Chapter 10: Heartbreak
"Are you really back?" When Shi Ma Ma heard that Shi Xiaonian was going to come back for the New Year, she didn't have any hope, but she instantly felt that God had opened her eyes. [No pop-ups.] (Product & Book ¥ Net)!
"Hmm. Shi Xiaonian said softly.
"Then apart from you, will Xiao Hao go home with you?" Shi Ma Ma suddenly asked Jian Hao.
Shi Xiaonian was silent for a moment, she took a breath, and replied lightly: "I don't know either." ”
"You girl, how can you not know, you just coquettish with him, won't he just go with you?" Shi Ma Ma hated iron and steel, why did she give birth to a daughter so lacking in heart?
However, it is not that Shi Xiaonian lacks heart, but that she is really not sure, Jian Hao is not an ordinary man, if he makes him obey his words just by being coquettish, it is undoubtedly a dream.
"Mom, I won't tell you, I'm going to cook. Shi Xiaonian didn't want to discuss more with Shi Ma Ma on this topic, she didn't want to cook, but now in order to avoid her Ma Ma's questioning, she still went to cook obediently.
Shi Xiaonian was cooking in the kitchen, and she was a little absent-minded. In fact, she had just eaten some biscuits, and she was not very hungry anymore. Now she cooks, she neither washes rice nor uses a rice cooker, but cooks some kelp soup.
She brought the boiled kelp soup to the table, and was about to drink the soup when she realized that she had just served the soup without salt, so she turned back to the kitchen to find salt.
But when she went back to the kitchen and searched for a long time, she didn't find salt. Shi Xiaonian realized a problem: her family's salt had run out.
In other words, she had to go to the supermarket to buy salt.
The kombu itself has a little bit of salt, and although it doesn't have salt, it can still be eaten, but it's just the meat foam and eggs in the soup, and if you don't put salt, it really doesn't taste like it.
Shi Xiaonian finally decided to go downstairs to buy salt.
Even if there is a supermarket, there should be salt sold in the commissary, and there is a commissary not far from the downstairs of her dormitory.
Shi Xiaonian went downstairs.
As soon as she got out of the dormitory, she saw a very unhappy picture.
Jin Suya, who hasn't appeared for a long, long time, actually appeared in her field of vision this time, and who else is standing with Jin Suya besides Jian Hao?
Jian Hao and Jin Suya were talking, because they were too far apart, so Shi Xiaonian couldn't hear what the two of them were saying clearly. But Jian Hao and Jin Suya talked and laughed happily, which was not difficult for Xiao Nian to see, because they had smiles on each other's faces, and they obviously talked happily.
This made Shi Xiaonian jealous in his heart.
What vows, what marriage proposals, are all lies, Jian Hao knows that she doesn't like Jin Suya at all, why does Jian Hao still get so close to Jin Suya?
Shi Xiaonian couldn't understand it, but she just couldn't stand it.
I couldn't stand it, and I didn't want to leave, and I was extremely conflicted in my heart. Shi Xiaonian bit her lip, she lowered her heart, she wanted to see, when can Jian Hao and Jin Suya talk?
Because Jian Hao and Jin Suya were chatting face-to-face, and Jian Hao had his back to Shi Xiaonian, Jin Suya only needed to turn her head slightly to see Shi Xiaonian downstairs in the dormitory.
Obviously, she did see Shi Xiaonian, but she didn't stop her smile, on the contrary, she smiled more happily and more unscrupulously.
Shi Xiaonian didn't know what Jin Suya said to Jian Hao, she only saw that in the end, Jin Suya took the initiative to hug Jian Hao, and Jian Hao did not refuse!
When Shi Xiaonian saw this scene, her eyes instantly turned red! She didn't expect that Jian Hao would be such a person!
Count her mistaken about him!
Jin Suya saw Shi Xiaonian's body trembling, a contemptuous smile rose at the corner of her mouth, she said goodbye to Jian Hao and turned to leave.
Her back is indescribably charming and moving, Shi Xiaonian was so angry that her lungs were about to explode, this woman, she did it on purpose!
Shi Xiaonian clenched her fists, she bit her lip, and watched Jin Suya leave. If it weren't for her sanity, she would definitely rush up and tear each other apart by now!
She wanted to see if Jian Hao was on her side or Jin Suya's side!
Jin Suya left, Jian Hao turned around, he shook his head and chuckled. However, when he saw Shi Xiaonian not far away, the smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly stiffened.
A look of panic flashed on his face, and Shi Xiaonian sneered in his heart. It's only now that I'm reacting, but will it be too late?
She didn't give Jian Hao a chance to explain at all, she didn't cry, but smiled at Jian Hao, and then turned around and went back upstairs.
She walked into the hallway and immediately rushed up. There was a sound of hurried footsteps in the corridor, Shi Xiaonian returned to her dormitory in one breath, she entered the door, and then locked the door, and the whole person collapsed to the ground.
Her mind now was full of the picture of Jian Hao and Jin Suya hugging each other just now, as well as Jin Suya's sneer, Shi Xiaonian felt that one of her hearts was strangled fiercely, and she couldn't breathe in pain.
Jian Hao went upstairs, he stood in front of Shi Xiaonian's door, knocking on the door vigorously.
