Chapter Thirty-Nine: Since there is no fate, we meet strangers
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Looking at Zhou Yaze's angular handsome face, I was in a trance for a moment at that moment, I almost listened to his words and opened the door to get into the car, but at this time, I saw a familiar white BMW 530 slowly driving over in the traffic coming from a distance, and the woman in the car wearing a coupling color professional suit and high-end sunglasses I am too familiar with, because she is Zhao Bingyan.
At this time, it was just time to get off work, according to the convention, Zhao Bingyan usually would not leave the company so soon, today she left so quickly, and followed Mr. Zhou's car, what was she worried about? What do you want to peek into?
At that moment, I felt a deep helplessness in my heart, I don't know what Zhao Bingyan was thinking in her heart? If she really likes Zhou Yaze so much, why don't she show her love to him publicly? Now, Zhou Yaze is engaged to other women, Zhao Bingyan's competitor should be that Wu Yanran, not me, she is monitoring me and Zhou Yaze step by step, what is the purpose?
I felt unexpected, and at the same time, I wanted to escape from this scene as soon as possible.
Zhou Yaze doesn't belong to me, and he has never expressed any affection to me, and now, he has other women and may be getting married soon. I was wronged by a group of crazy women who had a crush on him as imaginary rivals, just like a group of hungry beggars who were jealous of another beggar, because they thought he had stolen the fat they had been longing for, but in fact the envious beggar was really wronged, because he didn't eat the piece of meat!
Therefore, when I saw Zhao Bingyan's car slowly driving behind Zhou Yaze's car, and she kept looking at us from the car window, I smiled helplessly in my heart, thinking: Since I have escaped from this place of right and wrong, why should I get involved in these rights and wrongs that have nothing to do with me?
So, I smiled at Zhou Yaze reluctantly, and then replied to him softly: "Mr. Zhou, thank you, but the car I was waiting for is coming soon, and the car can go directly to my door, which is very convenient, and if you send me, you have to spare the road, so forget it, thank you for your kindness." ”
Seeing the embarrassment of my rejection of him, Zhou Yaze smiled bitterly, and asked me in a light tone: "Is it necessary to avoid suspicion so much? Even if you leave Yiyou, we should still be friends, right?" Zhou Yaze's eyes were full of sincerity, and his tone was open-minded, but also a little helpless.
I think he must have known what Wu Xiaona and Zhao Bingyan were talking about my yearning for him behind his back, so he said this.
Thinking about it this way, I felt even more embarrassed, and even my face turned a little red.
I don't want Zhou Yaze to know that I am a little bit attracted to him, this is a woman's minimum reserve, not to mention that Zhou Yaze now has other women, if he has insight into my temptation for him, and wants to be so ambiguous with me, then he will put me in an unclear and embarrassing position.
I remember that Xu Minghui once said to me that there is no pure friendship between men and women in this world.
Xu Minghui told me at the time that all the so-called pure friendship between men and women under the banner of "good friends", "good buddies" and "good hair and small hair" will eventually change their taste, either because they have lovers and become increasingly estranged, or they develop from friends to lovers, and finally roll into bed.
Therefore, the so-called pure friendship between men and women without a trace of impurities is purely a nice pretense for men to deceive more confidants.
I am from the past, I actually understand the meaning of Xu Minghui's words, maybe some men and women are not suitable to be couples, but they still have a little good impression of each other, so they do the so-called "friends of the opposite sex" a little less than lovers and a little more than friends, but this relationship is often difficult to grasp, because after all, there is attraction between men and women, which is determined by physiological differences, so in increasingly close interactions, this so-called pure friendship will change its taste.
At this moment, since I have left the land of right and wrong of Yiyou, I want to have a new beginning, and I don't want to break the connection anymore, which also includes the relationship with Zhou Yaze, he has his life, I have my life, he is such a perfect man, it is difficult for a woman close to him not to be attracted by a certain trait in him, but at the same time, such a man is also extremely dangerous, because he can only belong to a woman in the end, then other women who are attracted to him will eventually become cannon fodder, and they will eventually face the loss of their hearts.
I don't want to have this loss, because although I am not excellent, but I still have a pride in my bones, I don't think there is a man worthy of me to think about it like that, so since I know that I have moved my heart, and I also know that there is no possibility, then the best strategy is to cut through the mess quickly, break it cleanly, and start my new life without worry.
