Chapter 90: Fear of Getting

Minister Wang and Zhou Bingcheng's expressions looked very bad, especially after Minister Wang saw that Guo Yinling, who had a beautiful temperament, had become a yellow-faced woman, he couldn't help but slowly clench his huge fists, and his heart was full of distress for Guo Yinling, and this time, could he be angry for her like he used to be?

This is an extremely powerless feeling, for the current Minister Wang, it seems to be the most torturous thing, he would rather carry all this for Guo Yinling, rather than let the weak Guo Yinling bear all this alone.

And even if he thought like this, Minister Wang would not have such a chance, he just watched from afar, angry and powerless.

Perhaps, at this moment, Zhou Bingcheng should have the same thoughts as Minister Wang, but he did not put it on his face like Minister Wang, but quietly looked at Guo Yinling in front of him, with complexity and sentimentality in his eyes, seeing her, he remembered Mu Lihua, but he was afraid that Guo Yinling would become the second Mu Lihua.

This sense of fear is tormenting Zhou Bingcheng.

So he has the same powerlessness in his heart as Minister Wang or Mu Changqing Zhu Sha, Zhou Bingcheng wondered, is it that no matter which person grows up in this world, he needs to go through so much?

And Abin, who is particularly inconspicuous among such a group of dazzling Beijing youths, is also looking at Guo Yinling, he hasn't seen her for two years, but he still recognizes her at a glance, because in her eyes, there is a clear clarity that cannot be changed how devastating the years are, how erosive the dark rivers and lakes are.

Maybe this is why she has never changed, she has never lost her original intention, whether it is good or bad for her or the people she loves.

Maybe shaken, ravaged, trampled into the mud, but picked up again, still brilliant.

Her appearance is just more vicissitudes than before, her skin looks yellow and rough, which is left to her by that piece of fierce mountains and rivers, because she was born in such a poor mountain and bad water since she was a child, so Abin especially understands what ordinary people can't bear for this real lady.

And Guo Yinling, she looked around at this group of hair boys who had not changed from three years ago, Zhu Sha was still so beautiful, she couldn't see the traces left by time, Zhou Bingcheng looked even more decadent, and Minister Wang looked fatter, and then Mu Changqing, there was a little more complexity in her deep eyes.

In the end, she noticed such an inconspicuous person, first stunned for a second, thinking that it was a hallucination caused by the tension of her mental transition in the past few days, she couldn't help but rub her eyes, but after looking over again, after confirming that there was really someone, she couldn't help but shout: "Abin?"

Mu Changqing silently walked to the end and closed the door, and then realized that Zhu Sha and the others sat down, while he looked at some corners, looking for monitoring.

Seeing that Guo Yinling recognized himself in an instant, Abin sighed a little in his heart, nodded silently and said, "Long time no see." ”

Listening to this old friend's greeting, she looked incredulous, Mu Changqing and the others appeared here, she was not surprised at all, but Abin was the person who could not appear in this place, or rather, she couldn't think of a reason for him to appear.

Seeing Guo Yinling's reaction so violently, Zhu Sha couldn't help but walk towards her, slowly hugged her shoulders, and whispered in her ear: "In the past three years, why don't you want to contact us?"

Guo Yinling, who was in shock, came back to her senses, she looked at Zhu Sha with a natural face, and she still didn't understand, because she felt that Zhu Sha was ignoring such a person who shouldn't be here, she glanced at Mu Changqing, who was a little abnormal, and the weird Minister Wang and Zhou Bingcheng, probably understood something, and couldn't help but slowly put away her expression, and said silently: "I'm afraid that I will affect you, after all, I made a big mistake, if you have something to do with me, it's not good." ”

Zhu Sha listened to her already clear answer, and couldn't help but slowly hold her shoulder, angry and helpless towards Guo Yinling in her heart, because since she was a child, Guo Yinling has always built her happiness after everyone, a child who thinks about everything for others will not make people feel any warmth, but will only make people feel distressed.

And the person who thinks that this is just a gentle person must be a bad person, Zhu Sha thought very firmly in her heart.

She let out a long sigh and said, "Silly boy, if we were afraid of getting into trouble, we wouldn't have come to see you, we are not afraid of trouble at all, what we are afraid of is that you will not look for us if you are in trouble." ”

Guo Yinling listened to Zhu Sha's words, she could feel the truth in Zhu Sha's eyes, which was completely different from Guo Qingzhu's seeming concern, Guo Qingzi's seeming sympathy, or the Guo family's various kind words and persuasions to her.

