Lin Xiangwan took two steps back, and his arm hit the tables and chairs placed in the small shop, and he was in pain.

Her waist tightened.

"Mom...... It's Mom, isn't it...... It's yours, isn't it...... Don't go, mom don't go......" Ye Nan rushed over and hugged her, sobbing lowly.

This child has grown taller, looking at it from a distance, and looking at it up close, it is different, he used to be spoiled by her, but he could only hold her calves, but now, his head is almost up to her waist.

Lin Xiangwan's heart was like a knife for a while, her child, her morning and twilight, the child she was thinking of, was in her arms, but she couldn't hold him.

She knew that she should harden her heart now, pushed him away, and said to him, "Little friend, you have the wrong person, Auntie is not your mother." If she performs properly, she will also squeeze out a kind smile.

However, it was more difficult to say these simple words than to kill her, and her hand stopped in mid-air, and she couldn't let go.

The small body trembled in front of her, and slowly, where he was hugging, there was a warm and wet feeling that slowly dispersed.

Lin Xiangwan seemed to be burned, and her hands couldn't stop trembling. Ye Nan hugged very tightly, with slender arms, with strength and stubbornness beyond his age, "They said you died and will never come back, I know you won't, how can you be willing to leave me, Mom, is you right, Ye Nan knows that it is wrong, Ye Nan did something wrong and made you unhappy, so you will leave, I will be obedient in the future, I will never make you angry again, I will become stronger, I will protect my mother, Mom, don't you go, okay." At his age, he couldn't fully understand the reason for Lin Xiangwan's departure, but he already knew that he was afraid, those years without his mother's protection, no matter how good the Shen family was to him, it couldn't make up for his lack of soul.

He misses her smile, the warmth of her arms, the time when she hugged him and laughed heartlessly and he was not big or small.

He couldn't think of any reason to separate them, so he blamed all the faults on himself, it must be that he was not good, so Lin Xiangwan lost his temper and walked away.

As soon as I left, it was two years.

It turns out that the disappearance of a person is so terrible, your life is full of her shadow, her photos, the things she used, and the smell that only belongs to her on her clothes, but ...... You'll never see her again.

"Fool, what's wrong with you? Who's to say it's your fault? It's your mother's bad, your mother's a bad mother, you're a stupid. Lin Xiangwan couldn't help but whisper, and her slightly trembling palm gently fell on Ye Nan's slender shoulder, she knew that it was all over.

She is careful, her intentions are good, she has been hiding for so long, she has made so many preparations for so long, and she has obviously finished his life until he is 18 years old, carefree.

But now, it's all over.

But she doesn't regret it at all.

In this world, if there is anything worth remembering for her, it must be Ye Nan.

She obviously didn't want her life anymore, if it weren't for Shen Shijun holding on tightly, she would have died by now. She couldn't agree with her brother's stubborn approach at first, but now, she felt extremely grateful.

If she dies, you'll never see him again, and you'll never hear him call her mother again, right?

"Mom is not, Ye Nan is not good, Ye Nan is not good, Mom, don't go, Ye Nan will be obedient in the future, Ye Nan will go to school hard, make money to support you, and don't let others bully you anymore, Mom...... Don't go...... Don't want Ye Nan ......"

Like a wounded little beast, the child begged her in a low voice, he was still so young, he knew that he didn't know anything, but he understood everything, he knew that the happiness of this woman he loved so much could not be handed over to anyone else, but could only be protected by his own hands. Because in this world, except for him as her blood relative, there is no one else, everyone will not keep their word, they will not keep their promises, and he will not.

He won't bully her, he won't make her uncomfortable, he won't know where she hurts, and he will still pour salt there, so he has to grow up quickly, and when he grows up, he can protect her.

Lin Xiangwan's tears rained down, at that moment, in addition to sadness, guilt, relief, and the joy of regain, there was also indescribable ease.

That's it, she thought, go to his mother's depth, go to his mother's failure, her son, she can't let go anymore, no matter what happens, she just bears it with him, no matter how much trouble there is, how many entanglements, and those that seem to be the sinful love in the previous life, she doesn't care.

She just wants to be by Ye Nan's side, watch him grow up, and not miss a fleeting moment.

Ye Nan had already left with Xiao Zhen, but later because Xiao Zhen suddenly said that she was thirsty and wanted to drink orange juice, he came down to buy water for her to drink, but he didn't expect to meet Lin Xiangwan. When the two hugged each other in the cold drink shop, Xiao Zhen was waiting in the car and scratching her head.

After waiting for a long time and not seeing Ye Nan come back, Xiao Zhen was a little flustered, thinking of the last time Ye Nan was taken away, she immediately couldn't sit still anymore, jumped out of the car and ran over.

As soon as she entered the cold drink shop, she saw Lin Xiangwan hugging Ye Nan, and Xiao Zhen immediately screamed, "Aunt Lin, you have crossed back!!"

