029. I don't want to

Leng Yurou lay on the big bed in a daze, not moving, letting the chaotic thoughts in her mind wander around.

She has been guarding her virginity for 23 years, but she was inexplicably handed over to a man who is not very familiar. I wanted to give myself to Fang Haojie's virginity on his 20th birthday,But because of Fang Haojie's refusal,And she has been single for the next three years。

I knew it was like this......

What if you knew this was the case? Could it be that you can go back to three years ago, and you dedicate yourself to Fang Haojie desperately? Leng Yurou smiled bitterly.

Fang Haojie,Where are you now?Will you be like me,Suddenly think of me at some point?Or,Have you long forgotten in your life,There was once a woman named Leng Yurou?

Can't think about Fang Haojie anymore,Leng Yurou,He's already in the past tense of your life,Don't stay in yesterday's memory。 No matter how good the memories are, they don't have the slightest power.

Leng Yurou buried her head between the pillows in distress, and the thought of what happened last night gave her a headache. Oh my God, she actually had a relationship with her chairman.

Long Moxuan's poker face appeared in front of him, and Leng Yurou's eyebrows frowned even more. Yes, she does not deny that Long Moxuan is a handsome guy, and he is still a handsome guy with a lot of gold. From the bottom of my heart, there is no woman who doesn't like handsome guys with a lot of gold. However, the gap between himself and him is not a little bit.

If you want to get married, you must not only consider his character and feelings, but also consider whether the two families are the right family, and whether the two parties can integrate into each other's growth environment, otherwise, it will be painful for a lifetime. Because marriage is not only a matter of two people, but also a matter of two families.

Mother's words came to my ears. Leng Yurou still remembers that in the summer when she was 15 years old, she went home happily and told Leng Zixuan that the boy she met in the school club had confessed to her, and said that she would definitely marry her in the future and give her happiness.

Leng Zixuan said with a smile, the two sides must match each other. At that time, Leng Yurou was a young girl who was just beginning to fall in love, and she smiled meaninglessly and said: "Mom, his family is also very rich, more than Dad's money, is this considered a good family?"

At that time, Leng Zixuan just smiled and said to her daughter: "My Xiaoyu, you must remember that not all people who love each other can be together, and it is not that you will get married after you fall in love." You're still young, so just enjoy your youth and be happy without worrying too much. ”

What a wise woman my mother was, she never had to think about the future when she was still alive. However, since the death of his mother, his father has no intention of running it because he misses his mother, and he is addicted to casinos, and the family's business has plummeted. And Fang Haojie ......

Leng Yu pulled the corners of her mouth softly and smiled reluctantly. Fang Haojie,Look,I'm really unproductive。 It's been three years since you left me, but I still can't forget you.

Fang Haojie,I hate you......

But I'll still miss you......

Will you come back? Will you come back to me?......

No, even if you come back, there will always be an invisible gap between me and you.

Now I am not perfect. My body can no longer carry our pure and beautiful young first love......

Perhaps, it's time for me to forget you, completely erase you from my memory, drive you out of my life, clean my inner wounds, and welcome a new life.

Leng Yurou buried her head in the middle of the soft pillow, her heart numb.

At this moment, the door "knock, knock, knock" rang three times in a very rhythmic manner. Leng Yurou sat up straight, straightened her messy hair, walked to the door, and asked angrily, "Long Moxuan, what do you want to do?!"

Shangguan Jinfeng grinned and said kindly, "Xiaoyu, it's grandma! ”

"Ahh......h

Shangguan Jinfeng decided to strike first, so he said with a smile: "Xiaoyu, I have heard Xuanxuan say everything about you. ”

"Ahh What did Long Moxuan, this bastard, say to his grandmother?

Shangguan Jinfeng didn't answer, just blinked his eyes, and said meaningfully: "Xiaoyu, grandma likes you very much, Xuanxuan also likes you, he said he wants to marry you, are you willing?"

"Ah——!h She opened her mouth wide, her eyes widened, and she looked at Shangguan Jinfeng helplessly.

Shangguan Jinfeng smiled slyly, walked over and took her hand, sat down in front of the dresser, and said lovingly: "You kid, why do you have such an expression? Are you frightened? Or do you think our family Xuanxuan is not worthy of you?"

Leng Yurou came back to her senses and hurriedly denied it: "Of course not! Grandma, don't get me wrong." I was just...... It's just that it's hard to accept this for a while. "How can she believe that the poker-faced chairman will like her?

Shangguan Jinfeng took Leng Yurou's hand and said sincerely: "Xiaoyu, don't blame grandma for being selfish. Xuan Xuan is already 25 years old, this child is too ambitious, and he is so focused on work that he delays personal events. His parents are abroad all the year round, and they don't worry much about his affairs. Xuanxuan, he has lived with me, an old lady, since he was a child, and our grandparents have a deep relationship. Naturally, my old lady cares more. Xuan Xuan's personality is a bit introverted, and he is not good at expressing feelings, but I can see that he really likes you. He told me just now that he was worried that he would be rejected by you for his pursuit, so he took possession of you after drinking. But he also said that he will definitely be responsible for you, and he is willing to marry you and take care of you for the rest of your life!"

Leng Yurou's eyes widened when she heard this: "Grandma, do you mean...... Long Moxuan, did he treat me like that last night, did he ...... on purpose?" Leng Yurou still hesitated, she wasn't sure, if that was the case, why did Long Moxuan ask herself if she would be in his bed this morning? This is too contradictory.

A sly smile flashed in Shangguan Jinfeng's eyes, and he quickly changed the topic and said, "This is not the point! The point is, are you willing to marry Xuan Xuan?"

Leng Yurou did not hesitate at all, and said categorically: "I don't want to!"

"Ahh After all, he is a member of the Long family, and he also has the arrogant blood of the Long family in his bones. In the concept of the old lady Shangguan, like her grandson Long Moxuan, she also believes that being able to marry into the Long family and become the daughter-in-law of China's No. 1 media family is something that many women dream of. What's more, Long Moxuan is both talented and beautiful, and Leng Yurou has no reason to refuse.