Chapter 193 A dilemma

Hearing Qin Tianhai say this, Gu Xinrui was stunned for a moment, and then retorted eagerly: "No! Of course it's not like that!" Gu Xinrui said to Qin Tianhai with a straight face, "I have promised Xue Hui not to see Tianhao again, the matter between me and you has nothing to do with Tianhao, please don't get involved with him!"

Qin Tianhai smiled faintly and bitterly, and he asked Gu Xinrui softly: "Then why don't you want to forgive me? What do you want me to do before you are willing to return to me?"

Gu Xinrui lowered her head and didn't speak for a moment, then she raised her head, looked at Qin Tianhai, and said to him bitterly: "Tianhai, living with you for the past three years, although I feel very rich and happy, I also have a feeling of unsteadiness in my heart from time to time, and I am afraid...... Fear of what will happen...... The irreparable mistakes have caused trouble in your life, and they have also made the relationship we carefully maintained before...... All the work has been done, can you understand my feeling of walking on thin ice?"

Facing Gu Xinrui's earnest and painful eyes, Qin Tianhai nodded helplessly, and said in a dumb voice: "I can understand. . ”

Gu Xinrui smiled with relief, but there was a hint of sadness in her smile, and she said to Qin Tianhai patiently in a softer tone: "Actually, I know where the crux of the problem is, it is because the gap between background and experience is too big, and I always have a ...... in my heart The feeling of inferiority and insecurity, and with your upbringing, you can't experience my deep inferiority, so the trust between us will ...... That's fragile. ”

Qin Tianhai stretched out his hand and held Gu Xinrui's slender palm tightly, but he was shocked to find that her hands were very cold at the moment, and there was a slight sweat and trembling.

Qin Tianhai knew that Gu Xinrui's heart must be very uncalm at this time, so he said to her slowly in a very gentle and earnest tone: "Xinrui, I can understand your mood, I didn't handle the previous things well, because I love you too much, so I ......" Speaking of this, Qin Tianhai's eyes showed pain and embarrassment, he paused for a moment, and continued, this time his voice was much hoarder than before, "That's why I can't bear the slightest ...... Deception, when I knew that Luo Hongtao was your biological father, and you concealed this, I can say that I was in a hurry, and I connected everything together, so I took it for granted that I had entered a place where you had already ...... Lay out the round. Xinrui, I know it's useless to say anything now, it's only to blame myself for being too arbitrary and blind at the beginning, so please look at the child's face, forgive me this time, I will work hard in the future...... Maintain the ...... between us The trust. ”

Qin Tianhai's words couldn't be said to be untrue and touching, but although his affection was very sincere, he couldn't touch Gu Xinrui's heart at this time, because from the moment Xinrui left the Qin family's villa, she had already decided never to set foot in that villa again.

Gu Xinrui slowly withdrew her hand from Qin Tianhai's hand, and she said slowly to Qin Tianhai in a low and slow voice: "Tianhai, don't ...... anymore Forced me, the reason why I didn't go back to the Qin family is because I told you just now, the background gap between us is too big, and this thing can't be fused in a year or two, after all, you and I have lived in two very different worlds for the first thirty years, if you find one and you...... The right woman, I think you will communicate better than me and you...... Much easier. ”

Seeing Gu Xinrui so persistent, Qin Tianhai let out a long sigh helplessly, and he didn't speak for a moment.

Later, he looked at Gu Xinrui and asked her earnestly: "You just give me a happy word today, what do you want me to do before you are willing to forgive me?"

Facing Qin Tianhai's aggressive blazing gaze, Gu Xinrui lowered her head, and she muttered, "Tianhai, don't embarrass me......"

Seeing Gu Xinrui's passive and evasive look, Qin Tianhai turned his head helplessly and sighed again.

The two of them were silent and sat silently for a long time.

Later, Qin Tianhai turned his head and said to Gu Xinrui calmly: "Okay, since you can't turn this corner for a while, then I won't force you for the time being, I'll give you some time, and then let's have a good talk, okay?"

Gu Xinrui raised her head, and was about to refuse Qin Tianhai's request, but Qin Tianhai immediately stretched out his hand to block her lips, and said to her beggingly: "Xinrui, don't reject me so easily, I think you also need a little time to review our marriage, after all, we have lived together for three years, and we have such a lovely son, so I ask you to be cautious about this matter, don't be in a hurry to reject me first, and when you think about it, let's talk again, okay?"

Facing Qin Tianhai's bitter pleading, Gu Xinrui was very helpless in her heart, although she knew that there would be no result if she talked about it again, because she had already made up her mind, but after three years of marriage, she couldn't refuse this powerful man's bitter prayer for a while, so she had to nod helplessly.

Seeing that Gu Xinrui finally relented, Qin Tianhai let out a long sigh of relief, he stood up and said to Gu Xinrui: "Okay, then let's do this first, I'll go back first, you can rest early." ”

Gu Xinrui stood up, she eagerly asked Qin Tianhai, "Then when can I see the child?"

