Chapter 53: Truth or Truth
Han Mingjin leaned against the wall and watched Lin Yun'er seriously kneel on the ground and count the condoms that had just been taken out. Lin Yun'er breathed a sigh of relief and turned her head to look at Han Mingjin who was dazed.
Lin Yun'er suddenly smiled: "In the past, I never understood why every time you did something wrong, you still looked like someone else had done something wrong. Now I understand, in fact, you never feel like you've done anything wrong, right?" Han Mingjin came back to his senses and bowed his head in silence.
Lin Yun'er sighed, stepped forward and squatted in front of Han Mingjin: "Say it." What do you want me to do? Should I just take a shower and go to bed and wait for you if you bring this thing? I can't say a word, I can't show any displeasure, can I?"
Han Mingjin raised his head and wanted to say something, but he couldn't say it for a while. Lin Yun'er shook her head: "I don't want to blame you, but this time I want to make it clear." What do you think of me? What attitude do you want me to do with you? I said whatever you want, you will go crazy and swallow this. I'm angry that you're starting to mess around again, saying all the bastard things for me so I can vent. What do you want me to do, you teach me. ”
Han Mingjin was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry...... But I thought ......" Lin Yun'er shook her head: "Do you think I called you here late at night to be alone with you just to be like this?" I don't want to wronged you, but I want to ask you. What do you think of me in your heart? Your sister who grew up together? As long as you dare to say 'yes' now, I won't pursue you for any nonsense. You say. ”
Han Mingjin looked up with a wry smile: "I'm joking." You know my guts, at least for the time being, I don't dare do anything like that. Lin Yun'er cried and laughed and grabbed Han Mingjin's chin: "Don't you dare? What else don't you dare? You ...... their necks."
Han Mingjin suddenly interrupted Lin Yun'er's words: "It's different. Lin Yun'er was stunned, and Han Mingjin looked at Lin Yun'er with strange eyes: "...... to them" It's a joke. I dare to do anything, but there is a bottom line. But for you...... Sister Yun'er, I want to get all of you, and it is precisely because of this that I will work harder to control myself and dare not take a step beyond Lei Chi. ”
Han Mingjin picked up the condom, and Lin Yun'er hurriedly stepped forward to grab it. Han Mingjin looked at the remaining ones on the ground in a daze: "I bought it on purpose." I want to do everything I can to remind you to recognize my heart and understand my feelings for you. What else can I do? You always don't believe me, you think I'm young, you feel like I'm a brother dependent on you, so you don't really like you. But I'm not a kid anymore. My position today, my experience yesterday and yesterday, doomed me to be different from those boys who have not grown up and never seen the world. I've been through all kinds of ups and downs, and I've seen many things. But in the end, I still want you. In all fairness, needless to say, in the whole world, is there a girl in Asia who is more beautiful than you and better than you? People who don't love you will say 100 percent yes. China alone has a population of 1.3 billion, and who is sure that there is no better person than you? Because in my heart you are the best. You're also the one who I'm most willing to give everything for you. ”
Lin Yun'er bowed her head and was silent. Han Mingjin sighed, he didn't want to force her too much. Some things can only be done slowly. He shook his head and pulled Lin Yun'er to stand up: "Say, what are you looking for me today?"
Lin Yun'er was stunned for a moment, and subconsciously raised her head: "I...... I want to apologize to you. Han Mingjin looked puzzled: "Apologize? You mean going to Japan, right? Since I have already agreed, I won't take it to heart." As long as you're happy. ”
However, the more this is the case, the deeper what Lin Yun'er said to today's women is imprinted in her heart. Lin Yun'er lowered her head and said faintly: "I always treat you as a child...... But forget that your identity is different now. It's my fault that I shouldn't have been obsessed with myself at work and didn't think about your feelings. I ......"
Han Mingjin suddenly frowned and covered Lin Yun'er's lips: "Wait first!" Lin Yun'er took Han Mingjin's hand away and looked at Han Mingjin in a daze. Han Mingjin looked at Lin Yun'er expressionlessly: "Have you drunk too much?Are you telling me your identity now?Do you know what you're talking about?" Lin Yun'er was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly waved her hand: "No, I don't have ......"
Han Mingjin frowned and waved his hand: "Did they tell you something again?" Lin Yun'er lowered her head and was silent, Han Mingjin suddenly got up and put on his clothes and was about to leave. Lin Yun'er hurriedly stepped forward and grabbed him: "Where are you going?"
Han Mingjin turned his head expressionlessly: "I don't understand? They are idle day by day and have nothing to do, right? What are you doing at every turn? I want to go back and swell their buttocks one by one, so as not to talk nonsense every day." ”
Lin Yun'er slapped Han Mingjin's back angrily and pulled him stiffly: "Ah, are you still human? They are all saying good things for you, and you are actually ...... You...... You bastard!"
Han Mingjin looked at Lin Yun'er with tears and laughter: "Sister Yun'er, I'm helping you." Why are you scolding me?"
Lin Yun'er lowered her head and gasped, and looked up at Han Mingjin half-loudly: "Mingjin...... They are better to you than I am. They are willing to give up going to Japan for you, and even more. But I didn't. You shouldn't do that to them. I don't deserve this to me. ”
Han Mingjin looked at Lin Yun'er with a stunned expression, and was speechless in a daze. Lin Yun'er pulled Han Mingjin back to the sofa: "Mingjin." I always thought that compared to many sisters, you and I occupied the most important position in each other's hearts. I've never been worried about who you'll be in a relationship with more closely than I am. But ......"
