"Okay, I still don't know who you are? If I don't know your words, I'm afraid I won't be able to think about these things, and if we get angry again because of this matter in the future, I won't even talk like this, because you should understand that I've always said this kind of thinking and thinking, not simply saying these things, not for you These things, shouldn't be done, this is not what I really want or what I expect from you. ”

His expectations for this group of guys, his hope for this group of guys is indeed more than that, if it is only this point, he will not say anything, after all, everyone is really torturing himself between existence and reality, if he has thought about these things, considered these things, and made them perfect, then there is no need to say anything, but now he should say it well.

"I used to think that I was completely disheartened, completely dead, but you gave me a chance, such a chance to make me realize that the world is still so beautiful, in fact, I used to love smoothies, because he can make me feel that summer is not so hot, if I eat in winter, I will feel that my beauty is always preserved, I will not forget what I love because of the passage of time, because I think that since I like them, then I have to keep them around, what do you think, your thinking about these things, your understanding of these things must have your own opinion。 ”

He smiled, he knew that there must be such thinking between them after all, everyone must have some explanation, to each other, to give an explanation to their own lives, if they have not thought about these before, now they must think about it, now they must make good arrangements, do it well.

"You are in charge of your life, and I am in charge of my own life, I don't want you to block me again, I don't want to block you, so it's better to cherish life and take care of life, everything that happens to me in the future will not tell you again, and everything that happens to you doesn't have to tell me again, after all, these are each other's privacy, there is no need to tell others about privacy, are you right. ”

He didn't know if what he said was right, and he didn't know if what he had arranged was right, but since he was ready to do this, then there must be a reason to do it, and if there was no reason for this, then some people were really surprised.

"Alright, if you treat me as a fool, then you also think of yourself as a fool, I've told you many times before, let's not have that mess between us. Since I have married you some future, then these futures will definitely be done well for you, and you will definitely be well arranged, if such a thing happens in the future, you don't have to tell me again, you don't have to tell me again, because I won't embarrass you because of these little things, and you shouldn't bother me because of these little things. ”

They don't actually want to find some trouble for each other, but these troubles have always found themselves, so since these things have happened, they shouldn't dodge, if they dodge again, it's still a little difficult to face, and the last thing will surprise all of them, and it will be difficult for all of them to think, because these are the things that really make them regret for life.

Because of the loss of a friend, because of the loss of something in this life, then it will make them unforgettable in this life, and it will make them change their unchanging beliefs, he really wants to hope that such a thing will happen, he won't, because he has long had such thoughts.

If his friends will become like this, if his brothers will become like this, then he will definitely bring certain benefits to his future, and this benefit is that he will finally put himself in the real vastness of the world, in the vast sea of smoke, and understand what he should do.

"I've arranged this thing for you, then you will do it then, if you don't do it then, then I will tell you again how we should think, in fact, after thinking about it, you will understand, after thinking about it, you will think about why some things exist, why they are going to make everyone very shocked, I have actually thought about a lot of things, I have also thought about how to arrange some things, but you have really arranged for you to really do it, so these things are really what you want？

Definitely not, because there are some things that will make you feel disappointed, or there are things that will make you feel like you used to think, and you can do things that you think like before, and these are not what you want and what you really want, which is to let others give you a real desire for life, and this desire is what you want to get. ”

He felt that he himself had been a failure before, so why should he talk about others now? He is not qualified to talk about others, he has done something wrong, and he will not let himself think clearly about anything.

"Okay, okay, I know, I understand, everything you do now is a desire for ourselves, or an understanding of ourselves, if you can't even understand these, then you don't want to understand me anymore, then you don't talk about me anymore, after all, a person's success must be successful, but a person's failure, you will definitely fail completely. ”

He shook his head, what was it that he had done wrong, that he wanted God to punish him like this, he didn't understand it, he didn't know it, but now he knew that if he still understood it as not knowing and not understanding, then he should stop blaming others for the sins he had committed before, and the mistakes he had committed before.

"Okay, okay, if you think clearly, if you make a clear arrangement, it's quite simple, but don't say it now, it's not a spurning for everyone, or an insult to everyone. ”

It's obviously a very simple thing, but it makes it so complicated, what he can do with his hand, he makes everyone so shocked, this is actually just his own irresponsibility to himself, just like before, if he did that, it would be the best, but now he hasn't done it, then he can only face his own present and let others say it, let others judge.

"Okay, I don't care what you think, or I feel very uncomfortable with my arrangements, or I feel extremely uncomfortable with my arrangements, I don't know, I don't need you to understand, I don't need you to do it, you just need to know that we have been arranged, and the things we have thought about have always been lingering in our own hearts, not what you imagined. ”

Nodding, he also understood why this kid said so much to himself, because he said so much to himself, just to make himself understand the sins he had committed, and the mistakes he had made.

"Okay, I am a little confused when you speak, but now I remember it firmly, and now I firmly take it to heart, and I still understand what I used to say very well.

Because you gave me a future life or a path for me to walk in the future, then I will doubt a future, such a future is what they work together, what we pursue together, maybe not as good as you imagined, maybe I am not what you imagined, let anyone envy, but don't need others to envy, I just let you believe in yourself, as long as you envy yourself. ”

After thinking about it, he knew whether he would have the opportunity to meet them again in the future, or to understand with them again that his life was so sad, but now he could completely think that if this continued, if this kind of life was filled with his life again, he might not have anything anymore, and he would not have anything.

"You always have to do one or two things in this life, and whether these two things are what you really want to do, whether they are what you really want to understand, whether they want to understand, maybe you want to understand. ”

In fact, he is really very clear, he also understands very well why he thinks about himself like this, why he imagines like this, because he thinks like this, because he arranges it like this, so he can present himself in front of others in the future, because he once imagined what he once arranged, so to keep these firmly in mind is what he really wants.

"You've always wanted to live a fine life, but this kind of life costs a lot of money, and you don't have so much money, so what can you do? So you have to believe me, we have to think about it, we have to arrange what we should do in the future, how we should imagine it in the future, not like this. ”

He knew why he made such a mistake, and he also knew why he thought of how much loss and trauma he would bring to himself by making such a mistake, because he never imagined that he had never arranged these things, he was just relying on his own mind, relying on his own thoughts.

It's just such a simple thing, and he hesitated to the point that it's really sad and sad now.