He shouted: "Xiao Nian, I know you're inside, can you open the door and let me in, I can explain it to you!"
Interpretation?
When Shi Xiaonian heard Jian Hao say this, she suddenly became angry. Is there anything to explain? Could it be that Kim So-ya and him just hugged him simply and politely? Or did Kim So-ya like you, so she gave you a parting hug after confessing to you? Take a hundred steps back and hug you, do you have to be like a mummy, motionless and let her hug? You won't refuse?
There was a series of questions in her heart, Shi Xiaonian's blood surged, and she wanted to open the door and question Jian Hao. But when she thought about it, she remembered that she was at the airport before, and when she remembered it now, she suddenly couldn't help but have a sour nose.
Actually, she and Jian Hao are not a good match at all. The identity and status of two people, one in the sky and the other on the ground, it is not an exaggeration to describe it with the four words of cloud and mud.
It's just that although she knows these things very well, she also knows that there is nothing wrong with Jian Hao's choice, after all, although Jin Suya's character is a little worse, there is no discipline and lower limit, but people are rich, and they are powerful, with a huge network of relationships, and a family background that rivals the wealth of the country......
Shi Xiaonian didn't have any of these.
If she was with Jian Hao, others would definitely say that she was a crow flying on a branch and wanted to be a phoenix. And Jin Suya and Jian Hao are together, they are the right people, others will definitely say that they are golden boys and girls, a match made in heaven!
Thinking of all this, Shi Xiaonian was dumbfounded for a while, if there was really a fate between her and Jian Hao, then why force it?
She always uses Jian Xiaoyang as an excuse, as a reason, as a client, she understands better than anyone that Jian Xiaoyang is more promising to follow Jian Hao than to return to her mother's side. Whether it is a family education, or a family background, or something else, Shi Xiaonian is not as good as Jian Hao.
The knock on the door outside gradually weakened, and Shi Xiaonian wiped his face and found tears on his hand. She wiped away all her tears vigorously, she went out to make it clear to Jian Hao now, she couldn't continue like this.
Yes, she repented, and in less than a day, she repented.
It's her cowardice, it's her suspicion, it's all her fault! In short, she is willing to bear all the wrongs, just to ask Jian Hao to let her live.
Before she fell into it, before she could save herself, please Jian Hao and let her go.
But when Shi Xiaonian opened the door, Jian Hao was no longer outside the door. Shi Xiaonian thought that Jian Hao was in the dormitory next door, but she knocked on the door vigorously, and there was no response in the room.
Is Jian Hao gone?
Even if Jian Hao leaves, he won't go far!
Shi Xiaonian hurriedly put on her shoes, didn't care about the kelp soup that was already cold, and forgot that she still had to buy salt, she rushed downstairs to the dormitory, but when she arrived downstairs in the dormitory, where was Jian Hao's figure?
Did you really leave?
Shi Xiaonian laughed miserably, on the same day, something similar happened twice, was it all accidental?
Then this happens to be a little too frequent.
Unable to find Jian Hao, Shi Xiaonian didn't want to go back to the dormitory, she just walked on the street, like a homeless homeless tramp.
She wandered the streets, blankly looking at everything around her. The busy streets, the pedestrians, her face was expressionless, her heart was dead, all of this had nothing to do with her.
She's just a person.
She suddenly felt very lonely, and there was an indescribable void in her heart, which kept absorbing her breath, and with the heaving of her chest, she felt that her heart was throbbing with it.
She didn't know where to go, and she didn't want to go back to her dorm. She was afraid that she would meet Jian Hao when she went back, and she was also afraid that she would not see Jian Hao after she went back. Whether Jian Hao is there or not is a sad thing for her.
Well, instead of going back, it's better to wander the streets.
She thought of Yan Yueyue, who was going abroad, and wanted to call her, but the phone came with "I'm sorry, the user you are calling is down." Shi Xiaonian wanted to rush ten yuan for her at that time, and then scolded the ten yuan phone bill. Yan Yueyue is really a girl, why did she forget that there was such a sister as her in China as soon as she went abroad?
Thinking of Yan Yueyue's gloomy departure, Shi Xiaonian suddenly understood Yan Yueyue's mood at that time. Perhaps, when love has no way back and no choice, escape is the only way.
But Yan Yueyue could still escape, but Shi Xiaonian didn't know where she could escape.
It doesn't matter if she wants money or not, it doesn't matter if she wants a relationship, and she has parents to take care of, where can she escape?
Can't go anywhere!
Recognizing the cruelty of reality, Shi Xiaonian smiled self-deprecatingly. She continued to flip through the address book, and when she saw Xu Hanfeng, she frowned and stopped for a moment, and then ignored it directly.
In any case, Xu Hanfeng is Jin Suya's cousin, and she is the most reluctant to have anything to do with Jin Suya, so no one who has anything to do with her will not be close to Shi Xiaonian!
Shi Xiaonian continued to flip, in fact, she was not a person who did not speak at all, at least, there were ugly Nan in her address book, as well as Luo Shanshan and Xu Meng......
However, Shi Xiaonian found that she hadn't been in touch for a long time, and she didn't know what to say to them when she called, if they found out that she was like this now, she might not be able to keep asking, Shi Xiaonian thought about it, and then broke off her thoughts.
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