Chu Di didn't think she thought so much, she still looked lazy and asked, "Do you really want it?"

At that moment, Lin Xiangwan wanted to say to him, don't make trouble, the boss is not small, and he is not a post-90s generation, are you numb to play this kind of boring game? But when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed it back, I don't know why, the ghost made the god worse, Lin Xiangwan said, "I really want it, I want it now, immediately, immediately." ”

Chu Di smiled and said, "Then you close your eyes." ”

Lin Xiangwan pouted, "Don't give me a handful of water, I'm not a monkey, I can't pass this kind of thing here." After saying that, she obediently closed her eyes, and after a while, she suddenly felt a slight chill on her neck.

Lin Xiangwan opened his eyes and saw a champagne-colored pendant hanging on his chest, Lin Xiangwan held the pendant up and found that it was a piece of amber, and in the middle of the amber there was a pentagonal seashell the size of a small fingernail, the seashell should be white, but after tens of thousands of years of precipitation, it turned into a faint gold, like the most dazzling morning star in transparent time, solidified and bloomed in honey-like amber.

"This piece of amber was picked up by the sea when I went to Poland alone after you left. You know that the formation of amber is tens of millions of years ago when the resin was buried in the ground, and it took a long time to evolve, when the sea turned into a mulberry field, when the sea roared wildly, and the waves were raging, amber was thrown from the bottom of the sea to the shore. I lost you, but I found it, I'm not a person who likes to collect these little things, but when I saw it, I thought it should belong to you, so I brought it back. ”

Chu Di said, sticking into Lin Xiangwan and pressing his forehead against her, "Ah Wan, happy birthday." ”

Happy birthday.

It's been many, many years, and no one has given her a birthday present, and she celebrates her birthday alone, so much so that she has to forget that today is her birthday.

It turned out that in the Ye family, because her birthday and Ye Kuan's birthday were very close, the Ye family celebrated the birthdays of the two of them together, but every time she celebrated her birthday, she cooperated with Ye Kuan.

Later, when she came to the United States, she was tired of running around for a living, although Shen Shijun remembered her birthday, but because the two were too far away, she could only make a phone call to wish her a happy birthday, and when his gift was received by her, she didn't know how many days had passed.

Lin Xiangwan dragged the small pendant and couldn't speak for a long time.

Chudi continued, "I was going to buy you a diamond pendant. But there is no suitable one to pick and choose, I know that you are not rare that kind of thing, nor is it rare money, so I gave it to you, for the past few years, I have been carrying it closely, taking it as my protector, and now I give it to you, it will protect you well, even if you can't see me, don't worry, I have always been by your side. ”

Why did this bastard say such disgusting things to irritate her? Lin Xiangwan turned his head and said stubbornly, "Who said I don't like money? I will ask for a hundred carats next time, do you hear?! Don't want to fool me with such worthless things again!"

"Got it, silly girl. Chu Di smiled, but kissed her eyebrows, his gentleness like water, gently surrounded her. "Now that I've received a gift, I'd like to make a request. ”

"Wouldn't you? You're too snobbish to give a gift, and you have to reciprocate?" Lin Xiangwan wiped his face and said dissatisfied.

Chu Di laughed, then dropped his chin on her shoulder and whispered in her ear, "Ah Wan, give me another baby." Shall we have another daughter?"

I missed Ye Nan's birth, his first smile, his first call to Dad, and his first toddler, I feel sorry.

There are many things in this world that can be made up, but the growth of children can never be turned back.

I want another daughter, like yours.

She will have eyebrows and eyes like you, with my outline, I will treat her like a little princess, give her everything in the world, I want to make all girls envy her, I will take her and Ye Nan to the river for a walk in the spring, I carry her on my shoulders, and Ye Nan leads the puppy in front of us.

She'd call me Daddy, and I'd ask me to pluck the beautiful hibiscus flower on the riverbank, while you, on the other side of the river, lay out a picnic napkin, waiting for us to come back......

In his mind, a beautiful picture involuntarily appeared, and the corners of Chu Di's eyes were full of smiles, not realizing that Lin Xiangwan was gradually silent.

Another child?

A child is not a toy, not a job, not a character who comes when you want it, and can linger when you feel annoying to him, the child is your flesh and blood, pregnant for ten months, born with hard work, and the person who is connected with your blood.

She also wants to have another child, so that Ye Nan will not be too lonely, and one day when she leaves, she can also leave Ye Nan with a really close family.

But......

Have another child with him?

