Shi Xiaonian was waiting for a taxi on the side of the road, there were too many things, the motorcycle couldn't be carried back at all, and it was inconvenient, as for the tricycle, forget it, it was far from the place she rented, if you take a tricycle, maybe you can go back in the year of the monkey. [Full text reading.]

Therefore, a taxi is Shi Xiaonian's best choice now.

However, today's taxi seems to be particularly difficult to wait, and Shi Xiaonian has waited for a long time and has not seen one, which makes her feel like crazy. Where are the taxis on weekdays, and now there is not a single one for wool?

Maybe it's because Wanda is too crowded here, they don't want to come or can't come, Shi Xiaonian feels that this group of people is really too bad at doing business, why come here, it's obviously not as crowded as before.

She was waiting for the car, and suddenly, a luxury car stopped in front of her, Shi Xiaonian didn't look at the license plate, she felt that this luxury car was a little familiar, and just when she was thinking about whether an acquaintance wanted to give her a ride, Jian Hao got out of the car.

The moment Shi Xiaonian saw Jian Hao, she was stunned for a moment, she never thought that she would meet Jian Hao here, Jian Hao got out of the car, he stood in front of Shi Xiaonian, looking at her quietly.

"Hey, Jian Hao, it's been a long time. Shi Xiaonian felt that it was better to say hello to Jian Hao, it was better to break this dull atmosphere first, and in the face of her smile, Jian Hao was unmoved, and there was no trace of waves in his eyes.

He didn't reply, and stepped forward directly, about to grab Shi Xiaonian's wrist.

Shi Xiaonian hurriedly took a step ahead of him, she dodged, and Jian Hao's eyes suddenly flashed with a look of self-deprecation.

"Let's find a place to talk, after all, we haven't seen each other for a long time, haven't we?" Jian Hao raised his head, looked at Shi Xiaonian, and said softly, Shi Xiaonian nodded.

She walked behind Jian Hao, her expression was a little complicated, just now she had put her clothes and everything on Jian Hao's car, when Jian Hao invited her to coffee, Shi Xiaonian thought about refusing, but her body instinct made her blurt out and agree to Jian Hao.

Jian Hao saw Shi Xiaonian following behind him like this, she didn't say a word, her head was buried low, which made him feel a kind of sadness in his heart, and a trace of anger, could it be that between him and Shi Xiaonian, was there really only silence left?

He didn't want to be silent, he wanted to make all this clear with Shi Xiaonian, at least he wanted Shi Xiaonian to know how much he missed her in the days when she wasn't by his side, and he wanted to be with her, and be together for the rest of his life.

But he didn't know how to speak, and Jian Hao really didn't know what he should do now. Shi Xiaonian was silent, so that he didn't know which topic he should start the conversation with, he looked ahead, his eyes were full of confusion.

Shi Xiaonian looked at Jian Hao's back, she suddenly felt that the back in front of her was full of loneliness, what made a once unruly and lonely person become what she is today? Is she too guilty, she actually made Jian Hao become the decadent appearance she is today.

Jian Hao took Shi Xiaonian into a coffee shop, the name is Meet the Most Beautiful Time, the name of this shop is good, but in the eyes of the two, it is so incompatible.

The meeting between the two of them is long in the past, the most beautiful time is gone, and the only thing they have left now may be to reminisce, reminiscing about everything in the past, in the silence of life, ruined in one fell swoop.

Two people should no longer intersect, nor should they meet again, it will be embarrassing to meet, because there is no topic to talk about between each other, what is the point of facing each other silently?

But Jian Hao wanted to tell Shi Xiaonian that everything was not what she thought, they were not over yet, he didn't want to end yet, he wanted to be with Shi Xiaonian and never be separated for the rest of his life!

He had been brewing these words for a long time, but the words were hidden in his heart, and although he wanted to express them, he could not say anything. Shi Xiaonian sat opposite him, the waiter came over and asked them what they wanted, Shi Xiaonian was just about to speak, Jian Hao said, "Two cups of pure black coffee, plus pure milk." ”

"Okay. The waiter wrote down the menu in her notebook, and she continued, "Do you need anything to order besides coffee, we also have special snacks and meals here." ”

Before the waiter could introduce, Shi Xiaonian stopped her from continuing, she shook her head and said, "No need." ”

Interrupted by Shi Xiaonian, the waiter didn't have any dissatisfaction or annoyance on her face, not even an embarrassed look, she looked as usual, nodded politely and left, Shi Xiaonian felt that this waiter should have met customers like them.

Retracted her thoughts, Shi Xiaonian looked at the person in front of her again, she realized that since she sat down on the seat, Jian Hao's eyes had not moved at all, and had been wandering on her body, Shi Xiaonian was a little unaccustomed to being looked at by him, she was uneasy and slumped, Jian Hao sighed and said leisurely: "Xiao Nian, you have lost weight." ”

Shi Xiaonian froze, indeed, she lost weight, she knew that she should have weighed herself just yesterday, but how did Jian Hao see it? She lost weight, she didn't even notice herself, and she was still wearing thick clothes today, how could Jian Hao find out?