Therefore, in the face of Zhou Yaze's interrogation at this time, I smiled at him a little apologetically, and then whispered to him affirmatively: "Mr. Zhou, don't be surprised, it's really convenient for me to take that bus, you're very busy, so I won't bother you, thank you for your kindness." ”
Listening to my indifferent and detached words, the smile on Zhou Yaze's face completely disappeared, and there was a heavy disappointment in his eyes, he sighed, lowered his head silently, and didn't speak for a long time, but his hands unconsciously patted the steering wheel.
Later, he raised his head, frowned slightly, and asked me softly, "What you said when you left that you hope that there will still be a chance to cooperate, is it to deal with my polite words?"
Hearing this, I was stunned, then smiled awkwardly, wanting to say something, but in the end I didn't know what to say.
Zhou Yaze looked at me like this, smiled helplessly, and then said to me slowly: "If you think this is good for your life, then I respect your ideas, I won't say more, you take care." With that, Zhou Yaze nodded at me, then closed the window, and his car slowly drove forward, and finally disappeared from my field of vision.
Watching his car drive away, for some reason, I had a feeling of loss in my heart.
At this moment, a poem sounded clearly in my heart, which was very in line with my mood at this time:
If you don't look back, why don't you forget?
If there is no fate, why swear?
Today's all kinds are like water without a trace.
Tomorrow and night, you are no stranger......
Thinking of this poem, I feel even more emotional, yes, since I don't want to go back, why bother to forget it?
Since you don't have that fate, why wear a heavy mask and do what a so-called "opposite" confidant?
In this metropolis with a population of tens of millions, how weak is the relationship between people, except for the man who really wants to marry you, who can be tied to whom for a lifetime? Since the two sides do not have that fate, instead of swaying from side to side and difficult to grasp the relationship, it is better to be a pair of strangers......
Just as I was deep in thought, Zhao Bingyan's white BMW sedan slowly drove over, she stopped beside me, then took off her sunglasses, and just stared at me silently.
At this time, I had already raised my head from my contemplation, and looked at her expressionlessly, and after a long time, Zhao Bingyan lightly opened her lips and asked me, "Why don't you take Mr. Zhou's car?"
I smiled coldly at her, hugged the cardboard box in my arms tighter, and replied to her in a nonchalant tone: "It's nothing, it's not on the way, and besides, the car I'm waiting for is coming soon." ”
Zhao Bingyan looked at me silently, she didn't speak, she didn't wear glasses at the moment, I realized that her eyes were actually very beautiful, and she didn't wear glasses and wore glasses is like two people, she usually wears glasses She always gives people a very strict sense of pedantry, but when she takes off her glasses, she gives people a soft feeling.
After a while, Zhao Bingyan opened the car door and whispered to me: "Get in the car, I'll stop by with you, I'll send you back." ”
I didn't expect her to offer to take me home, I was a little surprised at that moment, but soon, I put away the surprise in my eyes and replied to her generously: "Don't bother Manager Zhao, the car I'm waiting for is coming soon." ”
Hearing me say this, Zhao Bingyan smiled faintly, no longer insisted, put on her beautiful sunglasses again, then nodded slightly to me, closed the window, and quickly drove the car away from the position where I was standing.
Looking at the back of her white BMW, I smiled self-deprecatingly.
That day, I finally got to the bus I was waiting for, and although it kept me waiting for almost an hour, it finally came and got me home safely.
I didn't start looking for a job right away, so I spent a few days at home, but I also wandered around the Internet for a few days, looking at some sample cases produced by my peers, and also reading the recruitment revelations of a few well-sized advertising agencies.
If you want to find a job, I will find a company that is more suitable in all aspects, with an excellent environment and company culture, anyway, I am not busy waiting for the rice to go to the pot, and my previous savings are enough for me to last for a while.
My sister Haijing came to S City on a business trip and stayed with me for a few days.
She already knew about my resignation, and at the same time, because she had a large number of friends who worked in the media, she actually heard the ins and outs of my disputes with people in the company, and even knew some rumors about me and Zhou Yaze!
"Sister, you are really good! I can't see it, you actually have such an affair with Zhou Yaze, and you resigned for you and those peachy news with him?" Hai Jing sat cross-legged on the sofa at my house, approached me, looked me narrowly into the eyes, and asked with a smile.
"Go and go, don't make your sister poor and happy, others spread rumors, do you believe it?" I pushed her away and replied to her angrily.
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