042. The taste of love
Leng Yurou locked herself in the room, refusing to open the door no matter how Long Moxuan knocked.
"Yurou, you open the door, do we have something to say?" Long Moxuan calmed down and said a little helplessly.
"Get out! Long Moxuan, I don't want to see you!" Leng Yurou thought that she had thought that she was wrong on the surface before, and she wished that she would never see that man again.
Long Moxuan was also angry, wondering when he Long Young Master had been so angry with a woman in such a low voice? He roared angrily: "Okay! whatever you want, you don't want to see me, please get out, this is my Long family!"
The door was suddenly opened, and Leng Yurou looked at him hatefully, crying red and swollen eyes like peach pits.
Long Moxuan looked at the tightness in his heart, immediately softened, and stretched out his hand with pity: "Yurou, I ......"
"Bastard!" Leng Yurou split his hand with a palm, and cried: "I'll go back to Suzhou tomorrow, I don't need you to drive me away!"
Long Moxuan's chest sank, raised his eyebrows lightly, and asked, "What did you say?"
"I said, I'll go back to Suzhou tomorrow, and I don't want to see you again!" Leng Yurou said angrily.
Long Moxuan looked at her blankly, and didn't speak for a while.
Five years ago, Ling Xuewei was the same, crying and saying to him: "Long Moxuan, I'm going to the United States, I don't want to see you again-"
Then, she went to the United States and never returned......
Long Moxuan looked at Leng Yurou, as if he saw Leng Yurou, who had left spontaneously, turned into Ling Xuewei and never came back.
"Okay, you go, you go back to Suzhou, you go back!" Long Moxuan was angry for some reason, he hated such a willful woman, he never communicated when there was a conflict, and he didn't want to solve it, he would just blindly avoid and run away. I didn't expect Ling Xuewei to be like this five years ago, and Leng Yurou five years later. He was tired, and he didn't want to be in a relationship with such a woman again.
Long Moxuan kicked the door frame fiercely, turned around, and went to his room angrily, the door closed with a "clang", and Leng Yurou was startled.
She didn't understand what she had said wrong, why was Long Moxuan furious? The reason why he was so impatient with himself was because he didn't love him...... If it was the smiling woman in the photo, if Ling Xuewei cried so aggrievedly, would he be like this?
Long Moxuan was so gentle and infatuated with Ling Xuewei, he would definitely not ignore it like this, right?
I don't know why, as soon as she thought of this, Leng Yurou felt more pain in her chest.
Not...... It turns out that this heart will not only love, but also pain......
It's a good feeling......
Leng Yurou shed tears. Yes, it's not numb, you can still love, you can hurt, you can feel that you are alive, isn't it good?
Obviously, the two of them were very sweet in the morning, why do they want to hurt each other at this moment?
Is this love? It is easy to control a person's heart and make her emotions go up and down. One moment it's like being in heaven, the next you're in hell. Such...... Is it love?
Leng Yurou numbly walked to the big bed, lay on the bed and cried bitterly, stuffing her fists into her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound.
She knew that she shouldn't be so willful, she had also experienced such passionate love, and she understood that she should not be entangled in each other's past, after all, they had an infinitely better future.
But, Long Moxuan, it is very difficult to do so, do you understand? Because I love, because I fell in love with you, isn't it normal to feel sad when I see you kissing sweetly with other women? I don't want much, I just need you a hug, a kiss, a comfort, and tell me that you will be by my side from now on......
But why, instead of understanding my worries and sadness, you come to accuse me and scold me?
Is it my fault?...... Is it because this heart, which was once wounded, has now become too sensitive and too afraid of losing?
Leng Yurou was in the haze of tears,It seems to see the young Fang Haojie。 He smiled, took a step backwards, and said to himself, "Yurou, goodbye, I'm going to Singapore, where I'll start a new life." ”
Good bye...... Leng Yurou smiled sadly, but her face was full of tears.
Ever loved someone so deeply that you thought they were all you had. But one day, he left. Long Moxuan, do you understand, this taste of loss?
I'm afraid, afraid that one day, you'll leave me like this......
So, instead of waiting until you say goodbye to me, let's be brave enough to end it all first......
What Leng Yurou didn't know was that in the next room, Long Moxuan was also standing in front of the bed angrily, flipping through the photo album, looking at his and Ling Xuewei's past.
Those beautiful pictures, those sweet times, are all in the past. He can't forget, he doesn't dare to forget, he doesn't want to forget, maybe not because it was Ling Xuewei, but because those times were also part of his own memory, that was his past, the past that could not be separated.
Yurou, don't you understand my heart? In my heart, there is only you. But why are you so unconfident? If you doubt my feelings for you just because of these photos, you will be easily shaken, how will we go through the wind and rain on the long road in the future......
Long Moxuan sat on the bed, holding his head, and fell into distress.
At dinnertime, Shangguan Jinfeng sat at the dining table and asked Arnold: "What's wrong with these two children? When I went to the hospital in the morning, they were fine, why did they have a conflict so quickly?"
Arnold shook his head and said, "Isn't that the kind of person who falls in love?" Old lady, you eat first, and I will send the meal to Miss Leng and the young master later." ”
Shangguan Jinfeng nodded and said with a smile: "That's okay, young people are easy to play tricks when they fall in love." It's nice to be young!"
Arnold smiled and gave Shangguan Jin Feng soup, while praising him sincerely: "Old lady, although you are old, you have a young heart, aren't you also a young man?"
"Haha, who says it isn't? Arnold, come, sit down and eat with me, don't be inhibited. Shangguan Jinfeng pulled Arnold to sit down.
Arnold sat down under Shangguan Jinfeng's head and said with a smile: "Okay, it's better to be respectful than to obey your fate." ”
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At this dinner, Shangguan Jinfeng seemed to be eating very happily. In her opinion, since Long Moxuan and Leng Yurou have that relationship, this granddaughter-in-law is ironclad.
After the meal, Arnold delivered dinner upstairs, but Leng Yurou did not open the door and declined.
In the room, Leng Yurou was packing her clothes.
After coming to Beijing for more than half a month, she didn't bring many clothes, but Long Moxuan bought her a lot of new clothes. Leng Yurou hesitated for a while, and finally only packed his clothes, and left the things he bought for himself, so as not to see things and think about people in the future.
Later...... I don't think I'll see him again, right?
Leng Yurou thought of this and was stunned for a while. She stood beside the bed, picked up the light blue checkered handkerchief, raised it and sniffed it, as if there was still the breath of Long Moxuan on it.