Chapter 63: Repentance
When Jian Hao saw Shi Xiaonian running across the street quickly, his heart was clenched, at this moment, he was really afraid, he was afraid that he would lose Shi Xiaonian like this. [No pop-ups.]
The stopped drivers had just finished scolding, and they were just about to drive, when suddenly, a black shadow flew in front of them. As soon as the drivers started the engine, they hurriedly stepped on the brakes, and they were depressed one by one, why are there so many people who don't want to die these years?
Jian Hao didn't care what these people thought in their hearts, whether they were unhappy or scolded, he turned a deaf ear. Now he just wants to catch up with Shi Xiaonian, he can't let Shi Xiaonian do stupid things, absolutely not!
Shi Xiaonian ran desperately, she walked through the streets and alleys, and was almost hit by a car several times. But she didn't care, what if she was hit? Her mother couldn't come back, never again!
She walked out of the streets, and her vision suddenly widened. There is a river nearby, which is the Meijiang River on which the residents of the city depend. Shi Xiaonian stood on the embankment, and she looked at the flowing Meijiang River. The tears on her face had long since dried, leaving only two shallow tear stains.
Shi Xiaonian looked at Mei Jiang, she opened her hands and slowly closed her eyes.
Her mind flashed with the picture of her hitting Jian Hao just now, and she thought of the words her mother had said to her before leaving...... She really blamed herself, not only couldn't save her mother, but she didn't even accompany her much in the last part of her life.
Mom doesn't blame her, but how can she not blame herself?
The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, the child wants to raise but does not wait, Shi Xiaonian's face shed the last tear, she closed her eyes and opened her hands......
"Don't!" When Jian Hao arrived, he saw the scene where Shi Xiaonian jumped off the Meijiang River. His pupils suddenly constricted, and he rushed forward like crazy, reaching out to grab Shi Xiaonian, but he didn't catch anything.
Shi Xiaonian was like a falling meteor, smashing straight into the river, splashing water, causing the exclamations of passers-by by the river.
"Oh my God, someone's overboard!"
"Hurry up and save people!"
“……”
Jian Hao didn't think about it, he jumped into the river with Shi Xiaonian. Shi Xiaonian wants to die like this, he doesn't allow it, he won't let Shi Xiaonian die, Shi Xiaonian can't die!
If Shi Xiaonian really just fell into the water, then Jian Hao wanted to save her, maybe it wouldn't be as difficult as it is now. Shi Xiaonian was bent on death, she didn't struggle, and after falling into the water, she just let her body wash away with the current. Jian Hao paddled desperately in the water, he saw Shi Xiaonian, he wanted to step forward and rescue Shi Xiaonian back to the river.
When he found Shi Xiaonian, Shi Xiaonian was already unconscious, her face was pale and her lips were blue. Jian Hao didn't care too much, he took a sharp breath and kissed Shi Xiaonian's lips.
He wanted to give Shi Xiaonian a mouthful, but it didn't work. Jian Hao knew that now was not the time to do first aid measures, he had to go to work first, and then rescue!
Passers-by saw Jian Hao holding Shi Xiaonian towards the river, they were looking for bamboo poles and lifebuoys, when Jian Hao rescued Shi Xiaonian ashore, he asked the pedestrians to step back, leaving a clearing, and he wanted to give Shi Xiaonian first aid measures.
After all, it is a matter of human life, although many people are curious about what happened, but Jian Hao asked them to retreat, and they retreated one after another. It's right to be curious, but sometimes it's not clear to be curious because of other people's lives.
Jian Hao gave Shi Xiaonian artificial respiration, and the ambulance arrived soon. Kind-hearted passers-by saw Shi Xiaonian go into the water and immediately dialed 120. The ambulance arrived, the doctors and nurses carried the stretcher, and Jian Hao followed them to the hospital.
On the way to the hospital, Jian Hao sat in the ambulance, his hand always holding Shi Xiaonian's palm, refusing to separate for a moment. The doctor gave first aid to Shi Xiaonian in the ambulance, but Shi Xiaonian did not wake up. In this case, the doctor did not dare to make a conclusion, and he said that he would go to the hospital for a specific examination.
The results of the hospital examination were surprising, Shi Xiaonian was normally fine, but she just couldn't wake up. The doctor told Jian Hao that sometimes it was not the patient who couldn't wake up, but her own unwillingness to wake up. Such cases, although rare in the history of medicine, are not uncommon.
Some people are physically functional, but they just can't wake up, maybe they subconsciously think of themselves as a dead person, such people, doctors don't know how to revive them.
After listening to the doctor's explanation, Jian Hao's steps slammed down, and the nurse on the side hurriedly helped him. Jian Hao rarely cried, especially in front of others. But at this moment, he cried, like a helpless child, he half-knelt beside the bed, holding Shi Xiaonian's hand with both hands, he cried.
The doctor and the nurse glanced at each other, looking at Jian Hao like this, they couldn't bear it, but they were also powerless. They walked out of the ward one after another, closed the door, and perhaps it was a good thing to make the patient's family cry happily.