Qin Tianhai caressed her shoulders and said to her softly, "You can do it at any time." ”

Gu Xinrui showed a rare surprise in her eyes, she nodded slightly, and muttered, "Then I'll go to see Fat Fat tomorrow." ”

Seeing that her eyebrows were stretched, Qin Tianhai also changed her relaxed expression, and he asked Gu Xinrui again: "You have already found a job......, right?" Are you happy?"

Gu Xinrui nodded lightly and replied, "It's okay." ”

Looking at her evasive gaze, Qin Tianhai felt very lost in his heart, but he still didn't forget to tell Gu Xinrui: "If you need anything, contact me at any time." ”

Gu Xinrui lowered her head and bowed her head slightly, and replied in a barely audible voice, "Okay." ”

In this way, Qin Tianhai turned around and left the house that Gu Xinrui was temporarily renting.

Gu Xinrui sent him out of the door, then closed the door tightly and closed the curtains again.

Looking back at the hut with dim lights, Qin Tianhai slowly walked out of the small courtyard, he walked down the alley with heavy steps, until he walked in front of his car parked at the entrance of the alley.

Qin Tianhai didn't leave immediately, he leaned against the car, lit a cigarette, and stared at the yellow-lit hut located in the depths of the alley, he was lonely in the deep twilight and puffed the smoke.

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The next day, Gu Xinrui took a half-day off from the unit to visit her baby son Chubby, who had been separated for more than a month.

Mother-in-law Liu Baoshuang already knew the true reason of the theft of the drawings, so her attitude towards Gu Xinrui was also much more polite, of course, it was still a little embarrassing for her mother-in-law and daughter-in-law to meet again, in order to avoid more embarrassment, Gu Xinrui tried her best to avoid too much contact with her mother-in-law, just politely said hello, and then went to her son's room and played happily with her son for a long time.

In the past, Chubby had never been separated from Gu Xinrui for so long, he was not an unconscious child, as long as he guaranteed to see his mother every day, he would not cry when he was taken by the nanny, but this time he and his mother had been separated for too long, in the first few days, Chubby missed Gu Xinrui very much, crying and making a fuss, Liu Baoshuang ordered the nanny and the subordinates to come up with various ways to divert his attention, so that the child gradually stopped crying, but after falling asleep at night, he often woke up sobbing and crying, and then called his mother's name loudly.

Seeing his dear mother again after more than a month of separation, Chubby's eyes looked a little shy, but soon, he became very happy when he returned to his mother's arms, Xiaopang put his arms around his mother's face, and his delicate little mouth kissed his mother's cheek non-stop, causing Gu Xinrui to be happy and sad, and tears couldn't stop flowing down, which was a tear of grievance mixed with surprise, which made people laugh and have mixed feelings.

In the evening, when it was time to eat, Liu Baoshuang asked Gu Xinrui to dine in the Qin family's old house, but Gu Xinrui politely declined.

Gu Xinrui hugged her lovely son and said goodbye to him softly, Chubby hugged her mother's neck and was unwilling to part with her, Xinrui really wanted to take her son away like this, but think about it, some things have to be done slowly, since she wants to leave the Qin family, she must negotiate with the Qin family about her son.

So he temporarily held back his thoughts about his son, softly comforted Chubby, and told him that he would come to see him tomorrow, so that Chubby agreed to his mother's departure with tears in his eyes.

Looking at the tearful son who was holding the nanny in his arms waving his chubby little hand to say goodbye to her, at that moment Gu Xinrui only felt that her throat was tight, and tears were about to pour out again, so she had to cover her mouth and walk out of the Qin family's old mansion quickly.

Looking at Gu Xinrui's back, Liu Baoshuang sighed heavily.

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At night, Liu Bullying's bedroom.

Liu Baoshuang sat on the soft chair, and her daughter Tianjiao kneaded her shoulders behind her, while kneading, Qin Tianjiao whispered to her mother: "One is her biological father, and the other is her own sister, even if she did not participate in the crime, but the two people involved in the case are all her close relatives, can she be so clean? I think even if she is not an accomplice, she has to bear a notoriety of covering up and conniving." ”

Liu Baoshuang sighed softly, glanced at her daughter, and said lightly: "Forget it, you just say a few words, now it has been proven that she didn't do it, I think she is just too weak, so she will indulge those relatives, after all, she gave birth to a grandson for our Qin family, so let's look forward." ”

Qin Tianjiao snorted indignantly, sat down beside her mother, took her arm and said to her coquettishly: "Mommy, I think my eldest brother shouldn't marry a poor woman like her, people say that people are poor and short-minded, this sentence is not wrong at all, you see those relatives in her family, all of them are extremely vicious, as if they have never seen money in their lives, my eldest brother married her, it is really better to marry Mei Xuenan......

Hearing this, Liu Baoshuang glared at her daughter fiercely, so frightened that Qin Tianjiao stuck out her tongue and didn't dare to say any more.