Lin Xiangwan didn't know how to answer Chu Di, indeed, she had more or less accepted him in her heart, but this did not mean that she completely forgave him for what he did back then, and the things he did could not be forgiven at all.

and her body, even if Shen Shijun finds the heart source that matches her, but when it comes to surgery, there will be many emergencies, with her current physical condition, the success rate of surgery may only be about 30%, not to mention that there will be all kinds of rejection, inflammation and lesions......

She didn't tell anyone what Shen Shijun said to her. Including Ye Nan.

Because she didn't know if she would be able to make it to that day, she didn't know if she would be lucky enough to get out of that closed door when that day came......

She didn't know...... It was the biggest gamble of her life, and she didn't dare to let anyone know until she won it......

She was afraid they would be disappointed.

She was afraid that she would be disappointed.

But now Chu Di made such a request to her, Lin Xiangwan felt that the water in the pool suddenly became hot, and the amber hanging on her chest was soaked in the water, becoming heavy, pressing her and making her unable to breathe.

"Ah Wan?" Her long silence finally made Chu Di realize that something was wrong, and he turned his face to look at her.

Lin Xiangwan showed him a reluctant smile, "It's nothing...... Let's go back, it's almost time to make an appointment with Ye Nan to call, I'm afraid that no one will answer when he calls, he will think more. ”

Chudi: "Oh. He didn't seem to care very much that Lin Xiangwan didn't answer him.

When the two returned to the wooden house, Ye Nan's phone just called, it was a mess over there, and Xiao Zhen's sharp voice didn't know what he was shouting, "We are touching crabs, there are a lot of small crabs here." Ye Nan had a lot of fun, laughing while talking on the phone.

When Lin Xiangwan heard his voice, he felt that his whole person was relaxed.

After instructing Ye Nan a few more words, asking him to play and pay attention to safety, Lin Xiangwan hung up the phone.

Lying on the wide bed, Chu Di hugged her from behind, the sea breeze blew in from the window, the gauze hanging on the bed shook gently, and he patted her back, "Ah Wan, don't think too much, I just want you to be happy." If you feel upset, you can ignore me...... Just be yourself...... Don't go along with my request...... I just want to make you happy......"

Lin Xiangwan didn't answer, she just nodded lightly, and then closed her eyes.

In the days that followed, the two of them were really like savages, living in isolation.

The sun warmed her body, she woke up hand in hand, Chu Di would make Chinese and Western lunch for her, Lin Xiangwan sat on the bed, like an empress, eating with command, spilling bread crumbs all over the bed, and Chu Di would not say a word to her.

During the day they would snuggle up and watch an old movie or two, and in the black-and-white film she would fall asleep in his arms, and when he woke up, he had ready lunch.

In the afternoon, he would take her to swim or climb the mountain, and she couldn't walk too far, so he would carry her on his back and climb or descend the mountain step by step, taking her to see the best scenery.

Lin Xiangwan laughed at herself, "I'm like an old woman, and I have to be carried by others." ”

At this time, Chu Di would turn his head and say to her seriously, "It's not very old, and you can still see it." ”

She pounded him on the back, and he smiled sullenly, not fighting back, not hiding.

In the evening, he would make soup for her, and I don't know where he got the ingredients, day by day, and none of them were repeated.

After eating, she washes the dishes, he drinks coffee on the side, occasionally uses a Blackberry to handle work, and when all this is done, they do Ai, and then fall asleep in each other's arms.

Those days, the days of Cloud Mountain Residence, were the most down-to-earth time in her life, knowing that it would not last long, but she felt as if she had been there for these days all her life.

No matter what happened in the future, he personally pushed her from the clouds into the abyss again, and she still felt no regrets. For that good time, she has no regrets.

Some of the aborigines at the foot of the mountain were more conservative than the people in Qiupo Village, and Chu Di somehow got into contact with the leader of the aborigines, and on August 15, the villagers at the bottom of the mountain invited them to participate in the worship activities in the village.

Lin Xiangwan sat outside the bonfire, watching the group of people dance the ancient dance, humming songs that their ancestors would sing hundreds of years ago, and felt amazing.

Since she went to the United States, she has rarely celebrated the Mid-Autumn Festival, not because she doesn't want to, but because she is really too busy, and there is no atmosphere of the Chinese Festival in the local area, so it will not be over.

This is Lin Xiangwan's first Mid-Autumn Festival in these years, and on this day when the family should be reunited, I didn't expect her to spend it with him. There are so many strange strangers, what a Mid-Autumn Festival that people will never forget.