Chapter 128: The Darkness Deep Inside
Shen Xing did what she said, completely cutting off the opportunity for Xu Bing and Lin Qingyue to come to visit and take care of Su Yan, and she was the only one who could contact and take care of the teenager.
And Su Yan seemed to understand his current situation, and he was neither obedient nor resistant to Shen Xing's care, except for when he used his chopsticks during dinner, he was like a puppet at other times, lying motionless on the bed.
In this regard, Shen Xing had deep distress and pity in his heart, but there would never be a trace of wavering in his behavior.
Shaken and she will lose her youth.
Moreover, there was another point that made Shen Xing breathe a big sigh of relief.
That is, Su Yan did not go on a hunger strike, and he was eating well every day.
She had expected this situation, and she was very worried that the teenager would really behave like this.
However, once the situation really gets to that point, she will definitely not show any mercy.
Even if the boy was in pain and uncomfortable, she would forcibly feed him a liquid diet.
Fortunately, Su Yan didn't do it.
That's the best.
It's good to be obedient all the time like now.
Although she knew that Su Yan's puppet-like state was, in a sense, also a kind of resistance and resistance.
But as long as he doesn't leave her, everything else doesn't matter.
Even if the boy never ignores her, she is willing to take care of him like this for the rest of his life.
Time passed quickly, and more than ten days passed like this.
Su Yan can sit still, Shen Xing can sit still, but the system can't sit still.
[System: Host, why don't you abuse Shen Xing?]
You don't really plan to stay with her for the rest of your life, do you?
I've been waiting for a while!
Please, be abused, abused......]
[Su Yan: ......]
Suddenly, he had a bloody face.
[Su Yan: Don't worry, it's not the best time yet.
Moreover, the food here is really good, and I am a little reluctant to go on a hunger strike.
Let me eat more...... Ahem, let me observe for a few more days and look for an opportunity. 】
[System: Okay, then I'm going to play the game?]
[Su Yan: Go ahead, have fun. 】
[System: When you are ready to abuse, please remember to tell me about the host, so as not to miss it.] 】
[Su Yan: ......]
So just now, these words in the system are addicted to chasing dramas, urging him to update quickly?
After a few more days, after Su Yan received the best treatment from the hospital, his injuries were almost healed.
So, he began to get out of bed and walk, gradually recovering the muscles in his legs.
- When Shen Xing was not in the ward.
As a result, even though Su Yan was very cautious, he was still caught by Shen Xing.
For so long, Shen Xing has always been extremely gentle with Su Yan.
But at this moment, she finally got angry.
She said angrily, "How can you get out of bed alone when I'm not around?
Even if you want to recover your legs, why bother in such a hurry.
Wouldn't it be nice for you to try to move around again while I'm by your side?"
As she spoke, her heart was filled with some fear.
Su Yan's current physical constitution has become so weak, what if he is walking and accidentally falls to the ground, and she happens to be not by his side?
It is very likely that the boy will die because of this......
Just thinking of this possibility, Shen Xing's chest felt a little painful, and the look of anger and reproach in his eyes suddenly became a little thicker.
Hearing this, the corners of Su Yan's lips were hooked, revealing a very faint smile that seemed to reveal sarcasm.
Shen Xing had never seen the young man show such an aggressive expression, and he was a little stunned for a while.
Seeing Su Yan's smile faintly, his eyes calm, but his words were cold and indifferent, and said, "I don't need your care, I can go by myself."
Or are you going to start restricting and controlling my movements?"
"That's not what I meant. Shen Xing pursed his lips and said, the trace of anger that already existed in his heart was also stronger at this moment.
The boy knew he didn't mean that.
Even if you don't need her concern, you shouldn't say such hurtful things......
"If you really cared about me, you wouldn't have said something like that after I was caught.
Or, won't let me get caught at all. ”
When the words fell, Su Yan turned his head over, leaving only Shen Xing with a perfect side face.
But in the corner of his eyes, there was a faint hint of red, and his lips were tightly pursed until they turned white.
Seeing this, a trace of anger in Shen Xing's heart instantly dissipated, and only deep guilt and remorse remained in his heart.
[Shen Xing's remorse +100, 1780/1000.] 】
She was silent for a long time, and then said, "I'm sorry. ”
As soon as these three words came out, Su Yan turned his head to look at her, and his beautiful eyes were full of shock.
Seeing Su Yan's expression like this, Shen Xing couldn't help but smile bitterly in his heart.
She finally knew what kind of existence she was in the young man's heart.
It's ridiculous that she used to be so proud all the time, thinking that she was doing the right thing.
Now that I think about it, it's only because Su Yan loves her deeply that she can tolerate that kind of self.
Su Yan came back to his senses and bit his lower lip lightly: "I don't need ......"
"Whether you need it or not, this apology is what I should say.
Because I've done a lot of things I've done to be sorry for you, both now and before.
So......
Yan'er, I'm sorry. ”
After saying that, the pupils in Su Yanmei's eyes shrank, and the whole person was completely stunned.
It took a long time for him to come back to his senses.
"yes, I see. ”
Plain and unwavering.
It's like there's no fluctuation in my heart.
With such a reaction, even Shen Xing was a little caught off guard.
This is the first time in her life that she treats a person of the opposite sex so sincerely, and it is absolutely impossible to say that she does not expect Su Yan's response in her heart.
It's just that she couldn't imagine that in the end, she only got such a simple response from Su Yan, which made her expectations fall in an instant, as if she fell from the clouds after stepping on the air.
Shen Xing's heart seemed to skip a beat, and his body suddenly felt a feeling of weightlessness.
Su Yan said lightly: "In the future, I will get out of bed and move when you are by my side."
As long as I'm completely healed, you don't stop me from leaving. ”
The teenager is leaving?!
Hearing the word 'leaving', it was as if it had touched the taboo in Shen Xing's heart, and her eyes suddenly widened.
Then, she raised her hand to cover her chest and pressed hard against the soft ball so that she could breathe.
She didn't respond to Su Yan's words, just turned around, lowered her head, and held the wall of her body with her free hand, and after taking a few deep breaths, there was a hint of extreme danger in her eyes.
At this moment, Shen Xing finally firmed up a certain thought in his heart......
Even if the idea is very dark.
But as long as the boy can stay by her side.
Murky...... And how?