She was puzzled, but Jian Hao didn't say anything, Jian Hao told Shi Xiaonian that Jian Xiaoyang was going to have a holiday in a few days, and if he came back at that time, he would definitely be unhappy to see him and her like this.

Jian Hao knew that Jian Xiaoyang was the only sustenance that Shi Xiaonian couldn't let go, at least, in his place, the person who could make Shi Xiaonian unable to let go was Jian Xiaoyang.

Therefore, he made a fuss about Jian Xiaoyang, in fact, it was also a last resort, he just wanted Shi Xiaonian to return to his side, nothing more.

But Shi Xiaonian frowned, she seemed to be very hesitant to go back to Jian Hao's side, maybe she didn't want to go back, although these days, she was not happy alone, but Shi Xiaonian didn't hate such times, on the contrary, now that she was alone, she felt free, and she no longer had scruples and considerations about doing anything, she didn't have to think too much, it was simple, it was still very good.

And Shi Xiaonian's performance shocked Jian Hao, he didn't expect Shi Xiaonian to think like this, after all, Jian Xiaoyang is her son, the person she cherishes the most, and now, is she even indifferent to Jian Xiaoyang?

It's not that Shi Xiaonian is indifferent, but she believes in Jian Hao, Jian Hao will take care of Jian Xiaoyang, over the years, Jian Hao has changed a lot, and he is no longer the arrogant president of the year, he has learned to be considerate and take care of people.

Shi Xiaonian told Jian Hao what she thought, after she finished speaking, with a long silence, Jian Hao didn't speak, Shi Xiaonian didn't urge him, she knew that she needed to give Jian Hao time.

The waiter brought the pure black coffee and pure milk, Shi Xiaonian nodded and smiled at the other party, and she said thank you.

The waiter smiled back, and she said you're welcome.

Shi Xiaonian's gaze returned to the two cups of coffee on the table, she pushed a cup of coffee in front of Jian Hao, and picked up the coffee herself, she glanced at the pure milk, didn't move, picked up the black coffee, and took a sip gently.

Bitter!

The first moment he drank the black coffee, Shi Xiaonian felt bitter in his heart, the black coffee was really not so delicious, if he didn't add pure milk, ordinary people really couldn't drink it.

And just when she was about to add pure milk, Jian Hao picked up the black coffee and drank it clean in one gulp, his face did not change at all, Shi Xiaonian looked at the cup that was drunk cleanly, she was suddenly silent, she was a little uncomfortable.

Seeing Jian Hao like this, she was very confused.

Jian Hao stared straight at Shi Xiaonian, his face was unpredictable, Shi Xiaonian no longer dodged, she raised her eyes and looked at Jian Hao.

The moment they looked at each other, Shi Xiaonian realized that Jian Hao had also lost weight, and he looked completely different from before, the whole person had aged a lot, his beard had not been cut, his face looked dirty, and even, his eyes gave people a sense of vicissitudes.

It was hard for her to imagine how that unruly man at the beginning could have ended up in this place today?

And is it all because of her?

Shi Xiaonian couldn't speak, she didn't know what she should do, did she want to apologize to Jian Hao? What's the use, she knew what Jian Hao wanted, but she couldn't persuade herself to go back with Jian Hao, she couldn't do it.

Jian Hao saw that Shi Xiaonian's face was changing, he could guess what Shi Xiaonian was thinking, she wanted to say something, although she could feel it, but there were some things Jian Hao still hoped that Shi Xiaonian could tell him in person.

Even if he didn't say it sincerely and didn't say it right, he still wanted to know.

Shi Xiaonian, until now, how much do you still feel for him?

Shi Xiaonian couldn't answer Jian Hao's question, because she really didn't know, if she still had feelings for Jian Hao, why was she unwilling to go back with him now?

She didn't know why she was like this, she didn't want to be like this, she covered her head and begged Jian Hao not to * her. Jian Hao saw that Xiao Nian was so uncomfortable, he couldn't give up. Since he doesn't love it anymore, what does he force it to do, seeing that Xiao Nian is so uncomfortable, he is even more sad in his heart.

After all, he still loved the woman in front of him deeply, she was once all he had, his life, and without her, he didn't know how he should live.

And now, she is still going to leave after all, and in the days to come, he may really have to live alone.

Jian Hao felt bitter in his heart, much more bitter than drinking the so-called black coffee just now, it was not easy to love someone, and it was also difficult to hate someone. He can't hate it, but he wants love now, and he doesn't know what he should do, he feels helpless, and he's really useless.

He looked up, letting the tears that had accumulated in his eyes slowly flow back.

He's leaving, and it's time to leave.