Chapter 618: Hope
"I understand this, if it belongs to you, then maybe it may belong to me, but if it only belongs to you, then it won't have much effect on us, and I also know very well that you have always been a very big role for yourself, and you may have such a big pursuit for yourself, but now it's too much to think about, I don't want you to become more can make people not care about themselves. ”
But sometimes I feel that this kid sometimes doesn't care a little too much about himself, and his arrangement is a little unsatisfactory, but even so, he still regards this kid as his best friend.
Because he has his own dreams, and it's not that he doesn't, if he doesn't, then I want to arrange it for him, but now that things have happened to this point, he can't say anything about those worries, and then think of a way back for himself.
Because it was really not good for him to say these words, and he also understood why he didn't dare to say them, just because he couldn't think about it now, just because he couldn't imagine it now.
"I know, you have always been very yourself, otherwise, you probably don't have such great achievements now, but then you don't think of others as you, okay, and you can achieve those achievements are not necessarily what others can bear, nor can others do.
Because you have conditions, you have to pay a lot of money if you want to do these things, and we can't afford to pay such a price now, and we don't have such capital now, so if you want to do these things again in the future, then you can think about it yourself, then you can figure it out yourself. ”
Maybe he still has some considerations in his mind, but he doesn't want to think about raping his comrades for these considerations, and he wants his friends to help him in embarrassment, so he doesn't want to make a fuss about these things.
So he would say something like this, otherwise, how could he have made such a big mess with them today because of such a small matter, and he has always understood that they are real friends, they are real brothers, why they have become the way they are.
He couldn't tell, but he wanted them all to understand, he wanted them to know why he wanted to say these things all along, what was the reason for saying them, wasn't it because he cared about him, wasn't it because he thought they were brothers, and if not, would they have the right to listen to him say these things? I'm afraid that others would not give them such a qualification if they wanted to pay to hear them say these things.
"Do you say that you think of me as a guiding light on your path, but I have not lit it for you? Do you really know who gave you all the things you have achieved before, and who gave you all the things you drank before?
Besides, I've told you so many times, haven't you thought about it, why am I doing this for you, why are you saying so many things to me, it makes me a little unacceptable, I actually told you very clearly before, why it is like this, it is because of yourself, not because of what you said is not quite right?"
How could he not understand these things in his heart, how could he know these things in his heart, but he couldn't say that because this matter hurt him too much, he didn't want to think about it anymore, he didn't want to think about it anymore, if it was because of these things that made several of them not very good in their hearts and uncomfortable in their hearts, then naturally they wouldn't say so much anymore, and he always understood one thing.
He's always figured out why he's the way he is, why he's the way he is, and he's always understood why so many things he imagined wouldn't happen, so many things he imagined wouldn't exist, just because of his own words he wouldn't say that, he wouldn't think like that.
"Okay, I can at least understand, I can at least think about why I'm the way I am, it's because I've done it all of us, and I've told you so many times, and I'm not just saying it because of myself, it's because we're all working hard for it.
Besides, I've always told you one thing, that is, if you think you can do it, then you can do it, you don't have to care about our feelings at all, but what have you done now, what have you accomplished now? It's not because these things are actually too big for your life, so you don't want to do it, especially now that it's like this, why do you want to rely on me?
Why do you say that's my reason, I don't think it's necessary for you to do this, because if you want to do it yourself, you can do it yourself, why do you have to let me join you, or let me help you to help you with my trouble now, don't you think it's too much for you to do this?
If he was a fool, then he might have recognized him, and maybe he would have swallowed his anger and thought that his friend was right.
But he is not such a person, he thinks that everything he does is 10 points correct, so it is completely impossible for him to admit some of his accusations now, and he has always known that for some things, if he endures it repeatedly, then it will make them feel very curious, not to say that it will make them become a family, so it is impossible for him to continue to endure this matter.
"I understand, in fact, you really don't owe me why, but what you said really made me very uncomfortable, and it really made me very incomprehensible, so I became what I am now, and I have been saying these words, not just because I myself am also because I am right for all people, so I think I really didn't do much in the past, and I will definitely let you think of a few of us in the future, why did it become like this, and I will definitely give each of them a chance in the future, if I don't do a good job, you can completely reprimand meI won't say anything more to refute it at all.
Because what you said is right, I'm sorry, I didn't do very well before, I will definitely change it in the future, if you are still next to me when I change it, then you must give me some advice, otherwise I am afraid I really don't understand what I am doing this for, whether what I am doing is successful or not. ”
In fact, he always said that everything he did was right, but now he feels that what he did may not be all right, because there are some big mistakes that have been recognized by others, so he doesn't have so many qualifications, and he doesn't have that kind of person.
What he did before was right, at least the things he did now, maybe it was really for each other, maybe it was really for all of them, but because of such a little thing, seeing each of them was so uncomfortable, and it made each of them so appreciative, he felt that this thing was really not right, and he should really change it.
"Now on your own future, think about it yourself, I don't want to mix too much, because if we mix too much, then it will also have a great impact on you, so you think about it yourself, think about it yourself, if you can, then you do your best, then you go and have a good arrangement for yourself, not to us, you just arrange yourself.
Because you should be very clear, you should also be very clear, we treat you as brothers for the rest of our lives, and we have to treat us as brothers, right? We have to be mutual, since we are friends, we can only be brothers, then we have to give everything for our brothers, and decide that my brothers give everything they have. ”
What he actually said was not necessarily for him to take out everything he had and share with everyone, but to let him really work hard.
If he really doesn't care, then I'm afraid these things really can't be done, after all, how difficult it should be for a person to complete a thing, so he doesn't seem to be simply giving him an opinion, but wants him to know why these things are successful, why these things are the way they are, just because he has a large part of his mistakes, so it is causing the current things to happen.
"Brother, now I understand your youth, if these things happen again in the future, I will definitely not forgive you again, if I always blame you, then it is true that I am a little too much to stand the test, and I also understand that we brothers have been doing these things, maybe not simply, just because one person should be, because everyone is in the pit.
In the future, I will definitely remember these words you said to me, because these words will be a real persuasion and a consolation for me, and I also understand that maybe these things cannot be achieved by one person, but by all people. ”
In fact, he has now remembered how to do this thing, he should use his best to do one of his wishes, and there will never be a chance to complete everything he wants to do in the future, and he wants to complete this thing, but maybe there is not such a big chance, maybe there is not so much hope, he should think clearly about it in the future, otherwise it will really have a great impact on him in the future.