Chapter 45: Doubting Your Abilities

Time passes, but time always flies so fast, half a year has passed in the blink of an eye!

Since returning from abroad and being promoted to a fashion designer, I have been busy with endless things.

Not only to connect with the factory in person, but also to go to the market to find good fabrics, personally paint works, complete the assembly line, and do a good job of an intact and perfect design.

Although he was promoted to designer, the office still hasn't changed for the time being, and he still sits and works with everyone in a row.

However, Jing Xiaoyan did not come late because he was promoted, or his heart fluttered.

Early in the morning, Jing Xiaoyan began to be busy, PURUO is a listed company, the intern is fine, once he is qualified for the position of designer or above, he is very busy.

Duolanda also came very early, and she was in a bad mood, but she saw Jing Xiaoyan again.

Walking lightly behind Jing Xiaoyan, he looked at her design.

A little unhappy, he came to her and said, "Hmph, what are you pretending, you really think you're a designer, you can't do it, heh." ”

Jing Xiaoyan replied, "I'm sorry, I'm very busy right now, and I don't have time to mess around with you." ”

She hates it most when she is at work, and she is very impatient.

When Dolanda heard what Jing Xiao said, she didn't even look at her, and her calm face instantly became angry.

Wide-eyed, "You... Let me tell you Jing Xiaoyan, you think that your work was selected based on excellence, it's too naΓ―ve, hum. ”

Dolanda said something in her words, which made Jing Xiaoyan listen to it in a fog, and she seemed to be a little incomprehensible.

Jing Xiaoyan stopped what he was doing and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Hmph, if it weren't for Yaotian, do you think you could be chosen?

Although your work is excellent and recognized, the reality is that you will not be moved by your excellence, and everyone believes that it is actual combat experience. ”

The more Dolanda spoke, the more energetic she became.

Jing Xiaoyan didn't want to deal with her, and deliberately responded, "Hehe, if you are jealous, you will be jealous, don't give me nonsense here, I'm going to be busy, please take care of yourself." ”

Jing Xiaoyan left after finishing speaking, not staying in his seat.

On this day, Jing Xiaoyan was affected by Dolanda's words and was in the rest area on the side.

As he drank his coffee, he thought about it, and suddenly realized that what Dolanda said made sense.

After carefully and slowly recalling that it was so smooth from then to now, and everything was because of Su Yaotian.

Because of his relationship, that's why....!

Jing Xiaoyan, who only wanted to rely on his own efforts, suddenly felt very lost, and his previous sense of accomplishment completely disappeared at this moment.

Anne passed by, saw Jing Xiaoyan here, and also came over to say hello.

Jing Xiaoyan responded, "Hi, Anne, good morning!"

Anne saw Jing Xiaoyan sullen, "Xiaoyan, congratulations, you have been promoted to a designer, you are tired." ”

It was good that she didn't listen, and when she heard Anne say this, she doubted her own abilities even more.

"Hey, it's okay, when I was just a little intern, I had a very fulfilling life, although I was very busy, even if it didn't work. Jing Xiaoyan said weakly

The more Anne listened, the more puzzled she became, "Uh-huh, I see that others are happy with promotions and salary increases, why are you not happy, what's wrong?"

She saw Anne's puzzled expression and didn't explain much, "Haha, no!"

"Forced smile, uh-huh, listen to what you just said, regret it?" Anne continued.

"Yes, when I heard Anne ask myself like this in an instant, did I regret it?" Jing Xiaoyan suddenly thought in his heart.

Then he said, "I regret it..... Not really, I'm wondering if this journey has been too smooth, without a little pass, as if everything is a path arranged for me by others, just waiting for myself to fill in. ”

Anne responds to her, "Hahaha, do you think it's going too well?"

That's right, your process from the beginning to the present has been very smooth, but all this is because you are doing things under Mr. Su.

He'll give you a chance, and if you were on another team, would you still think you'd be doing well?

Xiaoyan, you must know that the reality is very cruel, and you should be glad to be able to survive with such a good team. ”

After listening to Anne's words, my heart was very smooth, as if I was back to the sun!

Seems to have a point, "But you also have a point. ”

Anne had an expression of mud that couldn't support the wall: "Hehe, don't you understand, it's not but, but that's how it is."

Your design is really great, you and I participated in the design competition at the same time, and at that moment you won everyone's recognition by your own efforts.

I believe that Mr. Su must have taken a fancy to your unique design talent, so you should be content!"

Anne's voice suddenly became louder, as if she were teaching an underage child.

Jing Xiaoyan listened to the mouth and suddenly opened up, and he already had the answer in his heart, and he didn't think about Dolanda's words anymore!

Finally, she smiled at Anne, and Anne's eyes prompted Jing Xiaoyan to come on!

In the afternoon, everyone was busy.

I drew a design draft, but I couldn't draw the feeling I had at the beginning.

The heart is very impetuous, floating and uncertain.

I opened the music software on my phone and listened to it for a while with Bluetooth headphones.

In such a small period of time, the work is piled up all at once.

There are two more tasks, and you need to come up with a fashionable and personalized piece.

She took the manuscript and thought to herself, "I'm dripping, how is this designed, what should I do?" ”

She was holding a document containing a much-needed sample of work.

It is easy to intersect, I have never seen such a difficult design, it is a great challenge for Jing Xiaoyan, and it is not good to prepare if I don't care.

And this afternoon was busy with this special design manuscript sample.

But he didn't come up with a reason.

Sitting there thinking about it, I couldn't think of any results, and suddenly a flash of inspiration occurred in my mind.

I still remember the time I went to the scene of fashion with Zhuo Li.

Su Yaotian's design of the work called angel seems to be very elegant, magical, and as beautiful as an angel.

There are no impurities in the beauty, and I went in carefully that day to take a look.

I found that there were a few more copywriting pictures on the side of the skirt, which was not like a print, but transparent.

While thinking, I stared at the design artwork sample and looked at it.

A new idea appeared in my head, a creative personality.

The sample in Jing Xiaoyan's hand is made of organza as a specific requirement.

And organza is not easy to cut, and it is not easy to be so beautiful and exquisite.

Jing Xiaoyan thought to himself, "Forget it, since you are in my hands, then how can I give up, work overtime, maybe we can cooperate!"

She was cheering on her heart, but she still believed that she could do everything well.

It seems that there is some resistance pushing Jing Xiao to carry it out, and there has always been a small voice in her heart, that is: no matter what, don't be discouraged, believe that you will be OK.

I have to say that her ability to adjust and adapt is really strong, and she adjusted her state and became serious in less than a few minutes.