrying, don't let them overwhelm you, you have to live tenaciously, grow tenaciously, grow buds, bloom, and let everyone look at you with admiration, it turns out that a small and inconspicuous seed has such strength and beauty.

Chu Di stood outside the garden, watching Lin Xiangwan hugging Ye Nan, whispering something in his ear, he didn't go in, because he didn't want to disturb the two of them, at this time, he really realized that he was an outsider, even though she still wore the ring he gave her on her left ring finger, but he didn't enter her heart.

Maybe he went in once, but because of his own mistake, he was pushed out by her again.

After squatting for a long time, and finally planting all the seeds, Lin Xiangwan was a little thirsty, and when he got up, he suddenly felt dizzy.

She leaned back, with nothing in her hand to hold onto, and when she was about to fall, a pair of strong hands dragged her down.

Lin Xiangwan turned her head, her lips rubbed slightly against the man's cheek, and after she saw the person in front of her clearly, she subconsciously wanted to hide, Chu Di hugged her waist hard, "Be careful." ”

Chu Di carefully helped Lin Xiangwan to get up, and as soon as Lin Xiangwan stood firm, he immediately jumped out of his control, and the atmosphere suddenly became weird and embarrassing.

"I came from the hospital...... The doctor said that the mother had bee venom...... Ah Wan...... I ...... "I should apologize, apologize well, and get her forgiveness." But the words on those scenes, when they came to their lips, they couldn't say anything.

And Lin Xiangwan didn't seem to care. "Yes, that's the best, if we find the cause, we should be able to cure it soon. ”

Lin Xiangwan said it lightly, without a trace of emotion, she didn't care about Chu's mother's life or death, and she didn't care if she was wronged, his family's affairs had nothing to do with her. But Chu Di still found a clue in her casual performance.

She has always refused to look at him, she stubbornly lowered her head, watched Ye Nan play with mud, looked at the dust flying in the air, and watched all the small and ordinary events, but she just refused to look at him.

She was angry with him, Chu Di thought, her heart slowly relaxed a little, and if she was angry with him, it meant that she still cared about him, if she was really indifferent to him, it would be the most terrible.

"This matter is my fault, I wronged you without investigating clearly, don't be angry. Chu Di is not a person who can apologize, such a few dry words are the limit for him, but when he hears it in other people's ears, it is too insincere.

Lin Xiangwan sneered, not even interested in answering, turned around and walked into the house.

Chu Di followed her and found her in the kitchen.

Opening the refrigerator, Lin Xiangwan took out a cabbage, picked up the kitchen knife on the knife holder, and chopped it up.

Chu Di watched from behind and felt that Lin Xiangwan should have taken that cabbage as his.

"You ......"

"Don't talk nonsense, eat dumplings at night, hurry up and get out to buy meat filling, I don't have time to listen to your rambling!" Lin Xiangwan waved his hand casually, and the sharp tip of the knife almost stuck to Chu Di's shirt, if Chu Di hadn't taken a step back, it was estimated that this shirt would have been scrapped.

"You ......" I couldn't say it just now, but this time I really had nothing to say. Such a bad-tempered woman, how could he feel sorry for her from time to time, thinking that she was weak and deceitful? If it wasn't for being wrapped up with him, she could actually protect herself and Ye Nan very well, right?

Lin Xiangwan held the knife, but his hand did not tremble, and he squinted at Chu Di with a pair of horizontal eyebrows and a cold finger at Qianfu, Chu Di had no choice but to take her life.

When he walked to the entrance, Lin Xiangwan chased him out, "Ye Nan and I will go with you, and we have to buy some other things." ”

The family goes out to the supermarket together, which seems to be a very common thing in ordinary people's eyes.

Mom wanders around the food section, dad focuses on the latest electronics, and the little ones chase and play in the children's toy section...... Every family must have had a similar experience, but for Chudi, this is a whole new world.

When the three of them came to the supermarket, it was the rush hour, the supermarket was crowded, in front of the counter selling milk and vegetables, the loudspeaker broadcast the special information over and over again, and the bloated aunts rushed down the mountain like tigers, and rushed over as soon as they heard the news, loading the freshest and cheapest goods into their cars.

If it was in normal times, in such a chaotic situation, Chu Di would never stay for a minute longer. But now, when he looked at the big one and the small one in front of him, he had a feeling that the years were quiet.