She shook her head silently and said, "If you can come, I will be content, and I don't need to do anything for me, it's all my fault." ”

Zhu Sha frowned, but before she could speak, Minister Wang, who had just sat down and did not have a warm seat, got up angrily and said: "Yinling, what are you talking about? You are not wrong at all about this, I said no, no, if I meet someone in the capital in the future who makes irresponsible remarks about you, I will tear his mouth." ”

Although it is an exaggeration, this well-known calf of the Wang family who is not afraid of causing trouble really dares to do such a thing.

She listened and laughed, as if in a few words, she found the feeling of the year, life is like this, the most gratifying thing is not how many people there are around her, but how many people are around from the beginning, and in the end, how many people are around.

Maybe in the past three years, there has not been the slightest barrier between her and this circle, she laughed out of tears, snuggled into the arms of Zhu Sha, who seemed to be cold but extremely warm in her arms, choked up and said: "I miss you, I think about it every day, but I can only hold on to it, I am afraid, I am afraid that because I am such a hopeless person, let you worry..."

Zhu Sha gently stroked her back and said gently, "There is no need to be afraid of anything now, we are all here." ”

Warmth, still that kind of warmth.

Ah Bin looked at such a scene, his heart was full of sighs, I have to say, he was a little envious, and felt that the word envy was particularly inappropriate, so he could only use relief to describe it, maybe this world has given this woman enough sadness, but it has also given her a part of the reluctance to leave such a world.

He suddenly thought a little about the group of people in Xicheng, if they met again, what would be the scene?

Perhaps, Li Banruo will definitely jump to his feet and scold his mother, the fifth child will definitely give him a bear hug, the fourth child just looked at them with doting eyes on the side, Abin suddenly had some hope that there would be a day, and now he should touch such a group of people?

Therefore, he will empathize with Guo Yinling, he understands this feeling of deep love that he dare not have, not afraid of losing, but afraid of losing the other party.

A warm current surged into Guo Yinling's heart, she suddenly discovered something, and couldn't help asking, "Why didn't Pear Blossom come with you?" I miss her. ”

In a word, the temperature of the room, which was originally full of warmth, suddenly turned into ice.

Mu Changqing, who found the camera and made sure that he was not listening, stopped his movements, and Minister Wang, who was still coaxing just now, silently lowered his head, Zhou Bingcheng, who was originally gloomy, turned his face heavy, and even Zhu Sha's body became stiff.

The slightly raised expression of Abin's mouth also stopped, he lowered the brim of his hat, remembered a song, remembered a sentence, that was something he could no longer see, that was an existence that was as deep in his memory as an old man, a woman, and a child under the nameless mountain, and he didn't want to be mentioned by others, but he remembered it deeply all the time.

Guo Yinling noticed something unusual, she left Zhu Sha's arms, looked at everyone, and said with a pale face: "Pear Blossom, she, what's wrong?"

"She's dead. Mu Changqing only said three words, and these three words should also be said by him.

Guo Yinling's expression was so still, she couldn't believe it, or couldn't bear to look at Mu Changqing, she knew that Mu Changqing would never make such a joke, but now she is extremely hopeful, this is just a joke, she walked towards Mu Changqing, grabbed him, and said with a forced smile: "Brother Mu, you can't make this kind of joke." ”

Mu Changqing looked down at the tears swirling in her eyes, and tried to squeeze out the smile, she seemed to be trying to hypnotize herself, and what could he do? ”

Drop after drop of tears fell on Mu Changqing's big hand, he stared at the tears in his hand, glanced at the people in the room with heavy expressions, he knew that he had to come to be the strongest person, he held her shoulder and said, "So, we can't lose you anymore, don't do stupid things, don't do stupid things, don't do stupid things." ”

"Tell me all this, it's not true. She cried into tears, how could she hear what Mu Changqing said, even her voice was so choked that people couldn't hear it clearly.

Mu Changqing took a deep breath, shook her shoulders and said, "It's all true, but the more this is the case, the more you need to be strong and never give up life." ”

She has long been unable to control her emotions, perhaps such a news that has been two years late is stronger than anything she has experienced in the past few days, so strong that she can't let go, how can she control her emotions, and even once doubted that in such a world, what she wants to use to be strong, to be born, to love, she is afraid that losing is better than gaining.