Han Mingjin hurriedly shook his head: "Sister Yun'er, I have never changed. You ...... in my heart" Lin Yun'er stretched out her hand to stop Han Mingjin's words: "You listen to me...... I know I'm always number one in your heart. But until today, I don't know that what I can do for you, what I can think of for you, can't even compare to the care and dedication of Miss Sunny, who you have known for the shortest time. ”
Lin Yun'er suddenly looked up at Han Mingjin, her eyes begging: "Mingjin...... I don't deserve you to do this for me. ”
Han Mingjin was silent for a while, and looked up with a smile to hold Lin Yun'er's face: "Sister Yun'er...... Feelings are not arithmetic, I have to give you as much as you give me. They know that my heart is with you, but they still care about me so much. I thanked them, but I couldn't give them anything in return. And you don't have to do it for me...... Because what I want, that's not what I want. As long as you can be by my side, no matter what you do, it will be the greatest gift to me. ”
Lin Yun'er looked at Han Mingjin distractedly, and muttered Han Mingjin's name: "Mingjin......" Han Mingjin smiled and gently hugged Lin Yun'er into his arms: "Didn't you say that you always don't understand why I like to pester you so much? In fact, what I know is not so accurate, because emotional matters can never be said clearly." But from the first time I saw you, I always had a feeling. It haunts me to this day. ”
Lin Yun'er just leaned quietly on Han Mingjin's arms and listened to Han Mingjin's whispering.
Han Mingjin patted Lin Yun'er on the shoulder, looked at the ceiling and said with a smile: "The first time I saw you, I knew that you were destined to become an idol in everyone's hearts. Your smile and your every move make me love it like a fan. ”
Han Mingjin gently pinned Lin Yun'er's hair behind her ears: "I have never regarded myself as a star. Because I never put myself in their ranks. What I'm most used to is looking at you on stage, the one who exudes charm all the time. On the day of your debut, I finally escaped back home after being chased by the enemy. Exhausted, I watched your debut performance, and a thought flashed through my mind. If I'm just an ordinary person, crazy obsessed with Girls' Generation, crazy obsessed with Goddess Xiaolu Yun, even if you can't find a boyfriend now due to personal reasons and company reasons, there will definitely be news of your marriage or your other half in ten years at most. What will happen to me?"
Lin Yun'er chuckled: "It's too exaggerated, isn't it?, we grew up, and you now have more fans than us combined, how can you ......" Lin Yun'er was about to continue, but looking at Han Mingjin's sad eyes, she couldn't say any more.
Although she still didn't understand why Han Mingjin had such thoughts, she could feel that Han Mingjin was definitely serious when he said this, and he was not joking.
Han Mingjin continued in a daze: "I never thought that I would actually meet you. I can't even imagine that your eyes can stay on me for even a second, that's my greatest luxury. Later, we became sisters and brothers, we fought and lived, you can block the teacher's mop for me, I ...... for you"
Han Mingjin suddenly came back to his senses and turned his head to look at Lin Yun'er: "Hehe, I'm incoherent again." But...... I really can't imagine that you will spend the rest of your life from marrying another man and having children after you have achieved fame...... I'm like your fanatic, I can't tolerate this happening. But if I were just a normal person, I wouldn't be able to stop anything like that, would I? But I have the power now. Sister Yun'er, forgive me, maybe I really won't let you fall into someone else's arms again in the future. Both physically and mentally. If you think I'm selfish, I'll admit it with a smile. I remember when you were on the show with Lee Min Ho, you said that if you have someone you love, you will try to hold him behind your back. I'm sorry, but if you want to try it in the future, you can only hold me. ”
After that, Han Mingjin ignored Lin Yun'er, who was stunned there, smiled mischievously, and turned his back to Lin Yun'er. He didn't think that Lin Yun'er would really hug him, he just wanted to give himself a time to adjust his emotions.
Maybe it was a moment of distraction just now, and I woke up the memory of my past life.,Said the words in my heart as an otaku fan.。 Now it's time to think about how to get it back.
But thinking about it can't help but make Han Mingjin laugh. No matter how much I liked Yun in my previous life, it was unlikely that God Yun would have the opportunity to really see her, let alone have so many bonds with her.
But now that he has suddenly done something that he couldn't have imagined in his previous life, he still hasn't really extinguished his fascination with her goddess and idol. Is this a good thing or a bad thing? Or is love the same as infatuation?
Just as Han Ming was thinking about it, suddenly a pair of hands passed under his armpits, and then a warm body pressed against his back.
"Sister Yun'er......" A chuckle came: "Stinky boy." You were only eleven years old when I met you, and you were not as tall as I was. Now I'm tall and strong, I'm almost out of reach, right? But I didn't say anything about who I would try to hold behind my back? I haven't participated in the show with Lee Min Ho, don't wronged me. ”
Han Mingjin was stunned for a moment, and then smiled. I forgot the program, but the time remembered. It was a show that she and Li Minhao did for a French fashion brand endorsement in a certain month in 2011. That's when the words were spoken. I didn't expect to be excited today to tell this future event in advance.
However, Han Mingjin didn't care, smiled and held Lin Yun'er's two hands, and didn't speak again. He looked up at the night sky outside his window. The moon is not full, but it is bright. Both of them quietly did not speak, only enjoying the tranquility that they had not had since they grew up, a kind of peace of mind......