Chapter 30: The Cage (3)
(Go to the net.) The Queen Mother shook her head helplessly, and explained to herself: "Children are going to grow up after all, Xun'er has been complaining that I manage him too much, and I am tired, so let him go." Go and see the net. ”
"But no matter what the emperor does, the concubines will not agree. "So far, I have no choice but to make my position clear to her.
Who knew that the Queen Mother didn't seem to be surprised, looked at me and smiled and said, "If you agree, then it will definitely not be you." ”
After speaking, the Queen Mother looked me up and down again, which made me feel a little embarrassed. Test text watermark 7. "It's no wonder that Xun'er likes you, a woman like you, a huge palace, has never been there before. The Queen Mother said with some emotion.
"You are different from those of us, you are more straightforward than us, you are not scheming, you are like a breath of fresh air, you smell it and feel very fresh. ”
The Queen Mother changed her sitting posture and continued: "I used to think that you pretended to do all this, but later I found out that you were originally such a person, so I can rest assured that I will talk about some private topics in front of you. It's only now, when I'm dying, that I realize that the only person I can talk to without any worries is you. Test Text Watermark 6. ”
"Maybe it's because the concubine is still too young and hasn't experienced any wind and rain. "The Queen Mother suddenly said these words surprised me, I don't know whether it was deliberately polite or really from the bottom of my heart.
"It's so good to be young!" the Queen Mother sighed, and a hint of envy burst out of her eyes, reminiscing to me about her youth.
"At that time, I was still young, only fourteen or fifteen years old, in addition to being a female celebrity all day long, I was playing, although I was still a child, but I had some ideas in my heart... At that time, I had a distant cousin who often came to my house to look for me, and I had feelings for him as soon as I came and went, and I even gave him a handkerchief that I had woven myself!" Test Text Watermark 6.
"Later, once my parents took me into the palace to meet the emperor, that is, Xun'er's grandfather, the emperor was very happy to see me, and then they muttered together and didn't know what to say, and when I got home, my mother told me that I was going to be the princess of the second prince. Test Text Watermark 4. That's it, and within a few days, I passed the door in a sedan chair. Later, when the first emperor ascended the throne, I also became the queen, and now I have become the queen mother. Life is like a dream, and all this seems to be just a blink of an eye. ”
"What about your cousin?" I asked carefully, the Queen Mother's eyes darkened, and she said with some sadness: "Since I became a princess, I have never contacted him, and then I heard that he joined the army, and he never came back when he went out with the army to fight Xianbei, some people say that he died in battle, and some people say that he became a deserter, alas..."
inadvertently poked her in the sore spot, and I couldn't help but feel a little sorry in my heart. Test Text Watermark 9. Since she already has a crush in her heart, but she has to obey her mother's order to marry into the royal family, has the Queen Mother been happy for so many years?
"Happiness? What is happiness?" Hearing my question, the Queen Mother shook her head helplessly: "I have followed the first emperor through ups and downs for so many years, although when I was young, there were women who competed with me for favor and fought for anger, but it can be regarded as supporting me through this life, and I have long been used to the life with him." Test Text Watermark 1. The Queen Mother said lightly.
Since it is said that the first emperor, the queen mother and the first emperor are naturally topics that cannot be avoided, and the queen mother seems to have a lot to say about this.
"The world says that I am scheming and scheming, and the first emperor obeyed my words, but in fact, these are all made up by others, and I am not as powerful as they say. Speaking of the world's evaluation of herself, the Queen Mother doesn't seem to agree.
"To be honest, I did give a lot of ideas to the first emperor, and as a wife, it is natural for me to solve problems for my husband. Test Text Watermark 2. To say that I have no selfish intentions is a lie. I am also a mother and have my own son, and I always hope that my child will become the one who inherits the glory of my husband in the future, so I always find ways to make Xun'er more conspicuous. ”
"The emperor is not an ordinary person, and nothing is more important than Jiangshan Sheji, so what I did for Xun'er was deliberate not to let the first emperor notice it. I have to let the Emperor know that all the ideas and ideas I gave him were for the sake of his stability, not for my son..."
"That's why you took the initiative to help me persuade the emperor, and finally let the emperor agree to me to be Zhize's wife, and use the wrong door between me and Zhize to shake the first emperor's determination to choose Zhize, and later you praised Yuan Lin, but it was just to make the first emperor think that Zhize was at ease with a comfortable life, all the things you did, the final result, was just to prove to the first emperor that only Yuan Zhixun was the best person to take his place, wasn't it?" Test Text Watermark 6. Test Text Watermark 3.
The Queen Mother's expression was very stunned, and she hesitated for a while before asking, "When did you know this?"
"When you staged a good show of voluntarily abdicating in front of the throne of the First Emperor, I understood everything, and I never dreamed that I would become a chess piece and help you achieve your ultimate goal. Unfortunately, I understand, it was too late. "Whenever I recall all kinds of things in the past, I always feel a kind of astringent sadness in my heart.
My sudden enlightenment made the Queen Mother a little confused, her eyes wandered away from my gaze, and she asked in a low voice, "You don't hate me?"
"No hate," I smiled at her, "but I want to thank you." Test Text Watermark 5. ”
"Why?"
"Anyway, without your help, Zhize and I wouldn't be together. I just hope that our family can live happily and happily together. What kind of intrigue, you fight for me, I have neither talent nor interest. ”
The Queen Mother's expression at the moment was very weird, I didn't know whether she wanted to cry or laugh, her lips moved, and she didn't know where to start after all.
"Actually, Niangniang, I sympathize with you. The reason why the emperor trusts you so much is not only because you think about his country so simply, I think the first emperor loved you, and you also loved him deeply. But when you use the love and trust between you again and again to achieve your own goals, I don't think you will feel good in your heart. I took a deep breath to calm down my rapid breathing, and continued, "When deception and exploitation replace real emotions, it hurts both of us. You say not?"
You're right. Under my pressure, the Queen Mother's face became more and more ugly, her breathing became more and more rapid, and beads of sweat the size of beans rolled down her forehead from time to time. "But fortunately, I finally kept a secret for the first emperor, so that even if we meet under the spring one day, I won't be shameless. The Queen Mother reluctantly squeezed out a smile and replied with difficulty.
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