"Have you seen the Digital Party?Have you been named a princess?Did you bring the baby back?Ah, Ye Nan, I said that Aunt Lin is not dead, she must have crossed over~~ That's what it was written in my mother, you still don't believe it, now believe it~~" Xiao Zhen said very proudly, Lin Xiangwan was confused at first, but then he understood, and he couldn't cry or laugh.

Ye Nan is a boy, he usually doesn't cry easily, but now he cries like a cat, even if Xiao Zhen is a good friend he has played, he feels very embarrassed.

So he stuck his head in Lin Xiangwan's arms and nodded indiscriminately, just ignoring Xiaozhen.

Xiao Zhen thought that he didn't agree with his words, so he fluttered anxiously, "You still don't believe it, if you don't believe it, ask Aunt Lin if this is the case...... Hey, why are you crying......"

"Don't say it, stupid girl. Ye Nan turned Xiao Zhen over in annoyance and covered her chattering mouth very decisively.

* When Ye Nan saw Lin Xiangwan, he refused to let go, no matter how Lin Xiangwan swore to him, he pulled the corner of her clothes to death, for fear that she would run away.

Lin Xiangwan had no choice but to take him with him to see Shen Shijun.

Now that he has recognized his son, it is not good to be estranged from Shen Shijun again, Lin Xiangwan made up his mind to have a good talk with Shen Shijun today, if he is lucky, the two should be able to restore normal diplomatic relations.

After all, her children have been in other people's homes for so long, and they take care of eating, drinking, and going to and from school, without merit and hard work, not to mention pushing 10,000 steps, Lin Xiangwan's little life was picked up by Shen Shijun single-handedly, and she always had a cold war with Shen Shijun, and she didn't feel good in her heart.

sent Xiaozhen home first, and the two of them took Xu Yunqi's car all the way to the First People's Hospital, the air conditioner was still not working, Ye Nan was sweating profusely, Lin Xiangwan looked distressed, and wanted to make the window bigger for him to blow the wind, as soon as she moved, Ye Nan immediately woke up, her whole body was tense, and her arms hugged Lin Xiangwan tightly.

The kid was frightened.

Lin Xiangwan blamed herself in her heart, Xu Yunqi glanced at the two of them, and said with a smile, "Little guy, I made a lot of effort to find your mother, otherwise she is still hiding in the deep mountains and old forests, how are you going to thank me." ”

It was originally a joke, but I didn't expect Ye Nan to straighten his back very seriously and said, "Thank you, Uncle Xu." I'm still young, I can't thank you in any other way, and when I grow up, I will definitely repay you well. ”

"Heh, the kid is not small, then I will wait for you to grow up to repay me. Xu Yunqi also replied with a smile.

Lin Xiangwan touched Ye Nan's sweaty hair, and said distressedly, "Such a child, if you say anything about repaying or not repaying, you don't want to thank you, your Uncle Xu is not a stingy person, and he doesn't want you to repay him." ”

"That's not going to work. Before Xu Yunqi could speak, Ye Nan preemptively answered, "Godfather said, receiving the grace of water should be reciprocated by a spring, if there is no Uncle Xu, I don't know when I will be able to see my mother, I must thank you." ”

"The people of the Shen family want you to repay the spring?" Lin Xiangwan glared when he heard this. She is indeed a little cautious in this matter, mainly because the child has been raised in someone else's house for two years, even if she knows that Shen Shijun will definitely be good to Ye Nan, but what kind of family is the Shen family, the family is big, the population is large, and there must be a lot of gossip, Shen Shijun may be unintentional to say a word, I don't know what it will become in other people's ears, and when the time comes, it will reach Ye Nan's ears, I don't know if the child will think too much, whether it will be sad.

Ye Nan shook his head, "No, my godfather said that this is the case for others, and we must remember their kindness to our relatives, we often don't care about the closest people the most, and as a result, we will hurt the closest people." ”

Na, in a word, Lin Xiangwan's face was hot, and the children understood the truth, but she understood it so late.

The person who loves me the most hurts me the most, is it the same for Shen Shijun?

The car rushed to the hospital where Shen Shijun was, Lin Xiangwan and Ye Nan got out of the car, and Xu Yunqi knew that it was inconvenient for him to appear, so he left first. Before leaving, he also stuffed his mobile phone and a few hundred yuan to Lin Xiangwan, afraid that she would not be understood, and she would not be able to return to the tea house at that time, so she would sleep on the road with Ye Nan.

Ye Nan took Lin Xiangwan to walk in the labyrinthine hospital, and it didn't take long for him to arrive outside the department outside the heart.

I don't know if it's because of the timidity of close relatives, Lin Xiangwan stood at the door of Shen Shijun's office, but he didn't have the courage to knock on the door, and was hesitating, when he suddenly heard a man's unhappy voice from inside the door.

"This matter is not discussed, if you don't want to get married, forget it, it's a big deal to cancel the wedding. Don't you think you're too naïve to threaten me with such things?"