Jian Hao didn't know how long he had been crying, and when he stopped crying, the whole person felt like he had lost his soul. After Li Minhao and Wang Jinjin learned about this, they rushed to the hospital, and when they saw Jian Hao, Jian Hao seemed to be more than ten years old all of a sudden. His eyes were blank, his clothes were crumpled, he had not changed his clothes, and his hair was messy.
Is this really Jian Hao? Li Minhao and Wang Jinjin looked at each other, the person in front of them was really Jian Hao, and he ...... Shi Xiaonian's incident really hit him hard.
"Ah Hao......" Li Minhao and Wang Jinjin wanted to speak and stopped, they wanted to comfort Jian Hao, but they didn't know where to start. When Jian Hao heard someone calling him, he raised his head and looked at Wang Jinjin and Li Minhao, there was no look in his eyes.
Li Minhao and Wang Jinjin felt that their brothers were so sad, but they couldn't do anything. Wang Jinjin is a soldier, he doesn't know how to speak, he turned around and walked out of the door of the ward, as a brother, he thought, Jian Hao shouldn't have eaten, and he will accompany Shi Xiaonian in the hospital during this time, he wants to help them buy daily necessities.
The brothers trust each other, and Li Minhao believes that Wang Jinjin is not for no reason to leave. He saw that Jian Hao was still sitting on the ground, he squatted down, looked at Jian Hao, and said seriously: "Ah Hao, sister-in-law is already like this...... You can't collapse anymore, you have to take care of her, and the aftermath of your aunt ......"
Li Minhao knew that Jian Hao took the word "responsibility" very seriously in his bones, and when his words fell, Jian Hao's eyes really fluctuated. Li Minhao was happy in his heart, and Jian Hao reacted, indicating that his words had an effect.
He continued: "Ah Hao, I can understand your feelings, but now depression is not the best way, you not only have to take care of your sister-in-law, but also the company, and Xiaoyang is still abroad, you think, if he knows about it......"
When Jian Hao heard this, his face changed, he grabbed Li Minhao's arm, and said in a deep voice: "You must not tell Xiao Yang about this matter!"
His hand was so tightly clenched that Li Minhao was in pain, but there was no painful look on his face. On the contrary, he is happy, and Jian Hao will have such a performance, which means that he has recovered. At the very least, he shouldn't be doing that again.
Li Minhao reached out and patted Jian Hao's shoulder, and he stood up. He has nothing to say, and the next thing can only be understood by Jian Hao himself, now, he wants to go out and ask Wang Jinjin what this guy is doing.
Jian Hao sat on the ground for a while, and he and Shi Xiaonian were left in the room. Shi Xiaonian was lying on the hospital bed, her eyes were closed, Jian Hao stood up, he reached out and gently stroked Shi Xiaonian's face.
He said: "Don't worry, no matter what, I will wait for you, if you don't wake up, then I will accompany you like this." I will always be by your side, and I will never leave you again in this life. ”
After Jian Hao finished speaking, he lowered his head and lightly dropped a kiss on Shi Xiaonian's forehead. Shi Xiaonian's expression still didn't change, Jian Hao was silent, he went to fetch a basin of hot water, and began to help Shi Xiaonian wipe his body.
He and Shi Xiaonian have come through ups and downs, and this time, he also believes that they can get through.
He obviously likes Shi Xiaonian so much, why should he pretend not to care? Why pretend, if he likes someone, he should let her know.
Where does a man need any face in front of the person he likes? If you love someone, you can be reckless and unprincipled, because she is the person he loves.
As for other things, Jian Hao didn't want to care about it. He was tired, and now he just wanted to be by Shi Xiaonian's side so quietly, whether it was Hua Xiaoyun or others, no matter what these people did, as long as it didn't hinder him from pursuing happiness, he could ignore it.
Jian Hao was wiping Shi Xiaonian's body, and suddenly, he saw a necklace tied around Shi Xiaonian's neck. Curious, he took out the necklace and looked at it, and the moment he saw the necklace, he couldn't help but breathe.
This is...... Jian Xiaoyang gave Shi Xiaonian a heart-shaped pendant before?!
Unexpectedly, Shi Xiaonian wore it on her body all the time.
Jian Hao felt as if something was churning in his heart, the meaning of the heart-shaped pendant, he didn't know it, Shi Xiaonian also knew it. When Jian Xiaoyang gave the pendant to Shi Xiaonian, he said that it was for his future mother, and wearing the necklace was equivalent to admitting that he was a member of the Jian family.
Don't...... Shi Xiaonian has always been ......
Jian Hao's face couldn't help but show grief, why was he so stupid, he thought that Shi Xiaonian didn't love him anymore, so he pretended to be cold-hearted and cold-faced, but in fact, Shi Xiaonian still loved him, she loved him!
And he, actually disguised himself and hurt her for so long? Jian Hao, Jian Hao, you are a bastard, you are a big bastard.
loves someone, but in the end, he hurts her so deeply, his love is so selfish...