This is the ordinary life he wants, in the chaos of the world, your eyes can have a place to perch, even among thousands of people, you can recognize them at a glance.

Lin Xiangwan pushed the shopping cart, Ye Nan sat in the car, she carefully studied the ingredient list of the products she bought, and opened a can of yogurt and handed it to Ye Nan.

"That's not good, I haven't settled the bill yet...... Chu Di wanted to stop it, but Lin Xiangwan gave him a big roll of his eyes, "I won't run away, just take the empty bottle and pay the money when the time comes, what's the big deal." ”

She, like all mothers, becomes very strong when it comes to her own children.

Chu Di withdrew his hand wordlessly, and let Lin Xiangwan act recklessly.

At the time of checkout, there was a long queue, and Chu Di and they were at the end of the line.

Because there was a passage behind the checkout line, there were constantly people squeezing over, Chu Di slowly stuck to Lin Xiangwan's back, and then silently wrapped his hand around her.

"I'm sorry...... The decision was made without listening to your explanation. I'm sorry to leave you at the wedding, those people must have embarrassed you, right? I'm sorry, but I wasn't at home on the wedding night, I'm sorry, I didn't protect you and Ye Nan, I'm sorry......"

Chudi whispered behind her, and with each apologies, a kiss fell on the back of her neck.

He looked down on himself a little because he felt that he was not honest enough. In that case, he should face to face with her with just the two of them.

But he couldn't. Because he knew that even if he took out his heart to show her, she wouldn't necessarily believe it.

She's like a hedgehog that gets hurt and puts all the thorns on her body up. But he hurt her, not only this time.

So he could only choose this time, because in front of the public, Lin Xiangwan couldn't break out, even if she didn't want to hear it, she wouldn't leave Ye Nan and him alone and leave by herself.

From the moment Chu Di hugged her, Lin Xiangwan's body began to become nervous. The muscles of the whole body are hard, and even the breathing is cautious, as if he is going to run away at any time, or give Chu Di a hard blow. But gradually, her body began to regain its softness.

Chu Di couldn't see her expression, he could only continue with his heart, "You know that she is my bottom limit. I won't do anything to you except her. I had a hard time when I was a child, and she was also miserable, but she endured it all the time. Until one day, she found out that my father had sent me a picture of your mother. The two of them took a photo in the Mediterranean. I think he should be trying to tell me that he's doing well and I don't have to worry, but he doesn't know what happened to his mother, and he's doing well, but we're not doing well. I wanted to burn the picture, but before I could do it, she found out. After all these years, I still remember what she looked like at that time, she didn't cry or shout, but tore that picture to shreds and ate it bite by bite. I went up to stop her, and she slapped me open, and she didn't say anything, but the way she looked at me ......" Chu Di took a deep breath and gathered some strength before continuing to speak, "Then in the middle of the night, she committed suicide. She locked herself in the bathroom and hung herself from the bathroom shower with stockings. I still don't know how she did it, but she must have tried many times, because when she was rescued, I found her covered in bruises from a fall. ”

"Ah Wan, I know that you hate her, you don't like her, and I also know that she treats you and Ye Nan like this, it's not fair. But she's my mom after all. Over the years, I have no other relatives besides her. I rarely go to see her anymore...... For her, this is a form of torture...... I ......"

"You don't actually have to do that. Lin Xiangwan suddenly spoke. She didn't think they would have such a conversation in such a situation.

People come and go, and everyone has their own story, joys and sorrows, and so on.

Her suffering, in her opinion, may be as heavy as a mountain, but in the eyes of others, it may be just an insignificant after-dinner conversation.

The so-called empathy is actually a lie, no one understands your pain, if he is not in it.

"Do you think I'm angry? I ignore you because I'm angry? Actually, no, I just feel sorry, not because you said those words, but because of your attitude. You want to protect your mother, just like I want to protect my family, I want to protect Ye Nan, this is understandable. But I just can't understand that your mother is a relative to you, isn't Ye Nan to you? If you put the two of them on the scale, which is more important? In the end, you just don't believe us. If you don't believe it, then why do you have to tie it together? Who can you show as a happy and healthy family? If you really want an obedient wife, I believe that there will be too many good women in this city for you to choose from. Why do you have to torture yourself......? It's better to separate early, save the end, everyone regrets it. ”