Chapter 193: Learning to Think
At this time, Wu Lai had already jumped on the stage and started singing. He sang very hideously, he roared desperately, he wanted to make his voice resounding in the sky, but I don't know why, but I saw that his eyes were full of tears.
I was lost in thought in music like this, and I began to think about what I really wanted.
My life has been turned upside down since the day I stabbed Wu Xiaolong.Now I can't help myself to do anything.I feel as if someone is pushing me.He is forcing me to do something I don't want to do.On the long way ahead.There seems to be a fire pit.Or a glorious castle waiting for me.Nothing to do.I feel like I'm on the road ahead.There seems to be a fire pit.Or a glorious castle waiting for me.
And I'm no longer the same Chen Song I used to be.I.I'm lustful.naïve.Lewd.There's even a little kindness.But now.I've become suspicious.I've become cold-blooded.I've become unwilling to trust anyone.I've even thought about letting Peng Dalong and Peng Erlong block bullets for me.I don't know if it's my nature that.Or if life has made me like this.
But I know, there's no turning back, I'm caught up in too many conflicts, I'm carrying too much hatred and hope, I'm no longer able to live as I want, I'm beginning to realize, from now on, Chen Song, I'm going to be a different person, I'm going to be a real man with a clear ambition, a real man who vows to defeat everything.
I want to abandon those childish personalities.As Boss Wu said.To do great things, you must follow the rules of this world.We can't do what we want.We have to carry the pain and climb up step by step.Maybe nothing.It's just fate.
The more I think about it, the clearer my head becomes, I want to think all about it clearly, Boss Wu said, don't make enemies who can't bring you benefits, I begin to understand this truth, it's just that everything is too passive now, whether I deal with others, or others deal with me, others have the final say, I have never had my own plan, I have never solved anything perfectly, today, fear has made me think clearly, this means, I, Chen Song, will no longer do anything intuitively from now on.
Thank you for making me think.
The thing I'm most worried about now is whether Peng Erlong will die.I really didn't expect him to be injured.Think about it.After we left the Royal Nightclub.We were blocked by a car in the tunnel.Then Zheng Tianjiu ran out.All of this was planned by someone else.And the person who planned it.It must be the person who was knocked unconscious by Peng Dalong in the VIP room.
Think about it carefully.Why does Zheng Tianjiu want that person to follow him.Obviously.That person can protect Zheng Tianjiu.And I actually ignored him at the time.It's so careless.If I can get through this sadness smoothly.I will never allow myself to make such a low-level mistake again in the future.Absolutely not allowed.
Now that Zheng Tianjiu has run away, I don't know what is going on on Fang Jie's side, the biggest trouble in front of me is Peng Erlong, we can't take him to the hospital, so we can only pin our hopes on Wu Dao. Wu Dao is the personal doctor who follows Wu Lai, and the medical skills are excellent. But despite this, I am still very afraid, and if Peng Dalong dies, things will become more complicated.
I smoked a cigarette and prayed that nothing would happen to him, and just when I was most anxious, my phone rang.
I took out my phone and looked at it, it was Chen Guandong calling, I answered the phone, and asked, "What's the matter?"
"Ren Jiangyue is dead."
Chen Guandong's deep voice came from my phone, my brain buzzed, my heart beat a lot faster, I tried to calm myself down, and then asked again. What the hell is going on?"
"Brother Song, Ren Jiangyue died, he drove Zhang Jianbo off the cliff on the side of the road, and he accidentally fell down."
"Brother Song, how to deal with this matter."
I was silent for a long time, Zhang Jianbo asked me again, and I came to my senses from the contemplation and shock, and I said, "We can't take care of this matter, it's just a simple car accident, no member of the LTTE can set himself on fire, and as for his family, I'll pick the right opportunity to visit them.
"Yes, Brother Song."
Chen Guandong hung up the phone.I drank a big glass of beer in a sad sip.Ren Jiangyue.Go all the way.Don't worry.I will definitely take care of your family.I will definitely take care of them for you for a lifetime.I, Chen Song, do what I say.
I suddenly remembered Chen Hao.I don't know what happened to him in the Closed Grid Gang.I had to put aside my grief and make a phone call to Chen Hao.But his phone was turned off.
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I slapped my phone on the table, and it was really annoying to have to deal with everything alone, but it was just a vent, and I had another glass of wine.
Wu Lai saw my behavior just now.He didn't come over.He didn't give me any hint.I thought he wanted me to be able to handle some things alone.I didn't think I should let him down.So I called Wu Xiaolong.I asked him to check Chen Hao's news.Wu Xiaolong was very courteous.I was relieved to hand over this matter to him.Because I knew.As long as I didn't have an accident.He would never dare to do anything that disappointed me.
I can't help but think of Wang Xiaorou.I don't know how she's doing.After Brother Chuang's death.I can't take care of her.When I think of her, I can't help but feel guilty.Hey.I don't know when she will be able to forgive me.
Drinking wine and smoking cigarettes.Zhang Jianbo's affairs have been dealt with.Now I'm waiting for two news.One is Chen Hao's news.The other is Peng Erlong.I hope neither of these two news will disappoint me.
After waiting for about two hours, Boss Wu was exhausted from singing. Wu Daocai wiped his hands with a handkerchief while a gentleman walked down.
At this time, I saw his appearance clearly.Daochang Wu is very handsome.His whole body exudes a gentleman's atmosphere.He is a bit like the evil god Loki in the Avengers.What I noticed the most is his eyes.Clear with evil.Elegant with uninhibited.
He is a very charismatic doctor.
"How's it going?" He had just come over, and I asked hurriedly.
"If he hadn't been assassinated, his life wouldn't have been in danger." Wu Dao said with a smile.
"Whew.... That's good." I breathed a sigh of relief, as long as he was okay, and one less trouble.
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